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"I'm afraid I don't have a real personality" but is Evan who has been all his life adapting to what people may like so he's not sure what is the real him anymore.

(and that's why we don't have a general idea of how Evan is, because he doesn't even know it himself)

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sometimes I think I'm putting too many sex scenes into something . and then I look at what's happening in the world and I'm like oh yeah there's a massive puritan shift and censorship wave happening. why on earth am I feeling guilty for writing self indulgent fanfic lmao. I think I will make the characters do it sloppy AGAIN !!!!!

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Okay so everyone (I think) has weird contact names for their friends/family and my weirdest are probably

Mother (for my friend who has declared herself my supportive mother)

BInosaur (for my friend who she and I have one thing in common, GIRLS)

Divorced snail (for binosaurs bf)

And a shit ton of emojis for my girlfriend

What's Ur weirdest contact or who in marauders era would have the weirdest contact

That is so fun, my weirdest contact is my brother as Bug. (Not very weird but yeah)

But this made me think about marauders characters! I think Regulus has everyone by their full names like "Bartemius Crouch Jr" "Sirius Orion Black" it doesn't matter who it is, he is not changing to nicknames.

Remus is a lighter version of that so he has like "James (uni)" or like the places he met them yk? I have some people like that.

Barty's contacts are a mess only he understands.

James has everyone with a ton of emojis beside their mames or nicknames so like "Moony 🌕🐺".

Lily has everyone by their names except a couple close friends so maybe Mary and Marlene and it is only because they were the ones to put their own numbers on her phone and did it like "girlfriend n1" "girlfriend n2" or smth.

Sirius is also a bit of a mess with his contacts because he has everyone by the most stupid names imaginable.

And Pandora has everyone named off vibes, only emojis.

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I say they're both

rosekiller is either THEE hottest couple or they’re both absolute losers

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Barty (hypersexual) hearing Evan (asexual) say the most horny, kinky, hormonal sentence anyone has ever said on earth.

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would it be bad to tell a mutual i’ve never spoken to that i love them completely unprompted

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FTM Regulus black moving in with the potters and staring T.

It’s hell for the first few months because of course he’s living with his long term crush and horny as fuck, until he figures out his bathroom has a detachable shower handle.

Maybe it’s not so bad actually, especially when he learns how to change the water pressure. And James definitely doesn’t sneak into his bed to jerk off while he showers.

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Oh my god.

I'm speechless. This is so hot I don't even know what to say they're my little freaks.

Also once they figure it out because eventually they do figure it out, it is still hell because Effie and Monty are very homey people, they like their home and to be there more than to go out so James and Reg barely get time alone.

Anyway they fuck dirty with James' hand covering Reg's mouth most of the time because otherwise they will be heard and that is not happening

James is obsessed with eating Regulus out and he does it like it's a full time job honestly. Also Regulus who gets horny at the smallest touch. Oh did James walk behind him and accidentally touch? Time to fuck. Did James touch his waist to move him to the side? Dick time! Is James just existing near him? He's getting head.

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hi!! may we see some of evan irrationally worrying about barty? thx!

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Oh he does that a lot and it may be irrational but it's founded! He's seen how bad Barty can get, so he worries even when there's no need to <3 anyway more bipolar Barty!

Barty has been fine for a while. Evan doesn't trust it. He doesn't want to settle in the feeling of comfort for too long only for it to be stripped out his hands again, so... He doesn't settle at all.

He's on constant watch for the smallest change in behaviour to be proved right, always on alert. Barty catches up on it soon enough.

"Will you please stop that" he complains one day without even looking at Evan "it's weird"

"Yeah, sorry, I—" he stops there, because he can't exactly say what he's thinking "I'll stop"

So he does stop, for a couple hours. Then by dinner time he's at it again, and while they're making their way back to the dorms from the great hall, Barty pulls them away from the crowd and into the gardens.

"What is going on with you?" Barty doesn't doubt on getting close and pushing him against the wall, hands on his shoulders "Are you just waiting for me to go full on maniac? Can't you enjoy this for a bit?"

There it is, Evan thinks, the change he was waiting for.

"Bee that's not what I'm— I just want to be prepared when something happens" he tries. Barty looks hurt, which is a lot to say for someone who doesn't look like he can break.

"I'm not going mad okay? I'm just pissed that you won't relax and be with me" it's a plea for a bit of calm, normalcy even "I want to spend time with you and do normal stuff while I'm fine"

"Every time I settle down something bad happens" his tone doesn't shift, it's an honest, raw, painful confession, and he doesn't even flinch while saying it.

Barty stops. Looks. His brows furrow and his lips curve downwards. He lets go of Evan and takes a step back.

The person he loves can't take a moment to rest because of him.

