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Kinda sorta freaking out.

I’m moving across the country to a state I’ve never been to and I’m nervous as heck dude. I’ll be across the entire country from my family. But more than anything I really just want to meet people and make friends there, but like I’m not in school and I can’t drink so I have no idea where to go to make said friends 🥲

Anyways if you live in the PNW hmu :)

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Needless to say I just needed to travel a lot to clear my head and get back on a good path :) here’s just a few snippets of the adventures I went on :)

One love🌛

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I took a break from social media but I’m back :)

My mental health is doing soooo much better and I’m so grateful! But I also have so many life changes happening I’m so excited and nervous ahhhH

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TW// bipolar and depression topics

Quarantine is killing me

It feels like I’m trapped in the never ending cycle of just ass

It’s just ass

One minute I feel so productive with all this time off of work and life ect

I clean everything I can

I change my appearance

I start new hobbies

And then all I want to do is share it with someone

But no one can see me

I can’t leave

I get trapped in my own head in my room in the same corner of my bed that I’ve been in all week

I call people to try and get something to feel less lonely

And they all have their own lives so they eventually have to hang up

But I don’t think they understand that even staying for 5 more minutes makes my day a little easier

I can’t rely on them for that

But fuck it would be nice

I’m so depressed right now

I just need someone to understand

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Anyways I made this cool recap of my 2021 :)

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So I got Covid

And this is how it’s going:

On Sunday night I tested positive and I was immediately like “oh goodness my mental health is going to grow legs and waddle itself out the door because I have to be alone in my room for a week and I’m an extrovert who needs to get out”

And I wasn’t wrong

But I took precautions! As soon as I tested positive I cleaned the beans out of my depression room (not real beans, it’s slang)(get with the times) and it helped a whole lot!

But there was another thing that had been pulling at my scalp

Literally

I *had* hair extensions

And I know I know “you’re a hippie that literally mostly lives in a tent in the dirt or a car in the dirt why you bother with hair extensions?”

Because I’m insecure about my hair and it’s thin and short and doesn’t grow but anyways that’s for a different blog

Anyways last night I said mmmMmmMmMmkaaaayyyy

I’m gonna have a break down if I don’t yank these out right now

But they were sew in extensions so instead I waddled to the mirror with a comb and scissors and 2 hours later I got to shower and feel my own hair for the first time in months

Today marks the mid week point of quarantine and I honestly don’t know what else I can do to jazz things up

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Reblog this if you're still active in 2022 ☃️

Looking for more people to follow.

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Hey what’s up :)

My name is JJ Im 18

Im your classic hippie (vegan, climbs rocks for fun, wears colorful pants)

Im looking to meet new friends in interesting ways so we’re giving this a go :)

Things I’m interested in:

Movies: I don’t watch many new things but the things I watch repeatedly is any Marvel movies and any Lord of the Rings :)

Shows: my favorite show is that 70s show but I’m obsessed with cartoons (adventure time, Rick and morty, enchanted ect)

Things I do: Im a musician and I love to jam out! I do lots of outdoor sports such as rock climbing, hiking, mountain biking, kayaking, backpacking ect

Please interact if you wanna be buds :) we don’t even have to have anything in common, I love learning about all different kinds of people!