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Chishiya Shuntarô x Reader: An eternity

This is a personal request from my wife @heart4kuina and I decided to write it with the song Are you lying to your therapist about being sober again? Yes. by Chrmng, in mind. This is an angst to comfort so be warned about dark themes.

I hope you like it my darling, love you.

This comes from personal feelings I used to have and still have at times so it's more than an educated guess on a lot of the stuff mentioned. Also, Chish might be a bit ooc, but you'll see ;)

Summary: When all hope is lost, an angel embraces the martyr.

Another day in this fucking hospital. I'm getting tired of sitting on my ass in this sterile room all day, looking out to a world that was never good to me. Never once was I offered comfort or kindness. My peers and family deemed me too different, difference scares the ignorant, the ones that do not want the status quo to change because it sways in their favor.

So I was the little black sheep.

And once I finally tried to go and explore, finally let go of that bitterness that I felt in my soul, that darkness suffocating my mind, that sadness binding my body; I was fucking wiped out by a meteorite with a few other hundred of people.

We're called the "scientific miracles" of the century and perhaps the millenia, the ones of us who are still alive to tell the tale at least. A lot of us died, but the few that survived came back to life after all of their bodily functions shut down for a minute. A whole entire minute.

Some are fine enough, they're going back to a normal enough life with a second chance in their back pocket.

But I honestly wish I died.

I lost a leg and an arm, went into septic shock and came back. But came back to what? An empty home, a loud silence from my kin, a cold loneliness from my lack of valuable friends? It sucked.

So I resorted to waiting in my room, doing nothing, getting lost in thought. Imagining a better world for myself because the one I lived in wasn't good to me. Those daydreams went further than what I could control, but it felt good. Not having to control something, letting go....it felt good. The same blurry man appeared in those dreams, his voice distant and muffled but still able to make my heart flutter.

He always seemed to have that glowing halo around his head. His words smug but his voice soft, calming.

And all I remember when I wake up is how his hand felt around mine, how warm it was.

....ss

.i....iss

........miss

......."Miss (y/l/n), are you alright?"

I jump at the feeling of being shaken from my dream induced stupor. That voice, it wasn't my nurse.

And as I turn around I see a blonde haired male in scrubs and a white coat, a white stethoscope around his neck. The pin on his jacket was telling me his name was..

"I am Chishiya Shuntarô, a pediatric surgeon. I know you might be shocked at not seeing your usual nurse but due to collapsing from exhaustion she has been sent home posthaste. This isn't my wing nor are you in my field of expertise but I'll take care of you from now on. Due to the immense influx of patients and the lack of medical personnel we have to make do."

I nod silently, going to wipe at tears that had fallen from my eyes unknowingly. And present my arm for a test of my blood pressure and a new catheter to be placed.

"I have heard you've been in the incident too. So have I but, I've been called early as the hospitals in Shibuya are in a pickle." He says as he places the IV fluid cable to the catheter and fastens it.

I hum sleepily. Could he go already? I didn't want people around, especially new people. I didn't want to socialize with a new doctor, no matter if we could relate together.

"I also understand you are in a heavy depressive episode, so I have been given the green light to make you do activities. You have been catatonic, not due to a medical state of being but a personal choice. That and your selective mutism could cause many problems in your daily life, so as a pediatric surgeon used to working with much weaker and sensitive patients, I have been given the choice to help or not, and let a psychiatrist do all the work if I chose the latter."

He explains as he checks my vitals and wheels in a meal and meds from outside the room which he immediately closes after. I shake, my right hand squeezing in panic.

"Luckily for you, I know that right now, a psychiatrist might not be what you need. So I'll stay. I'll give you my phone number and be on call 24/7, so do not hesitate. Whenever you need something, anything, or just a presence, I'll be a few minutes away."

And days passed. And weeks passed. He washed me, brushed my hair, brushed my teeth, wheelchaired me outside to get fresh air, fed me, talked to me, read books, listened to music while we shared earbuds, completed paperwork.

All, with me by his side like a burden that didn't seem to bother him in the slightest.

"Today I decided to cook for the both of us since it's Obon." He says, unloading his bag, filled with delicious smelling foods.

