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Maybe In Another World

"If you gave someone your heart and they died, did they take it with them? Did you spend the rest of forever with a hole inside you that couldn't be filled?"

warning: death, blood, angst

Apocalyptic future donnie x reader (can be read as platonic or however you want)

Bits and pieces of once beautiful, proud standing buildings now decaying on the ground, pink gum wrapped around them marking its presence, large rocks the shape of spears emerging from the deepest parts of hell into the once green, enchanted globe. Dust dancing around slowly filling my lungs with a slow death, hopefully a peaceful one. Unlikely, however, I'm told it's a good quality to be optimistic. Mikey would be proud.. Right? Then again i'm mostly far beyond from recovering,

Calloused hands stiff and a victim of repeated harsh tasks that i said were easy, not making me break even a single sweat, you not allowed to be weak in an apocalyptic world, its survival of the fittest out here, i learnt the hard way, even if you try and try it's impossible to save everyone and useless, we don't have the support to help everyone. It's hard to move my eyes around, it's as if I'm crawling through a desert, everything feels so dry but it feels like I'm sweating a lake. I feel so empty, everythings kind of peaceful right now, I never thought I would experience a quiet moment since the start of this recheted downfall on my and many other lives. Mothers, fathers, sisters, brothers, children…..

HGK!

Why is everything starting to burn? It's slow but it hurts, my skin itches but i can't move , i can't move? Why can't I move? My matted tangles locs becoming more reteched smelling and dirtier by the second. Salty drops start to run down my face, my eyes becoming less dry, its getting easier to see. There's a small blur of purple coming my way, its too far to make out what it could be but as it comes closer I can understand who it is. I want to say ‘hello Donnie’  but only my lips move and not a sound comes through them, it's weird though i don't feel motivated to say hi. I’ve always loved greeting people, maybe thinking that it would  give everyone a little bit of hope that we will get out of this piece of shit world alive. He's kneeling down beside me, his eyes are shaking… he looks scared? Not like him, he's quite ‘idgaf’ about everything. He's saying something, i can't make out what the ringing in my earring is becoming louder, more uncomfortable. I’m pulled up and placed with my back leaning onto a small mountain of bricks. Dark green hands swiftly moving its way to wrap around my bloody waist.

Bloody?

Blood?

Why am I bleeding? I thought I was careful, apparently not. He looks at me as if saying sorry, i look back not really connecting the dots before he puts pressure on a wound i didn't know i had, and its if in that moment i woke up. I can hear the screaming of children, the bones that the resistance is stepping on trying to flee to safety. A hole in my lower torso spilling red profusely, how am I alive? I should be long gone. The intense taste of blood fills my mouth, spilling out uncontrollably. He just stares, i never seen anyone who looks so helpless, i don't like it, i want to hug him and tell him everything is going to be ok, it's not though. We both know it. Everything hurts, I feel like I'm on fire, I need to move, do something to try to get rid of this pain but I physically can not, my body has given up. I don't want to give up yet. There's so much still to do. I'm not ready. But I have to be, there isn't much of a choice. With the very last strength I had I was able to lift my hand, my bruised, abused hand and it rest on the side of his face. I try to voice my last words.  

“I’m so proud”

Tears flowing down mixing with the blood splattered around my face. I try to get one last look but my body doesn't allow me to, it is trying to get me to rest and give up. I'm not ready but I wasn't ready for my world to become…this. I'm never gonna be ready, I think I'm starting to accept that. Maybe in another world we all lived together, happily.

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OK so i know i haven't been active so muchhh but that's because i got lazy. womp womp so i'll be catching up on my requests but! i'm also falling into a new interest. HAZBIN HOTEL. whoops

anywho request rules are still the same( look above to see them) but i wanna also start writing for hazbin hotel cuzzz im falling down a rabbit hole

thanks for reading my rambles :)

Hello! I Hope you're doing good, are requests open? If so what are the rules?

hellooo, my request are open! i'm just kinda slow at getting to them since i have like 10 drafts i have to finish off

i write for ROTTMNT, 2012 TMNT, Bayverse turtles and mutant mayhem

what i will do:

fluff

angst

suggestive stuff not full on nsfw though. like i'll do kissing and stuff like that

i write for f!reader and gn!reader. i don't write for m!reader. sorry!

