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pride icon for this year (also i just really needed a new icon drawing of jessie)

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Fate opening pin feathers on Avery as teenagers in the lesbians doing makeup meme format. They are butch so they couldn't do makeup.

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i have approximately worked out how arachnids look in idletry after a lot of thinking about it. i kind of needed to do it because i need more arthropods to fill backgrounds, and i wanted to write a little bit about why spiders look so different from insects when a lot of people see them as basically the same thing: bugs.

to be clear, though, i have had a strong idea of what arachnids should look like in idletry for a long time.

just didn't really know how to deal with that last pair of legs.

i will probably eventually post about bats and pterosaurs, which would also be very easy to stylize similarly, but i wanted to make them very visibly different. another type of animal i really haven't figured out how to work with yet is frogs. i may end up stylizing them in a way similar to kangaroos.

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after accidentally hooking a couple of scenes together with match cuts, i decided to run with it and match cut every scene into the next. wanted to post a few of the match cut transitions.

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idletry is 2 years old now.

in theological philosophical discourse, the "paradox of omnipotence" reaches its terminal velocity at a change of definition from "all-powerful" to "maximally powerful" -- usually defined as able to do anything possible. this resolves the "can God make a rock so big even God can't lift it" issue at the cost of a lot of ground in the argument.

but i'm not typing this to talk about that. idletry is confined to a fictional story, and jessie's powers are that of an author. authors are allowed to not make sense or comport with possible reality, because they are exercising power in a non-reality: fiction. i wanted to really explore and lean into this big difference between a biblical, immanent god, and a fictional god of a fictional world, especially on axes where jessie's power surpasses a biblical god's capabilities. anyway 1+1=1 now.

also the bugs are a figwort sawfly and their larva. do not ask me how pupation happens, i know it would be funny for a couple jokes but i've decided that all insects are hemimetabolous and liberties would be taken with their biology to bridge the gap.

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posted this on patreon a few days ago, but i wanted to animate jessie so that the color-changing was visible and i think most people imagine it like this, which is reasonable.

but i imagine it more like this:

clearly lacking polish (extra tweens) but made my hand hurt to draw all at once anyway. tried to make the color shifting as easy on the eyes as possible while not betraying the coloring style by making it pastel.

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"already dead" doodle of avery in opisthotonic death pose while alive

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hey you are backing up your project on external drives rite?

only the cloud, chief. if my house burns down the external i'm storing in it is going down with this one, cloud isn't. if my one hard drive goes down then i just transfer the latest backup to the new one. usually backed up every month or so. it would suck to lose a month of work but i stream everything i draw so i would have to rehabilitate the art from screenshots of the stream at worst. most of it is cross-posted via other platforms as zip files or the actual art in some capacity as well.

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I think you mentioned that Jesse snapped a personality change into her parents, what was that exactly & why not in Emily as well?

Also, on a very different note, I remember you mentioning in an old sketch that Dawn’s job is something you want to approach sensitively (they were getting blood work done iirc). I don’t know if you ever mentioned what their job was but would you be open to sharing?

She snaps both of her parents to support her actions unconditionally.

Emily isn't there at the time as she starts avoiding Jessie as much as possible. She is usually either crashing at the place of her new partner who later gets her pregnant, at work, or, in the case of that scene, taking really long walks with Trouble to stay out of the house where Jessie might visit.

Jessie also doesn't care about her sister's approval as much as her parents' and her sister didn't try to interfere with her new hobby of smiting people.

Also genuinely do not remember, I thought Dawn was unemployed due to illness.

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If Jessie snaps someone to do something they don't want to do enough times, does it eventually lead to a cumulative personality shift? It seems like the more you want to resist following her commands, the more destructive they'd be, because more of you would have to be changed by the snap for you to be willing to follow them? If she snaps someone to do something that would require such a big personality/ideology shift for that person to rationalize as their own decision that the person would be unrecognizable after the snap, do they now count as being written by her? Or do most snaps, even ones making big changes to a person, only really affect how they view the specific subject of her snap and not really affect the rest of the person's psychology, worldview, personality, opinions, even if that ends up making that person's inner world and thought processes a lot more contradictory?

Generally people will know when Jessie has snapped them to do something because she is not so passive and would want to assert dominance openly. If she did, for some reason, then they could either write the behavior off as circumstantial or deny it even happened before changing significantly. These are defense mechanisms average people use every day. People at large may even rapidly develop the "a wizard did it" response knowing Jessie CAN and does randomly change people/force them to do things and blame her for anything they don't want to suffer consequences for like how one one may blame actions or feelings on demon possession. They would probably just become more contradictory.

