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sending you an ask for either James March or Jimmy Darling: reader was open minded, didnt judge and even if others only saw their own flaws, she mentioned their best qualities! But her kind heart was the one thing in her favor (according to herself) She was plain, neither slim or curvy, just some boring in between... And loving her closest friend made her feel even more insignificant- so when he admits to have found someone, she simply gives a hug and says that she is so happy for his sake...

I'm starting it tonight 💛

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Hi! before considering sending an ask, anything to think about beforehand? no-nos, preferred themes etc? just wondering...

I haven't done a whole lot of smut, but I've been wanting to try to get better at it.

My brain is kind of fighting me at this point so I'm not writing right now, but if you want to send me your ask I'll definitely try working on it! 💛

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If you are in the US or Canada, text HOME to 741-741 if you'd rather not speak over the phone. There are other countries listed on their website as well. I've used this multiple times before. You don't have to battle this alone 💛

https://www.crisistextline.org/

There’s no shame in needing to call this number! You are important and deserve help if you need it.

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Sticks, crisped autumn leaves, and rocks crunched beneath Dean's boots as he ran through the woods. "Y/n? Y/N!" Dean breathlessly shouted. Buckling over, Dean wheezed as he tried to catch his breath. His legs burned with exhaustion. He was tired and felt weak. God knows how long he had been running for, to him it felt like he'd been running forever.

"Dean, is that you?"

His ears perked up as he heard that soft, familiar voice. A smile twitched on his sweat beaded lips "Yes, I'm coming baby!" Dean's head hung low as he took a few deep breaths before standing up and running again.

Before he knew it, he was running through a flowery field. He took a look behind him, but couldn't see the woods. Only the flowery field that seemed to go on endlessly.

"Dean?"

Dean's head snapped towards the voice. His eyes watered as he looked Y/n up and down. "Y/n," Dean breathed out as tears slid down his face "I've missed you,"

"I have too!" Y/n ran into Dean's arms, holding onto him tightly as he lifted her up and spun in circles "I love you so much. I love you so so much,"

Dean gently put Y/n down, tucking a stray strand of hair behind her ear before kissing her gently "I love you too," Dean held her close to him, his hands trailing down her warm skin. "You feel alive," Dean took a deep breath as he pressed his lips against her forehead, soaking up the scent of her favorite conditioner.

"But I'm not,"

Her words stabbed at Dean's heart. He knew she wasn't alive. In fact, he was the one who held her as she took her last breaths. He knew the truth, but she was here. He could talk to her. He could hold her. He could kiss her. He could smell her beautiful perfume. He could love her again. Either this was real or-

"It's not your time. Live for the both of us. When it's time, you'll know. You'll be right back here where we can be together forever. Take care of Sam. He needs you," Y/n kissed Dean's hand before looking up at the sky "I have to go now. It's time to wake up, Dean," Y/n gave Dean one last kiss before walking away.

Dean tearfully watched Y/n walk away "A-are you happy?"

Y/n stopped in her tracks before turning around with the biggest smile. A smile that instantly warmed Dean's heart. "I have everything here. Everything except for you, but I can and I will wait for you. I'm happy here. Hell, I've never been happier!" Y/n spun in a circle with her arms outstretched. Dean nodded as he wiped away his tears. "Don't worry about me. I'm okay. Wake up,"

The sound of the hospital monitors beeped, filling the emptiness of the room along with the occasional page flip from Sam's book. Dean twitched his nose, bothered by the uncomfortable breathing tubes. Running his dry tongue along his chapped lips, he could still taste Y/n's flavored chapstick. A tear slipped down his face as he longed for just one more minute with her.

✌ 08/26/2020

Tags: @morguleth @yeolliedokai @akshi8278

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Happy birthday!! ✨

Thank you!!

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A/N: I made this on a whim after spotting this lovely gif. I'm on mobile right now, so I did not link my masterlist but you can find it on my Tumblr! I was hoping to be able to post today! One of the best birthday gifts I could give myself right now, so I hope that you all enjoy this little fic 💛 Thank you all!

