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Do That to Me?

Pairings: past Steve x Tony, Clint x Nat, Bucky x Steve Warnings: Smut

Part 16 of Housemates

Weeks went by that were filled with meetings and signing paperwork. Bucky was growing tired of keeping track but hoped it was just a little longer before Steve got back to his old self. He also hoped that there would be less meetings needed as Pepper took over. He was really thankful for her.

Bucky was surprised one morning when Steve brought him breakfast in bed. He sat up and looked at him. “Morning.”

Tucker jumped on the bed and licked Bucky’s arm. Steve gave him a soft smile. “Morning, handsome.” He set the tray down. “How’d you sleep?”

“Fine.” He got up against the headboard. “Thank you.” He took a sip of the juice and rubbed the sleep out of his eyes. “How did you sleep?” He hoped better than he had been. Some nights Steve didn’t get much at all.

“Pretty well, oddly enough.” He told him. “I had a dream last night…”

“Yeah? Hopefully a good one.” Bucky started eating.

He nodded. “It was therapeutic? If that would be the right word.” He told him. “My ma was there, my grandparents, and Tony. They said that I need to live my life. That I need to ‘snap the hell out of it’. You can guess who said that last one.” He let out a half chuckle. “That I made it through the death of my ma, of my grandparents...that I’d make it through this, too. More so because I have you.” He looked to Bucky. “I’m sorry how out of it I’ve been. I don’t think I realized how much that was affecting you.”

Bucky stopped what he was doing and shook his head. “No need to apologize, Stevie. That’s what partners are for.” He kissed his shoulder. “I knew you’d get through it. You’re strong like that.” He smiled lovingly at him. “I love you, and I’m your partner. Partners help each other out.” He went back to eating and finished his juice. He was glad Steve seemed to be doing better this morning. It meant a lot. This was the best he’d seen him in weeks. “Wanna join me for a shower after?” He asked.

“I was hoping we could kick Tucker out of the room and we can have dessert first?” He flirted.

Bucky smiled softly. “If that’s what my sweetheart wants.” He agreed.

Steve blushed lightly. “Remember the day I wore you out? Well, the night you got Tucker?” He asked.

“Yeah?” He tilted his head.

“Kinda hoping you’d do that to me?” He glanced at him.

Bucky blinked before nodding. “I’ll take care of you.” He promised, licking his lips. He looked forward to it. “I’ll go take Tucker down and the tray. You stay and lay pretty for me, okay?” He leaned over and kissed him softly.

“I’ll get naked for you, too.” Steve grinned.

“I’ll hurry.” Bucky smirked and rushed out with the tray, calling Tucker. He’d also have to call into work, too. A couple of weeks ago, he stepped down as boss, and he had yet to tell Steve. He was waiting until Dean or Quill gave him an answer if they wanted the position. He knew either would do really well.

He rushed upstairs once Tucker was in the back, eager to have fun with his boyfriend. Walking into their room, he groaned at the sight of Steve lying basically on display for him.

Steve smiled at him and winked. “Hi, handsome.” He greeted him.

Bucky closed the door and quickly shed off his sleeping clothes. “Hi.” He crawled on the bed. He loved worshiping Steve like this and had missed it greatly. “Can’t wait to hear you and feel you, sweetheart.”

“Same goes for you.” His mind always cleared when Bucky took control. His eyes closed as Bucky kissed over his chest to his neck. His mouth felt so good and he hadn’t even touched him yet. Bucky knew exactly which spots to kiss and suck. He groaned as one of Bucky’s hands rubbed his inner thigh teasingly.

Bucky gently bit into his collarbone as he started stroking him, whispering promises of how good he’d make him feel. “You want to be on your stomach for me, beautiful?” He asked, voice low. “On your back? Hm? How do you want me to take you, Stevie?”

Steve panted. “Wanna see you.” He loved kissing him when they finished together. It made it ten times better in his opinion. He whined as Bucky started prepping him and tugged at his hair. He lost track of time as Bucky got him close to finishing a couple times before finally sliding into him. “Buck.” He moaned as Bucky pinned his wrists next to his head.

Bucky watched his face as he gripped his wrists. He wanted Steve to feel this and hopefully feel how much he loved doing this with him. He rocked his hips, slowly at first. “You feel so good, sweetheart.” He praised.

