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In Name Only - Part 18

A/N: Hello, my loves! I hope you enjoy this next little part of our story! As always, feedback and comments are welcome, and if you’d like to be tagged, let me know. xx

Pairing: Oberyn Martell x Fem!Reader

Word Count: 6.8k

Warnings: language, period typical misogyny, description of violence, smut (18+ only)

IN NAME ONLY SERIES MASTERLIST

MASTERLIST

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The journey to Honeyholt was a solitary, quiet thing. It was almost too quiet and allotted for far too much time to think. The more you thought about it all, the more you realized how rash and impulsive your decision was. Oberyn would be furious; but he would understand, right? He had to - you were doing this to help avenge him. Admittedly, your plan wasn’t even fully formed at this point, half formed at best - all you knew was that you had to give your family a piece of your mind. You’d lived your whole life getting pushed around and left in the shadows, and you weren’t willing to do it any longer. Oberyn and the Martells - Dorne - were your family now, and you would be cold and in your own grave before you’d let something happen to them.

You weren’t exactly sure what you would do when you made your arrival back at your childhood home; that much you still had to figure out. Improvisation would have to be your friend, and you prayed to the gods, old and new, that you would be able to pull something off. Whatever that something was, you weren’t sure yet. But it would be something; the sins of your family would not go unpunished. 

“Unbowed, unbent, unbroken,” you whispered to yourself as you slowly approached Honeyholt. You offered your mare a few gentle pets as she slowed her trotting; she made a small sound almost as if trying to convince you that your actions were foolish. Too bad you’d already known that, “I know, girl. But I have to do something, anything. Oberyn would do the same for me. He will understand - if not now, eventually he will.”

The soft, sweet scents of the region soon reached you as you took in a breath of fresh air. All the best of your childhood suddenly reached you, and you realized just how much you truly loved the Reach, especially Honeyholt. It was a beautiful, lush land, covered with lots of greenery and flowers and animals. Almost magical in some ways; so different from your current home, but that did not take away from the beauty of Dorne either. Two places that managed to be amazing in their own ways, coexisting in peace. Just like you hoped your families would. 

But it was too late for that now. Your brother had made sure of that. 

“This is as much for him as it is for me,” you explained quietly, almost as if you hoped she would speak back to you. Maybe it was the tiredness or delusion from traveling for the past two days on horseback by yourself. Maybe it was the need for reassurance that your actions weren’t completely off the mark. Maybe it was you trying to convince yourself that what you were doing was justified, “I have to protect him at any cost.”

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Booping the hell out of my discord mutuals

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love how tumblr decided to unanimously ruin the productivity of all of its users for a day by adding a shiny button to the crow brain website

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If we interacted for the first time today via boops and are unlikely to run into each other again because we don't have the same fandom niches I just want you to know our boop bond is real and if I ever see you randomly come across my dash I'll think to myself "aww my boop bud" and send you warm thoughts and good vibes

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What do you mean you're booping only mutuals and blogs you follow? I'm booping everyone, I'm venturing in tags and booping everyone in there, I'm reverse searching through blogs and booping their mutuals. Nobody's safe, everyone's getting booped.

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Tumblr, 1 April 2024

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me pressing the boop button regardless on whether i know or not the blogger:

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Misha’s ACoR Fics

I am not linking 300+ fanfics here and all my work is housed on the Choices Fanfic Archive and available through my profile, but since this blog is pretty A Courtesan of Rome-centric and that is also where most of my current inspiration is coming, I did decide to create a masterlist of ACoR fics.

Antony x Portia

Canon (ish)

A Fitting Reward [Adult]- A missing scene from Chapter

Favours [Adult]- A missing scene from Chapter 11

Games That We Play- missing scene/alternative take after Chapter 2 

Just Us [Adult]- Missing scene from Chapter 17

Only You [Adult]- An alternate ending to Chapter 15

Parts to Play (also contains Cassius/MC)- A missing scene from chapter 13.

Victorius [Adult]- Alternate ending to Chapter 14

When in Rome [Adult]- A rewrite of the diamond scene in Chapter 9

When the World Stands Still [Adult]- Missing scene from chapter 18

From This Moment On [Adult]- Missing scene from the end of chapter 21. 

Marc Antony’s Woman [Adult] Chapters 1-10 A retelling of the events of A Courtesan of Rome Chapter 15 onward from the Portia’s POV. [WIP]

Portia: A Roman Tragedy A canon-divergent AU, telling the tragic story of Rome’s most celebrated courtesan and those who loved her. 

From the Shadows (also contains some Syphax/MC) [Syphax PoV]

Contradictions

And So We Begin [Adult]

Manipulations of the Heart (also contains Cassius/MC)

No One But Myself (also contains Cassius/MC)

All My Desires

Everything I Am [Adult]

What is Real [Adult]

To Be the Victor [Adult]

His Woman [Adult]

For Her [Sabina PoV

Darkness and Light [Delphinia PoV]

The Better Man (also contains Cassius/MC) [Cassius PoV]

The Ghost of You [Antony PoV]

The Deepest Wounds [Mature] [Antony PoV]

And Death Wears Her Face [Mature] [Antony PoV]

Antony and Portia: NSFW Alphabet [Adult] NSFW Alphabet Drabbles (so far A, B, E. H and N are done) [Adult]

For the Glory of Rome When Caesar finally returns to Rome, Portia must put aside her thirst for revenge and find a way to survive, and thrive, in Caesar’s Rome.

Nothing I Want More [Adult]

The Choices We Make

The Best Years of Our Lives: A College AU Portia is a college freshman with a mysterious past, hoping to start over. Marc Antony is an arrogant frat bro, who is determined to gain her attention.  Hello, Gorgeous Dare to Give In [Adult] In The Early Hours [Adult]

Other AUs

The Roses of Elysium- Co-written with @boneandfur, set in 1920s Chicago. [WIP]

Unprofessional [Adult]- An AU where Antony is the boss and Portia his new secretary. 

Syphax x Moira A Very Dangerous Man (contains slight Antony/MC) [Mature] Personal Vengeance [Mature] You Give Me Strength

Brighid x Cassius/Brighid x Antony

In Another Life 

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Zayne, texting MC: Text me when you’re home safely.

MC: I’m home dangerously.

Zayne: Stop it.

MC: I’m home lethally.

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Spider

Other scenarios:

Who's the lucky guy?

An Apple a Day

Break Through

Advice

Extra Crispy

Boyfriend

Click here for the full list

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To peel you,

to split your skin,

to see your skull shine in the light.

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i am fine

↑ /is obsessed with zayne and caleb