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[quartzdoesthisnow]

SLAY AS ITS THE 2ND !!

— 📜 (ENDER)

this pride month, let’s send some positivity to:

trans systems, whether one member is trans or many

systems who use neopronouns/xenogenders

systems who are all/majority queer

systems who only have a few queer members

systems with complicated relationships with sexuality/romance/gender

systems who all have different genders/sexualities/romantic orientations

systems who don’t know their gender/orientation

systems who use many labels/pronouns

systems who only use a few labels/pronouns

systems who identify solely as queer

systems who use the label queer among many others

systems who are gnc, whether it’s everyone or just one member

systems who don’t fit into any neat boxes of identity

systems who have one partner

systems who have multiple partners

systems who are aroace because they are, and that label fits

systems who are aroace because of trauma, you’re still valid for that!!

systems on HRT

systems who are not on/never want to be on HRT

systems who want top surgery/implants

systems who don’t want top surgery/implants

systems who want bottom surgery

systems who don’t want bottom surgery

systems with one majority orientation

systems who are confused on their orientation because of their systemhood

systems who don’t know what to label themselves yet, but are not cishetallo

systems who thought they were one gender/sexuality, which later changed

transmasc gnc systems, transfem gnc systems, and everyone in between and outside of those labels

systems whose label changes depending on who is hosting the system

basically, big big shout out to fellow queer systems, i love you and i hope you all have a very merry pride month!!

endos/tulpas dni

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FUCKING RACCONS MAN !! THESE FUCKERS ARE SO UGH AND DJDJDNFNFH !! LETS NOT FORGET POSSUMS LOVE THOSE BITCHASS SEWER CREATURES !! UGH TRASH PANDAS AND SEWER CREATURES + SKUNKS !! OMFG UNLIKED ANIMALS!

[quartzdoesthisnow]

Never hurt a reader ;

Well you may wonder "Why do you say such a thing?" , well you see readers have the ability to make this person in their mind that, is like you yes but what they 'believe' you to be, a false reality or figment of a person. No matter how harmful you are to them they will forgive you, at least that's what most do, but do not try your luck. A forgiving loving fairytale that ends with no "I love you".

But it is all fake, it is untrue. A readers mind is a lovely place, charming and happy while the outside world is blunt and fake. So no, I will again say never hurt a reader, because they never will recover from a broken fairytale with pain and suffering. So yes, say "I love you" when you can.

A reader will take it to heart, if given the chance.

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"What did I do to deserve this?" I ask to the void, it's dark and gloomy, My mind, is it even my own now?

There was a long pause before a sudden voice speaks.

"You did everything!" hissed a voice in the dark, was it just my mind playing tricks or was it a real voice? Who?

I question if it was real, if it didn't happened would I be ok? Would I be unafraid of those who hurt me? I ache.

"What did I do?" I repeat, a little louder this time. My tone laced with confusion and sadness. I am in pain.

Tears prick my eyes, I fall to my knees, What did I do?

"Hush child, you are okay." spoke a voice, soft and gentle not laced with malice and harm like the other.

I look around, like I did before but to no avail, no one.

"Where is mommy?" asks a small squeaky voice, I spot it in the void, it wanders over slowly with the soft voice.

I question who they are, why they're here? where'd they came from? Why did they appear now, why now? Why?

Those two were the first I had saw, the soft voice, wow, adult, Tall and safe and the small voice, younger than I.

Another voice pipes up, "I want to go home! I don't like it here!", It was just as scared as I am, terrified of now.

The angered voice shouts at it, "Why do you care? You're stuck here!" it'd shout, Its all so confusing to me.

"Why are you all here? What did I do? I want to be normal! I want to be okay, I didnt choose this!" I shout.

The voices mummer, I try to block them out, I want to be okay. Can I block them out? I question it, why this?

———

why am I like this? I ask, I'll ask it over and over again.

[quartzdoesthisnow]

Let's normalize "You're a large system, that's okay, you're coping" or "Small systems are just as valid as large systems". Everyone is valid, Accepting that the trauma happened and you're safe now is the best feeling. Feeling that you are not there, you are free. You are safe, It's hard in the beginning to say, "I'm okay, I'm safe" or adapting to sayings we / us.

No matter how you recover, you are valid and welcome to a community of others who have the same disorder / similar disorder and want the best for you throughout your recovery.

[quartzdoesthisnow]

Physics >>>

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