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Fourth of July ❤️

Description: Bucky finds out his first love is still alive after the events of Endgame.

Pairing: bucky x female!reader

Word count: 1,299

Warnings: No warnings. just a lil sad and feels.

Feedback is always wanted and welcome ❤️

a/n: This was written while listening to Fourth of July by Sufjan Stevens. I was very obviously in my feelings at the time. this is just kinda a depression healing drabble. bolded text it a direct quote from the song. please let me know if you enjoy ❤️ Gif by dailybuckybarnes.

James Buchanan Barnes liked to think he knew about sadness, about loss. After seventy years as a brainwashed prisoner of war, he’d resigned to the fact that the world he knew was gone, and it wasn’t coming back.

Brooklyn was a skeleton of the place he knew. The alleys he’d saved Steve from getting beaten up in were the same, but everything else was different. Many of the old buildings had been torn down and remodelled.

It wasn’t home, not anymore.

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to all the fic writers out there who have made 2021 bearable and have given us all countless hours of happiness and escapism, thank you so much

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PLEASE I AM STILL NOT OVER B99 I NEVER WILL....

Please dont leave me alone....

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stephanie beatriz x fem!oc - nervous

Hey, I love all your writing and I would like to request a Stephanie Beatriz x Fem! OC. The oc is friendly, always happy, always smiling yet sort of quiet, shy and reserved hairstylist on the Brooklyn 99 set. She's loved by everyone in the cast. The night before she and Steph went on a date after 4 years of secretly liking each other. OC refers back to her shy, quiet self the next day when Stephanie walked into the hair trailer. Thank you ❤️ - request from anon <3

Estrella was definitely nervous. It had gone so well last night... She got home at 6 this morning only to leave again for work an hour or so later. She was tired and nervous. Nervous about seeing Stephanie. "I've ever watched it" She admitted as she shook her head, meeting

Melissa's eyes through the mirror.

"You've never seen Home Alone?" Mel questioned, her eyes widening as Estrella adjusted her final piece of hair.

"You sound like my sister did. She tried to make me watch it every Christmas but I like The Polar Express, Muppets Christmas Carol and Elf. I watch them on repeat and I will forever watch them on repeat" She smiled, stepping back so Melissa could get up.

"Good Morning, Star" Stephaine greeted happily. Estrella felt herself blush as the taller woman moved to sit down where Melissa was seconds ago. "Morning" She greeted back quietly making Steph raise an eyebrow.

"Star... Star...Estrella. It's 5:30"

"I fell asleep" Estrella mumbled to herself shyly as she sat up tiredly from Steph's arms, in Steph's bed. She would admit that she was happy there... because she really was but she felt her cheeks go red. She fell silent as she scanned the floor for her clothes and her boots with a little sigh.

They had only come back to Stephanie's for drinks instead of going to a bar because she knew Estrella hated loud, overcrowded public places filled with people she didn't know. The restaurant they went to was quiet and small. Steph had spent all day trying to find somewhere she knew Star would like. "You okay?" Stephanie asked slightly concerned with the sigh Star had let out.

"Yeah. I'm fine" She responded as she picked up her dress, slipping it over her head. Estrella turned to get up but stopped herself and turned around with a small smile. "Thank you for last night. I should--" Steph smiled, cutting her off by leaning forward and kissing her softly.

"She's never seen Home Alone" Melissa mentioned to her close friend as she passed on the way out. "Thank you, Estrella!" She called after her as she closed the door to the trailer. They were alone. Not that it was a bad thing because it wasn't... but Estrella didn't know what to say. She had gone shy again. She felt exactly how she did when she did Stephanie's hair for the pilot. The first time they met.

"You haven't seen Home Alone?" Steph chuckled, looking up through the mirror at the slightly smaller woman with a smile. All she got was a simple shake of her head making her smile falter a little. It was silent between them. The only sound in the trailer was the radio which was usually talk radio because that's what Estrella loved. Her sister used to be a presenter so she always listens to the old ones with her voice on repeat. It calmed her... It was also fun watching some of the guys listen to it in confusion and have them, but especially Andy, ask what they were saying seen as the entire thing was in Spanish.

