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If only this motivation was for something useful.
Is this desperation or have i finally lost it.
Waited for 6 years and end of last year the thing i been waiting for happened in the manga.
I only found the chapter online in Japanese.
Self translating it sentence by sentence and panel by panel for myself. (Its been 3 days and i don't even have 2 pages done)
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Autism : This time can we have something more recent or popular in the current time for a hyperfixation.
ADHD: No,only 2010s media with dead fandoms.
Autism: But there would be more info, new and old to go thourth and of course easier time avoiding spoilers.
ADHD: Nah
(Drrr is still on going form last year and i reacently finished season 1 of Assassination Classroom. ) Like i always watch the popular shows too late. Then when i run out of fics to read because everyboby all ready moved on.
#autism#drrr#durarara#izaya orihara#shizuo heiwajima#adhd#shizaya#assassination classroom#karma akabane#nagisa shiota#karmagisa#fandom#ao3
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Tiktok found a new otp edit song. Had to join because these two are perfect for this song.
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I just looked through a old sketch book i started when i was 13-15. Found some cliche yaoi story with ocs. They names where Sato Heisuke and Ito Yugi.
For context this was around 2015-2019. I knew about drrr back then but only watched the anime last year. So before i knew about Izaya and Shizuo i made a love story about characters who's names mean peaceful (heisuke) and game (Yugi).
I feel like this fact will hunt me from now on.
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Shizaya (You stole my heart this is revenge)
This is my first fic. I written pieces before but never finished them.
Smut, getting together, enemies to lovers
Words: 4120
"My, my Shizu-chan, have you finally lost your last brain cell." Izaya said with that annoying default smirk in place but his eyes were sparkling more than normal. When his dear monster was involved Izaya's traitor of a heart would always show that he really did love Shizuo.
Just wait a minute… gods need to love all of humanity equally.
But you see Shizuo were no human, he was a monster because our dear info broker could not predict Shizu-chan`s actions like everyone else's.
This is what Izaya tells himself because admitting he the great Orihara Izaya was a victim of "love at first sight" is just too embarrassing.
The so called "victim" continued his speeds" You are staring with your mouth open like a fish out of water." At that Shizuo finally reacted and closed his mouth but not for long "Izayaaaaaaaaa-kun, what the hell are you wearing !!!!!!!!"
"Oh dear, Shizu-chan don't you know the devil wears Prada and could it be you were blinded by my beauty and cant see anymore." that last part of the sentence was what made Izaya in turn assume the role of the fish.
He really did not know why he was suddenly being so honest….Maybe its because technically stealing and wearing Heijawashima Shizuo´s hoodie is part of his plan for work.
Orihara Izaya never lies about business maybe manipulation coted truths were there sometimes but back to the point.
While Izaya was busy drowning in his own feelings, he had been thrown on the couch and both of his wrist were pinned by the target of his affections.
"Molesting me with out consent that's a crime you know, this time you cant blame me when you end up in jail." having recovered from his shock Izaya chirped his face and tone of voice displaying flirting. "EH, Flea this your fault, you show up in my house were my clothes and you think i wont care !" the protozoan answered while tightening his hold on Izaya's wrist and leaning closer until their faces were almost touching.
Time for the cliche of time freezing and only two of them existing in this moment. For while they looked into each otters eyes and shared a breath.
Their lips collided and battle of dominance begun. Even though all of Ikebukoru knows, their existence to together has been a never ending battle since the fateful day their eyes met on the destroyed battle field.
Shizuo had let Izaya's wrist go in favor of gripping skinny hips under him and Izaya's right hand was gripping blond locks while his left was scratching the others neck. Just as Shizuo's right hand started traveling under his hoodie worn by the raven and all the while he was thinking of slipping his tong past the ravens lips while Izaya would ultimately shiver and let out a little "oh" sound.
Being opposite's in every way had its benefits, being a beast in rage made sure Shizuo's body temperature was on the hotter side. To keep universe in balance logically meant Izaya's heart was not only thing that was ice cold.
Sentimentalism aside, one time that the former bartender used his vacation days for the beach, tree Orihara's were there to make up for the lack of mosquitos. His flea was wearing swim shorts but still that awful peach of fur jacket was there too.
