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i think i’m in love with you,, have a nice day

You are nothing to me. I won’t

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My twins: they came to my chaldea on the same day;)

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I’m sorry but I cannot allow reposting my fanart on other social media. Please refrain from inquiry about reposting.

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god complex? what's so complex about it. i'm a god, simple.

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:occasionally drops at his shop, watches him work, does not buy a single fish, refuses to elaborate, leaves:

what the hell . // @oldestking.

It's odd behavior, but nonetheless one that he doesn't exactly discourage - it's similar to the kids in the area whose families can't afford to take them to aquariums - he's more than happy to let them go on a tour of his facility, so long as they don't run ( the last time that happened , he had to fish a wailing six year old out of the pond. good times. he says, sarcastically recalling the experience. )

They've exchanged maybe a handful of words to each other - Ha Joon isn't exactly a talkative person by nature, so if he can avoid speaking, he will. He knows his name, but that's about it.

But what's weird about it is that unlike most people, who are here to watch the fish, this guy watches him. The hairs on the back of his neck stand up, whenever a flash of gold enters the area - if only because he knows, while his back is turned, those eyes are on him. It's not like he's doing anything interesting. Just changing filters, feeding fish, all part of his daily routine. & the one day that he tries to ask, he gets DEAD silence, and the guy's gone.

What the hell???

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The sound of my printer turning on in the middle of the night.

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One of the things that I really enjoyed about the "Epic of Gilgamesh" is that Gilgamesh is a shitty person. Like, he's a king and two-thirds divine and all that, a warrior among warriors, his experiences could not be more different from the average person, and yet none of that saves him. I think the messages about grief and mortality hit as hard as they do because he's so selfish and privileged and awful at the beginning, before being irreversibly changed by friendship and love and loss and regret. He has all of this classical "greatness" and that does not spare him. He has been changed and chooses to change, and there's no miraculous reward for that. None of the widespread pain he's caused and is still capable of causing his subjects spares him either. There's something striking in seeing this greedy, cruel, mythologically "heroic" figure be so deeply humbled by a universal tragedy; to see him essentially crying out, "Not even me?" and receiving the firm answer of, "No, not even you."

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤPurpose is glorious .

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they should make joint pain feel more like sexier pain

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Everything you like I liked 100 years ago

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ughhh fine *experiences emotional growth*

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what is lonelier                                     to grieve                                     or                                     not love anyone enough to

— Alexis Bates, from “Lonelier,” The Lonely

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G.il when o.zy says something amusing but he cant laugh because that would make o.zy feel too smug and he doesn't like that:

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SMOL IM CRYING FJKDSFSF THIS IS SO ACCURATE OF THEIR INTERACTIONS. Ozy @ your Gil all the time: Heh, who would have known that the Golden King was so timid? Puffs up like some proud rooster because he knows that Gil wanted to laugh, but is being difficult.

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術ギルと弓ギル

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「 FATE/GRAND ORDER: ABSOLUTE DEMONIC FRONT - BABYLONIA 」