It wasn't an awkward silence, but it wasn't exactly comfortable. It was slightly awkward for Stephanie. She sat in it for 20 minutes as she scrolled through Instagram. Star could never detect when silence was awkward despite usually being the one who caused it in the first place. She didn't feel the slight awkwardness that Steph did. She just started on her hair, listening to her sister's voice to calm her nerves. This was the only thing that worked, you know, hearing her late sister's voice. Although, she did discover last night that holding Stephanie's hand also helped. Walking towards the restaurant, she was nervous about it being somewhere she hadn't been before but she took her hand and it shifted. Star smiled faintly at the memory.

"What you smiling at?" The actress wondered aloud, catching Estrella's eyes through the mirror. She caught the hairstylist's smile grow ever so slightly making her's do the same. "What?"

"Nothing. It's stupid. It doesn't matter" She muttered shyly, a few seconds later as she ran her fingers through Steph's hair making it look as good as possible. "Done" Star heard a mumbled 'thank you' as Stephanie got up from the chair and turned to face her. "Have I done something?" Estrella's face fell.

"No. No, you haven't. Star, you haven't done anything" Steph reassured, reaching out and taking Star's hand and unknowingly calming the nerves that had started to rise. "I just have a question. Why have you gone shy again?" She asked, stopping with Star before the door.

Estrella sighed. She was a shy and quiet person that was fairly innocent and oblivious to a lot of things. She got nervous. She could be, well, a lot... that's what she was always told anyway. By friends, her parents, family. Most people who knew her thought so. "It's been like 7 years since I've been on a date or gone home with someone. I'm 33 and I haven't dated since I was 25" The smaller woman revealed softly. "I stopped because I used to get shy and quiet again when I saw them next. I get overly nervous. I thought it would be a lot worse now I don't have Elise. She always made me calm"

Stephanie smiled softly at her as she gently squeezed her hand for comfort. Star finally looked up and let out a sigh she didn't know she was holding in. "My last girlfriend, Emmie, I had when I was in college and she couldn't put up with me... because she got to know me and got past the shy, reserved me and knew what I'm really like" Estrella playing with her necklace... her sister's necklace. "She didn't like that I was oblivious to a lot of things and couldn't really understand how other people felt. She hated how I fixated so much of my time on things I love and have loved for so long instead of trying new things. She thought I was 'a lot' whatever that means"

"Estrella--"

"I went shy again because I was nervous. Nervous about what you were going to say to me or what I would say. I might have been nervous about the same thing happening again... I don't know. I don't want you to get to know me properly if I'm only going to end up alone again. This time I would be alone because Elle died" When Stephanie smiled and giggled a little, confusion washed over Estrella's face. "What?"

"I like you, Star. You like me, I know that. You told me that... even if you whispered it and thought I didn't hear."

"You heard that?" Heat rushed to Star's cheeks in slight embarrassment as she was gently pulled closer to the actress.

"I heard it and I like you too. I like you a lot, okay? I want to get to know you properly because I liked the woman I went out with last night. She was sweet and happy and funny and innocent but in a cute way. As much as I like you now, I want to get to know more of the woman that talked about Disney in my bed for hours until we fell asleep."

"You weren't bothered that I know endless facts about almost every movie and every character?" She wondered, lightly smiling.

"Not at all. I love Disney" Stephanie shook her head, her smile as wide as it could be without looking unnatural. "Your face lights up when you talk about it. I love that"

"Really? Even Elise got annoyed with it"

"I don't," Steph said as she slowly inched closer to Estrella's face. "You're not going to be alone. I won't let it happen" She was speaking close to a whisper, making a shiver run down Star's spine as butterflies appeared in her stomach. "Can I know why you were smiling now? I'm sure it wasn't stupid"

"Usually the only thing that makes me calm and at ease is my sister's voice but last night when we were walking to the restaurant, I started to feel nervous about the new setting. You didn't know that, obviously, but you held my hand and I didn't feel as nervous anymore. It happened again in the middle of the night. I think it was 2 am or something and I woke up nervous about not being at home but you moved in your sleep and your arms tightened around me a little and I wasn't nervous anymore. I was thinking about that"

"Besides seeing me again after last night, I don't make you feel nervous?"

