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[rainsecho]

I didn’t fall for you

I leaped

you called, said I could fly

I closed my eyes

stepped off the edge

never asking why

you caught me

lovely parachute

now we’re slowly drifting down

the water’s blue and crystal clear

so with you, I will drown

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I smiled for him

and now part of me will always frown

My heartbeat so fast for him

and now there’s a blunt scar

where I cut him out of me with a rusty blade

I took all my love

My tears

My happiness

My sadness

My time

My mind and body and soul

And laid it out before him

He did not take his shoes off

When he entered my soul

Everything was trampled

And dirtied

In the dust, choking and gasping and dying

I put an end to my misery

Those parts of me are healed

But numb

I have yet to regain feeling

She said she liked my smile

Even the hurt behind my eyes

She liked my eyes

Her hand was soft

Her lips were very sweet

My heart can’t feel though

And my body is far far away

And I have a screenshot of one girl

In my mind

She woke up butterflies in my stomach

I had to look away

and now I can’t look at anyone else

I am loving her in my dreams

where I’m safe from reality

the sky is pretty and clear

But I’m hiding in the night

And I do not want to dim the day

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The world is dizzy

the giddy sun laughs

drunk behind the rain clouds

The moon sings of pretty things

and all the stars fall for the lies,

Glittered, littered across the sky

My universe is now your eyes

In cat lives, you can have all mine

cross my heart, we’ll never die

You sang with the moon

And I fell for you with the stars

Peacefully delusional

I’m giddy as the sun

spinning in a lavender haze

drunk on your lavender hue

I don’t want to be dizzy

with anyone but you …

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Suddenly I find it hard to look her in the eye

I smile and I have to look away,

and my heart starts to beat faster

when I know she’s there

and my skin shivers under her stare

She leaned over to see

And her face was near mine,

and I couldn’t breathe

and now I’m scared again

I don’t know what to do with this heart,

or these feelings

and my brain chatters

about someone new every month or so, while she still has my heart

and it won’t let go

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Too many feelings, and too many thoughts, all lost in the look of your eyes

when your face is near

it sends shivers down my spine,

and I grow weak when you brush by

but I

don’t know what I feel

when I look you in the eye

but somehow, when you talk

my brain is calm

and my heart is happy and content,

and in the end,

whether

or not

we ever

touch

just let me be in your presence

let me bask the light of your soul.

Let me listen to your voice forever,

and let me stare at your eyes

while you talk about anything

and everything

and steal every last bit of my heart

because I don’t have to be touching you

to be warmed by you

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I could talk for hours about your hair

your eyes

Your smile

and if you listen,

I will tell you how perfect

is the slope of your skin wrapping

- so delicate -

around your little bones

And I count all the veins in your hands

Did you know

(I’ll try and show you)

The shimmery glow that lingers

around your every move

your every cell.

darling, you shine.

I’ll tell you how that Autumn leaf,

that one tree,

the scent of the air today

and the sunsets rosy cheeks

all seem to be a part of you.

I won’t pick that flower because it would die before I can get it to you.

butterflies and sunflowers

and fireflies and candlelight

will never look the same.

They all look like you now.

You are all around me

and I find bits and pieces

glimmers and glimpses

and happy little

shiny little

shimmery sweet

pieces of you.

Let me be a part of you too …

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Her room smells

like fresh baked cookies

My heart is just as warm

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They say

don’t say

I love you

it’s too soon

too strong

and those are weighted words

and so I hold them

on the tip of my tongue

and watch the hourglass

as the sand drains away

And maybe she’s “just” my friend

but I feel like I’m in love

and once again

that weighted word holding me back

but I hope she knows

best friend

love of my life

my only one

So even if we’re only friends

will you hold my hand tonight

even if we’re only friends

come closer sweet thing

and let me feel your breath

let me bask in the warm of the light

of your eyes

and someday

maybe

I won’t have to disguise my love for you

My Love

So hold me closer

hand and heart

I never want to be apart

untamed

no name

it’s all the same

one phrase

it’s just for you

I love you

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I cannot hold their eyes in mine

But I get lost in hers

I like their blue it makes me smile

But her smoky green makes me feel

So many things

I like their touch it feels safe

And sturdy

And I would stay

But her touch is chills and warmth

Felt in my soul

And turns my limbs to water

Nose to nose I feel soft thoughts

And think about their lips on mine

But her, i know without a doubt

I want to touch her face

I want to taste her lips

And feel the coolness of her skin

And all her gentle curves

I can’t with her

She never will

I think perhaps they might

I want to meet them soul to soul

But she has most of mine

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And even though I can’t go home

I know at least

Without a doubt

Where it is

So I’ll dance in the rain

And laugh in the sunshine

And collect all the rainbows

To give her

When she calls me home

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Soft and cool

and sweet

as autumn rain

kissed by a gentle Sunbeam

and sprinkled with cinnamon sugar -

her skin …

she smiles

and it would be strawberries

and butterflies

and all the

smooth

rosy

sweetly perfect words

that I can’t think of anymore

because I was thinking

about her mouth …

and the shimmery-soft

oak and honey hair

that she tosses back

with a gesture

that sends my heart

into unknown speeds

and then stops altogether

Because her eyes -

her eyes …

deep, dark, pools

orbs

portals

of flawless misty-green light

and oceans of subtle blues

and all the stars stare back at you

from her eyes

is it any wonder

I

can’t

breathe??

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Her smile

stole my heart

from the Earth

and her eyes found me

in the stars

because I followed the sound

of her voice

until I made my way

to her universe

where she became my galaxy

and my eternity

and all my planets

revolve around

her

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I’ll wait my whole life through

and find you in the next

I’ll shape this pain

into a love so true

you’ll feel it even when you’re far away

feel it when you’re in his arms

and someday

you’ll think of me when you kiss him

and you won’t want to kiss him anymore and I’ll be waiting for you

to take you home

into my heart

to stay

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Don’t count the grains of sand

or watch them fall

The clocks tick away

marching minutes

marking hours

irrelevant time

so precious though

too poor to pay attention

broke together

let us spend our attention

on each other

I give you all my sand

All the ticks of my clock

hold my hand

so we can go around the clock

together

I fell for you

and I’ll fall through

the hourglass

with you

Turn me please

once again …

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Let’s sit beneath the moon

My love

I’ll fill a jar for you

Soothing silky silvery rays

Let’s gather you a few

Smile a while

With me my dear

The stars are in your eyes

Your skin is moonlit all aglow

And you are music in disguise

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Was it the way

Your hair fluttered

When you lifted your face to the wind

Was it your galactic eyes

And the way they radiated starlit warmth

Was it your perfect little cold fingers

On the back of my head

Was it your smile

That took away all of my breath

From the first time I saw it

Yes it was

All of these

And all of you

That made me fall

I’m still falling

For you

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maybe you see home in his eyes

And maybe he tries to take you in

But your sweet little bones

still shiver in the cold

and the comfort is wearing thin

I’d open my arms to you my dear

and take you in my heart

and there I’ll build you a home so warm you’ll never want to part

I’ll warm your little fingers with blankets

and with tea

I’d take you to the mountains

and I’d take you to the sea

Id tuck you into bed at night

I’d hold you safe and near

I’d do anything and everything

to save you from your fear

I’d hold you up when you are down

or lay there with you on the floor

I’ll cry with you and laugh with you

and ask for nothing more

than for you to stay with me

and let me give you everything …