"You've been here two months already, your body has gotten much better but your mind....you are forcefully keeping yourself from healing. So I thought a celebration would help."

He pours me some tea as he organizes the table and I reach out for it, savoring the drink....savoring. It was...good. It felt...nice.

And warm.

"Why?"

He hums in surprise as he turns around, eyes wide open, eyebrows high on his forehead. My throat felt sore already but I continued.

"Why do you care so much?" My voice feeling and sounding like a gargle more than an ensemble of words.

He looks at me pensively then smiles sadly.

"Because I had locked myself out of feeling for years upon years. Because I know what you feel, at least I believe you do. You just...remind me of myself before I decided to get off my ass after that near death experience." He says setting himself down next to me on the bed, sipping on his miso soup.

"I just...I want to help, for real this time. I want to be someone good, someone worth knowing, someone worth being and living as."

And as I look at him, I swear I can see a halo around his blonde head. He turns to look at me with tired eyes and I look back at him with mine.

"I am not worth your work."

"Maybe not in your eyes, but you are in mine. If I let you go, I'll have failed myself and my creed as a medical practitionner. So let me help, let me help you so you can help yourself."

...It's strange, my mother and father didn't visit. But HE was always here. He...did he truly believe in me when no one else did?...

"I do, believe in you I mean. Look at yourself, uttering your deepest thought without realizing. Maybe it's time you let go of this state of being and switched it up. Your mind and body can only handle so much negativity (y/n)."

"I have no one to go back to."

"Well that's a lie."

I look at him inquisitively, my hand squeezing in anger at his words. What did he mean-

"I'm here after all." He scoffs, muttering something along the lines of 'that was fucking cliché, good job Shuntarô'. "Listen. You've been a real piece of work but look, you've talked so much today, for the first time in two months? That means I'm doing something right, and I won't stop until you realize how lucky you are and start enjoying life."

Ugh, I feel so sick all of a sudden. My face feels hot, my heart is palpitating, my nerves are going haywire am I-

"Awwwn. Did I fluster you? That's good, it's a new step forward!" He says as he ruffles my hair and starts packing up. "Before I go for the evening. I just want to give you an advice: let yourself live before it's too late and you realize what you've lost. Believe me, I know what I'm talking about." He sighs and finishes packing his bag, going towards the door. "Good night (y/n), sleep well."

And everyday he'd come, coax me into talking more, he'd play games with me. And I could swear that every second I spent with him from then on...

His halo glowed brighter.

He also seemed to change, cracking up jokes, laughing more.

I felt less alone as everything changed little by little.

"I'm sorry I am so long to heal. I wish it could be easier." I mutter looking at the rainy sky from the bedroom window.

"Well I don't."

I turn to him confused. What did he mean by that?

"It sounded mean, let me rephrase it. I don't wish it was easier, one because it would mean it's not as genuine and sloppy. Two, because I get to spend time with you."

I jump back slightly, eyebrows furrowed.

"What do you mean?"

"I feel....Human with you. I feel with you." He sighs, pondering his next words.

"I feel alive with you."

And as he turns to me I can see wings sprouting from his back, my eyes gleaming at his beauty as the weight on my back feels relieved.

"I see you in my dreams." I blurt out. "I was never sure but...Now I am."

I get closer to him.

"You shine so brightly, it has to be you."

And he smiles.

"It took you long enough." He holds my hand and it confirms it all.

He was the angel I dreamt about.

"I don't know how, but I know you. And when my collegue told me to care for you instead of her doing it. I was compelled to do it by an unknown force. Call me crazy, but...I, think we've known each other for longer than we think."

And I shake my head, I know what he means. And as I hold his hands, I can swear in the back of my mind everything unlocks.

So I throw myself in his embrace and cry. As she holds me and kisses my temple, I can hear him muttering words I swear I heard him say but not in my time with him awake.

"I've got you."

"I'm here."

"Don't worry (y/n), let it all go."

I don't know when I fell alseep after that, I imagine pretty quickly due to the emotional fatigue. And for once I don't feel cold as I awaken.

Because he's here, on the bed, with me, next to me. And I am in his arms as he is in mine. His gentle breaths caressing my face tell me he is still very much asleep as the moon outside is high up.

