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Old Sally doodles bc she is my daughter 😞

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Idk I cannot make friends for the life of me anymore esp fandom friends plus I grew up making creepypasta some sortof secret enjoyment 😭 I had friends I could ramble Abt FNAF or sonic to but creepypasta...? I must've thought I was so cool for having that secret back then LMAOAOA

To this day I have aus that came from my maladaptive daydreaming. Maybe one day I'll feel comfortable sharing it 😭

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WHO UP FRAUDING IT

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depression? nah baby i have slender sickness.

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Boy get out of my computer BOY GET OUT NOW!!!

My version of him is just that he's a sortof tech ghost 😭 AND he can duplicate himself like some popup window just to be annoying. Idk chat I'm actually rlly shy abt my Slendermansion au in general

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Slenderman nooo don't turn into a plushie who else is gonna manage this mansion

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Did the void eat my post 💔💔

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Erm dipping my toes in creepypasta art bc I've been daydreaming about being under this man's care since I was like 7 years old 😛 my writing is so ass

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Honestly should I invest in a drawing tablet bc the tablet I had is kindof lame 😞 it's a cheap tablet my parents got me for hs but I can't ask for a better one for uni bc I already have a laptop

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Old art I was gonna redraw , but I just wanted to dump it here for now. This was made like- last year??? When I had a big exam 😭 these two r my favourites mwehehehe

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there is, in fact, a "platonic explanation for this" if you're not a coward

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Me when my brain is exposed and my guts are out but my heart is a shining star 🤔 anywayz

I love drawing my personas so much aughhh I gotta draw their ref soon 😣 silly unhinged blue alien

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Gotta start posting art at some point.... T_T my fandom arts r rotting

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My Journey to Escape the War in Gaza

My name is Abdelmajed. I never imagined I’d be sharing my story like this, but life in Gaza has become unbearable. I am a survivor of the war here, and in the blink of an eye, everything I once knew—my home, my safety, my community—was ripped away from me.

The war has transformed Gaza into a graveyard of broken dreams. The buildings that once stood as symbols of life and resilience are now piles of rubble. Every corner is filled with the echoes of explosions. Every moment is shrouded in uncertainty. There is no security. There is no stability. There is no light at the end of the tunnel.

Basic needs have become luxuries. Food is scarce. Clean water is even scarcer. Hospitals are overwhelmed and under-resourced, and there is almost no medical care to be found. Every night, families go to bed hungry, praying they’ll wake up to see another day. The cost of basic necessities has skyrocketed, and it’s become a daily battle just to survive.

I’ve seen things I never thought possible—standing in long lines for a piece of bread, rationing every drop of water, and watching my people suffer in silence. I have lost everything—my home, my safety, my dignity.

Escape from Gaza is my only hope, but it’s almost impossible without financial help. The cost of evacuation is far beyond my means, and without support, I’m trapped in a warzone with no way out.

I’m reaching out to you now, in the hopes that someone, anyone, can help. I am not asking for luxury. I am asking for a chance—just a chance—to live. A chance to escape this never-ending cycle of fear, destruction, and loss. A chance to rebuild my life somewhere safe, where I can begin again, where I can find hope once more.

Any amount you can give will help me get closer to safety. Even the smallest donation will make a difference—it could be the lifeline I need to survive. If you are unable to donate, please share my story. The more people who hear it, the better the chance that I can find the support I desperately need.

Your kindness and support mean the world to me. You’re not just helping me escape a war; you’re giving me a chance to live, to rebuild, to breathe again.

Thank you for listening. Thank you for caring.

Vetted by @gazavetters

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🌸 From One Mother’s Heart – Please Read 🌸

My name is Saja. I’m a wife, a mother, and a woman who once believed her story would be simple. I thought my days would be filled with watching my daughter grow — from her first smile to her first steps — surrounded by the small joys of everyday life.

But life had other plans.

War has returned to our home. Again. And once again, we find ourselves living under skies that never seem to rest.

There was a moment — a fragile, breathless moment — when the bombs paused and the world seemed to remember us. It gave us hope. We thought maybe, just maybe, we could start to rebuild. But now, we are back in the dark — hiding, holding on, praying.

I’m writing this not as someone seeking pity, but as a mother who has no other choice but to speak.

Imagine holding your baby in the middle of the night, not because she cried, but because the world outside roared too loud for either of you to sleep. Imagine whispering bedtime stories not to lull her into dreams, but to keep the fear from settling into her tiny bones.

This is my life.

This is my daughter’s life.

And even now — especially now — I believe in softness. I believe in kindness. Because when everything else is taken from you, hope becomes the most valuable thing you have.

Why I’m Reaching Out Our home has been damaged. Our lives changed. But through it all, my daughter wakes up every morning with a smile. She reaches for me with trust, with love, with faith that I will keep her safe.

That’s why I keep going.

I’ve launched a campaign to ask for help — not because it’s easy, but because silence is no longer an option. I am asking for support not just for me, but for my baby, and for the quiet strength of so many mothers like me who are fighting, every single day, to hold their families together.

How You Can Help: 🤍 Help us restore parts of our home so we can live with dignity 🤍 Support women and mothers in Gaza with access to care and resources 🤍 Keep the light of hope alive for a generation born in the shadows of war

💛 If you can, please support our journey here:

If you can’t give, please consider sharing. Your voice might be the reason someone else hears ours.

From My Heart to Yours Maybe our lives are worlds apart. Maybe you’ve never lived through war. But if you’ve ever held a child and wished the world could be better for them — then you understand more than you know.

I don’t want my daughter to grow up thinking the world turned away.

Please, if you’ve read this far — thank you. Thank you for seeing us. Thank you for caring. We are still here. Still hoping. Still holding on to every kind act like it’s a lifeline.

With love and endless gratitude

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Ao3 campaign filling up in a blink of an eye is a joke

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I shld rlly post fandom stuff on this blog :3