Steve whined. “Harder, Buck. Please. Use me.” He begged. “Don’t go easy on me.”

He gripped his wrists harder and snapped his hips, happy to do as he asked. He looked down between them the best he could.

Steve managed to get a hand free and scratched down his back. “More.” He gripped the back of Bucky’s neck and pulled him down for a quick rough kiss.

Bucky moaned against him, nipping his lip harshly. They fought for dominance as both grew close. Reaching between them, he stroked Steve. “Cum for me.” He panted.

Steve arched up to him and groaned loudly. He instantly felt spent as he panted, kissing Bucky lovingly as he finished as well. He held him, trailing his fingers up and down his back.

Bucky smiled. “I love you.” He let out a breath. “Let me clean you up before you fall asleep on me. Or under me.” He said playfully. “We can take a real shower after a nap.”

“Okay…” Steve closed his eyes. His body felt like it was floating and his mind was blank. He fell asleep before Bucky returned. His hand was resting on his stomach, his other by his side.

Chuckling to himself, Bucky cleaned them both up before crawling into bed next to him. He hugged his middle before resting himself. This was such a nice morning. Hopefully the rest of the day went just as well.

After they woke and showered, they took Tucker for a walk around the neighborhood. “So, next month is our one year anniversary.” Steve noted.

Bucky nodded. “It is.” He smiled. He already had arranged a flower delivery.

“I was thinking of taking us on a trip?” He glanced at Bucky. “That cabin in the woods trip we never got before?” He went on.

“Sure, babe.” Bucky agreed. “Few days?” That would be a nice little getaway.

He nodded. “Yeah, celebrate just the two of us. I’d like to get the stuff to make your favorite dinner, then that plum and blueberry upside down cake you liked.”

“Loved.” He corrected with a smile. “We can go on hikes and do couple-y stuff.” He lifted their hands to kiss the back of Steve’s. “Get lots of pictures.”

“I plan to get inspiration for a painting for the living room.”

Bucky brightened further. “That would be amazing.” He loved Steve’s work, and would love to have it hanging in their home.

“I’ll find the set dates? That way you can take off work?” He asked. “I’ll try to get it as close to our actual anniversary as I can.”

“I’m sure it’ll be okay. About that…” He cleared his throat.

Steve furrowed his brows. “What’s wrong?”

“I stepped down from boss at the garage. Quill and Dean are going to be the co-bosses.” He said softly. “I’m just some other guy there now. I’m not responsible like I was.”

Steve stopped walking and Tucker whined. “Why did you step down?” He asked. “You love that place, and your job. You’re good at it.”

“Yeah.” He shrugged. “Just felt better.” He said honestly. “I wasn’t keeping up with the boss duties like I wanted to. I know Dean and Quill will do good with it.” He told him. “Both are damn good at their jobs.”

“But why?” Steve didn’t understand. It didn’t make sense to him.

“It fit better for us.” He said softly. “That’s why.”

Steve stared at him. “Promise me you didn’t step down to take care of the paperwork stuff.” He couldn’t see Bucky ever being the paperwork type.

He shook his head. “No, sweetheart. I promise I did not step down to do paperwork. I do less paperwork now that I’m not the boss.”

“And I had nothing to do with this?” He asked.

Bucky swallowed. “Well, of course I thought of you.” He said honestly. “You’re the most important person in my life.” He truthfully didn’t know when Steve would feel better so he wanted more leeway to take off. He wanted to do whatever he could for his boyfriend.

“Bucky.” Steve whined, seeing right through him.

“It’s okay, Stevie.” He continued walking. “I’m happy.”

Steve bit his lip. “But you said you couldn’t wait to own it some day.”

“Steve. Dreams change. I’d rather spend time with you and make sure you’re happy.” Bucky shook his head. “Seeing you smile means way more than one day possibly owning that garage.”

Steve swallowed. Bucky gave up his dream for him. He watched him for a moment before going to catch up with him. What could he possibly do or say? He felt that Bucky just laid out how much he was committed to him. He also felt he hadn’t done the same. He rubbed over his face and watched Tucker. He needed to do something for Bucky, but what?

Once they got back home, Bucky went to feed Tucker and get him some water. While he did that, Steve went to start planning their trip. He wanted it to be perfect for Bucky. He wanted to find the most perfect hike for him. Somewhere that they could really enjoy.

