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[pandasingle]

Well, this is the hardest thing to say, but June 16th 2022, this blog is officially archived.

I never thought I’d be saying that here, and to be honest, if you would’ve told past me that, I probably would’ve vehemently denied and covered my ears.

However, I do think I’m at a point with this blog where there’s no more I can do. We b-are b-ears is over. The only exisiting material left is the spinoff, (Which I’m really not a fan for, but I’m not the demographic for that to be fair to it.)

I’ll give my feelings in the read more, but here’s one last art I made as a parting gift. 

For the time I’ve played Panda here it’s been a rollercoaster. From all of the rp blogs I’ve had, this was the most personal one out of all of them.

I was cringe, I went through so many fandoms/phases on here, got into so many crossover fun that I’ll never ever forget. Despite the mild turbulent  moments, I’m so glad the GF fandom took in a little weird guy rp’er like me.

I just got into Gravity Falls towards the end , but even though I was real late, and missed alot of hype moments, I still was welcomed, and loved, and I’ll never forget the memories given for that.

While there were was a really hard period on here, that I don’t want to even get into/address any specfics at this point, the situation or the person isn’t why I’m leaving at all.

It’s not even due to anyone or anything.

I’m just at a point, where I feel like Panda, well my Panda grew with me through all of the changes/hard times that happened in my life.

When I was being bullied and harrassed by some really jerks IRL, who were trying to find all of my stuff online as well, Panda was a huge comfort and a centering point for me and my anxieties. 

The community here, and this character really made me feel safe, and he made me feel loved no matter what. 

And, he’s the reason I’ve met alot of amazing rp’ers and even made a best friend that I hold dearly, and still regularly talk to through discord. And I want all my mutuals to know I love them, and I wish nothing but the best for them going forward.

However, as I took breaks and hiatuses, and found new muse(s), whenever I come back it doesn’t feel the same anymore. At first I was worried, and insistent I had to find something new, to make him interesting and writeable again.

However, I realized, I don’t really need Panda for the comfort like I used to anymore. He’s grown up and developed as much as I could give, and I’ve moved on.

And that’s the hardest thing, because god it hurts. But, I don’t have the energy I used to. I’m not as vibrant and eager to meet a bunch of new people, and promote myself, and  my connection with Panda I feel is at a stand still, but it isn’t a bad thing.

I’m actually a teary mess trying to collect my thoughts here, so I’ll think I’ll just end it on, goodbye.

It was a fun ride while it lasted. And I send you all my love.

[pandasingle]

Sometimes a crack ship becomes a canon one to your blog and you just have to accept it FFFS

[pandasingle]

Listen I haven’t drawn this in the longest, but the brain said do it…for the history FFFFS

[pandasingle]

Popping in to post cringe tonight…//

[pandasingle]

bearemporium​:

“Panda…” was all the he could respond with as his mouth was left hanging from the other’s response. He watched as the other went behind him and began to push him towards the safety pod. Although, it didn’t really do anything considering the weight difference between the two of them. 

But the other’s words got him thinking. Looking back at the events that had occurred throughout the night, there was no denying the fact that the panda had gone through so much. It was also true that him needing repairs would not help the other survive and escape the pizzaplex. It would instead hinder their progress and might even put panda in more danger. They needed his help and guidance and he couldn’t provide either if he wasn’t functioning properly. 

Freddy let out a sigh and walked into the pod, sitting himself down into the operating chair. He looked back at the bear and nodded. “Please be careful superstar. Replacing my paws should be easy enough. Follow the instructions that are given to you precisely. Making a mistake may put you life in danger.” He stated in a cautious tone. 

         “I got this. I promise...I...this is my fault for getting stuck here after hours anyways, this is the least I can do to repay you for everything you’ve done so far tonight.” He admitted, feeling embarrassment come through to him. 

       Focus Panda. This was a time for encouragement, not tearing myself down.

       “We’ll get through this. No one’s dying tonight...I promise.” Panda wavered out, unsure if he really believed what he just said himself; however, he knew it was something he himself wanted to hear.

