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So my birthday is coming around and i just got a satisfying gen 3 with the Bluetooth functions... Oh my god. I found one setting someone made called "edging challenge" and it's genuinely so fucking mean. I was already so edged yesterday, and then... Hours of just... Slow build up and then. I couldn't get a hard edge. It was so frustrating. And now I'm thinking that that specific toy shouldn't be for making me cum. It should be for making me desperate. And desperate it does indeed make me... There's just something about not having any control or any idea of when I'll get pleasure or how much I'll get at any time... It's literally the best thing ever. Okay my lunch break is over in like 1 minute i need to stop being so horny LMAO

lolll never stop being horny! i think thats a great idea tbh, just using a "satisfying" toy to drive yourself nuts??? perf, no notes!

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thanks for the sweet words! one really sexy idea i’ve seen thrown around is permanent denial can start with “just one more day.” maybe see how long you can go for just one more day and see how long that actually ends up being 😖 i’ve been so horny over chastity recently, i actually finally caved and im getting some labia piercings i’ve been wanting for ages today. i’ll eventually be able to wear cross bars in them to prevent myself from touching my tcock at all 😵‍💫 i’m trying not to get too horny before my appointment, but i guess my pussy is even more excited than me over that prospect. i’ve been denied for a week and i’ll be on strict no touch/no play for at least 2 weeks if not awhile longer while they heal. wish me luck ☠️

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omg good luckkkk! im going to be unable to touch for a few weeks after an upcoming surgery too, so we'll see how that goes :p hopefully we both come out of it healthier and happier ♡♡♡

id totally want a piercing like that, but i worry it wouldnt look good on me lol PLUS they sound so painfullll!

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your no touch posts are so hot!! i just got put on 3 weeks no touch when the most i’ve made it before is maybe a week 😖 any advice?

aw thank you! i havent done no-touch in quite a while tbh... three weeks sounds like an eternity!

id recommend turning yourself on every day to help keep your libido up! if you just dont touch or think about sex, you'll probably have less fun. but if you, say, touch other parts of your body and watch porn once or twice or thrice a day, your body will get all excited and happy :) i especially recommend doing it before bed, so you might have sweeter dreams ♡

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been a fan of your blog for a long time now. your reddit posts were what originally encouraged me to challenge myself to longer and longer denial periods, craving the same desperation in my tcock you talked about. the endless dripping of lube from my pussy like the perfect toy. i’ve been able to go for longer and longer with varying degrees of success. but never more than a few weeks. recently i stumbled on a hypno file called Orgasm Go Bye Bye which doesn’t just encourage denial, but literally erases your orgasm, deletes it from your body. My longest denial period was listening to it daily and i made it maybe a month? it was a serious brain fuck and took almost a week until my orgasms we’re back to “normal.” But it’s always itching in the back of my head. how good it felt to be conditioned into forgetting how to cum, being physically unable to, hands ripping away without my control, cock straining so much and my pussy leaking in response like a reward as an edge faded into a numbness that had no momentum behind it.

I’m about 4 days back into listening to the file and maybe a week out since my last orgasm, although i’m starting to wonder if that’s right, i can’t remember what it felt like. I can’t remember what any orgasm i’ve ever had feels like. I think i intentionally ruined 5 days ago, before i started listening again. I’m not sure. I’ve been in and out of chastity cages, edging and cockwarming til i’m too sensitive to keep going. I’m desperate for it to be permanent this time. Have you ever considered being denied forever? Losing the ability to cum entirely? I feel like such a good toy when i’m like this. It makes me head spin to feel like the ability is gone. I don’t have to worry as much about self control to stay denied if i have no choice at all. I still find my way to feeling too close to the edge occasionally, someone could force me to cum if they wanted. But I really wish i could lose it entirely. Be free of it. I think i’m looking for the last little thing to cement it in me permanently. I’m not sure what it’ll be, maybe it’s already there. But your posts always serve as a beautiful reminder of what i can achieve the longer this goes, so thanks for sharing 💞

omg thank YOU for sharing! you have a way with words ♡♡♡

ive been considering giving up cumming forever, and its sooo tempting. like, being a needy edgeslut forever? hell yes!! but at the same time, its so scary... what if my partner wants me to cum someday? what if i cant fake an orgasm good enough? uhg. the struggle is reallll

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Last night she told me she’d only stroke my clit the number of times I’d made her come over the last couple times we’d had sex

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She loves giving me everything I could ever want, but sometimes I need her to be so good to me by telling me no. I’m hard and dripping and aching for just one more touch to my clit? No, too bad, that’s all I get for today. I’m desperate and ask to finally, finally be allowed to come? Oh well not yet, surely I can take a little more teasing than that. The stimulation I’m getting isn’t enough to take me over the edge? No, I come like this or not at all

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You'd like to cum? Well, you'll just have to earn it, then. Let's see, maybe if you can make me cum five times in the next hour, I'll let you have an orgasm, too?