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reigningqueenofwords · 8 hours ago

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21st

Part 1 of James

Looking in the mirror, you loved your outfit. You, your twin sister, and your friends were going out to celebrate the two of you turning 21 a few days before.

“Ready?” She peeked in your room. “Looking good!”

You smiled at her and nodded. “You ready?”

“Ready and excited.” She waited for you to grab your stuff. “Hoping anyone in particular stops by tonight?” She asked, wondering if you had your eye on anyone.

“Mm, no not really.” You followed her out. “You? Maybe we’ll meet someone new?” You glanced at her. “Or maybe Clint won’t be a stuttering mess around you.”

She made an ‘eh’ face. “I feel for him. Maybe I should just finally ask him out?” She noted. “We’ve obviously liked each other for a bit.” She shrugged. “I don’t think he’s going to get the courage anytime soon.” He was adorable when it came to her. “Maybe after a couple drinks so he doesn’t faint on me.” She giggled.

“Good idea. Man looks heavy.” You smiled. You thought it was so cute how he looked at her. You hoped to find someone like that one day. “Is everyone coming tonight? The usual?” You asked.

“Yeah. Wanda said she might bring some new faces.” She explained. “Some friends she met while traveling.” She smiled, enjoying meeting new people. She hoped the night went well.

You grinned at that. “New people can be fun.”

Clint hid behind Bucky when he saw you and your sister walk-in. “Really, pal?” Bucky sighed. “We’re practically the same size!” He told Clint.

“You have bigger shoulders, now keep your voice down.” Clint hissed.

“She always finds you.” Bucky wasn’t best friends with his roommate but he managed. “She has like Clint radar.” As if on cue he saw Nat point their way.

Clint had to pretend he was getting something off the floor. He felt she was gorgeous, but out of his league. “Hey, ladies.” He said smoothly as he stood.

You shook your head with a grin. “Clint. Can I leave my sister with you while I get us a round?”

“I can help.” Bucky offered.

“No thanks, James.” You brushed him off. “I’m capable.”

“Didn’t say you weren’t, doll.” He gave you his signature smirk that you hated. It annoyed you to no end how cocky he seemed. “Just trying to be a gentleman.”

You rolled your eyes and went to get some drinks. You hoped Wanda got there soon with her new friends. You’d had the same group of friends since high school. As you waited for drinks, you felt eyes on you. Looking around, you hoped it wasn’t Bucky. You met your sister’s eyes and she motioned to a guy at the end of the bar who was giving you a once over. You looked in that direction, curious. You blushed as he smiled at you. A moment later, he was walking towards you. Your sister was way smoother at this than you but you held your own as he stood by you.

“Hello.” He said with a wink. “I’m Bruce.” He held out his hand as he introduced himself.

You shook his hand. “I’m Y/N.”

“I’m new around here.” He began. “Trying this place out, what’s good as appetizers?” He said coolly.

“First time I’ve been here, honestly.” You chuckled. “Me and my twin are with some friends celebrating our 21st birthday.”

“Oh, then I owe you a drink.” He flirted.

“Dude, I leave you alone for one minute.” A voice came. You glanced over and couldn’t help but look over the new man. “Hi, I’m Arthur.” He looked you over, as well.

You gave him your best flirty smile. “Y/N.” You nodded your thanks to the bartender as he set down your orders.

Arthur grinned. “Celebrating?” He noticed all the glasses. “Promotion? Bachelorette party?” He chuckled.

“Birthday party.” You said. “You’re more than welcome to come join us.”

Arthur smirked. “Just me or my friend, too?”

Bruce rolled his eyes, bothered with him. “You can both come.” You chuckled.

“Sweet.” He moved to help you carry some of the drinks. “Who’s the birthday for?”

“My twin and I.” You said happily, putting the drinks down with him at the table. “Everyone, this is Arthur and Bruce.” You introduced them. “That’s Nat, Clint, James, and we’re waiting for the others.”

“Nice to meet everyone.” Arthur nodded, getting a seat by you. “I hear a happy birthday is in order for the lovely ladies.” He held up his own drink. “Next round is on me.”

You sipped your drink and smiled at him. “How sweet of you.” You chuckled as you heard some of your other friends. “Tony’s here.” You grinned.