Shizuo didn't get to execute his plan, Since babbling broke their lips apart "Shizu-chan a moment of you time, You see i need to be honest."
"If this is the part where you laugh and call me gay and make your escape !" Shizuo gridded through his teeth "I swear when i am done with you not even your own sisters can recognize you !" he finished while gripping bony hips painfully.
Raven in turn tightend his hold on the blonds hair and with his other hand pulled out a knife to press to Shizuo's neck.
"I know Mairu and Kururi are far from innocent, and also I know they rather not know anything about my dating life." To emphasize his next point Izaya strip of his sharp defence. Knife landed in the wall right on Kasuka's poster where his heart would be.
"Unless it means i marry you and they get your dear brother as a brother in law." "Leave Kasuka out this, what you mean marry me that is the worst thing, I heard yet come out of you awful mouth flea !" anger of insulting his brother did overwrite Shizuo's embarrassment form the worlds.
So he did not blush absolutely not he was not a teenager doodling hearts and mixing his and Izaya's names together in a notebook in class. At some point Shizuo had closed his eyes and taken a deed breath in, Because murdering this eyesore right here and now would only create another in form of blood stains on his couch.
Having calmed down some he opened his eyes to see red coloring Izaya's cheeks…..Wait a minute the flea did not blush. He always wore that perfect mask off his and all the emotions on display were planned ahead of time.
In true manipulate flea fashion, Izaya took advantage of the dumbstruck look on his dear monsters face.
"I have a work trip outside of Japan." the first part of the sentence was easy to say with out muttering since it was about work but next part came out in rush.
"Iamgonnamissyoutoomuch, if i don't see your for two weeks, so selfishly i stole your hoodie for the scent alone."
Reality came back to Shizuo, he loosened his hold and started absentmindedly rubbing his thumbs on Izaya's hips. It was not only the flea himself laying beneath him, all of his cards were also all on full display.
Shizuo voiced his questions.
"You will leave my sight for two weeks ?"
"Yes"
"You will miss me ?"
"Yes"
"And that's why you broke in to my house to steal a stupid hoodie ?"
"Yes"
"You love me?"
"Yes"
Izaya hid his face in the crock of Shizu-chan's neck since while their answering game was going on Shizuo had pulled up into sitting position and settled Izaya on his lap. The hiding raven could call up his old friend denial but there was no point now that the truth was out in the open.
The way Shizuo's arms were trapped around him, years of human actions reading and learning were telling there were a real chance of feelings being mutual.
Normally by know Izaya would have recovered from his moment of weakness but unlike his mask which had just broken. Shizuo broke down the walls around his heart long time ago.
Violently by nature, Ironic isn't it all this destruction caused by a man who says he hates violence.
To save his pride Izaya would like to keep believing the walls were torn apart slowly piece by piece.
It was more of a clean piercing shoot of "I don't like you" and Shizuo had taken a presence in his heart. He never left since because ignoring the existence of love was easier then tearing it forcefully out since as much everyone likes think otherwise Orihara Izaya was human and if he could saved from unnecessary pain he would make a plan to keep it that way.
Loving all of humanity and hating one individual for being a monster. That way he could still keep the other in his life, because if Shizu-chan hated him the most his eyes will still remain on him.
Speaking of pain there was some on the back of Izaya's neck, A displeased dog was nipping him with his teeth judging by the gold hair probably golden retriever or "Shizuo" using the "dogs" proper name to make sure he would listen.
"Can i book the church or did i confuse still being alive as your wanting to keep your prey fresh until the moment you deicide to eat me beast ?" having gotten his confidence back know that he was back on familiar ground insulting his hopefully future husband.
That made Shizuo lift his head and Izaya followed with little difficulty since being in the same position for long would sting anyone and the teeth marks Izaya was sure were there didn't help the case. Once again their eyes locked on each other.
As munch they could read others silent cues thought on by almost ten years of shared history. Both men were not good at expressing their feelings with words. Shizuo the one who just honestly says what on his mind and his actions usually follow instincts. If you know Izaya, you can somehow filter out only the important parts of his monologues and actions are planned to benefit himself somehow usually in the long run.