i do platonic and romantic. i also love to do sibling!reader

i can write stuff for comfort (mental health)

what i wont do:

full on nsfw

t-cest, i won't write sibling romantically because ew

oc's

minor x adult

[popcat69]

Hello! I Hope you're doing good, are requests open? If so what are the rules?

hellooo, my request are open! i'm just kinda slow at getting to them since i have like 10 drafts i have to finish off

i write for ROTTMNT, 2012 TMNT, Bayverse turtles and mutant mayhem

what i will do:

fluff

angst

suggestive stuff not full on nsfw though. like i'll do kissing and stuff like that

i write for f!reader and gn!reader. i don't write for m!reader. sorry!

i do platonic and romantic. i also love to do sibling!reader

i can write stuff for comfort (mental health)

what i wont do:

full on nsfw

t-cest, i won't write sibling romantically because ew

oc's

minor x adult

[popcat69]

Rambles

warning: lots of swearing!!!

like imagine the bayverse turtles with a overly sarcastic and kinda bitchy reader but not to them. friend or sibling. it would be so funny

i got these from class of 09 so credits to them Xx

reader: I'll slit your fucking throat

some random girl: are you threatening me?

reader: no i'm hitting on you, flash me a titty, bitch

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*in school or smh*

some girl again: um, i feel like you might not be considering my own situation too.

counselor: good, now ______ please respond using your own 'i feel' statement

reader: uhh, i feel you're a conniving fuck bitch. How's that?

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teacher: your excused sweetie. but work on that foul language

reader: work on getting a fucking therapist holy shit!

[popcat69]

how do you think rottmnt leo would deal with his s/o sometimes getting on top of him or pinning him down to make him behave when he is in a bratty mood and pushing buttons too much? S/o doesn’t realise the compromising position they are in while Leo is so focused on how close they are and s/o suddenly gets off him when it seems like he’s calming down (fluster him for once). They innocently don’t know what they have done to Leo. They just know it’s the only way to make him behave 😂

a/n:i woke up and saw 5 new messages in my inbox and im just like omd

Warnings: swearing, leo being an ass like always

“Umm no your holding that wrong”

“No i think im holding it right”

“Sure you are.”

You just look at him like your about to kill him

“I don't appreciate the sarcasm leonardo”

“I don't appreciate the way you cant hold a fork”

“You have 3 fingers i don't think i’m the one who can't hold a fork properly”

“Whatever”

“I will kill you”

“I'd like to see you try”

And he just sees your eyes light up and he's like oh fuck

You leap on him straddling his waist with an angry look on your face and you pin down his arms 

He's blushing so much

His face looks like he's going to explode 

And you just keep a straight ass face and say..

“What were you saying”

“N-nothing”

And you gain this smug ass look on you face

“That's what i thought”

You do this every time he piss you off and it sets him straight so fast is insane

You don't know why but it works

So you just go with it

Fucking hilarious

He’s speaking in tongues for the next half an hour

You just get off him and after and walk away like nothing happens

He stays laying on the couch trying to understand what happened

His face

Omd

He's so shocked

But bro in love more every single time

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Hey so if you haven’t already had this one yet ,

I’m really getting into the southern accent right now so how would the boys react if y/n used nicknames only for them including sugar, sweet heart and doll?

I just think it would be so cute !

Thank you and remember to eat and drink drink something:))

a/n: heyy sorry i’ve been off for so long just been really busy recently Xx 

Warning: swearing

Raph:

He loves your accent!

Honestly so soothing for him

Usually gets you little things just to hear you call him nickname

“Aww thanks sugar, you didn't have too”

Blushes so red whenever you call him that

Like really red

He really likes when you two just cuddle after not seeing each other for some time and he just loves to listen to you ramble on about your day

“I reckon, she was pulling a hissy fit!”

Leo:

Leo always doing dumb shit

He try to do good but messes it up and everyone get mad at him

So you there to comfort him

“You have a good heart honey, just a fuzzy head”

Got that from helluva boss ^^

I think i spelt that wrong^

idc^

Finds your accent really funny when u get mad

Half the time he just doesn't understand what you're saying

Loves it

Donnie

When he first met you he didn't really care for your accent 

But now he always wants to hear you talk

Will spend hours on calls with you when hes working on a project just to hear you talk to him

Loves when you call him darlin’ 

Can and will melt into putty when you do so

“I’m going to jerk you bald! or I’m going to skin you alive!”