"No. No one here does anymore but especially you" Estrella shyly admitted, looking down a little. She was knocked a step back when Stephanie quickly leaned in and kissed her. It took a second before she smiled a kissed back.

Steph smiled as she pulled away, turning to leave. Before she could, Star spoke up again. "Thank you for last night. It was sweet what you did for me... with the restaurant and not taking me to a bar. The alternative was so much better. I had a lot of fun"

"We should do it again."

"I can be free tonight"

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rosa diaz x daughter!oc - perfect

Rosa has a secret daughter. One day she walks into the precinct bc she needs the keys for their apartment and BOOM! the whole squad finds out - request <3 oc created by her <3

Everyone knew Rosa Diaz was a secretive person. I mean now she was less secretive than she used to be but there was still so much the squad didn't know about her. They knew things she liked, they knew things she didn't like, they know little bits about what she does in her free time but they know nothing about her home life. There were multiple reasons she didn't want people to know where she lived but the main one was because she had a daughter. 

Rosa wasn't ashamed of her daughter. She wasn't ashamed in the slightest. She loved her more than anything and because she loved her more than anything, it was just for her protection. Rosa was very protective of her. She definitely wasn't a crazy overprotective strict mom but it eased her anxiety knowing she was safe. Lupe Diaz was her everything. 

The squad had no idea about this part of her life. Rosa just never knew how to bring it up. She had spent years being so secretive and had everyone know so little about her and when they did find things out it was only small things. Telling people that have known her for a very long time that she got pregnant when she was 19 and now has a secret 16-year-old daughter she thought probably wouldn't go down so well. So Rosa put it off. 

"I'm leaving. I left my keys at work so I'm taking yours and don't burn the apartment down if you're home to make yourself dinner" Rosa had said that morning before she left for work.

"Don't worry, I won't." Lupe smiled as she brushed her hair in the mirror. "Do you know where I put my glasses?"

"Kitchen counter. Come to the precinct if you need the keys. Love you" 

"Thank you! Love you too" She called after her mother as the door closed. 

It wasn't like Lupe had never been to the precinct. She had a few times but she had never been there long enough to meet anyone. Not that she really cared. Her mother's work was her mother's work and if Rosa didn't want her involved in that, that was fine. She was aware no one knew about her. To be honest, Lupe found it amusing.

Lupe: I'm in the precinct

Rosa: You know where I am

Rosa's anxiety rose a little as she looked at the squad all gathered around Jake and Amy's desks talking about something she knew she wasn't interested in. She had been waiting for a situation like this to happen so she didn't actually have to say the words "I have a daughter" because she thought that maybe Lupe being there would be less shocking and more believable. Rosa just didn't realise she'd be this nervous when it finally happens. Maybe they just wouldn't notice her and carry on with their conversation which Captain Holt was even a part of or they would see her and question why a child chose to speak to Rosa of all people. 

It had been a very quiet day in the building so everyone looked up when the elevator doors opened revealing a girl not much smaller than Rosa with brown hair, brown eyes that were glued to her phone, earphones in her ears and a tiny, barely noticeable smile resting o her lips. They all watched as she made her way towards Rosa like she'd been there before. She didn't even lookup. The teenager came to a stop in front of the desk and didn't say anything. Rosa rolled her eyes, looking away from her computer screen before pulling the earphones from the girl's ears.

"Hey! That was a really good song" Lupe pouted making her mother roll her eyes for a second time. 

"Pause it," Rosa said blankly, not failing to notice the squad's eyes on them from across the room. "What you smiling about?"

"I'm not smiling--" The 16-year-old quickly denied, shaking her head.

"Katie" Was all Rosa said but it instantly made Lupe's cheeks turn red ever so slightly making Rosa laugh a little. There wasn't anything she didn't tell her mom... there were times where she regretted telling her things. The whole Katie thing was a great example. The older woman went to say something else but was cut off when Amy approached with a smile on her face. 