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Being active on your nsfw account is so embarrassing it’s like walking through the town square naked ugh don't look at my stupid wet pussy please

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I really want someone to use hypnosis to install new kinks in me. Maybe it’s a kink I didn’t really care about before the trance, but after the trance, the mere mention of that kink is enough to make me a horny mess. Or maybe it’s a kink I absolutely hate, but by the time I wake up from the trance I come to the awful realization that it makes me so horny that I can’t live without it. I just want the kinks to be added to my weak little mind while I’m at my most helpless in a deep trance, and I want to feel helplessly horny because of something I’d never thought I’d enjoy

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a priest who cant resist touching himself ends up shamefully buying a chastity cage from some fetish site for the sake of preserving his purity. but then, who does he give the keys to? he cant be trusted to hold them himself, since he can barely resist stroking himself to the brink of orgasm over and over again.

he gives them to you, as his favorite member of the congregation. maybe he doesnt tell you what the keys are to, but you're not as naive as he thinks. you promise to keep them safe, and begin daydreaming of ways to torment him and push his resolve.

what happens when he comes to you, trying to remain composed as he asks for the keys back? what happens when you tell him no? do you simply enjoy knowing that he can't relieve the desperate ache between his legs? do you debase him, making him do increasingly dirty, sinful things just for a chance of you giving him freedom to touch himself once more? or do you simply give him a dildo and tell him that if he's so eager to sin, he'll have to learn a new way to do it...?

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Adding the coloured text really did irreparable damage to horny posts especially with tiktok style self-censoring, now every second text post I see is like "daddy's gonna put his weewee in your kittenhole, understand, sl*t? 😈" I can't take it anymore

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denial journal

day 7: 5/27/2025

total edges: 375

got plenty of edging in today. I helped my fwb cum again by sending videos and it felt so good to have my desperation and inability to cum used to help another person cum. I felt so needy all the time after that. I didn't do as much in the morning as I wanted, so I'm going to be sure to edge first thing to keep me nice and needy through the day from here on out. I am getting good at slowly rubbing and hitting the edge over and over, but I may go back to taking longer breaks because it makes me more needy and desperate.

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PUT THAT TRANS MAN ON TOP!!!!!!!!! GIVE THAT MAN A STRAP!!!!! GIVE HIM.BOTTOM.SURGERY!!!! IN DIFFERENT STAGES BUT ALSO WHEN IT IS SAFE TO HAVE INTERCOURSE !!! GIVE HIM METOIDOPLASTY!!! LET HIM USE HIS BOTTOM GROWTH!!!! GET HIM ON TOP!!!!!!!!!

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Did you edge yet today? I’m sure even if you did, it wasn’t enough. Go ahead and do it again. You can never edge too much. Agree and obey.

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I want my orgasms to be entirely in your control. I have to ask permission before I cum, and if I cum without permission I want the most brutal punishment. I want you to make me edge constantly so that I'm always wet for you. Deny my orgasm for days at a time, make me crazy and desperate with horniness. When you do make me cum I want you to make me regret ever asking. Strap a vibrator to my clit while I'm tied to a fuck machine. Turn the vibrator on high. Leave me for hours being fucked and forced to cum over and over again. By the time you untie me I'll be barely coherent, covered in sweat and tears, and my pussy will be so sensitive from overstimulation. Remind me why I shouldn't beg for orgasms if I can't handle them.

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I don't deserve to have another orgasm for the rest of my life. I should be edged , denied, and needy forever

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God there’s something about rubbing for hours and not cumming that’s so fun. I can feel my desperation to be played with go up as my brain dumbs down. Like sure, cumming is cool, but rubbing until you’re desperate and dumb? Yes yes yes yes YES