       He knew  he was digging himself a hole, so he exited the pod holding back the urge to start crying.

        Turning on the start claw upgrade from the computer, Panda walked back in the pod, and to the other side of the animatronic. He was a bit nervous as the doors to the pod closed behind them.

       For the safety of anyone OUTSIDE the pod.

        He takes a deep breath. No turning back, just...try to focus on the voice and the pattern.

        Following the guided voice, it was a tense next few minutes, the only sound being various taps and beeps, as the AI did most of the other legwork, of actually replacing his claws.

        Thank goodness he played enough puzzle games on his phone, or he knows he would be a complete goner.

        As the final ding was done, and the voice mentioned completion, Panda was silent for a moment, unsure of what to say.

            “I....Freddy? You okay?” Panda finally asked, inching towards the other to see any sign of life.

[pandasingle]

@bearemporium​ cont from X

     Normally, Panda would respect his wishes. He wouldn’t press on, and he would try to find another way; however, in this moment as he stood in parts and services.

       Fur messied, generous bruises from falling--Panda was left trembling, as the night had been spent running from these other killer animatronics; something snapped at that soft but stern tone.

         Don’t repair him...for HIS sake?

        In this moment, it was frustrating, infuriating even.

          “Are you.....kidding me?” He grits his teeth, paws clenched. 

         “My life is literally ALREADY on the line trying not to get caught by one of these...death bots! I’ve had 10 near death experiences  at this point, and you being under maintenanced  is not gonna help me or you at all!” He pushes at Freddy towards the opening at this point, a strain on his face as Freddy is made of giant metal.

         “So just get in the pod! Please!”

[pandasingle]

Welcome to the Bear Emporium! Come and meet the bears!

Borealis (Live A Hero)

“I am Borealis, The one who take command. Your sound… It’s very nostalgic. It would be an honor to be on stage with you.”

Freddy Fazbear (Five Nights At Freddy’s)

“Way to go superstar! I knew you could do it!”

[pandasingle]

this is a social experiment reblog this if u were rping on tumblr before 2016

[pandasingle]

more random dialogue prompts ,

“why do you have that look on your face?”

“finish what you’re doing, we have to talk.”

“what have you done to yourself?”

“did you do something different with your hair?”

“it doesn’t do any good to get worked up.”

“when was the last time we had a real conversation.”

“are you in the witness protection program, or what?”

“there’s something wrong with me.”

“no, i don’t hate you.”

“hey stupid.”

“we’re aren’t them.”

“looks like i’ll live long enough to make you pay.”

“you know you’re wrong.”

“i don’t understand, why are you doing this?”

“now, before i say anything, promise me you’ll stay calm.”

“what makes me so special?”

“you have no idea what i’ve been through.”

“you really don’t have to do that, not for me.”

“did you really think you’d get a second chance?”

"how about we don’t do that.”

“i have a lot going for me, but humility is not one of them.”

“you’re the worst.”

“i don’t need you right now.”

“don’t just stand there, looking at me.”

“i thought you were supposed to call me.”

“take my hand.”

“i need you.”

“you’re allowed to need help sometimes.”

“for someone who doesn’t like to feel things, you sure feel a lot of it out loud.”

“when this is all over, i want it to be you and me.”

“why won’t you tell me what happened?”

“you don’t know what this means to me.

“i know it doesn’t make sense.”

“i’m trying really hard to keep it together.”

“i know you’re new, but we do things a little differently here.”

“your voice is putting me to sleep.”

“did you find what you were looking for?”

"you knew and you didn’t even warn me?”

“well, i guess that’s broken.”

“i thought it was part of the act.”

“you think u don’t know you’re only here because they sent you?”

“you promised to call me if you didn’t know what to wear.”

“you can keep a secret, can’t you?”

“how could you do this to me?”

“put the gun down, dearest. i have news!”

“i know you don’t have any reason to trust me, but you need to know something.”

“if you’re here to tell me what happened last night, someone beat you to it.”

“people think i’m weird.”

“i think i’m losing myself again.”

