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To me there’s like a line between the Bad Kids who were always themselves extremely authentically and that fucked them up socially (Riz, Adaine, Gorgug) and the Bad Kids who spent a good portion of their lives playing a part and that fucked them up mentally (Fabian, Kristen, Fig)

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Hello hello!! I'm advertising my commissions again :D I'd really appreciate it if you could give this a reblog, I'm looking to add more recent drawings to my portfolio, too, so this'd be a big help! thank you!! <3

RYAN MISSES DRAWING COMMISSIONS PROMO!!

Prices remain the same, HOWEVER! All commissions will come with a non-colored freebie drawing. It will be lineart only with no background, with a maximum of two full body characters. It doesn't Have to be full body, but that's the most I'll do for the freebie :]

COMMISSION INFO HERE:

There's no set date for the end of this promo yet, but I'm thinking of keeping it around 'til maybe end of July. That's plenty of time, but I may change my mind in case I get busy again. So order now!

Basically: i'm alive! and i miss drawing things that aren't for school! please commission me and save me from only drawing for college hell. please NDNDJSMS

REBLOGS APPRECIATED !! :D

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happy pride ft maybe my favorite month of the d20 calendar (art by @sydsketch)

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would u want to be mutuals and talk headcanons about THE Fabian Aramais Seacaster?? looking for fans in the wilderness and I realllyyy want to hear Fabian yap

YESYES OFC!! FEEL FREE TO DM ME :D

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i was rewatching the pok gukgak scenes and this moment was so cute i love them

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I stand by my canceled wife (complex fictional female character who is treated like shit by the fandom)

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AROMANTICISM. YOU AGREE. REBLOG

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bumper sticker that says "you'll never be half the boat my van is"

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going insano crazy mode over the idea that fabian is an amazing gift giver. he's not the best at doing or saying the right thing but gifts come easier to him. i think about this a lot.

adaine has a pair of shoes that she wears constantly and has had for years. it's a high-quality, expensive brand that was made to last-- one of the rare items she received from her parents that was actually practical. they're comfortable, durable and they fit with most of her outfits... but they're years old, and she's started to outgrow them. she's more upset about it than she'd like to be.

fabian notices. of course he does. so he looks into the brand, and finds that they don't make that exact model anymore. fabian's frustrated, and for most people that would've been the end of it.

but, well... fabian has money.

so he does more research. he looks into shoemakers, tracks down someone who is willing to emulate the style from pictures and even has them add a custom enchantment-- the shoes will grow to suit the user's needs.

it's a hefty price. one fabian is more than willing to pay.

(when he gifts it to adaine on her birthday, her eyes widen, something caught in her throat. she just stares as fabian explains the enchantment, quiet in a way that makes him feel uneasy. and for a moment he flounders and asks if he overstepped--)

("no," adaine tells him, a warble in her voice. "no, you haven't, fabian, this is--")

(she pulls him into a hug. fabian is quite literally unable to breathe.)

("thank you.")

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is it really a fabian-centric fic if it doesn't make me cry

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Gonna chill out the rest of May and then change my entire life in June. Possibly July if that doesn't work out. Certainly no later than September or October.

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what is The QPR fabriz fic?

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had the thought of "MAN i want to see fabian's light get put out. i want to see the spark in him fizzle and die. for catharsis." and then i remembered they literally did that. that's just canon. it happened. hi??

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The world needs more Fabian enthusiasts thank you for your fucking service soldier!!!!

FOR REAL!!! I LOVE YOU FABIAN SEACASTER YOU WILL ALWAYS BE FAMOUS TO ME

(i need to write another fabian pov fic. i really really do)

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going insano crazy mode over the idea that fabian is an amazing gift giver. he's not the best at doing or saying the right thing but gifts come easier to him. i think about this a lot.

adaine has a pair of shoes that she wears constantly and has had for years. it's a high-quality, expensive brand that was made to last-- one of the rare items she received from her parents that was actually practical. they're comfortable, durable and they fit with most of her outfits... but they're years old, and she's started to outgrow them. she's more upset about it than she'd like to be.

fabian notices. of course he does. so he looks into the brand, and finds that they don't make that exact model anymore. fabian's frustrated, and for most people that would've been the end of it.

but, well... fabian has money.

so he does more research. he looks into shoemakers, tracks down someone who is willing to emulate the style from pictures and even has them add a custom enchantment-- the shoes will grow to suit the user's needs.

it's a hefty price. one fabian is more than willing to pay.

