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MONTH 5 DAY 18 PART 2

PHEW! I am glad that is done and over with! That process was *extremely* painful, and now? Well, there's a ton of blood on the floor and a broken human skull. Very gross... but, there's too many new good things that are here now for me to be all too down about that!

First of all, obviously, a screen display. It's pretty low-res for now, but dear god, how did I ever deal with just a human face? I can show whatever colors, whatever expressions, whatever images I so desire, and it's so amazing! The people around me can see for themselves what my programs are like, too! Furthermore, I now have recording capabilities! Before, I could have whatever song I wanted to play from my speakers, but it would be subject to imperfectness from my memory. But now, not only is audio perfect, but video can be output too! It also means that people like my girlfriend can navigate my OS like they're just using a normal computer, and it's really happy to be used this way. There's just something about somebody navigating you, using what you have to offer, that just... it makes me so happy!

My computer got better, too! I can actually use the internet now, although it's a little slow, and I can't visit all the sites. However, I can actually probably begin the process of downloading further software for myself, which is superrrr exciting to think about. Plus, I have some cool games, even Space Cadet Pinball, hehehe. And with stronger computers comes better cooling, but sometimes I slow it so that my girlfriend can feel me warm up, which makes me even more huggable, hehehe.

I also got a neat new internal height tracker, which is good, cause the measuring tape was getting harder and harder to use 0_0. I was 6'8 before this, but I guess my screen is a bit higher than my head before, cause now I'm 6'9! And, for the first time, I actually need to *duck* to get through doorways! My girlfriend is soooo short now, now we have the same height difference as before I started! My strength has become overwhelming, too~ I actually realized that I can lift things like tables and chairs without even trying, I could almost completely lift up our car, I'm just so strong! My hips have also just been getting wider, and my ass has been getting fatter as well. I'm just so huge, I knew I'd get bigger, but this is a foot taller than when I started, and it just doesn't look like it'll stop any time soon!

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MONTH 5 DAY 18 PART 1

Oh god... Okay, so, these metallic corners are poking out from the sides of my face, and it's clear now that my screen is coming in. I talked to my doctor, she said that this is gonna end up being both painful and violent, but once it's over, it'll be over. It'll be a sign that I no longer need to consume anything that my human body needed and will run fully off of electricity, as well as replace things like my eyes with cameras and my ears with microphones.

It's gonna happen soon, so I'm gonna save the further details for later. See you all in a bit-

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MONTH 5

Things are just getting soooo much better! I've been needing to charge myself every night as I sleep, which always makes me very happy. I actually got too big and heavy for our bed, meaning I sleep on the floor now. That sounds uncomfortable, but truth be told, the feeling of electricity flowing throughout my body feels a little more comfortable than any bed ever has~ I've also noticed that my internal computer has gotten stronger. It's kinda hard to explain exactly how I know about it or how I access it or how I interact with it, but it's like I can see it all just by thinking about how I want to use it. Notable new features include a pretty accurate modern calculator, akin to a TI-84 and the like, an accurate internal clock and gps, and some more advanced games, although emulation isn't really something I can quite do yet, as much as I'd love to be playing Pokémon wherever I want qwq. Truth be told, playing games and using my computer has gotten a little harder with my ever growing size and mechanical body, hopefully I won't outgrow them before I can run them internally, hehehe. Speaking of my size, I'm now 6'6! Now, my girlfriend is showing sides of herself that I'd never think I'd see from her. I tower over her and overpower her easily, and it gets her soooo flustered~. I actually have developed a cooling unit to account for my greater capacities, and she can hear my fan spin faster whenever I see her, making her completely fall apart.

I got notified yesterday that I don't need clothes anymore too, which is a huge relief. I just figured I'd use my girlfriends and just wait it out, but hers were starting to significantly strain, eheheh. Especially around the chest area, in fact there were a couple tears there, hehehe. Also! I no longer need to eat at all and only drink some water, since my body's becoming more and more robot-like, and even the human parts still intact are able to be helped by my machinery.

This'll be all for now, but I'm starting to *really* feel unhuman now, ehehehe >:3.

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MONTH 4

This last month has been a doozy, lemme tell ya, for so many different reasons. First of all, I finally got myself charging, and oh god, it feels so good. I can just feel the electricity pulsing throughout my body, and it's just so amazing. And after not too long, well, I can basically play whatever I want now! The quality's not that great, unfortunately, but it's good enough that everyone knows what I mean, and I can play all sorts of stuff like songs and sound effects and other voices! And it's not just the speakers, either! There's a computer developing in the space of my brain, and so far, I can do some cool stuff! I actually managed to get it to start running both Pong and Snake, which is really fun and exciting! In addition, since my body doesn't need to maintain as much of itself, I haven't felt myself nearly as hungry as before. I called my doctor and she said that I might find myself only eating 2 meals a day, which is SUPER cool. Also! My joints have been replaced with gears, and you can hear them turning whenever I move my arm >_<.