“you can’t be here.”

“i wish you’d come to the funeral.”

“do you know what today is?”

“so, you broke my favourite mug… and you’re breaking up with me?”

“i need to get out.”

“it’s like i’m cursed or something.”

“you are remarkably well-behaved tonight, what have you been up to?”

“you gonna eat that?”

“sir, the pony rides are for children only.”

“i don’t want you to worry about that anymore.”

“we’ll never make it in time.”

“you’d be late for your own funeral.”

“you should have seen it coming.”

“oh, good, you’re here! hold this.”

“why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“on a scale of one to ten, how do you feel about nachos right now?”

“is this how you flirt with everyone?”

“how much longer till we’re there?”

“what have you done?”

“it’s time for you to repay that debt you owe me.”

“where did you get that? who gave it to you?”

“what kind of mother has thoughts like that?”

“i know I haven’t been what you needed, but i’m here, and i wanna help.”

“i never want to hear you say that again.”

“you’re all i have.”

“i know it’s not perfect, but i did follow the recipe this time.”

“i was doing so well until you showed up.”

“don’t eat that! i made it ‘specially for our guest.”

“it’s not that i don’t like my life, it’s that i don’t have the energy to enjoy it.”

“how can you stand this place?”

“don’t take this the wrong way, but you don’t exactly blend in.”

“you need to stop.”

“i don’t like that look, what happened?”

“is that seriously your password?”

“what’s your problem?”

“you had no right to use it without asking.”

“oh, wow, you weren’t kidding.”

“i couldn’t trust my own parents to protect me.”

“i’m surprised you haven’t been arrested yet. wait, no, i’m not.”

“why do you want to help me?”

“ten bucks for that piece of crap?”

“we have to hurry, they’re coming!”

“hey, look what came in the mail!”

“do you want to get a drink or something?”

“please tell me you didn’t eat that.”

“the worst part is you didn’t even notice.”

“if i wanted help, i would have asked.”

“wanna tell me what’s going on with your grades?”

“you need to leave.”

“talk to me, okay? i need to know what’s going on.”

“i do blame you.”

“sometimes life deals you a bad hand, but you can still play your cards right and win.”

“you’re no longer useful to me.”

“i’m not good with sarcasm: if you don’t like me, just say it.”

[pandasingle]

[pandasingle]

What the hell do you mean you’re not Panda?? You’re literally a panda bear!

    “…….” A head is shaken at the outright shocked statement from the anon. Their whole world was soon going to be shattered.

    “Not quite.” He simply said before eyes are closed,

    “……..”

    A deep breath is taken in concentration before something begins to break through from his short fur. Something solid and pink.

    With the gem revealed, a bright light surrounds Panda’s form and the normal looking gem slowly shifts vertically.

    “…….”

    Soon as the light dissipated his TRUE form is revealed.

    “Eugh…” A groan escapes the former Panda’s lips before the diamond peers down at the anon.

    “I’m not Panda because I’m Pink Diamond.”

[pandasingle]

Vanilla protein waffles with stracciatella yogurt (made with luve), strawberries, dark chocolate and chocolate sauce (biovegan) 🧇🍓🍫

Ingredients (4 waffles):

- 110g oat flour

- 40g vanilla protein powder

- 175g plantbased milk

- 125g sparkling mineral water

- 1 tsp baking powder

[pandasingle]

leodorelionheart​:

The lion was in the middle of making his coffee when he heard the other stammering. He turned to look at them with a concerned look on his face. “Are you alright?” He asked in a worried voice. “Alright… I uhhh… appreciate your thoughtfulness.” He stated, confused as he went back to making his coffee. 

What had the panda so worked up? Did something happen while he was taking a shower? They looked quite flustered. The lion shook his head and chose to ignore it upon finishing making his coffee. “Plan to do… you know…? What are you talking about? I’m sorry but I don’t think I understand what you’re saying.” He responded with a puzzled look on his face. 