It felt like an eternity since I felt this...free? Happy? I don't know how to call it, but I...don't dislike it, at all. I, enjoy it.

And as my heavy eyes slowly bring me back to slumber, I feel Shuntarô's arms tighten around me.

"Well, you only have this paper to sign and you'll be free to go. It's great to see you back on your feet....er foot?"

The desk attending nurse trips on her words near the end of her sentence and I chuckle, dismissing it with a wave of the hand and a smile.

After that night, another two months were spent in the hospital with Chishiya by my side. Since the meteorite situation had calmed down and everything was semi back to normal, he was sent back to his hospital in Shinjuku, only visiting when he could. Our conversations were mostly video calls and texts between shifts.

But he still cared, no matter if he could see me much during his days off or not. And it made me feel lucky that this man, no,

this angel,

could still care so much about lil ole me. Physical therapy was hard. Getting used to both an arm and a leg prosthetic was hard. But I did it, for him, but also for myself. I'd get better, so I can help myself, so I can help him and repay him for all that he has done.

"It's fine, I've learnt to...take it all with humor. Don't feel the need to walk on eggshells with me."

The nurse giggles and nods. "And it's good to see that. You've done a good job, and you've come a long way! We're all proud of you at the hospital."

I smile, getting misty eyed at the kind words. The nurse proposes a handshake and I take it, hugging her after it and thanking her for her hard work on my, less than optimal case.

As I go out and walk across the expanse of the hospital court I reminisce about the last four months. They were hard but...With Chishiya by my side they weren't bad. Not at all even.

The heavy rain was finally stopping and the sun could be seen from behind the clearing clouds as birds chirped in the crisp autumn air.

"Hey (y/n)." He was there, waiting for me at the entrance, still in his scrubs, he probably ran towards here after his shift and didn't bother to change.

His hair was messy, his face red, and his eyes scrunched as he smiled brightly.

"Did you wait for long?" He shakes his head.

"Nah, just arrived, had enough time to take my breath back."

"You look like you ran."

"I did run. Like crazy I might add."

"I can see that." He wacks the back of my head and takes my hand.

"I wanted to welcome you back into life. Tell you I'm proud. And..."

He chokes a bit, his cheeks reddening to even his neck and upper chest as well as ears.

"I wanted to ask you on a date, right now, it's halloween and it's gonna be lively! It'll do you good, and you have me so don't worry!"

He stammers as he looks straight ahead, and it was my own time to blush, my hand gripping his tight as

"It almost sounds like a farewell party Shun. You ain't trying to get rid of me are you?" I elbow him in the ribs and he laughs.

As he turns towards me, a soft smile on his face, a rainbow appeared behind him due to the sun finally being freed from its confines. And his halo shined the brightest it ever had as his wings glowed from the last of the raindrops falling. The streets, covered in reddened leaves, made his white feathers, hair and coat look all the brighter as he utters the words that made me realize how far I had fallen for him.

"I'd never do that. The world can't keep me from you, not again. I'll stay an eternity or two with you if you'll allow me."

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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eating homemade tteokbokki and miso soup rn, feelin fuckin awesome!

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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wOOOT?! I am not the biggest fan of TR but REGERGERGSDHGJTDYJ BARKBARKBARK

GUYS THIS IS NOT A DRILL

KAZUTORA IS BEING PORTRAYED BY NIJIRO IN THE TOYKO REVENGERS LIVE ACTION

OH MY FUCKING GOD.

THE EARINGS

AND THE TATTOO

I WANT HIM SO BAD.

HOLY SHITTTTT 😍😍

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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Wake up y'all, the wife posted

oooohh i noticed you liked only by leehi!! maybe you should write a fic centered around the song?

You’re so smart anon

Tell me if this is PT 2 worthy, TW you get told youre gonna die, emotion showing chishiya, italics are memories

Only || C.S

Chishiya sat in the doctors office awaiting your diagnosis while you waited in the hallway.

The doctor sighed before looking at Chishiya with that all to familiar look. That pitying look. He’s a doctor he knew that only bad news came after getting a look like that. He’s used it on so many people he didn’t think he’d be a victim to the look either.

The doctor sighed and pushed up his glasses, “they have a month maybe two if we’re lucky.”