Jessie would (and does) most successfully change other characters' psychological landscape by changing how they feel or think more than what they do, since actions are caused by inner motivators. Just directly changing their psychology.

That said, yes, she could change a character by making them do something like murder someone every Friday night. They would probably naturally become more paranoid because they know they will eventually be caught and there's nothing they can do, etc. But their fundamental ideology is unlikely to change without direct meddling. The schemata people develop in their minds are reinforced from multiple angles and it's why you can in real time see people pulling out excuse after excuse in an argument — even if you can disprove one point of rationale, there are others already ready to pick up the slack. Generally studies have shown people have the emotional reaction behind a belief first, and then they will use logic to rationalize that emotional belief afterwards. It is very difficult to change people ideologically entirely because even if you peeled away every justification, at their cores, the beliefs are still irrational emotional reactions. Hence why changing an emotional reaction will be more reliable in causing personality changes in a character.

For the most part, the characters aren't changed enough to count as "written by Jessie." She really is only forced to write them if the character's inner framework has literally no way to output a comprehensible response. Like no way for the character's original personality to even respond to it — more easily accomplished by replacing a large part of their personality instead. Then the original personality can't react because it doesn't exist anymore. Anything bizarre, traumatic, extreme enough to cause a person to just entirely shut down psychologically would force Jessie to write them to be able to interact with them further.

But yeah. Most snaps forcing people to do something or changing any part of their psychological landscape are done in plain sight, reactively, and there is no necessary rationale besides "Jessie forced me to do that," desire to Not Do That aside.

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the sky in idletry changes color constantly. i got to asking myself: what do sunsets look like in the idletry setting, then?

a few stabs at more unconventional colors for sunsets (and one sunrise). i did them with jessie and shiloh in the more tender parts of their relationship because sunsets are generally considered romantic.

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do you use programs besides word documents for planning out your stories? :o starting a project of my own made me realize word documents aren’t exactly suited for branching out plot points from multiple directions and I’d love to know what your process is! especially if you use anything visually based

scrivener. shelled out for it when i started writing idletry due to the project's size. my first draft file looked like this

.....i did not realize the scene in focus was a sex scene until now. i guess i will leave it because it's mostly jokes.

scrivener has nested documents with subdocuments that i found very useful. there are folders in addition to this.

there is also a different mode called the corkboard where you can move notecards around.

there are multiple visual modes for working on the corkboard, but i used the mode that allows you to move the notecards anywhere.

all of the options in the binder are green because i used the labels for the scenes to make it that way. red meant completely not done, orange meant outlined or summarized, yellow meant somewhat done, dull green meant fully written, and bright green meant cleaned up for the beta readers and copy pasted into the document (or not, since i apparently forgot like. 5 scenes.) but since my first draft is finished, they're all just bright green here. that's not the default look for scrivener.

anyway i hope that communicates what level of visual scrivener is. i've used libreoffice for other projects.

this is what my game document looks like. i did not have scrivener at the time. i would probably switch to it if i ever picked up the game idea again.

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i know it would necessitate a hefty content warning - but i would love if you eventually crossposted “transition of power” here from your comic archive! it’s probably my favorite folie a dupe strip, and i routinely come back to it. it’s totally cool if you don’t feel comfortable with it either though. thanks and have a great one <3

sure. it is a defining point in my own life, but i didn't really think it left an impression on anyone else. the more a strip ages (or the older the actual events become), the more vulnerable it is, i think... it's a time in my life when i didn't really understand a lot of what was happening to me or what happened happened to me, or why. mostly though, yeah, i don't like fussing about whether i delivered content warnings the right way or not, and transition of power is definitely one of the more triggering comics.

content warning for graphic depictions of self harm, overdosing, suicide, needles, blood, smoking, drinking, vomiting, i think that covers the big stuff. this is a big comic and will need a reblogged addition to fit all of the panels.

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i know it would necessitate a hefty content warning - but i would love if you eventually crossposted “transition of power” here from your comic archive! it’s probably my favorite folie a dupe strip, and i routinely come back to it. it’s totally cool if you don’t feel comfortable with it either though. thanks and have a great one <3

sure. it is a defining point in my own life, but i didn't really think it left an impression on anyone else. the more a strip ages (or the older the actual events become), the more vulnerable it is, i think... it's a time in my life when i didn't really understand a lot of what was happening to me or what happened happened to me, or why. mostly though, yeah, i don't like fussing about whether i delivered content warnings the right way or not, and transition of power is definitely one of the more triggering comics.

content warning for graphic depictions of self harm, overdosing, suicide, needles, blood, smoking, drinking, vomiting, i think that covers the big stuff. this is a big comic and will need a reblogged addition to fit all of the panels.