‘The moment passed and I didn’t catch on yet’? The feline repeated the words over and over again in his head trying to figure out what the panda was talking about. “Oh, alright…” He said in a weak voice. ‘Miso ramen? But isn’t that Japanese?’ Just what was going on? He had never seen him act this way before. “By the way, you can use the towel behind the-” Was all he could say before he was cut off by the other running up the stairs. “Door… What was that all about?”

         “Oh my god, Oh my god, Oh my god.” Panda groused to himself with a huff, hands going to his face in embarrassment in the privacy and comfort of the bathroom.

       He turns the water on, and strips to his usual naked look—getting into the shower, he lets the scalding water hit him. While he’d usually take around 2 hours for grooming with his shower; he knew in this case this was someone else’s water, and a good guest usually wouldn’t leave the host waiting long just for their vanity.

       So he leaves the shower at about 10 minutes, grabbing the towel by the door and quickly drying himself off—he soon made his way to where the clothes were laid out, and decided to go for a grey shirt with a red no smoking symbol on the front—along with some athletic shorts.

        He knew he got a bit wacky acting with stammering at his looks; and the question of what he meant by the moment passed almost made Panda facepalm himself; however, he knows it’s better to squash it than let it lie unanswered.

        So he comes down the stairs to Leodore, fur messied just a bit from just getting out of the shower and dying off; a small smile present as he greeted him.

         “Hey, I’m back, so if there’s any questions you’d like to you know...ask. I’m willing to answer.” Movie time was something they could do in just a bit, but Panda wanted to get the air clear before the cuddly movie-watching began.

[pandasingle]

       “Happy new years you guys! I trust you all made pretty reasonable new years resolutions?”

        “For myself, I’m planning to save enough so I can finally go to Paris with my bf!”

         “I could totally show Rosebud around....visit an art museum, then the Eiffel tower....and...”

         “Maybe even kiss ontop of the tower...as the sun sets.”

      “Aw man...I’m getting off topic now!”

[pandasingle]

leodorelionheart​:

Leodore waved behind him as he went up the stairs towards the bathroom. As he was showering, he could hear the other yelling which was most likely towards him but his voice was too muffled for him to understand what they were saying. As he headed back down the stairs, he continued to dry himself off with a towel wrapped around his neck. “Did you say something? I’m sorry, I didn’t quite catch what you were trying to say.” He asked in a confused voice. 

The lion was now dressed in his winter pyjamas consisting of a plain oversized black shirt and grey sweatpants. He quickly noticed that there was no longer a mess, his eyes widening. “There was no need for you to clean up after my mess! I’m so sorry.” The lion said in an apologetic tone. How could he allow a guest to tidy after him? “If you’d like to take a shower as well, please feel free. I’ve already laid out some clothes that I think would fit you out in the guest bedroom. I’ll go ahead and order the food now so it’ll be here by the time your finished. What would you like to have for dinner? It’s on me.” The feline asked as he made his way towards the kitchen to make himself a cup of coffee. 

      Panda’s’ eyes would widen when he would see what Leodore came out with. That loose fitting shirt coupled with his sweatpants did things to the Panda—it left him a blushing mess. 

     “I...uh...um...I...um...uh...” Panda insistently stammered, trying to get his track of thought back focused! Darn handsome boyfriend making him fall so putty!

      “O-Oh! You don’t need to apologize! I was actually to help you out, so like you don’t have to worry about it when you just get out the shower you know?” Panda stated, a head tilt following at the offer of a shower.

       “Whoa whoa...slow down just a bit. It’s okay, really, don’t stress over it.” Panda reassured with a paw to the others back to halt him just for a moment.

        “Okay. First statement, I’m....not sure if taking a shower would be wise...I mean...we do plan to do you know...afterwards?” Panda began, his own face falling now just a bit.

        “Wait....unless....the moment passed and I didn’t catch on yet?” Oh boy, he could practically sink into the ground in awkwardness right now.

         “You know what, I will take that shower! I can go for some Chinese food, if they have miso ramen could you get that for me, no meat? If there’s none of that, I’m good with General TSO’s Tofu!” Panda said quickly about to be eagerly rush off, before he paused and knew he talked way too fast.