You giggled as you tried to step into the boat, you would’ve fallen over if your husband didn’t stop it from tilting.

“You have to be more careful.” He said with a faint smile on his face.

“I am being careful it’s not my fault the boat moves in water.” You said matter-a-factly.

“Obviously not, how could you ever be at fault?” He joked, sitting down in front of you.

“Shut up.” You jokingly rolled your eyes as he rowed the boat farther into the water. It was a beautiful date spot, he must’ve been listening to you complain about how badly you wanted to have a date at this lake. You have the most amazing boyfriend ever.

“You’re staring.” He said slyly, you hadn’t even noticed you’d been staring.

“Of course I’m staring, look at you.” You flirted, causing his ears to turn red.

“Look we made it to that gazebo place you wanted to see.” He said to get off of the topic of him.

He got out first then helped you out, “wow it’s beautiful.”

“That’s why I took you here.” He smiled, grabbing onto your hand as you walked to the gazebo.

He could feel the world stop in that very moment. A month? That couldn’t be something must be wrong-

“I know this might be shocking Mr.Shuntarou, take your time. I won’t tell them until you’re ready.” The doctor tried to sympathize but obviously that didn’t work on Chishiya. Sure he felt bad but he’d never understand what he was feeling.

“Just tell them now.” He bit on his nails as the doctor walked out.

———

You where oddly calm when you learned what happened. You almost expected it even. This would’ve happened sooner or later.

“I see, where’s Chishiya?”

He seemed taken aback by your calmness, “uh right- he’s in my office I’ll bring him out.”

“Thank you.”

Chishiya walked out, “I’m sorry.” He said as his voice cracked.

“For what? Being the love of my life?” You said with a bright smile to try and cheer him up.

“For not being able to help you.” He almost sounded like he was going to cry but didn’t let himself.

You stood up and grabbed his hands, “come on let’s make my last days the best days ever.”

“Alright.” He said, shoving all his emotions back up inside of him.

“Alright.” You said with a sad but hopeful smile, walking out of the grim hospital.

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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Hello yes this is my official proposal to @heart4kuina .

Babe, will you accept to spend the rest of our dumb simp lives together in a small condo with our pets and semi-healthy obsession for fictional characters? I'll be the perfect housewife, I cook, I clean, and I give the best hugs and kisses, cuddles, acts of service and loads of words of affirmation are also a part of the deal!

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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BABE PLZ YOU'RE ONE OF MY FAVE AUTHORS YES I'LL EVEN FUCKING PROPOSE TO U IF U WANT?!??!

HI ITS HEART4KUINA PKA GICE ME CHISHIYA🤲

IT'S REALLY LATE RN BUT I'LL WORK ON IT TOMORROW AND GIVE IT MY ENTIRE GOTHUSSY FOR U BABE

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nozomi-akamivt · 1 year

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Here is your fic anon!

Summary: Ann didn't know why she was so nervous to talk to a girl, but she survived a comet, and she wasn't going to waste her chance

Ann Rizuna x Reader: I kissed a girl

Ann didn't know if the sudden surge of adrenaline in her blood was from learning she came back from the dead after a comet hit her or if it was from the pretty nurse. It was probably the former right?

From what the nurse, who she learned was called (y/n) , told her: many people in Shibuya crossing got hit by a meteorite. A lot died, but a lot also came back after their hearts and brains stopping for one full minute, it was a scientific miracle.

And although from what (y/n) told her she had only been in the hospital for a few hours, it felt like she had been here around a year, maybe two. It felt like, she had more knowledge, her body felt healthier than it ever had although it was numb from the anesthetics.

"So Miss Rizuna, I was assigned as your main nurse! I hope we'll work well together to make your recovery faster!" Shit, not now. Her eyes looked at the nurse's pink and plush lips as she talked, then diverted to her soft hands taking her own.

And the most beautiful eyes looked back at her questioningly. "Are you okay Miss Rizuna? Your heart monitor started spiking and you seemed out of it."

Ann cleared her throat, nodding. "Yes sorry Miss (y/n), I just have a hard time taking it all in."

"I get it, but you're lucky, a second chance at life, not many people get that."

"Yes, I would know...."

