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Okay okay for reals anyone who wants to know I am going to postpone it to the second of November. I want it to read decenttttt

ANYWAYS BACK TO WORK

The title has changed it is now known as:

The Moon Is Beautiful Isn’t it?

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Okay to be honest that fanfic idea I had i am getting anxious thinking of posting everyday so instead I’m am going to write everyday until Halloween but not post it on AO3 until the 31 when it’s completed still a oneshot but I do not want anyone to see my rusty writing lmao I want to polish it just a bit at least!

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Okay sooo I fell asleep while working on it and now I am heading to work! I’ll be sure to post both entries later today!

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So I’m in a creative frenzy so the last post was just giving context on how I plan to format the writing

It’s not the actual focus of the story

Its hard to explain I’m trying to beat the executive dysfunction and RSD that keeps stopping me from writing so I am attempting to give the most refined mess I can manage

Think of this oneshot more like an exposition dumpy prologue, shaped to look like a story

My character is just there to be a conduit of sorts

Who I really am focusing right now is Wangxian because the miniseries was a jumpstart to my want to make fanfic and then that satosugu image just solidified its existence

That is only two of the couples but the others are important just not as those two yet

So ANYWHOOZIES

Promise the next post will be the fic. Don’t expect much you can even skip it if you want to wait for the finalized edited version that ends up on AO3!

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TO DO LIST

Create self insert (will not be describing in story I just feel like drawing it)

Write first draft while the iron is hot

Dump out ideas while I think them

Premise I died but came back to life and now I see spirits

I am just a simple barista in a cafe trying to live in more ways then one

But now I see things were actually not supposed to be able to see and not knowing what I should do with the information

Especially if someone could end up dead

I know no one is actually going to read this so I don’t mind spoiling a little bit of my fanfic to explain how I am trying to maintain chaos

But I am going to be writing this out across the next couple days here

Then pile it all together into a oneshot

One of my next few post will be today’s journal/diary entry

I’m doing it this way to motivate myself to finish this task

My deadline is to be done on Halloween.

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BLAME THIS MASTERPIECE BY OWWLLLY

And this amazing little mini series from Kictor and Stitch created

Wanxian Exorcisms

And just listening to all of Coley speak fanfic sweet nothings

Where does sns come in you ask well you see Naruto is Sasukes gojo

Naruto is a fox spirit latched onto Sasuke

And I think you know where I am going with this with svsss

Hualian is the owner of the shop which shares the name of this fic

Chance Encounters

It’s the one Xie lian went into at the beginning of TGCF

Because it’s spooky season and I feel like writing this one shot I might make it more depending if the well is deep

But this is my version of a soul mate

I kind of want it to be a like hanahaki disease type scenario

Where the spirit grows and becomes volatile can actually harm someone

Except the one of their affection of course

But the thing is these spirits can be created and different ways and one of these ways includes death

So we’re trying to figure out the mystery

Thing is I do not have the capacity to actually try to make a voice for all of these babies just yet

So during these times, or as I like to call it the Halloween era

I will be self inserting into the world.

Huphuphup before anyone says anything don’t worry I am but a mere vouyer to the story relaying it all through the stores diaries

This is going to be pure chaos I am an (publicly) inexperienced writer, I write just never posting it anywhere, now that’s changing

This time before this spark disappears because my focus isn’t on what I “should” be doing and what I truly want so I am trying to streamline this much as possible

This is going to be a one shot more of a creative brain dump in story format

If I create more depends on if anyone wants it

Cause write know I’m running on hyperfixation high I don’t want to let it slip by before I lose it again.

So this is not going to be refined it’s gonna be messy and raw soo bear with me!

curse spirit gojo (six blind eyes)

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This fanfic is pure chaos

I am shoving every one of my favorite ships and anime all together into one world

Chaos because I am fresh into the anime/fandom scene and have no depth of knowledge beyond what I am consuming through fanart and limited knowledge through my own slow going osmosis

So the main pairings are satosugu, wangxian, sns, hualian, and bingqui.

