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Why is it that I'm always the last option that no one wants?

Why is it that you pick a sexy, curvy blonde model who doesn't give a shit about you or even know your last name over me?

Me, who has been practically your best friend for 5 years, who knows everything about you because I put so much effort into knowing you just because of a stupid, silly little crush that is destroying me inside.

I fucking love you, do you even know that?

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I'm still waiting

But the thing is, I don't know what I'm waiting for

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There will be times when you just need a break. From everything. From everyone. From everywhere.

Just a break

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It's funny because you say how much 'you love her', 'She's perfect' and 'She's the one' when she doesn't even know your worst fear, whether you prefer vanilla or chocolate, Chinese takeout or a five-star restaurant or how you like your coffee or whether if you like iced tea over lemonade.

And I know the answer to every single one.

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I miss you so fucking much that it physically hurts and no, I cannot stand the thought of you ever forgetting about me.

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“Dear Future Daughter: 1) When you’re at some party, chain smoking on the roof with some strange girl with blue hair and exorbitant large dark eyes, ask her about her day. I promise you, you won’t regret it. Often times you’ll find the strangest of people have the most captivating of stories to tell. 2) Please, never mistake desire for love. Love will engulf your soul, whilst desire will emerge as acid, slowly making it’s way through your veins, gradually burning you from the inside out. 3) No one is going to fucking save you, anything you’ve read or heard otherwise is bullshit. 4) One day a boy is going to come along who’s touch feels like fire and who’s words taste like vanilla, when he leaves you, you will want to die. If you know anything at all, know that it is only temporary. 5) Your mental health comes before school baby, always. If its midnight, and you have an exam the next day but your hands have been shaking for the past hour and a half and you’re not so sure you want to be alive anymore, pull out that carton of Ben and Jerry’s and afterwards, go the fuck to bed. So what if you get a 68% on the exam the next day? You took care of yourself and at the end of the day that will always come before a high test score. To hell with anyone who tells you differently”

— Abbie Nielsen

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“Dear Future Daughter: 1) When you’re at some party, chain smoking on the roof with some strange girl with blue hair and exorbitant large dark eyes, ask her about her day. I promise you, you won’t regret it. Often times you’ll find the strangest of people have the most captivating of stories to tell. 2) Please, never mistake desire for love. Love will engulf your soul, whilst desire will emerge as acid, slowly making it’s way through your veins, gradually burning you from the inside out. 3) No one is going to fucking save you, anything you’ve read or heard otherwise is bullshit. 4) One day a boy is going to come along who’s touch feels like fire and who’s words taste like vanilla, when he leaves you, you will want to die. If you know anything at all, know that it is only temporary. 5) Your mental health comes before school baby, always. If its midnight, and you have an exam the next day but your hands have been shaking for the past hour and a half and you’re not so sure you want to be alive anymore, pull out that carton of Ben and Jerry’s and afterwards, go the fuck to bed. So what if you get a 68% on the exam the next day? You took care of yourself and at the end of the day that will always come before a high test score. To hell with anyone who tells you differently”

— Abbie Nielsen

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Why, oh my god, why do boys have to be such shitbags in high school/senior school? Like, they say something so freely about you and they just don't. Give. A. Damn. It can be about you're body, you're personality, you're face... It just seems like they have a need to point out all your fucking insecurities and tear you down. Then they just look at you as if to say 'What did I do?'

You did everything. Do you not realise that everything you just said could drive me to the point of committing suicide? Crying myself to sleep? Wreaking my whole self esteem?

It's actually sooo funny, has anyone noticed that 'Boys seem to forever remember compliments while girls forever remember insults'??

I'm not sorry for ranting.

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Trust your awesomeness.

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Psychology Daily - Quotes

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Something to always remember! #motivation

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tell me all of the things that make you feel at ease

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Sad birds still sing.

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When you love yourself, you glow from the inside. You attract people who love, respect, and appreciate your energy. Everything starts with and how you feel about yourself. Start feeling worthy, valuable and deserving of receiving the best that life has to offer. Be magnetic.

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Bring me your suffering. The rattle roar of broken bones. Bring me the riot in your heart. Angry, wild, and raw. Bring it all. I am not afraid of the dark.