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after hearing "idletry style" birds multiple times, i thought a bit on the differences between the styles here. i think idletry has more differences in style and design principle than just this, but i thought it would be interesting to write up the differences between what probably just reads as "two characters in my style."

not depicted: both have human style genitals, but drop-out universe avians give normal placental mammal births and idletry birds have a similar pregnancy pattern but with an actual shelled egg held internally instead. they lay the egg and it hatches usually about 24 hours later, but it can take up to a week in rare cases (a scenario where the egg would be put in an ICU and yeah i'm imagining an oxygen mask uselessly thrown on top of an egg in an incubation tank). cracking an egg after it's been laid instead of waiting won't harm the chick inside but it's generally frowned upon. breathable air permeates the shell and creates a bubble in the egg after it's laid. the chick doesn't really die from being confined to the egg for over a week necessarily, but typically if it hasn't broken through the shell in a week that is an indicator that the chick was not alive even when the egg was laid. with modern technology it probably does not take them a week to determine this, though.

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Are you okay with people drawing characters from your comics? I was wondering that because you said at the end of drop out that the comic was based on stuff you experienced and I wanted to know if you were okay with people drawing the characters.

"based on" but it is not autobiographical and neither of the main characters are self-inserts of Literally Me (or anyone else that i knew at the time). they are fully fleshed out fictional entities who have issues similar to my own, but far from unique to me. i have actual autobiographical comics which i would consider Personal and About My Experiences. i'm fine with people drawing any of my characters from any of my stories. i think it kind of comes with the territory of posting your characters publicly.

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As far as I remember, or like years ago, you’ve used sai right? Sai or sai2(man the brush engines better and Binary brushes feel smoother..) but I also saw you used procreate at some point for that one Jessie draw- which digital programs have you used that you enjoy the most for different things, or which kind of traditional medium for example also, is interesting and/or satisfying? Have been doing lots of ref and tutorial searching and looking at art inspiration for the direction I wanna take my stuff and I was curious about your preferred setup; I just like to hear people’s workflow and what they use to create what they do. I think it’s neat. Also if this is too long sorry 😅

I use sai 2. I switched to sai once oekaki became more and more inoperable. The binary style aspect ended up sticking. Oekaki has limited layer capabilities and this rewarded a simpler pixel style that was more easily edited. I still miss the ease of using pixelated screen tones in oekaki. There are other programs that can make them, but not how oekaki did. But I prefer sai 2 most now.

I use clip studio for larger scale images like print pages for its more versatile and expensive selection of brushes. It has unique settings that still allow me to turn these brushes into pixelated work without anti-aliasing artifacts. There is a setting for level of anti-aliasing, but this is often not enough for more complex brushes using spraying patterns. Using the "replace alpha" blending mode forces many brushes into a binary color mode because drawn on top of a solid color the brush's color can only be 100% opaque. The binary layer color mode also allows you to do this. Both of the latter options often only let you do this with black and white. I usually do this to be able to transfer it back to sai 2 where it's more comfortable to work in. I also use it for its ability to produce text in multiple sizes without anti-aliasing. Sai 2's text tool is fairly primitive.

I use Aseprite for animating. It is mostly for pixel art. It reminds me of an animation program I used to use a long time ago called easytoon due to its simplicity though...

For traditional I prefer paint pens (I mostly use poscas). Gel pens are okay but very small and cheaply made. I really wish someone would make paint pen versions of gel pens. I also had a big black and white plain ink and hatching phase a long time ago. Generally I gravitate towards opaque materials that make the process feel straightforward. The ability to "erase" or white out mistakes for correction is one of the most important qualities in a medium to me.

Less opaque, more time-consuming layered media yield more textured and nuanced results, but I hate few things as much as ruining a piece of art irrecoverably over a relatively small mistake be that accidentally pilling the paper or drawing a line wrong or splashing watercolor the wrong way. Mixed media was fun, but I just prefer having more purpose to what I'm doing. When I'm too preoccupied with the aesthetics I waste a ton of time on useless tweaking or experimenting that never goes anywhere.