Finds it hot when your mad

Cute and mean

Hatesss when your mad at him though

Your accent becomes like a comfort thing for him

Mikey

I feel like he would love to listen to you rant on about stuff to him

The longer hes around you the more phrases he picks up

“Love ya doll”

Blushes SO FUCKING HARD

Will learn to understand you when your angry and your accent becomes really thick

Will do things for you just to make you melt and say “awww bless your heart”

He WILL Giggle like a school girl 

Its so cute

[popcat69]

rambles

Ok ok imagine like you and the turtles and april because i love her are like just sitting on the couch and aprils scrolling through Tiktok or something and the most vile song comes up and you start singing along and their like wtf. even better if your mikey's age so your younger then the rest and their just like where did hear this

y/n (just scrolling through your phone while singing along to the song): pussy so good, had to save that shit for later~ took her to the kitchen fucked her right there on the table–

Raph just snaps his head around to you

Leos trying not to laugh

Donnie is looking at you judging you

And mikey’s jaw just drops

Aprils just like ok whatever 

I’m dying omd this is so bad i cant get this out of my head

[popcat69]

Hello! I love reading your headcanons and if it wouldn’t be too much trouble could you do a Donnie x a reader who likes science and inventing as well? That maybe like to hang out and work together and other things in his lab /nf No pressure ofc, but if you do tysm!!

A/N: not sure if you wanted me to write this as platonic or romantic so their friends BUT have feelings for eachother just don't know how to tell one another. Im amazing i know 

Warnings: none

You are a very special ‘friend’

Donnie loves having you over when he's working on something in the lab

You have your own chair which had been designed for you!

I want one..

Anyway

Movie nights!

You guys have so much fun watching bad science films and just making fun of how unrealistic they are

“What do they mean ‘the dinosaurs depend on lysine supplements from the staff so they couldn’t survive outside the park’, lysine is present in every food! SCOFF!”

^you guys where watch jurassic park btw

Also! D loves to do projects together when he has time

“y/n, can you pass the screw driver?”

“Which one?”

“The screwdriver…”

“You have 20! EACH IN A DIFFERENT SHADE OF PURPLE!”

“you just don't understand class!”

So much fun honesty

Both you guys never sleep.

Everyones concerned

“Guys.. its way past midnight go to sleep”

“NO!”

You love sending science memes to him

But he finds them annoying sometimes

So you just reply 

“You just don't understand class”

*Donnie than preceding to send you a whole ass paragraph*

Always helps you when having to revise for a exam

But he’ll just interrupt you mid talking to ask you

“How do levers create energy if the conservation of energy does not allow energy to be created?”

“Im not studying for a physics test!”

I would think your the one that got donnie into playing music as he works 

Before he would just find it as a distraction and now he can't focus without it

You got him noise cancelling headphones one time

He probs fell in love right there and then

AAAAAHHHH

[popcat69]

Confession first kiss scenarios pls ♥️ PLEASE

A/N: I LOVE FIRST KISS SCENARIOS. Also im real shit at doing confessions so i kinda left it out sorry! Also im sleep deprived. ehhhh

Warnings: kissing

Raph:

When you guys started dating he wanted to take it slow because it's his first relationship and you understand so you agree.

Hes kind of nervous to kiss you bc of his snaggle tooth and doesn't want to hurt you by accident and you just have to calm down that fear of his

He’ll probably ask to kiss you for the first time when he's had a long day and stopped by to see you 

REALLY nervous.

He shaking probably

You given him small pecks on his cheek and snout and he lets out a very flustered laugh 

RSTDYFUGBHKJNL

But now you're actually gonna kiss him 

His heart is literally gonna explode

You cup his cheek and give him a kiss on his lips

It was sweet but short 

Lovessss it

As you the relationship becomes more serious he's the one to usually kiss you and will hold you with his hands

Omd

“Come here sweetheart”

Brain:dead, heart:beating a million miles per min

Leo

He's probably the one to kiss u first honestly

But he's never done it before

Soooo

He'd probably do it if your like really tired and would just peck you on the lips

So nervous

Your wide awake now

“What was that?”

