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Solas steeped in remorse after cutting the titans off from their dreams while the rest of the Evanuris, including Mythal, celebrate a war won. The light of wisdom leaving his eyes, hiding behind guilt, shielded by pride.

"He did not want a body. But she asked him to come. He doesn't want to be chained, tied together wracked and raging. He left a scar when he burned her off his face."

(im still not good with backgrounds so for now i've been blurring out, blending, and changing the lighting to pics i find on pinterest just so that the background isn't plain.)

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How it all started//Where it led them.

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I never thought I'd be attracted to a bald man but here we are

(I only liked his face in veilguard btw, sue me)

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What must it be like to be trying to comfort an unsure Lavellan, as Solas?

You adore this woman on a level you’ve never experienced. It scares you how much you want her. And yet you’re constantly wrestling between your duty to the world and her.

Something happens to her. Perhaps she’s wounded or she becomes ill, but regardless, you’re the last person to find out. And it deeply troubles you. You’ve been affectionate with one another before, you’ve told her you love, you’ve kissed! And no one thought to tell you? You might’ve helped her!

She looks properly chastised when you enter her room and find her pale and sweating a fever in her bed. “Vhenan, why did you not summon me? I have healing magic; let me help.” You kiss her hands and settle to begin working on her, whatever you were researching forgotten.

“I didn’t want to bother you. You were focused on your research… it’s nothing.”

That hurts you to hear, deep in your chest. Does she think she means so little? Does she not understand how vitally important she is to you? “Vhenan, do you think I care so litt-“ But then you freeze, hearing the words that came to your mouth.

“Do you think I care so little?” But… you do. You do care so little. Obviously. Because regardless of how in love with her you are, you are planning to destroy her world. And her with it. You’re planning on erasing her.

Whatever she sees in your face, Lavellan has the nerve to look concerned for you. Worried. She touches your face. Calls your name, asks what’s wrong.

You feel like you could vomit. She loves you. She loves you. And you are betraying her. Right now. You don’t deserve this. You’re a monster. You’re disgusting. Using her this way. Letting her love you while you draw your blade, aiming for her back.

Somehow you find yourself weeping and being held. You clutch the soft body in your arms, ignoring the fever and the scent of illness about her. You want to scream how sorry you are and how awful you are, how she shouldn’t touch you. But she holds you so tightly and murmurs soft words of comfort into your ear. You know you’ll have to discard her. The day will come. But you can’t right now. To do so will break you into pieces and you’ll be good for nothing.

So you cling to one another and you let her think that your tears are fear of losing her. And it’s not really a lie. You don’t want to. But you must.

Soon.

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Cameo I requested from the man, the myth, and the legend himself - Gareth David-Lloyd. Inspired by these beautiful memes (1 & 2) I've made. Happy Valentine's my beautiful moots and dreadrook nation.

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Come, Solas, I want to show you something!

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I wondered if anyone had requested this yet on Cameo and then remembered that I have money to exchange for goods and services

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He just really missed his wife

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"That means I have not forgotten the kiss." "Good."

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solas + "..."

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DRAGON AGE: THE VEILGUARD (2024) "You'll recall I also said that you don't get to sit back and look smug." "What else could I be doing?"

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Solas' feelings for Lavellan

The "Solas is thousands of years old, and even if he lived thousands of years more, he'd still love Lavellan, always, and it's never going to change" just gets to me

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Solas and selfishness

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completely self indulgent edit of my favorite dialogue in the game switched around to sound more like a monologue and with the lost elf section of the ending theme in the background all so i could better hear and appreciate alix's beautiful amazing show stopping life changing voice acting <3 figured i would post so others can enjoy and major shoutout to @nadas-dirthalen for finding these audio files for me xoxo

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If I was rich, I would pay bioware to make one of the endings is veil coming down.

Let’s play if I was rich (Dragon Age Edition). If I was rich, I would pay Bioware money to make Solas romanceable for Rook in Veilguard.

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