        Writing down his options on a notes app on his phone; Panda sent it through text to Leodore before scampering upstairs, “I’ll see you in a bit!”

[pandasingle]

       “You really shouldn’t beat yourself up on it. Do you know how many times I’ve pulled all-nighters back home? You would be surprised I was actually still up and moving the next  morning!” Even though he was cranky and a bit sluggish--he still as up when needed, even if he had stayed up all night either browsing the web, playing a new game, or just outright brotherly nonsense keeping him up.

       Panda nodded as Leodore mentioned it being worth it to see it all in one sitting. At the mention of Coffee, Panda’s ears gently perked--it was a bit nippy outside, and  the offer of coffee did seem nice!

      “O-Oh! Have a nice shower!” Panda waved him off, watching Leodore’s back vanish behind the door, and he turned himself to look at the various things that could be done around the house.

        Mess. Panda thought, beginning his way towards the clutter within the living room. Beginning to organize the various items in the living room; throwing away any empty bottle or container he may have found.

       When he was done, the living room would be seen as a completely clear and clean floor once more.

        While Panda wanted to investigate--he didn’t want to be seen as nosy! Therefore, he  grabbed a cup of coffee, and sat on the couch; lightly drumming a paw on his thigh for a moment as the shower water running was the only sound made. A sip of coffee taken.

      “Hey Leodore, should I just order the takeout now? That way when you get out the shower you have to wait less?” Panda yelled out to the other.

        Or they could possibly come before Leodore got out--these delivery services were always becoming more streamlined and faster.

@leodorelionheart cont from X

    Panda was intently focused on creating spreadsheets—inputting all of the needed information and filing reports for anything that seemed off.

    Suddenly being piled with more work due to his reliability to get it done before the day was over… proved to not be best. However, it should pay off; plus he got to work with-

    A short gasp was given as arms went around his waist before a bashful smile spread across his face—a pink blush coating his white fur.

    [  “You’d…really be willing to take on more work to help me? You’re too sweet Leodore.”  ] Panda gushed—returning the kiss given to Leodore’s nose.

    [  “I got the spreadsheets handled, but could you help me with the reports to be made?”  ] Panda asked before handing the lion a moderately sized list.

[pandasingle]

leodorelionheart​:

Turning the knob, he slowly swung the door inward revealing the darkness that filled his home. He quickly stepped in first and cleared his throat. “Okay Guugle, I’m home.” He spoke in a loud clear voice. In a split second, the house came to life. Light flooded the darkness and revealed the interior of the building. “Welcome home Leodore.” A robotic voice responded from the living room. 

While the house may look a bit dated from the outside, inside, it was quite new. The lion had recently renovated the entire house to a more modern and simplistic look. There was quite a lot of space with very minimal furniture along with a moderate technological touch. “Please leave your shoes here.” He instructed as he removed his own loafers and neatly set them aside. He then removed his coat put it away in the hallway closet. 

Once that was done, he turned to look back at the panda. “I do apologize for the mess. I left in quite a hurry this morning. You can hang your coat in the closet.” He said with a smile. “I’ll go heat us up some water.” 

         “But...I don’t have shoes.” Panda reminded, bringing one foot off to show with amusement.

          “I could wipe them off before coming in though...” Panda mentioned, wiping his feet on the mat outside, and bringing his feet to see if they were clear before entering.

          Panda had to do everything to contain his excitement at Leodore’s conversation with the AI! It was so cool! 

       He tried to introduce something like this back at the bear cave, but through some strange way the AI ended up becoming demonic and taking over the cave.

         Robotic death had to ensue.

         I hope Leodore’s AI stays normal and doesn’t go crazy! Panda thought, stripping his coat to hang on the hanger.

      “Oh I don’t mind!” Panda began, “Everyone may make a mess sometimes, it’s honestly just living.” He stated with a small chuckle—ears perking at the mention of heating up water.

       “Wait, why are you heating water?” Panda stated with a bit of a confused expression.