(when he gifts it to adaine on her birthday, her eyes widen, something caught in her throat. she just stares as fabian explains the enchantment, quiet in a way that makes him feel uneasy. and for a moment he flounders and asks if he overstepped--)

("no," adaine tells him, a warble in her voice. "no, you haven't, fabian, this is--")

(she pulls him into a hug. fabian is quite literally unable to breathe.)

("thank you.")

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god i just fucking love fabriz because they're so. they're best fucking friends. they are. they both know they are, even when fabian denies it at first. and it's so OBVIOUS too-- riz is the most outwardly expressive about it, but who's the one fabian talks about so much, even without realizing it? when something goes wrong, it's The Ball this and The Ball that. it's emulating what riz would do when he went missing. idk man. they're perfect.

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“I don’t understand.” Riz looked up at Fabian, the half elf leaning on the shopping cart and giving him a thoroughly confused look. The goblin, for his part, was equally confused by this sudden statement from his friend, resting his arms on his knees where he was crouched in front of the shelves of instant noodles and shifting his position just ever so slightly.

“It’s shopping dude, it’s really not as complicated as you think.” “No no, I don’t understand what you’re doing.”

There was a solid three seconds of silence between them, Riz arching an eyebrow as his grip tightened on the quickly scrawled list in his hand.

“You asked me to show you where I get groceries so you don’t end up with the whole… situation that happened last year again-” “Yes.”

“-so now we’re shopping.” “Yes.” “Then what are you confused about?” Fabian gestured at Riz with his hands, having to stand up out of his lean on the cart to do so.

“That. You’ve been staring at those… products… and your crystal for ages. What in the nine hells are you doing?” “Oh. Okay yeah. I was checking to make sure these ones were covered under the coupon I have. They are, which is good, but I wasn’t sure which one to get.” Riz stood, grabbing the two packets of cup noodles he’d been agonising over and holding them up to show Fabian. “They’re both pretty calorie dense for the price but this one has freeze dried vegetables in it, while this one has little meat chunks.” “Why don’t you just get both?” “Not in my budget unfortunately.” “In you’re what?” Fabian made a face as if Riz had said something offensive, squinting at the price tag (Riz had already told him about those back in the produce section so he felt rather proud that he remembered where to find the cost of these items) and made a disbelieving noise under his breath. “The Ball, they’re only twenty copper each?” “Yeah, and I still have to buy powdered milk, eggs, cereal and… oh fuck I forgot to add laundry detergent to my list. Damn it, I might have to put some of the fresh vegetables back and get the canned stuff again.” Riz muttered, taking a pen out of his pocket and crossing out a few other items and adding ‘detergent’ to the very bottom of the scrap of paper in his hand.

That earned Riz another noise from Fabian, but he wasn’t quite sure what that meant. He wasn’t going to ask either, too busy doing some mental calculations as to what he’d need to put back so he could afford the cheap laundry power him and his mom had to use. “Why don’t you just get your favourite kind of noodle? Whichever one tastes best, rather than agonising about the difference between having vegetables or meat in it?” “Oh these aren’t my favourite brand, and the ones that taste best are uhhh…” He paused, tail giving a little flick as he quickly scanned the shelves before pointing at a brand near Fabians shoulder. “…those ones. They’re not on sale this week though and I don’t have a coupon for them.” Fabian made a little ‘ah’ noise as comprehension seemed to dawn on him, the half elf reaching out towards the shelf and promptly sweeping half of the shelfs contents into the cart before continuing onwards. “Wait! Fabian stop I can’t afford those ones! They’re like three hundred copper each!” Riz half climbed the cart to start pulling them back out, his efforts thwarted by Fabian reaching forwards to slap his hands away before he promptly picked the goblin up by the scruff and dumped him into the cart with the rest of the groceries.

“I’m paying for them. In fact, I’m paying for all the groceries today.” He started pushing the cart down the isle again, shoving Riz back into the sea of noodle cups when he managed to partially fight his way free.

“No you-“ “Shut it, The Ball. Think of it as payment for your lesson today.” He stopped the cart rather abruptly, grabbing something off the shelf and tossing it into the cart along with the rest of their groceries. “Now, point me towards where they hide the rest of the things on your list.” “I cant let you just buy all my groceries Fabian.” “Of course you can, and I won’t hear any more arguments against it.” Riz made an annoyed growling noise, head popping out of the pile as he glared up at Fabian but he knew there was no winning this argument. Instead he simply started shifting stuff around so he wouldn’t accidentally crush anything under his weight. Muttering a quiet ‘You could have at least grabbed the ones that were on sale’ under his breath as he gave in and pointed Fabian towards the next item on his list.