"Why is that?" The nurse held her arm for Ann to cling to as she was brought to do a few tests and scans.

"I'm a forensic scientist."

"Oh a fellow med field specialist! Thank you for your work!" (y/n) bows and so does Ann. "I'm an intern so nurse is only something I do part time."

"What are you planning on becoming?"

"Neurosurgeon. I want to be able to give another chance to people, when it touches the brain it's in most of the cases, unfortunately, lethal. I want to help those that have completely lost hope."

The nurse said this with so much energy and conviction that Ann physically got staggered, her step faltering. She looked at the nurse as an undescribable feeling made its way to her chest. (y/n) was dangerous.

"Are you okay Miss Rizuna?"

"Yes, felt a bit lightheaded is all."

"I get it. We'll do the MRI first then blood works and we'll get back to your room. We suggest to stay a month in the hospital after what you went through, we don't know if any radiation poisoned your cells or if your body was altered in any way so we prefer to keep watch." Ann nodded at this, it was quite logical after all.

And the day and tests went on without a hitch.

The next day, Ann woke up to the smell of breakfast and saw (y/n) preparing the room for the day, humming to herself, swaying from side to side. When she turned around and saw Ann watching, the nurse let out a squeak.

"Sorry! Did I wake you?"

"No don't worry."

"Then good morning Miss Rizuna! I hope you slept okay!"

"I did, I was exhausted." Ann said as the nurse brought the breakfast plate to Ann. Miso soup with tofu cubes and seaweed, tea, rice, salmon and a fruit salad.

"Mhmh, all of our patients said the same. I suppose such a big event caused their body to pour all its energy into self-preservation and that's why you were so sluggish and confused yesterday. A good night's sleep refleshed you, you already look better!" The nurse ranted which caused Ann to smile.

"And how was your night?" She said as she started to eat her breakfast.

"Studying, I have finals coming up and it's kicking my ass- butt sorry, it's kicking my butt." (y/n) stammered, groaning to herself.

"It's okay you can curse, I'm not a prude." Ann said, finishing her soup and attacking the salmon and rice, sipping on her tea from time to time.

And with that the nurse sighs, her body melting.

"Thanks Miss Rizuna, I've worked with strict people and gotten enough nagging, finger wagging and ear pulling for a lifetime!" She giggles and so does Ann, the nurse was so cute, so bright. She was sure she'd make it far. "Anyways! Let's go to today's tests shall we?" Said the nurse as she extended herhand to Ann, and the foresic sensed it again, that warm, shy feeling in her chest. Damn it all, it was uncomfortable, not because it was painful, but because it was so...unusual.

"Yeah, let's."

The next day, and the day after, and after...The main person Ann saw was (y/n), always smiling despite the exhaustion, always talking and cheering. Ann would compare her to the Sun, deep in her mind, hidden from anyone's eyes. A woman finding another woman cute, and charming, and...oh so beautiful...what would people say?

Her family came once or twice, collegues too, her friends although small in number visited her and gave their wishes of health. But they came and went, (y/n) was her only constant, her guiding thread in all of this.

And despite her better judgement the warm feeling in her chest grew as the nurse got more comfortable with her, and Ann with the nurse.

"SO we haven't gotten any tests today, we've done most of them by now, we just need one last physical and one last blood work so I thought we could do something fun today!" The intern said, her hands clasped behind her back, clothes looking rather comfortable.

"I can't really leave the hospital yes so...what do you propose?"

"Glad you asked! I have brought us, movies, music, face masks, snacks and cool drinks! Even got us some nail polish, wasn't sure what you'd like so I took a lot!"

The foresic scientist looked at (y/n)'s outfit and suddenly frowned. "Wasn't today your day off?" Ann said accusingly.

"Well...." (y/n) sighs. "Yeah but see my family is great but they'd keep me until they talked my ears off and my friends are all very different from me, and I don't mind it at school, it just doesn't help in feeling included when we don't talk med subjects. If I stayed home I'd be sleeping all day or on Netflix! So since you're the only person I'm really comfy with and that I reckon you'd rather not be alone right now, I came as a visitor!"

