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my brain demands more tsc nonsense

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The fact that Andrew Minyard thought of Neil as a pipedream and the product of hallucinations is very sad to me. Homeboy thought he didn't deserve Neil or that Neil was way above his league. That he shouldn't even expect for something to happen with Neil. And then, it does. And even when he's unmedicated, Neil is still there, wreaking havoc.

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Can you imagine how fucking angry Neil was when he heard Jean say “So Drake’s not a biter then.”

Because I can.

In that one sentence Neil learned 2 things.

1) That Jean was sexually assaulted

2) What he (Jean) went through was something akin to what Andrew went through with Drake.

I also think that reminded him of everything (that he knows) Drake did to Andrew. I think it reminded him of the time when Drake ambushed him and was paid by Riko to do so. I think it reminded Neil that both of those bastards got of way too fucking easily.

I think Neil put a hit on Grayson not only for Jean, but also for Andrew, Kevin, himself and anyone else who was hurt by Riko, Grayson and Drake (that last one might be a stretch but you get my point).

I think Neil felt so angry and helpless at that point and when he was presented with an opportunity to properly get rid of someone’s abuser, he took it.

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Neil,looking at Andrew like he hung the stars: I’m the background on your phone?

Andrew, cheeks a little pink: don’t get your hopes high. It’s just so I don’t waste to much time looking for your picture to show people when you go missing.

Neil, even more inlove, staring at Andrew like he crafted the moon and colored the sky: you look for me when I go missing?

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i keep thinking about jean’s POV of riko going to hit neil.

in aftg, neil is so focused on riko coming down with his racket to hit him that it seems like andrew comes out of no where to save him but i love that jean sees it. and it’s not like he just moves out of goal or anything, no, he HAULS ASS to get to neil to save him. that to me says everything. i love them so bad

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Hc andrew has neils mugshot in his wallet

He also brings up aarons mugshot in reaction to every text he recieves from him

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Smash

Neil ‼️‼️

(I am waiting so patiently for tsc physical copies to come out)

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snzzz... 🦊💤

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I love that u called andrew out like that

let them smooch!! 

((neil is bending his knees a lil so andrew can reach🙏🏻🙏🏻)

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Well dayum

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That " :) " is threatening (so in character tho)

Neil: Thanks for looking out for me at the Nest bestie.

Jean: I literally helped waterboard you.

Neil: What’s a little waterboarding between friends? :)

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Fuckin hell he majestic

studies turned neils bc if I don’t draw him I turn to stone

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Might color it later🫠

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Here because i saw this scene and HAD to make it andreil

Might color it later🫠

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I swear im gay but this short king is my weakness

Neil & Matt art 🫶

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random scenes from the book

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Gad dayum lord have mercy