Returning the favor of leaving nicknames of from serious talk " Izaya" Shizuo took hold of Izaya's left cheek and with his other hand he laid on the small of his back "I do want eat you and also i love you."
"Oh" it was just silent as a whisper " All these years you have been saying kill kill kill and throwing and reshaping all the unlucky street sings and the like that got in your way of chasing yours truly out of your city ne."
"Wonderful, so fascinating, All of my lovely humans, Their reactions could never compare to yours, Shizu-mpmhhh"
Kissing its so simple, why did not he think off this before. "Shut up" or attempts of playing "flea baseball" were Izaya was the ball and Shizuo would try to score a homerun by using street sings as bats never stopped the piece oh shit from running his mouth. It instally be game Shizuo's favorite way of making the never ending monologues stop.
Shizuo used his hand to turn Izaya's face to deepen the kiss and made his second attempt of tempature chance opening the others mouth. This time it worked shiver ran try the smaller one and hands were trapped around tall ones shoulders.
The devil he is Izaya bit Shizuo's lower lip before letting his mouth open to let the others tung in. Shizuo lowered his left hand so he could run both hands on the ravens skin under his clothes.
Another pleasant shiver ran try Izaya as he yanked blond hair to pull himself closer and that made their clotted dicks grind together. They both groaned before pulling apart for air.
Clothes can be yanked off while kissing in the hurried need to have the other naked soon as possible. That can wait until Izaya comes back in two weeks and they eventually fuck against a Shinjuku apartment wall.
Temperature difference was gone and everything was hot so hot. These clothes need it to go.
Izaya pulled Shizuo's west apart while Shizuo opened Izaya's belt and jeans. This all happened in sync and unspoken next sequence remained too.
Having stepped of the couch to get rid of his pants leaving just his underwear on, Getting his shirt while on the way Shizuo saw Izaya had throw his pants on the floor was on the proses of pulling the hoodie over his head.
"No" left the blonds mouth with out thinking.
"Shizu-chan, you haven't even seen my dick yet maybe you should voiced your unwillingness of having sex with me. Before getting me half naked and achingly hard on your couch." Smirk on display said sarcasm but there a was glace of disappointment coating the worlds.
Again he acted with out thinking " Idiot, you, let me finish."
Leaving his task of undressing on the couch "This moment does call for a funny remark, Yes you will or inside me ne, Since you are being prude your own hand will do just fine." "Unless your monstrous strength breaks your dick in half or…"Izaya listen to me." using his new favorite way of shutting the other up did require getting closer.
Scaring Izaya off and making him jump out of the window like the flea he is, was the last thing Shizuo wanted.
" First of all its you Flea who will be slit in half when you are fucked against every flat surface we can find." "Second I always wanted you." He maybe had yelled a little.
Patience is the key here. Waiting around and laying traps ahead of time was his enemies expertise. Enemies Shizuo thought Do all enemies get naked to have sex or is this exclusive to him and Izaya.
"Shizu-chan, You do know the difference between thinking in your head and Out lout" Last world was highlighted by that smirk.
Facing Izaya "You really calling me stupid, when.." It was no smirk there on the bastard face was a genuine smile.
On his knees on the couch head turned in confusion was Izaya. "We will be here all day if we continue this feelings talk." Lifting the hoodie with the left hand moving his boxers down with the other. "Come here Heijashima Shizuo and make good of you promise to break me ne."
"Don't call me that!" but he did jump for his prey. Quickly trapping his legs around a waist and hands around neck Izaya was lifted into the air.
Curiosity won over horniness for a minute, He wont be the best info broker in Ikebukoro if he did not inquiry why he monsters was acting out of the scrip. " Do i need to update my folders, usually its "Shizu-chan" that annoys you." Displaying his neck and putting embassies on the name Izaya leaned back little so their eyes would meet. "Or do you like me calling you Shizu-chan."
Pining Izaya on the bed and hovering over him like predator over prey growling ." Shizuo just sounds weird and wrong from your mouth, lovers do have stupid nicknames, Flea." "Lovers, did you mom not teach you the proper dating execute, First you go on a date to see if your interest align and maybe then think about sex."
Hooking his legs around to pull the blond closer and griding their lower half's together. "Unless you are a beast in heat, im surprised you never took me in some alleyway."