“Don't know what your talking about”

He's looking away and like sweat is dripping down his face

“Hey, look at me”

Turns his head to you 

Doesn't know why he did it 

almost as if it was instinct

“Listen i-”

“Lemme show you how it's done”

You smirk before pouncing on him plastering his face with kisses

My heart can't rn

Laughs a giggles fill the room

So sweet

I cant

aAHHHHHHHHHH

Donnie:

Donnie would also want to take relationships slowly 

I don't think he would be one to rush into things

You would take things at his pace

So he would probably be the one to kiss you

When he feels ready he’ll try to get himself like all hyped up and stuff but then something doesn't go his way then he scraps the thought

You can't tell me this boy is not a perfectionist

I swear

Lets sayyyyy

It's late in his lab he's working on something new and your scrolling on your phone 

Soft giggles escaping your lips every now and then

And he just looks at you everytime

You just look so pure and full of laughter 

He couldn't be anymore happier to have you in his life

“Your laughter is distracting”

“Oh is it? Sorry”

“No worries. I can think of a way to keep you quite for a minute”

AND THEN SMOOCH

TDRFTGYHUJKJIOP

I CAN NOT

WHY DID I MAKE HIM FLIRTEY 

WHERE DID THIS CONFIDENCE COME FROM DONNIE!??

Mikey:

My sweet sweet boy

Omd

You guys would be on the floor mikey drawing and your just watching him do so

But like you get bored after a few minutes

“Mikeyyy im bored”

“You wanna draw with me”

“Meh”

He just laughs and gives you a poke on the side

You flinch away

He gives you a look before pouncing onto you and tickling you to hell

“MIKKKKEEYYYY”

“YOU SAID YOU WERE BORED!”

“MIKEYYYYYYYY”

Stops after a bit and lets you catch your breath

Tears streaming down you face from laughter 

Thinks your look adorableeee

And kisses you

“Not so bored anymore?”

[popcat69]

Love this

Pov: your sibling is a bitchass liar.

(Click for better quality pls)

[popcat69]

heyyy soo i been thinkingggg, im going to start being open to suggestive themes but NO full on nsfw beacuse i said so.

any requests please put in my ask box *smiley face*

[popcat69]

Hi I like your work and I was wondering if you could write rise Raph x reader, like the reader is really sweet and loving but the minute someone is being rude to Raph, the reader is all sassy and insulting that person until they apologize to Raph.

Stay safe and stay hydrated

warning: swearing

notes: ong my insults are very weird. not sure how i feel about this

When you guys started dating he was so shy? 

I guess? idk what's the word

You can literally smell his worry stink from a mile

Does he have a flustered stink?

You try to find out

He does

Y'all are literally sweeter than sugar

Donnies gagging in the background

Always giving gifts to him

Mostly plushies

But like the small cubby ones

No rabbits

He’s made that clear

He’s protected you from danger so many times

In dept honestly

Seeing him in action makes you feel interesting

“Are you ok!?”

“I don't think i’ve ever been more attracted to you”

“HUH?!”

So sweet

Always laying together in bed 

Loves playing with your hair

You don't let anyone say anything about him

“Why are you dating a turtle?”

“Why not?”

“Ew”

“At least he can get a partner AND treats them amazing”

Loves you

Loves going on walks with you in the yokai city

BUT there was this one time

“Excuse me can you not walk here you're scaring my kid”

“O-oh sorry!”

You give him a look

“Miss your kid is literally sleeping in your stroller”

“Well they’ll be frightened when they wake up!”

Your looking at this woman like what is she on?

“Not our problem”

“Excuse you!” she yells as she grabs Raphs arm as you try to walk off with Him and you turn around to face her. you looking furious

“Keep your crippled disgusting hands to yourself. Fucking Bitch.”

Raph literally has to drag you away from her 

“Maybe you could have said it nicer?”

“Maybe i could have *CENSORED* ”

“Umm lets not, please”

Never want to make u angry

Has seen your pissed off side and never wants to experience it

but still always loves you

[popcat69]

I was re-watching rottmnt and

I can't breathe 😭 his face

What was in Dallas Splints?

OMG HAHAHHh. Honestly he looks like a scared cat. I CAN NOT

[popcat69]

sleepy cuddles

Soft silky sheet draped over you as you hugged your turtle. You let out a soft whine as you bury your face into his neck. Your chest slowly rises as you breathe steadily. A soft aroma of vanilla fills the room you both are in and Leo's phone on a low volume as he scrolls through the internet. You grumble looking at him.