Ann was surprised, the nurse saw her interractions with her peers and family, they were distant, and took it in her hands to be with her. Shit. Her heart once again picked up. It wasn't like her to feel nervous like this, she was calm and rational, but damn did this girl make her go mad.

"Sure...Thanks Miss (y/n), it means a lot." And the girl smiled brightly.

"Don't worry Miss Rizuna! And call me (y/n), I think we're past the honorifics now."

"Only if you call me Ann."

The girl ponders, muttering Ann's name in a way that had both their hearts exploding out of their chests.

"Sure! Ann it is! Now scootch over, I wanna do your hair!"

And so the day was spent with giggles.

"Wait so...you tell me you what?!"

"I put a stink bomb in my teacher's bag. HE WAS AN ASSHOLE WHAT ELSE WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO?! It was payback!" (y/n) huffed as she watched Ann from the corner of her eye, switching from the girl next to her to the musical on the computer every few minutes.

"Well I mean as a welcome to the forensic section I did get a pig's leg in my locker."

"Ewwww what the fuck." The nurse fake wretched.

And tears of laughter were exchanged.

"Ouh Ann my dearest darling Ann! Why won't thou accept mine attempt at courting thee???"

"It is because our paths weren't supposed to meet my sweet love. We are but wimminfolk in a world of men. We need to marry men and have children. Our love is impossible dear lover o' mine."

"We could make it, mine dear flower!"

"We mustn't, we shan't..."

"Neigh! Free thou feelings mine dove, let thou love run free!"

"Fucking hell I can't continue this Imma bust a lung-" Ann ends the scene exploding in laughter, an uncharacteristic act from her, but so normal when around (y/n). As if all her walls came crashing down with the other girl.

Other girl who was also giggling, snorting here and here.

Ann was so fucked. That crush has proven to be more than what she thought it'd be.

"Oh...It's time."

"Mh? What?"

"Visiting hours are over...I don't wanna leave." The nurse whined like a child and Ann raked her fingers through her hair, calming the poor girl down.

"I don't want you to leave either." There were so many things Ann wanted to say, but that was all she could at the moment. Damn her. Damn that invisible wall, and damn the stress that makes her fuck up her words with the girl she likes.

"I'll be back tomorrow for your last day Ann! Don't worry!" The intern smiles and kisses Ann's cheek, shocking the forensic.

"Ya know, if I didn't know any better I'd think you have a crush on me Lady Rizuna!" She winks, kissing her cheek again. "You know what they say, IT'S OKAY TO BE GAY-"

And Ann threw herself at (y/n), tickling the poor girl 'til she cried of laughter, the both of them giggling and writing on the bed as the sun projected a golden orange light in the room while it set.

Then a sound stopped them in their track.

"I KISSED A GIRL AND I LIKED IT. THE TASTE OF HER CHERRY CHAPSTICK-"

Ann was shocked at the sound and saw (y/n) blush deeply at the song and reach into her back pocket in a panicked rush...

...it was her ringtone.

"It's okay to be gay huh? Aren't you the one that has Katy Perry's I kissed a girl as your ringtone~"

"SHut iT AnN!" The poor girl was so embarrassed and stopped the song and alarm, her voice wavering.

"Don't worry, I won't tell anyone. It'll be our secret~" Ann said as she kissed (y/n)'s cheek and the girl squeaked a 'good night, see ya tomorrow' as she took her stuff and an out of the room, leaving Ann smiling like a fool. Her wand was over her heart, feeling it beating so fast, so hard, that it could come out.

Her last day at the hospital was spent in a comfortable calm. Ann and the nurse talked and giggled as they always did, hushered tones of joyful women heard by anyone passing by close enough to room 505's door.

A last blood test was ran, perfect results, her body was ready to take back its normal course.

She was ready to leave..

"Welp..I guess that's it for us Ann! You're all good to go! Your health is top notch!" The nurse smiled, although it didn't reach her eyes as much as it should've.

"Yeah, I guess it's time." Ann sighs, her clothes back on her after a month, her bag packed, everything ready for her to leave.

"I'll walk you out!" The girl says fiddling with her hands as she waits outside the door.

"Sure. Thanks (y/n)." And as they walked, Ann nodded to all the other victims of the meteorite she recognized, silently wishing them a good recovery and farewell.

