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if cals are so important to survive than explain this combo???

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todays meal <3 (ignore my ugly ass hands)

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1.5 lbs away from my next goal weight!!!!

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back down to the weight that my body likes to hover at, still have such a long way to go but i'm so happy i'm not close to a new high weight like i was a week ago :)

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me after a long day of scrolling through edtwt and edblr

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6th relapse in two years atp recovery is clearly not an option but at least i'm loosing weight again!

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i will be 125 by my birthday (i will not be and then i will cry)

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back from the dead (comp season) but i got so distracted and i'm def not gonna make my gw for june :( either way it's time to get back on track!!

i like this guy though and that's really nice :)

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just found out my friend has been spreading rumors about me being a bad person! (a new reason for me to not eat fr fr)

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some of my favs for u all mwah 🫶🏻

can u guys tell i hate my stomach T^T

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i need to fast for a couple of days so bad to keep myself on track but my freaking parents are making it impossible:(

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4/21/23 - really tried to stay under 600 today but clearly not, ugh

anyways I'm trying to keep myself to eating 12-7 and it's working well! I'm gonna try and move it down till 12-6 soon :]

breakfast: rebel chocolate milk - 180 cal

lunch: croissant - 270 cal

earl grey tea - 0 cal

snack: two golden oreos - 110 cal

teriyaki seaweed - 20 cal

dried mango - 45 cal

dinner: oatmilk peach yogurt - 130 cal

total: 755 cal

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learning about how many calories are in butter is a life altering experience:/

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"actually gum has one calorie" ana bitches got me thinking the fda is out to get me 😭😭😭

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this girl in my theology class is taller than me and my ugw why does the world hate me

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i literally cannot handle my mom talking about how it's just "calories in calories out that's the science behind weight gain" and then still making me eat these giant ass dinners i feel so gross

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fasting today cuz i went way over my cal limit yesterday (everyone say thank u to my mom) (jk jk i love her but please stop asking me about dinner) and oh my god is it harder than i remember