"Okay" Barty barely whispers, nodding "Okay, Ev, do what you need to"

So Evan watches, with his back still on the stone wall and his heart aching as Barty goes back to the crowd.

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That is the Lily to most Lily of all times what the hell

🔪 for any of the valkyries (lily, mary, or marlene) pls

MY GIRLS!! Doing all of them because I can!

Lily!

And some outfits!!

Marlene (yes, it's debbie harry. she's so cool)

Outfits!!

Mary!!

Outfits!!

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dorcas was known as the "most sane" of the skittles during their time at hogwarts until one day she hung someone up by their foot off the top of the astronomy tower after they picked on pandora

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Sirius black has a brother and his name is James Potter

"He's the brother I wish I had." Sirius said, "The brother I deserve" and, "The brother I chose."

He said it loud, and he said it often. He was proud of it. And why shouldn't he be?

But then, after Sirius ran away, he went to talk to Regulus. He doesn't remember why, really. Maybe he wanted to start a fight; maybe he wanted to see if Regulus cared. Maybe he wanted to see Regulus hurt.

But before he could say a single thing, Regulus said "Just go back to your brother, Sirius."

That was it. No anger. No venom in the word brother. It was stated as a fact. It wasn't intended to hurt.

Sirius black has a brother and his name is James Potter. And everyone knew it.

But it did hurt. Because he didn't raise James. He didn't soothe him when he cried as a baby. He didn't teach him how to read or helped him with his homework when the tutors didn't explain in a way that made sense. He didn't sing James to sleep. Or teach him how to map the night sky.

And regulus had said this like it was the truth. A fact he resigned himself to accept.

After that, he never called James his brother again. He was his platonic soulmate, his best mate, he was like his brother. But he wasn't. Not really.

Because Sirius black had one brother. And his name was Regulus.

And maybe, Regulus died never knowing that.

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https://www.tumblr.com/redandgreyscale/792583680067616768/pandora-and-evan-are-identical-twins-one-of-them

Picturing trans Pandora and trans Reg ranting about how unfair it is that Reg has boobs he doesn’t want and Pandora wants them but doesn’t have them.

(Also swapping clothes and having fun fashion shows together because they’re both the only ones they’re out to)

Reg talking to Pandora about periods so she can be educated because for some reason her sex ed class never bothered to cover it. He teaches her all about how it feels and gives her some pads and tampons to carry in her bag incase any girls need them. She always adds some chocolate into her period kit too but sometimes she just needs some chocolate too so it has to get topped up regularly.

Reg and Pandora getting their top surgeries done at a similar time and watching each others confidence skyrocket when they both finally feel comfortable wearing tight fitting tops just for different reasons.

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I want to kiss your brain this is amazing.

Also the same feeling they have with boobs they have with dick so Pandora is the one to teach Reg how to pack in a way it looks realistic and not out of place and Reg helps Pandora find out how to tuck.

Trans friendship is so dear to me agh I live them <3

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https://www.tumblr.com/redandgreyscale/792583250704023552/dont-be-shy-give-me-the-sunrose-longer

Yay!!!

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I deliver what I'm asked 😌

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hello! may we see some a-spec sunkiller? have a good day!

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Yup, let's try it! Also have a good day too! You're always super nice asking things thank you <3 also² I'm not sure this is good but anyway here it is.

James who is asexual and sex repulsed and only likes the thought of how close he can be to his lover and Barty who is hypersexual but aromantic.

It's hard to find a middle ground because sure James doesn't mind being naked but as soon as it turns even a bit sexual he's gone. And Barty who sees an inch of skin and is immediately horny because that's his partner.

Barty can't say he loves James because he's not sure of what love is supposed to feel like, but maybe this is the closest thing he'll get. He feels safe and cared for and of course he cares for James too.

He likes him a lot, he's fun and sensitive and an amazing person. More than he deserves. So they work hard to find a place they're comfortable in.

Barty can look and touch as long as it's not lustful. James will touch too, soft and caring, just the tips of his fingers running on bare skin slowly. Because James loves with his whole heart and it shows with every touch.

They lay in bed, Barty facing away from James while he caresses his back lovingly. It's something that works because James can focus only on what he's doing and Barty has no way of making it weird. Still, the second Barty starts to get shivers and sigh, James is out.

It's an adjustment for both but they want to make it work, so work for it they do.

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Trying on outfits because I go out tomorrow and I look like a whore

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I think watching Queer as Folk at a young age altered what my brain should've been

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"never been calm or collected, no one ever called me sweet / what a miracle, i found a darling / i met you at the worst time, fell in love on a whim / now we pirouette in fields of rosy sin" silver lining, laufey

this quote feels rosekiller. a lot of the song does esp this tho

omg laufey mention 👀 yeah I can see it's very fitting for them, love the song <3