"Hey, Rosa" She greeted only to be met by a blank stare. "Uh, so, how are you?" Amy asked kind of awkwardly as Lupe suppressed how much she wanted to laugh. She had to guess this woman was Amy just by the way she was dressed. She looked past her and towards the group of people staring at them. Lupe knew exactly who was who just by one glance. She nodded her head with a small smile when they noticed her looking their way.  

"What do you want?" Rosa questioned.

"Nothing. I just wanted to see if you needed help" She said.

"Help with what?"

"Uh-" Amy didn't know how to phrase it. She knew that the girl who stood beside her wasn't here to report a crime because it was clear from the start she was here for Rosa. That was what was confusing. A child was here to talk to Rosa. Amy quickly glanced at Lupe making it clear to the both of them she was trying to find a way to ask about her. 

"I'm Lupe" She spoke up with a small smile. "I'm guessing you're Amy"

To say Amy looked surprised was an understatement. To say each member of the squad also showed surprise would be an understatement... except Captain Holt of course. His face remained the same. He stayed stood at the back of the group as they moved closer to Rosa desk out of curiosity. "How do you know that?"

"Mo-- Rosa told me" Lupe corrected herself, quickly glancing at her mother who was sat back in her chair with zero emotion on her face. Rosa's nerves had calmed seeing Lupe speak to them. They still had no idea though. 

"She talks about us?" Charles beamed, as the group came to a stop. 

"Yeah" She revealed as she turned to Rosa only to see her roll her eyes. "Can I have my keys, please?"

"How do you know Rosa?" Jake asked the one question they had all been thinking as Rosa passed her daughter the keys. 

"Are you her niece or something?" Terry wondered. 

"Sure," Lupe says, putting one of her earphones back in. Rosa sighed as the squad watched the 16-year-old with a raised eyebrow as she smiled down at her phone. 

"What is 'sure' supposed to mean?" Amy questioned, looking to Rosa. How was she supposed to answer this? She either lied and said that Lupe was her niece or she told the truth. 

"Does it matter?" Rosa shot back. 

"N-no" Santiago stuttered slightly, stepping back out of fear from the glare she was getting. 

"What you doing?" Rosa asked after her daughter as she slowly began to walk towards the bullpen gate. 

"Katie and Alexa are coming over." She revealed looking up again. Seeing her mother chuckle and raise an eyebrow, she rolled her eyes. "Don't even. Alexa's there too. I should really stop telling you things"

"I wasn't going to say anything" The older Diaz shrugged, knowing full well she was going to say something about how her daughter was hanging out with the girl she had liked since middle school. "Just don't burn down the apartment"

"I left my hair straighteners on once and forgot about my brownies once. You are never gonna let me live it down."

"You used to play with matches" Rosa reasoned. 

"You gave me the matches to play with because I was crying about dropping my cheerios." Lupe shot back with a chuckle."4 years of parenting, you would think you would know not to give your child matches" 

"I'm so confused" Charles comments. "You gave her matches!" Terry exclaimed as Lupe laughed quietly. 

"'your child matches'" Amy repeated Lupe's words slowly as a look of realisation washed over her face. She studied the teenager's face carefully. She could see Rosa. "Oh my God"

Lupe's eyes widened as she looked over at her mother. She didn't know if she was in trouble or not. She never got into trouble so thinking about it did make her scared since she knows the effect her mom has on other people. Rosa was a scary person. When she looked at her mother's face though, it was the same. She didn't look angry. A very small, almost unnoticeable smile made its way onto her lips making Lupe raise an eyebrow.  

"Oh my God!" Jake realised second immediately looking to Rosa.

"What?" Charles questioned in confusion looking between everyone who had looks of realisation as they looked to their ravenette friend. 

"Lupe is the daughter of Detective Diaz" Holt answered.

"What!" Charles screeched with excitement as he turned to his friend.

"Got pregnant when I was 19 and got stuck with her" Rosa chuckled nodding towards her daughter. 

