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After all these people who didn’t 

I thought you’d be the one who did

You’d be the one who saw me how i wanted to be seen

I was to fast as always

I accepted that it would never work, but i still had hope

And then after a few days 

My hope fell down

You might have said it wrong, i told myself

I had to bring my hopes up again

It had to be wrong

The way you talked

It couldn’t have been

I thought you were different

but then, i found out

You were even worse

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Ughh

I argued with my mum and Said the supidest things and am so sorry but i feel like shes never gonna forgive me....

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Just had an argument with my brother so I started to draw... #mcr #mychemicalromance

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Me: I like this song

Me: *downloads song*

Me: *downloads entire album*

Me: *downloads entire discography*

Me: *worships the band*

Me: *sells soul*

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Don’t stop imagining

you’re not talking much but you’re saying a lot wandering from room to room pushing open doors searching this maze makes us cry we are looking

Michael Baumgart

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hes so funny!

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poem 4

you want to be different,

you say you're different,

 yet everything the crowd does, 

you do too, 

that's how it works, 

you try and you fail, 

that's life that's never gonna change,

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poem 3

society encourages people to be different,

 yet everyone who is different,

is getting picked on,

 that's how f*cked up our society is,

and we all accept it,

when we blame society,

it’s too late.

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poem 2

when I was young, 

I had big dreams,

now  I just sit in my room, 

looking at the walls,

 and thinking about how my big dreams, 

my big dreams standing there on my bookshelf catching dust

how they had to be locked away for society

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poem 1

once there was light, 

that seems ages ago, 

the worst thing is that I didn't even notice,

 I didn't notice how slowly the light got out, 

how it became dark so suddenly.

- j

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this is beautiful. I can relate with almost everything!

im tired.

tired of the helping. 

tired of the thinking.

tired of the decisions. 

tired of other’s messes. 

what about me?

what about I 

who gives my time and energy so willingly…

who listens just to hear about someone’s pain,

to let them lighten the weight they carry so heavily.

what about I 

whose dreams are still in drawers,

and on shelfs,

to be dusted and uncovered.

what about i

whose wants and wishes 

nobody listens.

No more others before me,

For it is time I do things  my way, on my time, the way I want,

so I can finally be free. 

JM