A lot of the positive mental health posts talk about how you have survived [x] and are still here proving you can make it further. This ignores the distinct possibility that mental illness or you yourself might have placed you in a terrible situation or screwed up your life.
That's where I am, in a personal hell at least partially created by myself.
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“I want to sleep all day and night (i.e., not live but not quite die)…”
— Anne Sexton - From A Self-Portrait In Letters
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suffocation, crystal castles c. 2010
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Just once, I wish that when I woke up, I would not dread everything I am.....
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CLOUDY AS LIKE YOUR MIND
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The thoughts in my head are too loud I want them to stop I don't want to think anymore
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kinda wanna scream. kinda wanna cry. kinda wanna sleep. kinda just wanna disappear
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I’m tired of wishing I was dead.
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I wish....
I wish I were better....
I wish I were better than I am....
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When you've lost what you thought was yourself and now you don't know who you are....
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Please just let me sleep my life away....
I don't want to live another day....
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I’m so tired. I’m completely drained and can never be filled up again. I just want to go to sleep forever.
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I don’t wanna live but I also don’t want to die. All I wanna do is self destruct and make myself suffer , but I also want to find comfort and joy in this life.
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This weird feeling comes around again. The guilt and shame of being alive. The discomfort of living.
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