Bucky rolled his eyes, hoping someone he liked would be there. So far it was really just you, and you were permanently annoyed with him. He didn’t know what he did to earn that.

Tony came and kissed your cheek, then Nat’s. “My favorite twins!” He gushed. “Please don’t tell me you were already having too much fun without me.”

“Nope, Y/N found us some extra friends.” Nat chuckled. “Arthur, and Bruce.” She pointed.

Tony’s eyes went to Bruce and both men stared at each other. “Wayne.”

“Stark.” Bruce returned.

You looked between them. “You two know each other?”

“Know of each other.” Bruce sighed.

Arthur rolled his eyes. “You literally have beef with every businessman.” He shook his head. “It’s ridiculous.” He turned back to the others.

“I’m Thor.” The large blonde waved. “This is Steven.” He said as they sat.

“Steve.” The other blonde chuckled.

Everyone made room and got comfortable. Soon everyone was talking with each other. It was a great start to your night.

Arthur ducked to talk in your ear once the area got louder. “You dance?” He asked.

You grinned and looked up at him. “I do. Do you?” You flirted.

“Only with very, very gorgeous ladies. So…” He offered his hand. Once you took his hand and stood, he led you to the dance floor. When your arms wrapped around his neck, he moved his hands to your hips.

Bucky clenched his jaw before finishing his drink. “Was gonna say Arthur cockblocked me, but guess he did that to you, too?” Bruce asked. “You look like you wanna rip his head off.”

Nat giggled, shaking her head. “He’s wanted her since we were juniors in high school. She thinks he’s annoying and cocky.”

“Ah.” Bruce grinned. “Been there.” He chuckled. “Sucky spot to be in.”

Bucky shook his head. “I’ve never given her the indication that I’m a douchebag.” He defended himself. “I’m always a gentleman.” He sighed.

Nat made a so-so motion and Steve gave a quiet ‘eh.’ “What makes you say ‘eh’?” Bruce was curious.

“Buck’s always been a ladies man.” Steve explained. “Which is fine but Y/N never wanted a part of that.” He shrugged. “She’ll go out and have a good night with friends, but isn’t into the same kind of how that night ends that Buck can be.”

Nat nodded. “She had a small crush on Bucky early on but he didn’t notice and it turned her off for good when he went off with a classmate.” She explained. “She was hurt, but we had a sleepover to get her over him.”

“I didn’t know.” Bucky frowned, having heard this a million times. “I asked her to prom senior year and I haven’t actively dated anyone since.” He pointed out. “Instead she went to prom with Benny. Kinda glad he went to college on the other side of the country, though.”

Bruce gave a small noise. “Sorry. Tough break.”

“She won’t even give me a chance.” He sighed. “No matter how much I try to show her I’d like one.” He said sadly.

Steve squeezed his shoulder. “Maybe some day.” You were all still young, so he had time.

You danced with Arthur for a few songs before returning with a large smile. Flopping down next to your sister, you wrapped your arms around her shoulders. “I think you should ask you know who to go dance.” You encouraged.

She kissed your cheek. “Fine. Talk with James. He’s pouting.” She turned to Clint. “Dance with one of the birthday girls?”

“It’s your birthday?” He asked with a grin. “Why did no one tell me?” He laughed, trying to hide his nerves, as you grabbed his hand and stood up. You winked at your sister as she tugged him. Finally, he went, and you hoped that this was the start of something for them.

“Heard you’re pouting as usual.” You said as you sat by Bucky. “Thought you’d be loving us having our party at a club.”

“I don’t go to clubs that often.” He looked at you.

You sipped your drink, eyebrow raised. “Really?” You asked, motioning around. “All these babes?”

He gave you a flat look. “When was the last time you’ve seen me with one?” He asked, curious. “Seriously.”

“Well, between work and school I haven’t seen you much, period.” You pointed out, finishing your drink. “Been nice.”

He looked at his drink. “Right.” He sighed, downing the last of it. “You know I don’t go out. I’m focusing on finishing my certificate.” He glanced at you. “More important things to life than clubbing and hooking up.”

You gave him a surprised look before Arthur brought you a round of shots. As you were downing one, you spotted your redheaded friend coming over. “Wanda!” You grinned once you set your shot glass down.

“Hi!” She came and hugged you tight. “Sorry I’m late! My friend was running late.” She chuckled, kissing your cheek. “Happy birthday. Where’s the other one?”