Date: 08/17/2020

Tags: @morguleth @yeolliedokai @akshi8278

"Hey hey hey!" Dean lightly smacked Sam's hand before continuing to type on the worn library keyboard. Sam glanced down at his hand before quickly looking back onto the screen "But De-"

"Hush Sam, I almost got it!" Dean waved his hand at Sam, signaling him to be quiet. Sam heavily sighed, reaching over Dean again to get control of the mouse "I'm just trying to tell y-" "Didn't I tell you to not touch?" Dean growled, swatting Sam's hand again "Just let me do what I need to do, alright?"

Sam sat back in the wooden chair with a small pout as he looked around the library. It was so quiet. So calm. So empty. "You didn't actually tell me to not touch the mouse..just thought you'd like to know," Sam huffed. "Leave the passive aggressiveness in middle school, Sammy. It's not a good look," Dean poked his tongue out as he concentrated on the screen.

"Bingo!" Dean smirked, pointing at the screen "Is this the beautiful Y/n that you were talking about?" Sam quickly looked at the screen. A smile perched on Dean's lips as he watched the biggest grin curl up on Sam's lips. "I haven't seen a smile that big in years," Dean placed his hand on Sam's shoulder as he stood up. "Get her number and let's get out of here,"

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22 today 😊💛

8/17/2020

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I've been MIA for awhile now. I've been struggling a lot with my mental health. I always urge others to get the help they need, so I'm going to start practicing what I preach. Writing has always been a big part of my life and has always come naturally to me, but right now I probably couldn't even write a paragraph which is a huge red flag to me. I've had issues with mental health for as long as I can remember, but right now it's very bad. It's taking a toll on my life and everyone in it. I'm not going to lie I'm scared of even getting help because past experiences weren't great, but I'm going to be brave about it.

I am going to keep writing fanfics. I think I only have one that is almost finished, but I'm going to try to post again soon. I want to apologize to those who requested a fic some time ago. I will try to write them still.

I want to thank everyone for your patience and continued support!

If you're struggling with mental help, PLEASE get help. It can be scary, but just know it's going to be worthwhile 💛 We're all in this together

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Hi so I’m rewatching supernatural and I’m on s2e1 and I was thinking what if they’re sister was in the car with them when the truck hit them and she died and they get taken to the hospital and she’s in the morgue and she doesn’t want to go with the reaper until she sees her brothers one last time. I’m in an angst moody rn lol

Oooh I love that! That's a great idea

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You are someone. You may not know where you fit in, what your future holds, but you are someone. You will always matter.

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Anyways donate to the red cross in Beirut to help the wounded from that aweful explosion. Lebanon has a corrupt government and any strange donation links could just be handing money to the goverment. The red cross is safe and is a guaranteed way of helping those affected by the explosion.

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Do you write for Oliver Thredson? 😊

I would! It'd be my first one of his

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What characters do you all write for American Horror Story?

I write for anyone! I haven't seen the newest season of AHS yet though, but I can always try to see how they are 😊

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I've been a bit inactive. My brain just does not want to cooperate, so I haven't been writing. I'm trying to give myself some time to get over this fog. Thank you for the continued support and patience! In the meantime, my inbox is still always open and I would love to connect with you all as always. You can ask me questions or tag me in things or even just talk to me!

I love you all ✌

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Hello; I just thought of a request for Sam: the reader has been with them since Stanford and in love with Sam too; after Dean gets back from Purgatory and Sam leaves Amelia, the reader gets jealous, they fight, she confesses her feelings and it turns smutty in the end.

I feel like I suck at smut, but I'm trying to get better at it so I hope I don't disappoint you on that part! I totally will do this though 💛 Thank you for the request

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Could u do a sam x reader based on the song the way that I love you by passenger unless u don’t do song fic’s wich is totally ok 👍

I'll definitely try that! I've never done one before. Thank you for the request!

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Could you do a Dandy mott x reader where Dandy wakes up from a nightmare and the reader comforts him? Thanks 🎪

I sure will ❤ thank you for the request