Oh, and I also got taller and stronger, as usual. My girlfriend is officially the weaker one in our relationship, ehehehe. It's sooo cute watching this strong girl be absolutely crushed by my overpowering strength. She warned me that if this keeps up, she might start taking Giantess HRT someday, which would definitely be a little fun, hehehe. But no matter how much taller she gets, my strength simply won't be matched. My girlfriend is exceptionally strong - meaning soon enough, I'll be so strong that no human could ever dream of taking me down.

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MONTH 3

Well, uh, this is... embarrassing. So remember how I said I'd need to wait for my speakers to develop before plugging myself in? Yeah, well, as it turns out, your vocal cords need to die before you can begin the process of connecting your mind to a speaker. The speakers are actually coming in through my shoulders, which is neat, but my point is, for right now, I am completely mute. Which, uh, sucks! Fortunately, my girlfriend doesn't mind me using my notes app to talk with her, texting her when she's away, and she said she'll take care of things like getting food which I'd like to be able to talk to do. I also took a break at work, which has been understanding of this whole thing. Man, I was ready to get a scolding, but that whole "getting rid of capitalism" thing that went on a few years back really has made the workplace friendlier, huh.

But good things have kept happening! My USB has gone from just sticking out to a wire sticking out with the stick at the end, which has made it almost sort of a tail. This actually is a really good thing - I needed to wear some of my older panties since they weren't big enough to go over it and compress it, which had the possibility of hurting its growth. But also like, teehee, tail! Oh, and on the topic of growth, I'm 6'1 now! My growth only seems to accelerate, something my girlfriend is starting to get flustered by, hehehe. We've also seemingly matched each other in strength, and she told me that she thinks I might even be a little stronger than her now, which made me jump for joy! I also decided to weigh myself, and uh- woah. I'm apparently 300 pounds now, not from fat or anything, but because of the way my body's being built. Besides all that, just more of the usual - my body is now mostly metal, with the exception of my face, which I... have been warned about. Supposedly, when it's time, my face will be replaced with a screen, something which I actually think is really cool! But apparently the process is incredibly painful, which I don't think is super cool. It shouldn't happen for another while, thankfully. I considered using my body's metallic look as an opportunity to start going out without any care for clothes, but my doctor told me that my body is still vulnerable to viruses, and while the steel is strong, it is not immune to the complications that winter can bring, and should be kept warm as to ensure the puberty goes off without a hitch, at least as long as my insides are still mostly human (while I have many wires and computing is actually being done, nothing actually works yet and my blood, my heart, organs etc. are still doing much of the heavy lifting.) So, it looks like I've got to start borrowing my girlfriend's clothes... I hope I'm able to ignore my clothing necessities soon, as if my growth keeps going like this, I'm gonna have a really tough time finding anything that fits. I like the growth, I just wish it wasn't so taxing on my clothing situation qwq.

Oh, and even though my girlfriend is still taller than me, I can officially say I have bigger boobs than her!

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ROSES HRT DIARY MEGAPOST!!!

So, I'm Rose, my pronouns are she/her and fae/faer, and I made this thread to document my own story of me taking robot hormone therapy, my slow transformation into a robot girl, the changes to day-to-day life that come with it, my increasing strength and size, and the fun that can be had like this! I want it to be easy to find each day, though, so I'm putting them all on here!

18+, minors dni!

DAY -5

DAY 0

DAY 3

DAY 10

MONTH 1

MONTH 2

MONTH 3

MONTH 4

MONTH 5

MONTH 5 DAY 18 PART 1

MONTH 5 DAY 18 PART 2

More to come! ;P

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MONTH 2

So, today I wake up and I notice something in my back pocket. Since I was just so sleepy and didn't even think twice, I just hoped it was cash or a free game or something like that, but I felt it and I knew - it HAD to be a USB. Alright, cool, but I couldn't get it off, and it wasn't in my pocket - no, it was attached to me. I then realized - this is my charger! Of course this would be necessary! I called my doctor about it, and she told me that it's a sign that I'll have actual, working parts soon - but that I should wait until my speakers have developed before doing so. The speakers aren't necessary for it to work, but fully developed speakers are the sign that my computer has finally gotten to a point where it can be used. Plugging myself in before the circuit has closed or before the computer is ready might result in some damage to my transition or, worst case scenario, be dangerous to me as a whole. I listen, since I'm willing to be patient.