“Put your phone down.” you mutter and look up at him. Your head is still on his shoulder and your hair spread out on the bed. He looks down at your giving you a soft smile and brings his hand up to slowly run his fingers through your hair.

“I will. Just few more minutes, ok?” He says holding you closer but you still have your annoyed look plastered over your face.

“Leonardo Hamato turn your phone off and sleep. Its past midnight” you grumble. Your tone strict as you speak.

“Wow using my full name now are we?” Leo laughs softly you face doesn't change as he laughs and he slowly starts to sheepishly look at you.

“Ok ok” he turns off his phone before turning to look at you and pulls up the cover over himself.

“Is that better Mi Amor?” He asks now facing you as his hand snakes around your waist pulling you closer. Surprised, you let out a small squeak. And he laughs.

“What was that?”

“Oh like you don't make any weirder nosies without shame” you laugh as well staring at him. You wrap your legs around him pulling your body closer to his and you try to wrap your arms around him slowly scratching the back of his neck and moving down to his shell. Soft churrs fill the room and you smile.

“I guess so” he mumbles between his soft churrs

“Goodnight”

“Goodnight” 

[popcat69]

Hi!

heyyyy

[popcat69]

is it just me, or am i the only one requesting???

OMG i didnt even realise that i've been mostly doing your requests! i just pick the ones that give me the motivation to do. *laughing emoji*

i guess i just really like your requests <3

[popcat69]

Heloow! may i request a youngest sibling! reader x rottmnt turtles(platonic) where the reader feels like shes fat cause someone in their class made fun of them and then they started starving themselves, then the turtles finally found out like after 2 days cause they arent hyper active per usual , then they start venting to their brothers about this and they try their best to show reader that shes perfect and she dosent need to starve their selves, Thank you!

❤️❤️

Warning: eating disorder, starvation 

Notes: if anyone ever feels like this my messages are always open to anyone <3 please please don't ever try to starve yourself. You will never feel happier, you won't know when to stop. don't do it, it's not worth risking your happiness and freedom.

You would scroll through your socials always looking at others. How their life is more fun and how happy they look but they look better than you, skinnier than you. You like the way you look… well liked the way you look. You can't stand looking at yourself in the mirror anymore. You feel sick everytime. You're not overweight, you're perfectly average but it doest feel like that. You start saying up later watching makeup tutorials on how to do the perfect winged eyeliner or how to make your skin glow, as well as waking up hours earlier just to do your hair and make yourself look over the top. If you don't try enough you stand out but if you try hard you stand out. You keep getting called out on it at school and it's draining you at this point.

Your alarm goes off as you groan slowly, opening your eyes. 5 am… you sigh, grabbing your phone and scrolling through your socials looking at stalking every gorgeous, skinner, better looking girl from your year. Without noticing you realise half an hour has passed. You groan as you get out of your bed making your way to your bathroom and taking a shower before brushing your teeth. You pick out a mediocre outfit. Just some jeans and a hoodie. You can't help but stare at the mirror. Why can't I look like them? What am I doing wrong? You spend around an hour putting on makeup covering up every small thing you viewed as imperfect. You’ve got around 15 minutes left before you leave. You make your way to the kitchen seeing your brothers. Donnie is helping Mikey cook as Leo sleepy looks at the kitchen counter and Raph tries to wake him up.

Mikey perks up hearing your footsteps. You notice this. Am I that heavy to make such loud steps?

“Morning! I’ve made you your favourite! Pancakes with strawberries!” he says with a smile looking proudly at you. Your stomach drops hearing this. You can't eat that. You're supposed to be on a diet. Supposed to try to look better but you keep a smile on your face.

“I'm so sorry Mikey but I'm not really hungry” you say rubbing your arm hoping he would just brush it off. Donnie however looks at you confused and Leo slowly lifts his head up to Raph giving him a look.

“Dear sister, you must eat. How will you pay attention in class?”

“Really, i'm not hungry” 

“ok , just make sure you eat some lunch ok?” 

“I will Raph, don't worry” you give him a smile before leo looks at you squinting his eyes

“Hermana! Are you wearing makeup?” you freeze a bit. you didn't put a lot.

“Umm ya” leo looking suspiciously at you

“Not trying impress someone are you?” he grins mischievously and Donnie proceeds to fake a gag. Mikey thought he was actually going to puke and pushed him out the kitchen. You laugh.

“What? No! Just… wanting to try something different. Why? Does it look bad?”

