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Peace out tumblr, you fucked me over by deleting my old account for no fucking reason you fucking retards

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Last night I took my 86th laxative of the year so far.. its only the end of february and I still cant control myself

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Breakfast is leftover teriyaki and bokchoy warmed up in oven <3 I have the most loving best friends, trying to be healthy is all for you guys

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IM SO FUCKING INSECURE LIKE I LITERALLY GET SELF CONSCIOUS OVER BEING SELF CONSCIOUS

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I feel like if I ever become comfortable with myself ill just gain and gain, then fucking lose and just go through this shitty cycle again and again, so maybe its a good thing im uncomfortable and blind.

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Ive been beatig myself up literally lately, only hurts 2 days after, with all the bruises and stuff I have to make up stories to my bf about how I keep tripping or running into things so he doesnt catch on.. this needs to stop and so does my laxative abuse.. since ive been home more taking care of my puppy ive had time to take them everyday, but its really starting to make me shit out undigested food..

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Can’t you just stop but fine idk why you care so much tho

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Morning was roasted veggies and black coffee Lunch was half vegan burger from whole foods witn organic fries Dinner was 4 bites of vegan teriaki, baby bokchoy and brown rice. Tons of green tea and coffee today, pretty psyched I ate little amounts throughout the day binge and purge free, trying to get my metabolism going is delicious and rewarding

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That feeling of accomplishment after you skip a meal.

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I hate mine .