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Jihyun Yun, from Some Are Always Hungry; “Reversal”

[Text ID: “I so want to survive this. Please lead me whole into another season so I may dare begin again.”]

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May Sarton, Journal of a Solitude

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Every Day I Am Trying New Techniques To Make Myself Disappear - E.E. Scott / Heritage, Calling a Wolf a Wolf - Kaveh Akbar

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I brought my love to bear, and then you died.

Sylvia Plath, Collected Poems; from ‘Electra on Azalea Path’

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grief 1.22

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I wonder if i kept walking down the same path

Would my life be any longer

Than yours

but it’s bad math

It’s double horror

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he just died and all i have is trauma, grief and those writings about him

do you love me or do you love my pain

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Matd//mowglis road

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Me by AI

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One of the downsides of having synesthesia is that there’s this song I heard on the radio and would love to google, but I just remember it as “the orange crunchy one”

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i want to see more ACCURATE representation of people who suffer of borderline personality disorder. i’m tired of seeing us portrayed as psycho bitches who either want to ruin someone’s life or do crazy shit for attention. we’re human?? we have a heart and we have feelings??? we’re not villains???? we’re just regular people who feel too much and yes we can be too much at times but we’re literally doing the best we can?????? 

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“because a 16 year old girl who had her first orgasm whilst getting raped, had to watch her 34 year old rapist go free because she had an orgasm.

because when one of my guy friends told me and some friends he got raped by a woman when he was 12, a “friend” laughed at him and told him he should be happy he got laid that young.

because my 17 year old friend’s parents let her 14 year old brother roam the streets until 12am, but she has to be home by 10.

Because my brothers girlfriend, told the police she was raped and fell pregnant but the rapist didn’t get jail time as she got an abortion and the ‘evidence’ was gone.

because a guy from my old school was raped by another guy, but because he’s gay, they said it wasn’t considered rape.

because a 19 year old lesbian got raped by a guy, and he didn’t go to prison because he said “he only tried to turn her straight so she would be accepted by her parents”.

because in some cultures, girls (and boys, of course) still get thrown out of the family because somebody sexually assaulted them.

because they’re still teaching girls to walk faster at night instead of teaching boys that they shouldn’t rape.

Because they’re teaching kids that they’re only male rapists and not female rapists too.

because I have to explain why rape makes me mad.“