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                      Indie ZENOS YEA GALVUS of FFXIV Unaffiliated with the FF rpc.                      Highly Selective, Low activity Highly OC/CROSSOVER  friendly and                                         All triggers and current spoilers ( verse vary) tagged.                                                                       As beloved by Yang. Please 18+ only.  ( highly NSFW) 

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Because Halloween is coming up. 

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“Do you ever just figure out --- having someone to love, only to be back stab, hurts the most. Then you cut off everyone in the world, and never open up to anyone again --- oh, only me? Well that sure as hell sucks. Moral of the story, I can’t trust people anymore. --- and It sucks.” 

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I am here, alone, at the end of the world. I reach out and touch nothing.

Haruki Murakami, Hard-Boiled Wonderland and the End of the World (via thoughtkick)

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“....Don't you know I'm dangerous? Fire burning in my blood I got this handled I don't need rescuing

You can call me a princess all your life 'Cause you love to keep me helpless by your side But it ain't what I want, I'ma show you

I'ma show you           How to treat me like a queen..” 

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warpstrikeassassin asked:  Hey pretty, how about another dance

random ask || always accepting @warpstrikeassassin

“ Play your card right, I’ll give you more then just a dance. --- But my real question is, can you keep up with my movement? You seem a little off lately. how about I fix you right up.” 

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warpstrikeassassin asked:  "Fine lass, nice ass, cat ears and she uwu, uh"

random ask || always accepting @warpstrikeassassin​

“I can uwu you all night long, Prince.  Play with my ears, I’ll make all the noises just for you~!” 

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deeper sentence starters

“  where do you get your hope?  what keeps you going during all this?  ”

“  you know,  sometimes you don’t have to find the answers.  i think it can be enough to just admit you’re lost.  for now.  ”

“  sometimes,  i don’t feel like i’m real.  not unless i’m hurting in some way.  it’s not like i want to be in pain,  but i’m just so used to it.  i dunno what to do without it anymore.  ”

“  i just keep hoping that one day i’ll have something else motivating me— something more than stubbornness or spite. i wanna feel like i’m living.  ”

“  i learned the only thing i can believe in is me.  i have faith in myself.  that’s how i survived.  ”

“  i hope you know i’m proud of you.  i’ve seen how hard you’ve been fighting to get where you are.  you might feel stuck,  but you’re not.  you’ve come so far.  ”  

“   when i told you i loved you,  you know i meant that right?  i’m not talking just about all those warm feelings.  i’m talking about putting in the work.  i’m here to stay for the hard parts,  not just the pretty ones.  ”

“   you don’t have to find the perfect words,  just tell me what you’re feeling.  i’m here to listen.  ”  

“  you don’t have to carry it all.  humans aren’t made to be solitary creatures.  i want to help.  all you have to do is ask.  ”  

 “  i know i haven’t always been there in the past,  but i’m here now.  i’m trying.  please,  just let me in.  ”

“  i still care about you,  you know.  i could never stop caring about you.  but we were both drowning.  and one of us had to get out eventually.  ” 

“  i think you’re still my person.  and i’m hoping maybe one day,  i can be yours again too.  ”

“  i’ll still be here when you need me.  that will never change.  ”  

“  i love you.  but i can’t keep watching you destroy yourself.  i can’t sit here and watch that anymore.  it hurts too much.  ”  

“  i already forgave you.  so why can’t you forgive yourself?  ” 

“  it’s not about what you think you do or don’t deserve.  i get to choose who to love.  i’m an adult.  and i can make that decision.  so i’m here to stay.  i’m in this.  ”  

 “  if we’re going to do this again,  you have to promise it will be different.  you have to show me that you’re ready this time.  ” 

“   i don’t know how to make you believe that i can make us work again.  but i’m not going to give up.  i did that once and—  well,  i’m standing here again because it was the wrong choice.  give us another chance.  ” 

“  i’m lost without you.  and i’m not asking you to fix me or be something you’re not.  i’m just asking you to keep being the lighthouse you are just by being you.   and let me be guide myself by it.  ”  

 “   i’ve never been very good at letting go.  and now i feel like there’s too many burdens i’m holding on to and i don’t know how to get rid of them anymore.  ”  

“  why do you feel like you need to punish yourself so much?  ”

“  why do you keep saying that?  you’re not alone.  i’m standing right here.  ”

“  what are you so afraid of?  why won’t you let me in?  ”

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@warpstrikeassassin Let’s have a little dance. 

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ⓘ Too many people are trying to find the right person instead of being the right person.

(via siir-poesia)

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Early Halloween! 

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Send  💋  to shut my muse up with a kiss

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She cute. 

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So, Yang loves Spicy food. Most times she would go straight for anything that would burn her mouth off for the feeling other times, she feels like nothing has any taste. though she would never tell someone there food was bad. only because she liked spicy so her taste is already off the charts. 

Also. 

Give this girl a sweet cake. she’ll love you forever. Purrs and all. She loves sweets just as much as she loves spicy food. She’s really not picky with her foods, but she can find a winner out of anything. 

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When you Shouldn’t give her a gunblade. 

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touch-starved starters!!

❝ no one’s ever done that to me before. ❞

❝ could you play with my hair? ❞

❝ i can’t remember the last time i did this with someone. ❞ 

❝ that feels nice. ❞

❝ i haven’t been hugged in years. ❞

❝ i never want to let go. ❞

❝ let’s just cuddle forever. ❞ 

❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞

❝ i just want to be held for a little while. ❞

❝ you’re legally obligated to keep holding me. ❞

❝ i think i forgot what human contact felt like. ❞

❝ i need to remember what hugs feel like. ❞

❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞

❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞

❝ i’ve never been in a relationship before, so i don’t really know how to do the whole…kissing thing. ❞

❝ you were my first kiss. ❞

❝ could we cuddle, like, platonically? ❞

❝ i’m in desperate need of a hug. ❞

❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞

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“my favorite past time is to make men squirm.  Is what way, you might ask? Wanna take a guess?”