"You love me really" Lupe smiled. 

"Well..." She says teasingly with a tiny smile.

"It is like you want me to lock you out" The 16-year-old deadpanned.

"You do that and I play heavy metal on full blast outside your door at 3 am"

 "If my girls locked me out on purpose, they'd be grounded," Terry added. "Playing heavy metal doesn't seem like much of a punishment"

"But it's not punishment. She's a good kid. It's called being annoying" Rosa shrugged. When Lupe was growing up, they would often get mistaken for sisters. Not just because Rosa was young but because of the way they acted around each other. Rosa was and will forever be her true best friend. No one could replace her.

"We have a 4-year ongoing battle about who can be the most annoying at the most inconvenient time" Lupe explained, not looking up from her phone as she answered Katie's messages with a small blush on her cheeks.

 "I'm winning" Rosa claimed, crossing her arms across her chest and leaning back coolly. 

"You are so not winning." Lupe was quick to deny as she immediately looked up. 

"Get out of here" The older Diaz rolled her eyes making her daughter smirk.

"Accept defeat" She smiled widely making Rosa narrow her eyes at her. "Fine. I'm going, I'm going"

"Have fun with your girlfriend"

"Mom, please. You really need to stop that or I will lock you out" Lupe groaned, rolling her eyes but unable to keep the small smile off her face. 

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After a year of begging, Rosa finally agreed to another game night at her place. The first game night was there after she came out. Luckily for her, Lupe was staying at her friend's house that night. Rosa moved all the photos she had of her daughter and anything around the apartment that could be linked to a teenage girl before anyone on the squad could see it. This time when she attempted to open her door, she didn't have to worry about that and it felt good. By attempted, I mean that she tried but failed as Lupe had locked her out. "Lupe Celeste Diaz! Open the door" Rosa shouted from the outside as the squad stood a few feet behind her holding boxes of pizza, bottles of beer and board games.

"You should've thought about that when you called Katie my girlfriend!" Lupe shouted back from her spot on the sofa, watching the Nancy Meyers Parent Trap. She chuckled to herself with a smile of amusement. She wasn't bothered at all by what her mother had said, she was just being annoying at an inconvenient time. Her smile dropped when the door opened and Rosa walked in with the squad following quickly after. 

"You forgot I have my keys," Rosa said with a small smirk as she held up her keys. "We're having game night here"

"Cool," The teenager smiled happily as board games and pizza were placed on the coffee table in front of her.

"We'd like to get to know you more... if that's okay" Amy started as they all sat down around the table as Charles say up the monopoly. "That's fine" Lupe nodded. 

Rosa smiled as she sat down, watching her chosen family ask her daughter questions and making her laugh. She did wish she told them sooner but this was perfect.

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I say we hang out, have a drink, and enjoy all of us being together one last time.

Brooklyn Nine-Nine (2013-2021)

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GMPMEME2021 | DAY IV personality quiz ▸ BROOKLYN NINE-NINE

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Can you do a Meredith Grey with a female reader. She see's her wife being soft with baby Zola and she realises just how in love with her she is

this is very cute <3

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Jake put out a small kitchen fire and now Mac calls him a firefighter. Amy forgives Jake for the fire because Mac calling him that is punishment enough

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Brooklyn 99 Season 4 Deleted Scenes!!

On the Season 4 DVD there’s deleted scenes for Coral Palms Pt. 1 and 3, The Overmining, The Fugitive Part 2, and Your Honor! Descriptions of the scenes are under the cut! 

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one month without b99 and I don’t know what to do with my life now

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1x06 // 8x04

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You’re taking care of me. Just because I know you won’t remember it. Nope. You like me. Six Drink Amy is your friend.

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Can I request a Nina Rosario one where she gets home from collage and see's her girlfriend again. Female reader?

this is cute <3

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amy santiago x fem!reader - right

hiyaaaaa can you do the polar swim amy one that you had in your gif book on wattpad? love from your favourite imogen 💕💕💕 - request <3

The last thing y/n wanted to spend her christmas eve doing was this. The only reason she was stood on a freezing cold beach was because she loved Amy... and partially because she wanted to see Amy's face when she realised she was wrong. It didn't mean Amy didn't have to drag her there because she most definitely did.

