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ren4ever · 15 days ago
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★ “𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬..𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 ?“★
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(𝐑𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐃)
Draco Malfoy x Childhood bsf reader
You and Draco had been best friends since childhood.
Different houses. Different personalities.
He was calm, sarcastic, cold, you were fire, always full of words and laughs.
Still… your bond? Unbreakable.
Everyone knew that.
He could be with Blaise, Theo, Mattheo — and there you were, walking beside them, sipping a Butterbeer like one of the boys like you were part of them, part of his world..cause you kinda were..Draco would act annoyed, but you were the only girl (except Pansy) he actually could handle.
You’d tease him.
He’d call you clingy.
You’d call him grumpy..yet somehow, you’d always end up grinning at each other.
It had always been like that.
Every year, you forced him to do the photo booth with you. The little cabin with flashing lights.
He rolled his eyes every time.
Every. Damn. Time..and every damn time, you kissed his cheek in one of the photos.
He always complained, but every year… it started to feel different.
This time, your lip gloss was shiny and pink. You were excited, playing with your hair, getting the photo tokens.
Draco watched you.
He always watched you. His heart was acting weird again. You pulled him into the cabin.the same spot..same stupid stool..for years.
“Smile” you whispered smiling looking at the camera.
He didn’t..so you poked his side and laughed..he finally did.
The flash went off.
Then another.
Then… silence.
You were leaning against him like always.
His arm around your waist, lazy and calm..yet now he felt almost guilty for what he was feeling..he didn’t control it..he just couldn’t ignore this thing in his lower stomach when you touched him or talked to him.
“When I get married, you better not be walking in my house 24/7” he said rolling his eyes. You grinned. “Oh, because we aren’t gonna get married together?”
He looked at you.
Really looked at you..longly..not the way friends do..not even best friends..
Lip gloss. Eyes shining. Your whole face glowing.
And he was… lost..fucking lost..these last times he was feeling weird around you..why were you so difficult and so easy at the same time to feel ?
Flash.
Another photo.
Every time you touched him, it felt like sparks under his skin. Like he got fireworks in his stomach exploding.
His stomach flipped when he looked at you.
“Y/n…”
You turned to him looking at him with your pretty eyes..batting your lashes waiting for him to talk or complain..but no. He wasn’t complaining, he was staring.
He stared at you..grey eyes on yours pink lips..
So serious.
“…We’re best friends… right?” His voice was down..like he was sharing with you his biggest secret..but you did know that one..so what ?
You blinked. Total silence.
Flash
You didn’t smile this time, no.
“Why this question, Dray?” you whispered.
His eyes fell to your lips, he couldn’t stop. “I think I don’t want to be anymore,” he said. Voice low. Barely there. Your heart stopped..what the hell ?
Flash.
“I wanna be able to do that…” he murmured looking at your lips like they were the most interesting thing tonight.
And then—“3..2..1-“ echoed the machine.
It was enough for his lips to find yours, his lips on yours are soft..gentle..almost scared of crossing your boundaries…like he didn’t just cross the biggest line.
The light clicked and he pulled back fast, panic in his eyes.
Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck..
It was done..
He looks up at you..literally panicking “I ruined it. Everything. I—”. You reached up and held his cheeks, you smiled gently..then you kissed him again.
Softer
Sweeter
Click.
Maybe it always meant to be you.
Maybe it was always you..
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ren4ever · 16 days ago
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i don’t write fanfics i literally just repost them and sob my eyes out.
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ren4ever · 16 days ago
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Why is it when reader is wearing lipstick its always red like I don't look good in red and not a big fan of red lipstick its always red why not lipgloss please
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ren4ever · 16 days ago
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I love tumbler fics, they’re either straight smut or just straight cute fluff.💓
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ren4ever · 16 days ago
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In a world of AO3 warriors, I'm forever a Tumblr Trooper...
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ren4ever · 1 year ago
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ʙᴜʟʟʏ ʟɪᴋᴇꜱ ʏᴏᴜ ʙᴀᴄᴋ
“he’s just so perfect”, that’s what all girls say, completely flawless like a charmer.
Even for you, he’s like a dream which makes u go bazark, why him?? He isn’t even nice towards you so what’s the point
Your friends with his buddies which made childhood!bully hate you even more, I mean why would a pathetic loser nerd like you be with them anyway
Especially when they tease childhood!bully about you guys being a possible cute couple, he would be all dramatic
“gng what? That’s pathetic’ nerd?”