Momentarily distracted by the feel of almost skin to skin contact Shizuo answered.
" Believe me i wanted to, but for some reason i love you and don't want our first time to be somewhere anyone could see what's mine." Ripping his own boxers in half with one hand. Making Izaya realese his hold on him will just waste even more time.
Before Izaya formed the sentence "Shizu chan, displaying your strength to make me swoon, what a ancient method of seducing." both of those strong hands were gripping the bedsheet's around the Ravens head " Its just easier to mark you as mine when you are laying in my bed, the smell will stick."
"You really are a animal Shizu-chan, this was smallest thing i found in your closet." Tossing the hoodie and kicking his boxers off "I need it clean, so if you behave you can mark my skin as much as you like ne." tapping Shizuo's nose with a finger while letting non ill intend smirk grace his features.
When Izaya streched out on the bed, Shizuo just staered, maybe there really was a god out there. Monster was pleased with sight of pale skin, hair dark as the night the Flea liked to call home. Laid out here pare just for him. Time to dig in.
Lips colliding, in a second a mark was made as Shizuo bit Izaya's lower lip demanding entrance. It was granted, "the one who looks over the crowd" will only give away his control to this beast. Love makes you do stupid things after all.
The kissing soon turned to open mouth breathing. Shizuo went for the neck, starting from the top and going lower was the plan. Wheezing voice voiced his thoughts "Shizu-ch nhmggh i want you dick aah in me."
Shizuo was busy mouthing a hickey on the informants neck, biting out of surprise made Izaya let out high pitched whine which would otherwise been embarrassing but he did just peg for dick. Groan of approval was let out before Shizuo suddenly kissed Izaya.
Pulling part for air "Flea, I really should killed you when i had the chance, you really will be dead of me."
"I don't know Shizu-chan, can sexiness kill, or did i make you heart beat too fast." lust glazing cache and sweat ridden all combined in Orihara Izaya, did not really make his threatening smirk conniving.
"Oh shut up, you should be glad i find you cute." Shizuo too was going for threatening, the words game out full of affection.
"I am adorable, you can stare all you want when you fuck me, so chop chop Shizu-chan." holding a bottle of lube towards Shizuo.
"When did you, never mind, lay down and spread your legs." he was already squeezing some lube on his right hand. "Bossing me around ,aren't you the dog here." complaining with no real bite and following orders.
Taking hold of Izaya's hip "Someone is awfully like a cat, always poking things and making a mess." Shizuo shot wearing i proud smirk on his face.
Making the perfect come back Izaya leaned forward to pull the lubed hand near his hole "Speaking of pocking, will you be so kind to poke fingers in my ass and make me the mess."
Flush did paint blonds face red, still a finger entered and he want back his task of sucking hickeys on the pale skin. Adding a second finger, When the stech felt enough and hands pulled him down after letting out a breathless "more". Twist of fingers made Izaya break the kiss with a moan of "There, Shizu-chan"
Targeting that spot few more times then fingers stopped so question could be voiced "Izaya, can i add another ?" looking at Shizuo were tear stained eyes from pleasure.
If self-control hadn't or already left him the moment their lips connected, Flea looking like that because of him would been the final straw.
Moan of impatience shock him back to reality "Shizu-chan, now you worry bout hurting me when you target me with vending machines on daily bases."
"Just add the third, better safe than sorry ne." purred info broker, holding former bartenders face and knitting their fingers together on the hand that wasn't in his ass. Pushing just the tip of his finger in he asked "Ready" and leaned into the touch.
"Always" "for you" didn't need to be voiced.
Pain was still there but kissing and sweet nothings in protosan style made it parable. Then Shizuo found Izaya's prostate again and moans were swallowed by lips and tung in his mouth.
After taking 3 fingers conformably for while orgasm hit Izaya. Panting to catch his breath after seeing white for a moment, opening his eyes to see Shizuo apparently had joined him in heaven.
"You really look good like this." Shizuo lustful eyes were looking up and down the others body. "Proud of yourself, this was just the start." Izaya teased.
Placing both hands on the bed and leaning over "Better be, when were done, you will not have enough voice left to make smart remarks Izaya-kun."
"We will see Shizu-chan." embasing the others name the same way.
