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Bang...🥀🥀🥀🤫

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🖤🌑🥀

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Are hands still a thing? 🖤🥀

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Give me a follow on TIKTOK! 😈🥵😘

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Another insufferable day inside 4 walls that don't feel like home.

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Feeling Pretty Confident Lately 😈🙏

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Everything is no longer the same between us. It hurts me. Does it hurt you?

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I found books for free, we went to see an art exhibition and discovered a new café :’) I also started going on evening walks again since the summer heat is over and I’ve fallen in love with this town for the 100th time ♥ I’m so happy to live here

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I'm like a rabid dog

a stray dog that has been beaten up so much

will always gravitate toward humans that hit it and neglect it

what is known might feel safer at times.

because he doesn't know kindness,

he will fear humans who care for him

more than humans who hurt him.

a stray dog wants nothing more than to be cared for

to be pet, to be fed, to be held

he wants his wounds to be recognized and his trauma to be seen

and he wants for others to love him and treat him tenderly

not in spite of his pain but because of it.

but he doesn't realize this

and he will continue to bite at the hand that feeds him

even when he needs nothing more

than to be fed.

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it’s not me anymore, when you wake up

deep breaths, middle of the night

voices told you i was more than enough

you thought maybe i was just too much

one tear dropped to the pillow where you used to dream

i was the loudest wreck you had ever seen

it was july, i was in your city,

completely alone,

i hate to think about it now

but now I see

that nothing was good enough for me

i miss him in these moments, i miss how things used to be

i still wonder if leaving was the right thing to do

or did I lose everything before thinking it through?