ola-mia-idea-einai

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

"just wanted to hear your voice" actually means a lot.

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

my intuition is just insane. don’t ask me how i know…. but i know

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

a relationship where the flirting never stops

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

too many mixed feelings this month

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

You were my favorite person for a while,

and then my heart was in million pieces

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

Can you feel me thinking of you

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

even having one true friend or person that loves you can change your life

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

wish them well & let that shit go

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

I always get jealous of the people who are in their lives—are, present tense. Because they get to see them every day, talk to them, hear them laugh. It was never about their exes or the people who purposely flirted with them. Never about the ones they shared a history with. It was always about the ones who got to experience them in the present, while I was absent. Absent, for good. Sometimes, I even get jealous of strangers—those who get to sit next to them on the bus, share a class with them, or even those who accidentally walk past them on the street.

And maybe that’s because I perceived their presence as a privilege. And maybe it was a privilege. At least, through my eyes, it was. "How lucky must they be," I remember thinking to myself. Yet, they don’t know it. Just like you didn’t. Because while I sit here, pouring out all these intrusive thoughts, you go on with your life, and not a single glimpse of mine crosses your sight.

I was never a privilege to you, and I never will be.

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

Does it ever cross your mind i wanna know?

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

you can keep your nonchalant boy i like a man that kisses the ground I walk on

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

how about HE manifests ME

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

It hurts. It actually fuckin hurts.

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

A man treats you exactly how much you're worth in his eyes.

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

crazy how trauma makes u push people away when all u want is love

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

i never leave when it gets hard, i leave when it gets disrespectful.

[ola-mia-idea-einai]

the most attractive thing to me is effort