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Anxiety is slowly killing me.

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You’ll end up with someone better. You’ll end up with the ideal guy with the ideal body and with the ideal car that matches the ideal engine. Meanwhile I’ll be sitting over here with my headphones on. Playing the same songs I’ve been listening to for years. It replays over and over and over until I feel it inside me wanting to burst out into flames and kill myself. Until I can’t take it any longer.

@poetpastry

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When you grow up the world seems to get worse and worse, but then you realise the world has always been this bad you where just too young to notice (source)

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I’m so tired of this life and I want to die

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It burns out after some time, and it kills you in the end.

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self care is getting so drunk that you forget you hate yourself

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Try Again

MC: hey Sae-

Saeyoung: what's the point in having friendships if everyone is just going to inevitably die and not remember these bonds that we have made in this life? why am i living? what's the point in being famous if in a couple centuries, everyone is just going to be forgotten? in a billion years coffee will never exis-

MC: i'll try again next week i guess

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-Every inch of me burns

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I need a restart or an end.

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having a good heart fucks you up in this generation

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When the drugs hit you

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You need a private talk? Just send me an ask!:)

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I feel most at home in my skin when I have the marks you’ve left all over my body