“With Clint.” You wiggled your eyebrows. You motioned to the dance floor with your head. “She’s finally gonna just ask him out.”

She clapped. “Oh my gosh, yay!” She wiggled. “Finally!” She chuckled. “Anyways, this is my friend. Let’s get everyone introduced and then we’ll start catching up drink wise.”

You waved at the pretty brunette. “Hi.”

“Hi. I go by Uhura.” She grinned. “I’ve heard a lot about you.”

“Hopefully good things!” You offered her and Wanda a shot.

Soon, everyone was laughing, clearly borderline drunk. “How about…” Tony started. “We go do presents at my place, get some take out, and then pass out in fun places.” He laughed.

Nat high fived him. “Perfect idea! To the Ubers!” She looped her arm with Clint’s. “You’re riding with me.” She winked.

“Any time.” He stuck close to her happily. She’d been a bit handsy and he was not about to argue. He didn’t want her to be handsy with anyone else. His cheeks were on fire as he decided to be brave. “Maybe later we can have another kind of ride?” He asked.

She dropped her jaw just slightly. “Yes.” She grinned.

He let out a breath. “Was kinda worried you’d deck me.” He admitted.

“Anyone else I would have.” She grinned. “You’re lucky you’re cute and I like you. A lot.”

“I like you so freaking much.” He breathed. “I have for a long time.”

She smirked. “No! I had no idea.” She teased him playfully as everyone waited outside for their Ubers. Tony had even extended the invitation to Arthur and Bruce.

Bucky glared at Arthur the entire time. He felt he was just coming in and you were gushing over him. You didn’t do things with new people. You were close with just your group. That’s just how you were. And he had been hoping that would work in his favor. He didn’t know what to believe if you ended up with this guy. He watched as you, Arthur, and Tony got into an uber together, laughing.

“I don’t think his head will explode.” Steve said teasingly to Bucky.

“Never know.” Bucky sighed. “Let’s just get to Tony’s.” He muttered, running a hand through his hair.

Steve followed him, patting his back. He hoped his mood brightened. He felt that one day you’d see Bucky differently, and hoped it was sooner rather than later.

You clapped as Nat opened her gift from Tony. It was a gorgeous pair of black knee high boots. “Wow, Tony!” Nat beamed. “These are so nice!”

He bowed his head. “I have style.”

Bucky kept a neutral face as he pushed a gift towards you. “Happy birthday, doll.” He said almost shyly.

You opened it, expecting some gag gift. Instead you were met with a photo album. On the cover was a group picture from the summer between junior and senior years. You opened it to start looking at it. “Where’d you get this done?” You breathed.

“I made it.” He admitted. “I know that you lost some of your pictures over the last couple years. I had copies made and put it together.”

You sobered up slightly. “Bucky…” You cleared your throat as you never called him that. You’d called him James from the time your crush had been pushed aside. “Thank you.” You said softly. “It’s beautiful.” You closed it and handed it to Nat to look at.

Bucky nodded and went to get a refill on his drink. He was glad you liked it. He was worried you’d hate it or call him silly or something. Hearing footsteps, he looked over to see you in the doorway. “Was it too much?” He asked worriedly.

“No, I came in to say it was perfect.” You crossed your arms.

He raised an eyebrow. “Oh. I’m glad.” He looked at his glass. He worked on refilling it, feeling your eyes on him.

“What made you decide to do that and not another gag gift?” You asked softly, curious. His gift clearly took time and planning.

“I wanted to give you something nice.” He shrugged. “A gag gift would’ve only made you hate me more.” He told you. “And that’s the last thing I want. I’d been giving you gag gifts to try to make you laugh, and that clearly backfired.” He clearly remembered your face on the last one and how badly annoyed with him you were. “So I’m really glad you liked this one. I promise no more gag gifts.”

You softened a bit. “I thought you gave them to me to be an ass.” You admitted. “Especially when Nat always got something nice.” You glanced down.

He ran a hand through his hair. “I’m sorry. I’ve never intended to be an ass.” He assured you.

“Let’s start over.” You moved closer, holding out your hand. “I’m Y/N.”

He fought back a smile and shook your hand. “I’m James, but I’d like to go by Bucky.” He played along, slightly amused. “But you really could call me anything you’d like.” He charmed.