Once at the outside gate of the hospital they both stopped. Hesitating for their own reasons, which were more similar than they'd imagine.

"So..." They both started at the same time, shocking each other into yet another fit of giggles.

"Go on Ann, I always talk so much, it's your chance to reveal your undying love to me!" The nurse winks as she is sent in another fit of giggles.

"Well... I'M NOT THE ONE WITH KATY PERRY'S I KISS-"

"Okay! Okay! We understood Ann- Not so loud!"

Ann smiles, hugging the girl close surprising her. "I would like your phone number if that's okay with you? I'd like to keep contact...Invite you on a few dates maybe?" She mumbles in the intern's neck as she sways the both of them from side to side in a hug.

The head of the girl shoots up, hitting Ann's a bit as she profusedly appologises, her eyes filled with light.

"Really? Seriously? You're sure?"

"Yes. Yes I am (y/n)."

And the girl excitedly takes Ann's phone and give her hers as they entered each other's numbers, entering personalized names that only they could understand.

And as they got back their phones they smiled, both their hearts beating in unisson, Ann kissed (y/n). Pouring all of her feelings in the contact of their soft lips, holding her beloved's hands in her own, smelling the girl's soft fragrance, feeling her soft skin and hair, her warm breath, her love.

And as they separated they foreheads touched, an act of love. They needn't say it yet, it would come in time but for now, as they both went back to their lives for the time being.

They would be "Dove" and "Darling" in each other's phones and hearts.

Heyy, I would like to request or suggest a story about Ann from AIB (queen is so underrated). My idea was Ann meeting female reader probably in the real world, possibly after surviving the Borderland and questioning her sexuality and why she's so nervous to make a move even though she's usually so calm etc. I imagined mainly fluff but with a little humor/crack. If you don't want to write it that's fine, no pressure ^^

Thanks for the request! Ofc I'll make this, Ann our queen is CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED and this needs to be fixed, I'll do this tomorrow my love!

#aib ann #ann rizuna #rizuna ann x reader #x fem!reader #x female reader #alice in borderland s2 #imawa no kuni no alice #ann alice in borderland #ann imawa no kuni no alice #alice in borderland #aib ann x reader #request #requests open #fem x fem #x reader

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This request is dedicated to @heart4kuina !

Summary: Sometimes Chishiya lets go of his cold, calculating persona.

Chishiya Shuntarô x Reader: Burden

Chishiya Shuntarô by any means wasn't a conventionally relaxed and happy person, nor was he kind. He was so confident in his abilities that he was relaxed at any moment, everything had a logical standpoint and an answer and he had all of them, nothing was ever surprising to him.

He was smug, he didn't do happiness, but when he was proven right he always had that smug smirk on his face and his eyes narrowed in a way that said "I told you so".

Chishiya wasn't "kind", he'd manipulate you for his own safety in a heart beat and you better believe that the second he meets you he'll have a part for you in his plans. But if he knew you, he had his own....way to care.

"You haven't eaten, do you want to die earlier?"

"You look like a cadaver, go sleep."

He'd wack you on the head with water bottles when he's noticed you haven't drank in a while. He'd talk you into going inside when he noticed you got goosebumps.

But you never saw him get soft, never. That just wasn't him.

It was an uneventful night, The Beach was as noisy as it always was and you were in your room, desperately trying to sleep but finding it impossible to do so. You didn't know why, maybe the stress of the Borderlands were finally getting to you? It didn't matter.

You hadn't slept in four days and it was getting to you.

So why not drink? I mean, you got sleepy when you drank. A little baby-ish and emotional as well, so maybe it'd do you right to let go. So you quickly ran down the gigantic complex to get to the bar. It mainly contained easy alcohols like vodka, tequila. But you were feeling something more leisurely.

"A bottle of whiskey please!" You yelled over the noise, and the bartender got your order as quickly as he could and you ran back to your room.

The ambiance was festive and depraved, and it was what the people needed, it was a kind of hope that pushes them to stay alive. But it was too loud for your exhausted mind. Two days left in your visa from last game and you still played each night no matter how your body screamed from the exhaustion.

As you were about to enter your room, heavy steps dragging on the ground leading you to a night of drinking you heard a sigh.