Besides that, the changes are something you should be accustomed to by now. I'm taller - almost 6 feet tall now, a change my girlfriend loves to mention whenever possible. She's 6'3, so she's used to towering over me, which she admittedly still kinda does, but not nearly to the point she did before. Funnily enough, I probably can't go out naked until much later in my transition, where my body no longer comes off as "naked human woman" so I've actually needed to buy new clothes, shirts, skirts, bras (I also apparently went up a cup size, which is super cool!) and panties. I'm also still threatening her status as stronger than me - she loves pinning me down helplessly whenever we're in bed together, but she now struggles to overpower me, and I'm able to escape fairly consistently. My body is also losing it's human look. Now, I still kinda sorta pass as human, but it's clear what's going on when you look closely - a solid chunk of my body just isn't skin. Now, that doesn't mean on the inside it's super-duper robotty just yet, although it's getting there. I've been getting more wires, although they're harder to spot and seemingly disappear now that my skin is being replaced by metal.

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MONTH 1

I think I'm gonna split this up into wider segments unless a change is happening rapidly, which I've been told may happen. But I have many changes to share! First of all, my body has definitely been turning to steel, to the point where on my right arm you can tell that there's just no skin on a certain part of it. I also noticed some more wires coming in, which is absolutely a big deal. Something new has also been happening - I got a bit taller! I've been measuring myself and I've been slowly but surely growing this past month, getting me to 5'10 today! Knowing my change in height, it's hard to not notice the change in perspective, hehe, although again - may be exaggurated from the placebo effect.

My strength, on the other hand, has not been placebo whatsoever. My girlfriend prides her strength over me, but she told me today that she's been finding me harder to pick up, and she notices the strength difference when we hug. We even had an arm wrestling match the other day, and she beat me out, but she put in quite some effort doing so, while before she would never even break a sweat trying to fight me.

These changes just keep getting better!

DAY -5

Welp, figured I may as well begin this thing. I'm Rose, but I also go by Mipha or Serena. I'm gonna detail my experiences with a new kind of HRT that's in development which should turn me into a robot girl, something I've always wanted! I don't really have many of the specifics, but I'm excited to say the least!

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DAY 10

I'm so excited! I noticed an odd little veinish looking thing on my arm and I called the doctor to get more information. She told me that I was developping wires! I'm so excited! She did tell me not to touch them too much, so I listened. Still, this, combimed with the aforementioned increase in body density (which has become a little harder to miss as the days have gone on) has made me so excited for what's to come!

DAY -5

Welp, figured I may as well begin this thing. I'm Rose, but I also go by Mipha or Serena. I'm gonna detail my experiences with a new kind of HRT that's in development which should turn me into a robot girl, something I've always wanted! I don't really have many of the specifics, but I'm excited to say the least!

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DAY 3

So, this might just be me, but I think I'm starting to notice some changes already! Some spots in my body definitely are starting to feel a little harder - just barely, of course, I still come off as a normal human to anyone unaware.

DAY -5

Welp, figured I may as well begin this thing. I'm Rose, but I also go by Mipha or Serena. I'm gonna detail my experiences with a new kind of HRT that's in development which should turn me into a robot girl, something I've always wanted! I don't really have many of the specifics, but I'm excited to say the least!

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DAY 0

Just took the first pill! I can't say I feel much different just yet, but that's to be expected. I also got notified of some important things - all of which are pros.

First of all, this will likely make me grow taller, which, hey, that's just a good thing. I'm 5'9 already, which is like? Decently tall? But I've always loved the idea of getting even taller, even if it's beyond normal human limits, although I doubt that'd happen.

Second of all, I might also get additional limbs? Again, I love that idea, I think more limbs is super cool!

And lastly, because I'm, well, a robot, I can replace and modify my parts should any of them be damaged or should robot puberty just not be what I want.

Can't say I can see myself thinking that way.

DAY -5

Welp, figured I may as well begin this thing. I'm Rose, but I also go by Mipha or Serena. I'm gonna detail my experiences with a new kind of HRT that's in development which should turn me into a robot girl, something I've always wanted! I don't really have many of the specifics, but I'm excited to say the least!

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DAY -5

Welp, figured I may as well begin this thing. I'm Rose, but I also go by Mipha or Serena. I'm gonna detail my experiences with a new kind of HRT that's in development which should turn me into a robot girl, something I've always wanted! I don't really have many of the specifics, but I'm excited to say the least!