Ever since the conversation in the break room that morning, y/n had tried to convince her girlfriend it was a bad idea, but Amy being Amy didn't want Captain Holt or Rosa to see her as weak so agreed to do the Polar Swim thing.

"Dude, are you really gonna let her do this? She's always cold" Is what Rosa had asked her later over the phone. Yes, she was letting Amy do it for three reasons. Number one: to be right in at least one of their many pointless debates. Number two: to prove to Amy that she would do anything even for competition or to prove herself even if meant getting hypothermia... or even though it wasn't a competition in the first place. Number three: Amusement.

"You still sure about this, babe?" y/n asked as they walked a few steps behind Holt and Rosa along the hard sand. "It's cold for me which means it is beyond freezing for you."

"I'm doing this. I'm tough, I'm strong and I am not a wimp"

"You don't have to tell me. I know it. So do they. You don't need to prove yourself, Amy"

Amy just ignored her and turned into whatever Captain Holt was saying while y/n tuned out. It was freezing but better than shopping with Jake, Gina and Charles.

"y/l/n are you sure you're not joining us?" Captain Holt questioned, pulling her out of her thoughts.

"I'm sure. I'm only here for moral support while you all get hypothermia.... and I'm here to see Amy's face when she realises that I'm right"

Holt nodded seconds before the air horn went off. Rosa and the captain quickly removed their coats, running towards the ocean while Amy hesitated and kept her coat on before running. She barely touched the sea before turning around.

"Noooooo!" She screamed, running back to a laughing, highly amused y/n. Amy ran into her girlfriend's arms and attempted to feel warm. "It's so cold." She shivered.

"I told you, Mimi. You don't need to prove yourself and that water is way too cold for you." y/n chuckled. Amy smiled at the nickname, going up on her tiptoes and lightly pecking y/n's lips.

"You were right. Sorry for dragging you here." The detective apologised shyly as she looked back at the sea to see Rosa and Holt looking back at her.

"It's fine. I'd rather be here with you than in Goodwins with Jake. Also, it was highly amusing watching that and I feel very satisfied that I was right for once"

Amy chuckled before a comfortable silence fell upon the couple. She wrapped her arms tighter around y/n's waist in an attempt to get even just a little bit warmer

After a few minutes, they saw Rosa and Holt walking back. "I love you y/n/n" Amy whispered into her shoulder.

"I love you too, Mimi"

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How much do you think Amy bragged to David when she became Chief?

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rosa diaz x fem!oc - hard day

can i request a rosa x fem!oc named Aisha? Basically, Aisha has a bad day at work (doesn't matter what job but not at the Nine-Nine) and she's stressed and upset. She comes home when the squad is at Rosa's for game night and they see soft Rosa when she's comforting her - @bigknightwinnerpatrol request <3

Aisha had dreamed of the perfect life for herself ever since she was a little girl. She was always told none of it was ever going to happen. She grew up in a trailer in a very crowded, run down trailer park with her deadbeat, alcoholic father who had zero faith in her. "Your dreams are not realistic. None of that is possible for a girl like you. You're not smart enough to be a doctor. Hell, you're not even smart enough to go to college to be a doctor. You're gonna be in that waitress job for the rest of your damn life. Even if you do somehow make it as a doctor, it will never work out. You won't be a good doctor"

How she proved him wrong. Aisha Jones worked her ass off in that shitty waitress job to save for college and med school. She left home at 18 and moved across the country to Brooklyn, New York. She had to get as far away from her father as she could. Graduating at NYU med school at the top of her class, she dedicated her speech to her father who never believed in her and the one person who did. The only person sat in the crowd for her. Rosa Diaz sat in the crowd.

They met one night in a bar. They were only 18 and definetly not old enough to be drinking but the guy there knew them. They kept seeing eachother there most nights. Ever since then, they'd been inseprable. The bestest of friends. Rosa Diaz knew Aisha's dreams. She knew her story. She knew Aisha dreamt of being a surgeon. She knew Aisha dreamt of growing up and finding the perfect woman who loved her and supported her no matter what. Eventually, she found that in Rosa. It only took them 14 years to realise their feelings but she found her.