That made you laugh, a sound he enjoyed. “Okay, Bob.” You teased.

He snorted. “Walked into that one.” He grinned, shaking his head. “Do you want me to make you a drink?”

“Please.” You watched him a bit shyly. Your idea of him had been way off. You tried not to think about your high school selves. Or your old crush on him. You had thought he was the coolest and smoothest guy, then he charmed someone else right in front of you. It had really hurt.

He handed you your glass with a small smile, feeling hopeful. “Hope you like it.”

You took a sip and nodded. “You’re already on my good side.” You teased. “Should we head back to the others?”

“Sure.” He motioned for you to lead the way. Steve sent him a thumbs up when you returned. Bucky looked much happier than he had earlier.

Nat sent you a wink, hoping for the best too. You sat back in your seat, sipping your drink.

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reigningqueenofwords · 9 hours ago

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James

21st Pizza Always a Dress Love You More Misunderstanding

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Mission: Christmas

Pairings: Tony x Reader, Thor x Reader

Part 7 of Petty Insults

Waiting to look at that damn stick was the worst. The paper said to wait three minutes, so you were pacing the bathroom, anxiety bubbling inside you. Thankfully, neither of your men had felt the need to come knock on the door to ‘check on you’, or you might have lost it.

You told yourself to take deep breaths just like you had told Tony many times when he had his own anxiety. But thinking of Tony sent a whole new wave of anxiety all over again. Your eyes were closed as you leaned against the sink. Licking your lips, you steadied yourself and opened your eyes.

Nat looked up when she heard the bathroom door open. “So?” She asked.

“I’m not!” You grinned.

She smiled, hugging you since you seemed so relieved. “Glad we solved that. Must be your stress levels or something.”

You nodded. “That’s probably it, and sometimes it just happens.” You shrugged. “Let’s go tell the men they don’t have to worry.”

Nat chuckled. “Poor Tony must be hyperventilating.” She teased.

“Yeah. Could hear him from him.” You joked and walked out with her, meeting Tony’s eyes first, giving him a small shake of the head.

Thor immediately sagged. “Are you certain?”

Nat nodded. “Was there.”

“Kinky.” Clint winked at her.

You laughed, shaking your head. “Outside the door, but I’m certain.” You assured them. “I’m not pregnant.”

Tony let out a breath he hadn’t been aware that he was even holding. “Well, that was an eventful way to start the morning.” He mused.

You hugged Thor since he looked like a kicked puppy. You weren’t what to say to him but you sat on his lap and cuddled him close.

“So, change of subject.” Tony broke the silence. “Christmas dinner. Ham… Or turkey?”key?” He asked, pretending that he wasn’t terrified minutes prior.

“Both.” Bucky suggested, eyeing you particularly.

Everyone hummed in agreement.

You kissed Thor’s cheek. “Can I make the pie?”

“Like we’d turn down your pie.” Tony smirked. “Any flavor in mind?”

You thought and shrugged. “Well, there’s pumpkin, that’s a given. Maybe an apple and then a mixed berry?”

Thor laughed. “I thought you meant one pie, little one.” He grinned.

“Bucky and Steve alone can eat one pie!” You pointed out.

“Two probably.” Steve blushed. “Your pumpkin.” He chuckled when Bucky nodded in agreement.

You continued decorating while you all discussed the menu, smiling as you finished late that night. “Any one want hot chocolate?” You went to the kitchen.

“I’m quite alright, thank you, little one.” Thor smiled.

You smiled back at him and came out with a few mugs for those who wanted some a few minutes later.

The closer it got to Christmas, the more excited you became. You had bought everyone something that you thought they would love, having searched until you found the perfect gifts.

So, when Christmas Eve hit, and a mission came up, you sat in the living room all but pouting. You hugged your legs to yourself, eyeing all the decorations, hoping that the mission would be short.

“We’ll be home as soon as we can.” Tony said, walking into say goodbye.

You shook your head and gave him a small smile. “I’d rather you come home safe.” You told him gently.y.

He brought you into a deep kiss. “With you to come home to? Of course.”

“Okay, go save the world.” You teased. “Again.”

Next Thor came in, much the same to reassure you that they would be home as soon as they could. You also made him promise to be safe, which elicited a chuckle from the God.

