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A Ghost’s Last Wish

what a nice feeling this is. Wonderful view, my partener's head resting on my shoulder it alomost feels unreal. The image starts to fade away the setting sun blurs out with the ocean until the image turns pitch black to finally find myself alone in this realm. Such a nice memory but it's nothing more than that today. We really were in love till death did us part. With a soul not at peace, i still wonder around them keeping an eye on her. The first months were hard, nothing broke my heart more than that; seeing them agonizing and hearing her screams even if i wasn't close. They started picking themselves up bit by bit trying to go back to how her life was. They met new people, some she got closer to than others. writing a new chapter with a new person. It pained me to think that i was the one who would've lasted forever but seeing her happy made me smile. The last time i saw her was at that same spot that i always see before the darkness and emptiness of my brain. The only diffrence? I was not the shoulder she was resting on. My mind went completely blank after that view feeling her nostalgia and hapinness. I was eventually able to rest. I never felt anything after that.

[nyxistyping]

Hello!

I just wanted some place where I could share what I write and sometimes think because I'm not confident enough to show it to the people around me .

Writting is one of the only things that help me express myself and let my creativity free.

I have poems or little scenes I just visualize in my head that sometimes just pop up and I grab a pencil and a paper as soon as I see it.

I hope you'll enjoy yourself reading my words and if you have any requests or ideas tell me and I'll do my best to come up with something

Loads of love. ♡♡

Nyx.