No you read that right I’m shoving these fuckers together into one universe

The premise is still being work shopped

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Okay I am here to warn everyone to leave the area I am about to explode and this place is about to be spammed with my fanfic I just thought about

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I’m really sad right now I think I met him maybe even her, I dunno, but I felt them they were there in my dream right now I felt them.

I want them around I want more of that feeling I hope they felt the same with me I hate for it to be one sided

I miss them the person I’ve never met but I’ve always loved and will continue to.

I’m scared that I’ll never get to hold them in my arms.

I love them so much.

If you’re reading this I love you I miss you I’ll wait for you

See you soon

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I have darker feelings sad mad Brad.

But journaling is not something I want to do because it’s like it feels not good but I know it is good?

So I making a compromise!

Imma doodle my fee fees, the dark fees fees

But I want to show my dark feelings love and respect so they don’t get out of hand! Why I have no idea I am at an all time low and I just don’t have the capacity to create any more.

So I’ll create this sorry to say I’ll also be like taking pictures and editing over them! Like I’ll give reference but I just am so empty when it comes to anything

It’s not other people’s are just like scenes from anime or like movies stuff I really like.

This place is that outlet I don’t have in life.

Therapy is taking to long to get to the root of everything

Because I only have 45 minutes and too much to say and so much to feel

Anyways just another idea to toss into the void hopefully the void likes this one!

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It’s my birthday 🥳 🎂 l 🎉

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Sooooo I just am coming straight out with it, I am writing this blog by playing a character!

I won’t deny a decent percent of it is accurate to my life the the other percentages is all creative liberties some you could tell right off the back others are just waiting there to be interpreted

There will be no medium I won’t tackle, writing art audio, whatever tickles my fancy.

But I need to make it within three days at most.

I can’t promise posting everyday I don’t have it in me but I give myself at three days in my head space before posting something as simple as a emoji or a dot.

I am trying to get in the habit, to get myself used to creating rather than consuming.

This is me having fun but it is also me being real, so although I’ll have this space be a comfortable and safe one doesn’t mean i don’t have my down days.

I will let you know it’s a down day so you can keep your own mental health in check but hey we can all be down together, no comparing just understanding.

We are all going through shit.

Anyways I know no one is here and I’m talking to the void, but I think I’m okay with that for now. I don’t know who I am without other people to begin with so doing what I want and enjoy best way to meet people no?

So this is part fandom part this story part just stuff I want. I’m not really a reblogger nor do I expect people to reblog me.

Honestly I’ll take a comment over a like! Hearing other perspectives is fun!

That’s it just letting you all know.

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Draven just spoke to me!

Now I know it’s official he is both fire and air

While I am water and earth!

A romance unnaturally birthed

Not once have we yet met

But I wager a bet

It is in this life we meet

Through wind, a Butterfly a chime a bird any air filled thing

Where inside my mind it rings

Through the twinkling warmth of flame,

even those of mechanical birth a fire that won’t sting

A song not a piece of your flesh did sing,

Calling to you like some alien beacon

Across realities we’ve already meet.

Closer and closer

Through willing suffered impatience

When face to face we greet

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I am being vey serious right now. I am looking at you people who are seeing this.

Teach me how to be a hacker or something please.

Thank you

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If none of you realize that it’s me here without me having to say it then that makes me sad.

To be frank i am not trying to hide who i am I just haven’t found the one place i can be myself.

I always create a mask to be able to interact.

But I don’t want to do that anymore.

I think that’s why for now I don’t want eyes on me. No worries about being perceived, because all I can ever think I would ever be perceived is incorrect.

So just so anyone who is out there who does know me, this is honestly who I truly am, none of these things are lies they are still my truths.

Truths I told before I just wonder how many actually listened.

Going to start talking about Draven more.

I think more people would be interested. I don’t know his real name or title or what have you. This is the name I called him as a child and it has stuck.

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Hello! Eventually love prevails

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BLOOD 🩸 bleh bleh bleh