“I mean it.” You pouted and waved them off along with your friends. You quickly went to your room to binge on Christmas shows, not wanting to focus on missing them. On the way by Tony’s room, you ran in and grabbed one of his shirts to wear for a bit before continuing on to your room. You were trying to decide what to watch first.

You spent the first couple days locked in your room, reminding JARVIS to tell you if there were any updates.

“No updates Ms. Y/N.” he informed you again.

You nodded, laying in bed once more. Staring at your ceiling, you were starting to feel off, figuring between the weather, boredom, and worrying about your boyfriends, that was it. Opting to nap it away, you curled up in one of Thor’s larger shirts and closed your eyes.

When you woke the following day, you knew something was wrong. You had slept almost 15 hours. Feeling your own forehead you tried to decipher what it could be. Your head was starting to hurt, and you wanted to crawl right back into bed.

After attempting to eat, and being unable to keep it down, followed by a dizzy spell, you called yourself a cab to the clinic.

The second you stepped foot into the clinic however, you collapsed to the floor. The world going black.

Tony walked in the front door, rolling his shoulders. He was sore, a bit bruised in a couple spots, and looking forward to seeing you. It was January 5th, and he’d finally be able to give you your Christmas presents. “Babe?” He called out as everyone went off to their own areas.

“Little one?” Thor looked into the living room for you.

“She is resting in her bed Mr. Odison.” JARVIS mentioned.

You nuzzled further into the pillow, barely hearing the knocked outside your door. Tony furrowed his bed. “Resting? It’s nearly lunch time.” He pointed out. “Is everything okay?”

“I am not at liberty to say, sir. I was told should I tell you, that she’d find a way to…’hurt me where it counts’.”

Thor’s eyes widened, knowing how feisty you got when angry. “May we see her?”

“I would advise you allow her to rest, but if you must.” JARVIS replied, making Tony raise an eyebrow.

“Was that…sarcasm?” He asked.

“No, sir.”

Thor cracked a smile at that, but grew concerned as the system unlocked your door.

You hummed as you shifted, hugging the new body pillow you had gotten. “Little one?” He peeked his head in before walking towards your bed, Tony joining him once he quietly shut the door.

“Y/N?” Tony sat on the side of your bed, shaking you gently.

“Unless you have girl scout cookies, I’m not getting out of this bed.” You muttered.

“But we have returned.” Thor was worried. Usually you were ecstatic to see them return. He rubbed your back gently. “I will go get these girl scout cookies if you wish.”

You arched your back slightly, his hand feeling good. “No, no, you’d have a hard time.” You yawned, cracking your eyes. “I’m happy you’re home, of course.” You gave him a sleepy smile. “But, we need to talk…”

He continued rubbing your back as you smiled, leaning down and giving you a small kiss. “Of course. With both of us?”

“Did we do something wrong?” Tony cupped your cheek.

You shook your head. “So, uh…Funny story.” You chuckled lightly, shifting to sit up. “That test was a false negative.” Your eyes were on your blanket, not looking forward to their reactions.

Tony instantly knew what you were talking about and his hand dropped. “You’re…” His eyes shifted to your stomach and back up to you. “You are um…”

Thor took a moment to catch on, watching Tony with confused eyes before looking back at you. “False negative? Test?” He tilted his head. When you tugged his hand onto your middle he understood, resulting in the largest grin spreading across his face.

You sniffed, wiping your cheek. “He said I’m about 4 months along. I’m sorry.” You said softly.

“Don’t cry little one, this is fantastic news. Right Stark?” Thor looked at him.

Tony’s mouth was still dry, and his heart was still racing. “Y-Yeah of course.” He nodded.

You let out a half chuckle. “Tony, I know you. You’re panicking, and your mind is racing.” You glanced at him with a shrug. “I don’t blame you.”

He nodded. “Please don’t take this the wrong way.” He stood and left the room, but not leaving the hall completely and just sliding down the wall as he began properly freaking out.

When Tony left, your heart sank. You knew that he’d be upset, but to walk out? It hurt. Lying back down, you rolled to your side and pulled your blanket over your head.

Thor was angry, but he needed to comfort you first. He laid beside you and tugged off the blanket before tugging you in his arms. “May I feel your belly?”

“Nothing to feel yet, really.” You sniffed, but moved to your back. “You can, though. I have pictures, too. Ultrasound pictures, I mean.” You told him.

