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Pretty interesting that I have a shit ton of ideas on the character development in the second half on my work, yet I have absolutely no idea what to write in literally next... (chapter... episode... how do you call parts of an OC show you're writing on a fandom site)

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when you finally come up with the perfect and natural way to insert a stray idea you had floating around since you started writing your fic

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dialogue is easy. plot? a nightmare.

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Congratulations, it seems that I'm writing again

The only thing is that I'm writing plot summaries about my fanfic AU where my main heroes are superhero secret agents fighting against a dude who thinks about Roman Empire a little bit too much, but I'm writing nonetheless)

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Yesterday I took a shower. Came out of it tangling two little moments in my lore together to create incredible arc of a man becoming a superhero with emotional ties towards the main character because they can bond with each other due to their shared trauma...

Those are the moments when the spirit of a masterful writer possesses me

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Am I the only one here who goes "Ok, Season 2 is where my show grows the beard, Season 3 is a fucking masterpiece, Season 4 is lowkey weaker but Season 5 is the epic grand finale (well, at least until comics kick in)" about my fanfiction

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@dlishpencils thinking of all the stories that will likely never see the light of day 🙈

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You know that moment when you slowly but surely transition from daydreaming about one blorbo to daydreaming about other blorbo because his ideas are just so nice and fresh and definitely gonna work as 5 season TV show?

Yeah, know the feeling (the only difference is that both my blorbos are actually named the same)

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Right now I'm torn between daydreaming about my regular fic universe and daydreaming about AU of my fic universe where my main character is a spy superhero

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Currently in my "putting the story on hiatus but still imagining up a whole ass universe in which my MC lives along which a shit ton of other superheroes and also I'm imagining their adventures too" era

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Ok, but maybe I should make my AO3 original superhero story into a BNHA AU while not changing anything, I just want those sweet views

Here it is btw:

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That's literally me when I add my MC dealing with his trauma and how it triggers him and his initial reluctance to accept help and him breaking from the pain towards inner liberation and writing scenes with the phychotherapirt straight from the Sopranos

this is actually what I feel like while writing adding yet another layer of interpretation and meaning to a shallow and silly little superhero story

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I'm trying not to succumb to the urge to make 2 more WIP, one of which is an AU of my first fic, and then to make a crossover of each of these fics building my own little multiverse

I'm barely handling 1 fic right now and all this universe is founded on random pics I found on DeviantArt and Pinterest help me

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Literally me when Grammarly tries to remove "definitely" or "clearly" or any other word I wrote for *e m p h a s i s*

Grammarly, I know this isn't the most efficient way to say this, it's meant to be poetic

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Me when I FINALLY wrote that chapter which took 2 weeks and a lot of minor plot changes which happened completely randomly and I had to mangle them all together:

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Me when I'm picking which anime song would be the perfect opening for the animated show based on my original fic (there will be at least 5 of them):

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I once again got that sudden spark of inspiration, like I unknowingly wrote foreshadowing for the main conflict of the chapter and the struggle of my OC in it while trying to write a psychotherapy session which was a subplot I low-key wanted to throw out but which now stays because of the foreshadowing

I turn into a literary master as the weirdest of times