“Of course not! If you start wanting to wear it more often you can ask April for some tips. That might be a good idea”

“Ok ya i will. I’ve got to go now or else i'll be late”

“See you later!”

You nod before making your way out the lair with your lunch that mikey had handed to you before you left. 

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Shit. That's how you would describe your day, absolutely shit. You didn't eat your lunch because some of the girls decided to be asses today.

“Are you sure you want to eat today?”

“You know, if you lose a bit of wight you might be noticed”

You cried to yourself in the bathroom stall at lunch. What did I do? You're walking home and pass by a dumpster. You look at it for a few seconds before taking your lunch out the bag and throwing it in the bin without hesitation. You don't need mikey asking why you haven't eaten. It's not important. 

You make your way back to the lair and as you enter you see. No one. They must be out on patrol, you thought. You make your way to your room and you see a note on your door.

Hey sis! Your amazing brothers are out on patrol right now but there is some leftover lunch in the fridge. Help yourself!

You laugh to yourself and ignore it before walking into your room and closing your door. You feel so tired, so drained you just pass out on your bed.

Next day is the same but this time you had a bit of breakfast and counted the calories making sure to burn them after. You had also weighed yourself wondering what's the perfect weight. When you came home that day your brothers were out on patrol again. You sigh seeing the same note on your door but probably by Leo because you don't know how in hell you read that. The handwriting was interesting to say the least. This becomes a routine now until You start to feel dizzy all the time. Maybe just sleep it off. You do your nightly routine and pass out.

The door slowly opens. You whine covering your eyes from the light that seeps into your room.

“Raph?”

“Hey ___”

You just close your eyes and sigh as Raph walks closer to your bed.

“You feeling ok? You’ve been falling asleep earlier than usual. School taking a toll on you?”

You just nod your head not knowing what to say

“Thought so, just rest up and we’ll make a good breakfast for you” your eyes shoot open at these words. Your stomach cramps up as you cry

“____! You ok?”

You run to the bathroom as Raph calls for donnie. You crouch over the toilet before throwing up. Your vision is blurry before looking up to see Donnie and Leo. your purple brother visibly cringes at the sight as Leo runs up next to you holding your hair up. You cry as you look up to see Mikey and Raph enter with worried eyes on you. Leo helps you up before Mikey helps you wash your face at the sink.

“What's wrong with her? Does she have food poisoning?” Mikey looks at his brothers as if he was about to cry

“No, she only vomited bile, her stomach is empty, it's not food poisoning” Leo said. You grip onto Mikey finding it hard to stand up by yourself.

“____? It's ok” Raph rubbed your back trying to calm you down.

“Only bile? ___ when was the last time you ate?” you freeze looking up at Donnie

“Answer! When was the last time you ate a full meal? A proper meal?” you burst into tears again

“I dont know!” you shout making mikey and leo flinch

‘I dont know…I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. I didnt think” you breath hitches as it speeds up. Your brother sighs as he crouches in front of you

“Breathe” you take a deep breath slowly calming down. Your brothers look at each other

“Raph will take you back to bed”

“I’ll get you some water”

Raph carries you back to bed as Leo comes back with a glass of water in his hand. He gives it to you as you accept it with shaking hands. You don't like this, you don't like the way they stare at you. You feel so helpless and so lost.

“____… what happened?” mikey starts

“I don't know..”

“Why haven't you eaten?”

“I…i don't know!”

“____.. Answer”

“I don't know! I just feel like shit! I hate the way I look, the way I talk, the way I act, the way I walk. I hate this body! I wanna be better, look better, look prettier! I don't know”

“W-what?” Mikey looks up at you with glossy eyes as you glance back at him with your own

“Hermana..you are absolutely perfect the way you are, ok?”

“Exactly, you don't need to change the way you are. We think you're perfect!”

“Ok but others Dont!”

“Stop thinking about what others think. And starving yourself isn't the right way to go about this! You can die!”

You don't know what to say, you just look at them helplessly.

“You can't keep doing this.”

“You need to get better. Promise us you’ll get better”

You hesitate you’ve grown to kind of like the feeling of being hungry now you crave it

“I…i”

“We will help you ok?”

“O-ok”

“We will help you get better, feel better about yourself”

Before you know it your surrounded by your favourite people in the world hugging you tightly scared to let you go as if you’ll break