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She’s gotten hold of some more ice cream. Where she front from, she wouldn’t say. Although, she wouldn’t be so stingy and would be more than willing to share, that is if one is willing or daring enough to ask…

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“……?”

She heard talks of something, but wasn’t quite sure what. Quietly, she’d watch from afar to see what was going on…

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“…I see. Thank you, Katya. That means a lot to me.”

While in some truth, what she knew now didn’t really bother her all that much, but it was still a bit surprising to say the least. Part of her always felt something was off. Well…other than the obvious. Though, knowing the reassurance she has now, it’s…a comforting feeling of belonging.

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“I see, then there is nothing to speak of. Continue with your training.”

“Just know… that I care about you.”

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“Alex. We talked about this. Don’t ask questions you don’t want the answers to. Leave it alone… Don’t ask Katya. Don’t even THINK about asking Lyra, or you’re gonna upset her. Do you REALLY want her to blow the ceiling off from over our heads? She just needs space…”

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“Don’t worry about it. Lyra’s fine. We’re all fine.”

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“Don’t worry about it. Lyra’s fine. We’re all fine.”

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“…Is that right? Well….I do have one thing I’m struggling with. How does one…make friends? I…can’t help but feel awkward because of who and what I am, and I’m usually busy a lot..”

“……Pretty much.”

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There would be a momentary pause at the blonde’s expression returned towards her usual neutral one.

“…Alright. Thank you.”

“…Just as long as you guys don’t go abandoning me or anything. I don’t know about ‘her’, though. I don’t think she really cares if I even existed…”

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“I see, then there is nothing to speak of. Continue with your training.”

“Just know… that I care about you.”

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“….Can you say that for sure? What if I never made the cut here? What if I fell short instead of making it as far as I have now? What if I wasn’t some altered ‘thing’ that I am now? Markova acknowledges the strong and only the strong, right?”

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“I see, then there is nothing to speak of. Continue with your training.”

“Just know… that I care about you.”

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“No, it’s fine. It doesn’t really bother me that much. I’ve been through worse.”

“……Pretty much.”

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“…How long have you known? Does Alex know?”

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“I see, then there is nothing to speak of. Continue with your training.”

“Just know… that I care about you.”

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“Lyra… You’re sister let me know that you… found out some information. Would you like to talk about it…?”

“…In what regards?”

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“…Lyra. I thought I knew mine.”

“……Pretty much.”

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“……Pretty much.”

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“…I knew it. It was all a lie. I was adopted after all. It was all fake-“

“…It checks out though…”

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Death flag? Surely not…

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“I smell a bunch of frauds here. You’re a fraud. You’re a fraud. EVERYONE’s a fraud.”

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@boomermania

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