Rosa was there when she graduated college, she was there when she graduated med school, she was there through her intern year, through her residency and the day she became an attending.

Aisha Jones was the most confident woman she knew. She didn't take shit from anyone, she never doubted herself... not even for a second, she never gave up and she was never afriad to speak her mind even if sometimes it got her in trouble. Rosa loved her for all of it.

"Haha. I win" Rosa laughed as she threw her cards in the pile in the middle of the table. The squad groaned in annoyance as the woman smirked in triumph.

"How have you won every game?" Jake pouted.

"Aisha isn't playing" The ravenette simply shrugged. "I haven't won a single game against her since I met her"

"You haven't won a game in 16 years?" Terry questioned. "Damn, she's good"

No one heard the apartment door open. They only knew someone was there when it slammed shut, making everyone but Rosa jump. A teary eyed Aisha rolled her eyes, seeing the squad sat in her living room. She loved them all, she really did but today hadn't been her day. It was rare she let things in her job affect her. She'd push it all down like she always had done but somedays, she just breaks. Rosa had only even seen that happen once... 8 years ago in her intern year the first time she ever lost a paitent.

Rosa's face twisted into concern as her girlfrined's usual smile wasn't there and her usually tough exterior seemed to have disappered. Aisha stood in the doorway in her navy scrubs. She had forgotten to change. She just wanted to be at home with Rosa. "What's wrong?" She asked, getting up from the sofa and making her way over. Aisha's lip trembled for a second before she fell the the floor with a cry, tears beginning to stream down her face.

Rosa was quick to the floor with her, bringing Aisha into her arms and hold her tightly. It was breaking Rosa's heart to see her cry.

"I lost them. I lost them all" Aisha cried quietly into Rosa's chest. "I don't know what I did wrong"

"You didn't do anything wrong, Ayla" The talller woman reassured, pressing a kiss to Aisha's hair. She couldn't care less that the squad were sat behind them.

"You don't know that" She said. "He's right. It's not working"

Rosa knew exacty what she was talking about. She was talking about her father and everything he had ever said to her about failing as a doctor. "He's not right. Aisha, you lost a few paitents. You loose them all the time. It's never your fault. You do everything you can to help them."

"Every paitent I operated on this week died. I had to tell wifes, husbands, children, parents that their loved one had died on my table. I've never lost all of them"

"That doesn't mean you're not a good surgeon. Babe, you're a 4th year attending and already you have people come from all over the world to be fixed up by you. You're a world class neurosurgeon. You have two awards for what you do. Your mortalitly rate is 0.5%"

Aisha sniffled as she lifted her head, her eyes's meeting Rosa's. A gentle smile rested on the detectives face as her hand moved to wipe the tears away. "I am pretty great" Aisha chcukled slightly.

"You are" Rosa chuckled back. "They can leave if you want" She whispered, discreetly gesturing to the squad behind them.

"No, it's okay. I'm just going to get into bed. I just worked a 12 hours shift of back to back surgeries. I'm tired." Sniffled Aisha.

"I'll make them leave and we can finish watching Sweeney Todd."

"I thought we finished it again"

"You fall asleep half way through everytime. We've been watching this movie since 2009 and you stil haven't seen it all"

"Whatever you say" Aisha rolls her eyes asher usual smile returning to her face, getting off the floor and holding her hand out to Rosa. "I'm sorry about that" She apologised shyly to the squad who gave her soft smiles before making her way down the hall.

"We already packed the cards away" Amy smiled, knowing what Rosa was about to say. "We'll leave"

"Thanks" She nodded before turning down the hall. Rosa stood in teh doorway of the bedroom as she watched her girlfrined undo the bun at the back of her head, letting her hair fall to her shoulders.

Aisha jumped ever so slightly when Rosa's arms wrapped around her from behind. " Don't think about what your dad said. You're amazing"