"Punching or fucking you either way you will see stars." he said before lips found the others once again.
Making out and caressing everywhere with in reach both were soon hard again. Blindly looking for the lube made Shizuo distracted, he was pushed down while Izaya climed on his lap. Going for the bite right were others rapid heart were beathing.
"Shizu-chan it seems the unexpected happened and i did not know this is were "borrowing" your clothes leads, If its okey can we not use a condom ?" How that sentence started man beneath him was sure Izaya was trying to be funny but his voice was sincere and eyes looked down with no trick simmering behind his pupils.
"It makes clean up after harder but only if you are okey with it ?" Shizuo did think Izaya wouldn't succest this if he wasn't clean but its better to ask than suffer later.
"I am, You ?"
"Yes, even thought you call me a pest, i am not disease written" Swapping back playful bantering Izaya added "It not like you can get me pregnant."
That remark made the blonde chance their positions now looking down at the little got off guard raven he purred near his ear.
" Maybe my strength is not the only super natural thing about me."
That made Izaya blush a little but he still hit back with same confidence "You never know until you try, and you know better than anyone that i like to keep life interesting."
Graphing the lube on the side and coating his dick, holding it with his right so only tip touched Izaya's entrance.
Petting black hair with the free hand " You ready, tell me if it hurts ?"
"Go for it" holding bed sheets tight with both hands and breathing faster from excitement and antipation.
Nodding Shizuo started pushing in Izaya's hands left sheets to hold shoulders. Leaving scratch marks in revenge to his insides sides shaping around Shizuos dick.
Just the tip hurt, he still knew this was just start of addiction. It did make sense. Owner if this dick was the man he thinks about even when they are apart.
It was know surprise to him. On the other, how hand full he felt when Shizuo was fully seated inside was. Breathing was taking some effort "Just let aaah me adjust a aaah minute."
Are they lovers now ?
The way Shizu-chan was gently kissing his jaw line and running hands on his sides implied that and helped him breath easier, the pain was coming background noise to how wonderful and good having the others dick inside him suddenly felt.
"Shizu-chan" suddenly worried puppy eyes were starring strait in to Izaya's soul. Before blonde got ask it his thoughts were answered " Its okey you can move, if pain was unbearable, your murder would already happened."
"In that case i wont hold back" puppy eyes were replaced with burning fire glaze coating.
Locking eyes with his monster "This is why i love you."
Taking hold of his Flea, Shizuo slowly pulled almost all the out and slammed back in to stress his next words "I love you too."
Panting Shizuo found steady pace and kept at while adjusting his angel until "Yes right there!!!"
"Found it." answering Izaya's moan with his own, making sure he hit there with every rusts, Izaya was tightening around him the indagating he was close.
Shizuo sealed their lips together and starred stroking the others dick in time with his trust. "mmppppmShizuu" moans muffled by the mouth own his raven felt he was close and try to warn Shizuo but their tungues were pleasantly dancing together and having both his dick and ass stimulated at the same time was overwhelming.
Finally need to breath came to much, they separated with whine. Shizuo's lower base.
Only few more trust latter Izaya was coming around the dick inside of him and suden tightness around his dick made Shizuo follow soon after.
Recovering from the aftershock and world fading back from white Shizuo pulled out and collapsed next Izaya. Using his left to pull informants back against his chest.
Trying to get comfortable and get some sleep was interrupted by complaining. "Shizu-chan, maybe i will go back to hating you, or maybe ." Turning around in the arms of his former enemy.
"It will really help you case if you clean up, since i don't fancy strapping dry lube and gum from as in the morning"
Shizuo is stronger, so holding Izaya in place and going to sleep is easy, but waking at 6 am to complaining insect will not be pleasant.
Hoisting Izaya up in a bridal carry he started walking downwards the bathroom.
"Hey what do think you are doing!!!!"
"Carrying you, i thought you complain about your ass hurting" Shizuo smiled little while looking down on the flea in his arms.
"My ass is fine" soon as the words left his mouth he sensed he made some kind of mistake.
Kissing the raven on the nose "Yes it is, if you can still comlain maybe we need go another round"
"I hate you" his traitor of a heart once can betrayed him by letting that spark in his eyes shine which only appeared for Shizuo.
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