His eyes widened. “May I see those as well?” He moved his hand to your middle, although there wasn’t much, he still felt warmth when he felt you.

Nodding, you reached over to your nightstand and pulled them from the top drawer. “Here.” You said softly, handing them to him. “I won’t know what I’m having for about another month, but you can see their feet and stuff.”

“Oh.” He smiled, bringing the picture close to his face. “Hello even littler one.”

You smiled softly, resting your head on his chest. “I should get up, but I really don’t want to.” You sighed. “I slept for fifteen hours the other day.”

“That’s alright, you deserve rest now.” He nodded. “Do you want me to talk to Stark? Or get you some of those scout cookies?”

You shook your head. “Just lay with me.” You said softly. “Nothing you can say will change how he feels.” While it hurt, there was nothing you could do. “Can we stay in Asgard tonight?”

He nodded. “Do you think it’s safe to travel? I’m unfamiliar.”

“I would think so. Pregnant woman travel all the time. You could ask Bruce, since it’s not like I’d be getting on a plane?” You glanced up at him. “If you aren’t comfortable with it, we can stay here.”

“Anything you wish.” He kissed your head. “I’m sure you don’t want to face anyone tonight?” He rubbed your side. “The team would be happy to see you.”

You shook your head. “Not really. I mean, I do…but I don’t. I just don’t want to be here. Tony’s so close, but he’s not. He’s probably in the lab or drinking.”

“Mr. Stark is outside your door on the floor.” JARVIS informed you.

Thor sat up at that. “Is he alright?”

“He is experiencing anxiety.” He replied.

“Go check on him? I would, but I’d just make it worse. I’m the cause of it in the first place.” You slid out of bed. “I’m gonna take a warm bath.” Moving closer to Thor, you kissed him softly. “Thank you for not being upset.”

“I was more upset when I thought you were not with a child.” He admitted shyly, kissing you once again before walking out and finding Tony on the ground. “Stark?” Thor crouched down. “Are you in need of medical assistance?”

Tony shook his head, not saying anything.

“Shall I escort you to your room?” Thor offered, concerned. “Sitting in the hallway will do nothing for you, my friend.”

“She’s pregnant.” Tony breathed, panicked.

Thor nodded. “She is. She is also as terrified as you are. I know I’m the only excited one.” He held out his hand, not knowing if it was the proper response.

“How can you be excited?” Tony asked, looking at Thor with fear in his eyes. “With all the danger in our lives, the enemies we make, and more.”

“Did you never want a child?” Thor asked, curious.

“No.” He answered straight away, still panicking. “I can’t do this.”

Thor felt sick. “And if this child she carries is yours? Now that she is to be a mother, do you no longer want her?” He asked angrily as he stood. “I need to speak with Banner. I shall send Barton for you.”

Tony’s chest heaved. “Talk with Banner for what? He is my friend.”

“He is also mine, is he not?” Thor countered. “She’s requested we take our leave for the evening, I’m simply making sure her, and the baby, are safe traveling to Asgard.” He informed Tony before walking away. While he felt guilt at leaving Tony in such a state, there was no way to tell how much longer until Thor felt the need to hit him. As he walked, he noted how Tony never answered his questions.

Tony remained in his spot, soon hearing Clint coming down the hall. He shut his eyes tightly, squeezing his fists.

Clint sighed. “Am I going to have to carry you to your room? I don’t know what you do but Thor’s about to rip your head off.”

“Just leave me alone.” He ground out. “She’s pregnant, and I never wanted kids!” Tony yelled.

You’d just stepped out of the bathroom, having cut your shower shower, and heard Tony. your heart sank as you froze. You felt tears spring in your eyes and you stared up at the ceiling, begging whoever was listening to make it stop.

You sunk down on your bed, hugging your knees as you heard Clint yelling at Tony, then suddenly silence. Wiping your cheeks, you looked around your room. You doubted it would be your room much longer. Would Tony walk away again?

You looked up as Thor made his way through your door and went to cuddle you immediately. Clinging to him, you cried. “I heard him, Thor.” You choked out. “He never wanted kids.” Your fingers gripped the back of his shirt, not wanting to let him go.

“It’s okay, he is just scared. I’ll never leave. No matter if it is mine or not.” He rocked you. “We will figure it out. I promise you.”

#thor x reader #tony x reader

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