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I just spent about 10-15 minutes doing Something and I have no idea what

i mean i’ve been digging through the ideas of everything i could have been doing but don’t have a single clue…

the ONLY hint i have is that it May have been something creative (40% chance)

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we should replace ladies and gentlemen with bastards and bitches

thank you for coming to my ted talk

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fun thing about herding and/or generally neurotic breeds: they are really good at following rules you have instituted, but they will also make their own Dog Rules they will follow stringently whether or not you like it

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Guys… so much has changed… summarization post

So first of all, Red has been dormant for a while now. Then came along Ivan, Scorchingriver, Tiger, Knowly, Kelsie, and Rudolph. There are more alters I’m forgetting or have omitted. I’m Eddy. I’m one of Rudolph’s parts, the others being Mercy and Archer (and likely a few more…)

I have probably the lowest levels of internal communication out of anyone in our system. I think Damian co-fronted with me recently, though it wasn’t made clear to me (see: barely any communication) so I’m not sure.

Red stopped fronting after a mental health event. Ivan stopped fronting because he got pushed out by Tea and when the body woke up again, a new alter showed up instead. (Not listed.) Then Tiger showed up at some point, had a mental health crisis too, and got emergency forced out of front by Scorchingriver and Knowly. At some point Kelsie, our only (knowingly) lesbian alter, fronted, then Rudolph. Then he split due to moderate but long-lasting stress, and though he still exists he also contains his parts: me (Eddy), Mercy, Archer, and likely some others. (I myself even have some smaller parts but to me they’re essentially if you just took an image of a dog then copied and pasted it each time with a different colour overlay… basically theyre just different Me’s)

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Discogender flag SIMPLIFIED!

might alter it soon! don’t got a lot of time lately :,)

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last night I had a dream that Spencer came out as bi in the new iCarly

and not just for laughs, either! there was a clip going around of him saying, “Carly…I’m bisexual”, and it was completely serious and genuine; no laugh track

but then, it turned out that it was actually a deleted scene! it had been cut from the episode! so it grew into this whole SPN Spanish Dub situation, where everyone was arguing about whether it was actually canon that Spencer was bi

and then someone else found a clip from the blooper reel where he’d said, “I’m asexual”, and everyone was like, “so what is the truth?? is a deleted scene more canon than an official blooper reel?? somebody ask Jerry Trainor about this!!”

it was a mess. and as a warning, if any of this happens in real life, I will die.

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i love the strange reality of being a human person with a human brain. one time someone said something to me in a foreign language (japanese, which i do not speak) and i automatically responded in a different foreign language (spanish, which i do not speak well) and then we both said "what?" in english, an experience made more surreal by the fact that everyone around us was speaking loudly in canadian french (as this occurred in Quebec)

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reblog to blow up an ableist

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I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

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“narcissistic abuse is real” is that why i want to punch you in the face

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bpd & npd culture is needing to be better than everyone else EXCEPT my fp because theyre amazing and beautiful and strong and talented and the best partner ever and i'm so in love with them and i need them to throw me right now

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"im done with this conversation" is literally the most annoying thing to hear in an argument. like no no you started this conversation you can finish it. sit back down bby and admit you were wrong.

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Me: I want thousands of eyes on my work, I'm dying if I can't have that, I want compliments on my posts

*gets it*

uhmmmmm actually i need personal love and attention from people I specifically deem as worthy to compliment me

*gets it*

hey actually i thinkh i'll jsut kill myself nothing is good enoguh

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a pit bull is like a cinder block that loves you

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For the love of god stop