"Drinking this late at night? Are you resorting to the same answers those dumbasses found in alcohol and drugs?"

And surprisingly he takes it.

"I'm not in the mood for your nagging Chishiya, either you leave me to drink until I pass out or you join me. Your call." I open my door and leave it open behind me as I go deeper in my room, extending my invitation to the blonde man.

He enters the room behind me and closes the door, following me to my bed. I was already sitting, back to the headboard and eyes looking at the ceiling as I opened the bottle and took a swig. The bed dipped next to me and I passed the bottle to Shuntarô, he didn't drink usually, but tonight he took the bottle and drank.

"Why are you drinking, it's not like you."

"I'm tired, haven't slept in days. Drinking makes me sleepy so, I just...I don't know, my logic is flawed I know."

"Exhaustion works against logic." It's okay, I understand.

"Yeah, I've felt it....why are YOU drinking, it's not like you either."

"To make sure you don't choke in your own vomit and die." To make sure you're okay.

And with that you nod in gratitude and a comfortable silence set in. Swig, pass, swig, pass...It was calm, but it was welcome. The hustle and bustle, the neverending stress, the fear, it all gets to you more or less depending on your character. And despite what you showed you were a softer one and the Borderlands were getting to you pretty bad. You looked up to Chishiya because of this, he'd adaptated so quick, it was his element, nothing could surprise him, sweep him off his feet, and if it did he always had a shit ton of other plans.

How did he do it? Because you were crumbling on the inside.

"Why are you looking at me so intently? Wanna make me explode with your mind?" Are you ok?

"I...Sorry, I got lost in my thoughts."

"You think too much." It can hurt you.

"You're the one talking." And with that you drink the last drop of amber liquid and set the bottle on the nightstand, finally laying on your back.

"I do logic, you do feelings. Our thinking patterns are different, way different."

"Way to tell me I'm stupid."

"I have the IQ you have the EQ. You have what I don't."

"What's.." He lays down next to you.

"Emotional quotient. Empathy. Emotional intelligence. I don't have such things, I work with logic, patterns, mathematics. You work with emotions, reading the room, understanding others deeply, uncovering them and tearing down their walls, you work with the deep self, I work with the surface."

"You almost sound like you're degrading yourself."

"Maybe I am, maybe I'm jealous I can't feel like you, open people up so easily and read through them as you do. Maybe I'm envious that I cannot feel quite as much as you do."

"Well, I admire you." He turns towards you, a look of surprise on his face, lips opened, eyes wide and confused, eyebrows raised. "I admire your logic, your capacity to always be right no matter the circumstance, how you're always ready for just about anything to happen because you're already ten steps ahead. I envy how you don't get affeted by this entire bullcrap like I do. I'm losing sleep and you always take care of me although it's probably a pain in the ass for you."

He looks pensive, almost...hurt in a way. And he stays like this for a while, so you unconsciously start tearing up, the worse scenarios going through your head before you feel cold skin against your cheeks, wiping your tears.

"You don't bother me, if it were anyone else I wouldn't even look their way. I also admire you, how you kept yourself intact despite our predicament, how you try to give hope to people and help whoever you can." He stops himself for a second, almost to choke. As if the next words didn't want to come out but he wanted, no, needed to force them out. For both you and himself. "I feel like a burden to you because you are here for me and I can't give anything back when I want to do so tenfold....I...I think you're the missing part of me I've been yearning for all my life. No matter what happens, I seem to...care for you. You make me care, and I haven't felt as human as I do when I am with you." I love you.

He looks pained, but what he said confirmed your own feelings.

It'd take time but.

"I love you too Shuntarô." You say, closing the distance between us and he surprisingly encases me in his arms, so gentle you'd believe you were a porcelain doll. And he nods in your neck, laying a kiss to your ear, a drop of water falling on your clavicle, a tear. "And for all it's worth, you'll never be a burden to me, never."

"Thank you."

You'd make it work, you were sure of it.

HI ITS HEART4KUINA PKA GICE ME CHISHIYA🤲

IT'S REALLY LATE RN BUT I'LL WORK ON IT TOMORROW AND GIVE IT MY ENTIRE GOTHUSSY FOR U BABE

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