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@missbigbuds

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me: *gets emotional* me, later: embarassing!

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Feeding my inner bi kid who never got to have a flag in their room, but I'm an adult now and I don't have to worry about that shit

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We go drive thru @missbigbuds

I don’t want to turn in assignments, I want to sit passenger seat in my best friends car, order strawberry milkshakes in a drive thru, drive somewhere remote, and scream until our voices crack.

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I used to get so excited for my birthday, I would count down from 100+ days getting happier each day like a kid in a candy store and $100 to go wild it was my day, its a feeling I can't even describe anymore sitting here I can't find the words I'm stumbling over the thought that I was ever that happy over a day now im dreading having to wake up tomorrow knowing I've made it another year, another trip around the sun this day that used to make me so happy now feels like it's draining me.

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So I spent most of my life thinking I was an empath because I can feel others energies and emotions, but as of today during a psych appointment it turns out that was just the Borderline Personality Disorder doing its job and now im rethinking my entire life and actually understanding some of the things I've done in my life that people called being a troubled child. This all came up because I was scared that I was showing signs of being manic, my mother and her mother are both manic so I was scared that I too was going to be, but that wasn't the case.

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Wouldn't be Christmas without tears!

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Words are so fake like humans just realized they could make noises and assigned those noises to objects and shit and then made it complicated.

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Being fully aware of your mental illnesses is fucked, on one hand I know I have self destructive behavior bubbling up in me but on the other hand imma still do it.

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It is November 30th and there is some dude outside yelling ho ho ho into what sounds like a loudspeaker they have for parades..... why

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Adventures in university pt.2, a student in my anatomy and physiology class asked in chat "yo Dr."L" you good G?" Our prof. Looking quite tired said out loud "I dont know how to perceive this but yeah im good" man I love college.

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TDS, February 11, 2015

Jordan Klepper looks at the issue of sex education in schools

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If a woman has a heartbeat you can’t tell her what to do with her goddamn body!