He always shoves you to the lockers out of jealousy whenever you talk to other guys hatred
“Tsk, wht’ a loser”
He covers his face whenever he sees u staring at him tottaly not bcs it makes him blushy blush
His heart melts when y try to fight back with him it’s just too adorable for him to bear, but still keeps it within and show hatred anyway
BONUS:
Childhood!bully grabbed your arm, he looked absolutely furious as he walks in a empty classroom whilst you yell at him to let you go
“Why did you let him touch y’ like that? R’ u a fuckin’ slut hm?” his face turned blushy red just by looking at your adorable face, he roughly forcefully made sat u down on a nearby desk making you yelp as he grabs your left arm tossing it over his back, putting his right warm hand on ur rosy cheek, leaning forward to your face,
Lips on lips…
bear w me IDK HOW TO MAKE IT ANY BETTER LMAO this is just a small daydream thought
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ren4ever · 1 year ago
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Limerence love
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TW: nsfw at the bottom (you'll be warned there, for now SFW 15+) masked men kink, "if anything i wouldnt even wish limerence upon my enemies"
🐰 h/n, the man you have an big fat crush on for no reason even though he gives u icks left n right and yet u still fantantize over this big bully, do you really just love being shoved to his locker while being whispered depraved shit? thats fucking delusional. 🐰 Your friend that always had been supportive with everything untill she heard that you like h/n, she always complains why your into such douchebags and that you could find a better man than him
🐰 you also frquently stalk his intagram and he knows it, you can hear him often chuckling with his friends about how desperate you are but secreeetttlyyyy maybe, just maybe he likes you ... a bit? 🐰 your parents decided to move to an different city for no fucking reason, so slowly but surely you started losing feelings for him 🐰 after several years you finally graduated and got hired as an militairy nurse 🐰 while you were getting an tour of the base, you noticed someone who looked fimilair leaning against the walls, staring at you. BEFORE READING FURTHER, NSFW WARNING TW: non-con (MINORS SCROLL)
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after the tour you imediately evacuted to the restroom you started panicking! as you felt an cold, eerie presence behind u, your hands on the sink counter started trembling. Before u could even move he easily traps you against the sink, whilst using his free hand to pull onto ur hair "Where'd you think your going?" you struggle against him "let me fucking go" he scoffed at your pathetic plea, finally letting go off your hair "shut up" giving you an fierce glance before he forcefully drags you out of the restroom, his grip was too strong so your body just eventually gave up he then easily swang you over to his broad big shoulders, walking towards his barracks he roughly threw you onto his bed like a useless ragdoll before he crawled on top of you, "wh-- what are you doing?!-" you tried agressively kicking him off of you but he didnt care it as if you were just a little mouse compared to him "behave" he whispered calmy, while tearing ur clothes off as an needy maniac zziiiiippp "seeing a real man's dick for the first time hmm, yeah?" he then strokes his length while staring at your messed up face before he shoves it ruthelessly in you, you couldnt do anything but protest weakly "S-Shit.. ah.. s-stop! pleasee..." u beg him to stop while you writhe beneath him "shhh.." he wrap his hand around your neck forcing u to choke and hiccupping for air, "this is what you'll get for making me wait all those fucking years!" using you to relieve his fusteration (yeah, no im bad at writing NSFW so ill end it here sighhhh)
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face down on the pillow, gasping for air with humiliating moans n whimpers.
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ren4ever · 1 year ago
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BULLY X VICTIM TROPE (ideas 4 you!) SFW?
Bully x victim, masked men kink?
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(a quick description) You always hated school, not because it was 'boring' or 'frustrating' oh no, it's always been the bullies who keeps picking on you. All of this could've never happened if it wasn't for Konig, the very same guy who you liked for three years. Well at least u got over that 'quickly' now u finally have moved into a different city, a new apartment, a new school and most definitely a fresh new life, that's how u thought.
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(idea for characters) KONIG: Brown hair, blue eyes, wears a long balaclava, strong Russian/German accent, CANNOT COOK, plays basketball in his free time. (Naturally smart) Y/N: Studies hard, has 1 or 2 friends, is not popular but well known, LOVES BAKING, I personally think black or brown hair suits this person, basic coquette girl, could be either Asian or German.
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NO CREDIT NEEDED, I DO NOT CARE.
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ren4ever · 2 years ago
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⠀‹𝟹⠀ : IDC READ AT Y OWN WILL
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