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A clay render of my current WIP - a turtle! 🐢🐬 This is my first ever sculpted project and it’s been quite a challenge ahaha. I’m learning a lot though so here’s hoping the extra hours will be worth it 😅 - - Following tutorial by @cgcookie - - #turtle #cute #clayrender #blender3d #blender #b3d #cgcookie #3d #3dmodeling #3dcharacter #3dsculpting #sculpt #characterdesign #character #render #render https://www.instagram.com/p/B8001gVH2cY/?igshid=7uxswqeey392

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✨Happiness can be found even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light - Albus P. W. B. Dumbledore ✨ One of my favourite quotes, from my favourite books, providing an excellent excuse for a lettering session! - - - - #blender3d #blender #blender28 #blendercommunity #blendercentral #blendercycles #blenderanimation #blenderart #3d #3dmodeling #3danimation #3dtypography #typography #cursive #quotes #light #lightbulb https://www.instagram.com/p/B8yTIIkFjXI/?igshid=1g2ytyuox5zad

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My two favourite little guys say hi 👋 This was really fun to create and is definitely one of my favourite projects to date. 🍬 Methinks this cute couple will make a comeback! We’ve gotta give them some names though peeps - leave your thoughts in the comments 💭 - - - - #blender #blender3d #marshmallow #mallowpuff #blendercommunity #blendercentral #blendereevee #blenderanimation #animation #characterdesign #characteranimation #cute #3d #3dmodeling #3danimation https://www.instagram.com/p/B8vifcWlRIn/?igshid=1sycym7f6ayp3

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I love these squishy friends so much 😍 They’re so sweet! Watch this space for an animation 🍡 - - - - #marshmallows #mallowpuff #blender3d #blender #blendercommunity #blendercentral #blenderrender #blendercycles #blenderart #blenderartist #blender28 #blender3dart #blendershare #3d #3dmodeling #3dart #3dmodels #3dartist #3dmodel #3dmodelling #3ddesign #3drender #3dcharacter #rendering #render #rendering3d #characterdesign #character https://www.instagram.com/p/B8tFoC4nRQ5/?igshid=gunec27rehs9

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My first proper animation 😱 Super proud of this one plus it took sooo long to render ahaha - - - - #cinema4d #cinema4dart #c4d #c4dart #c4drender #animation #c4danimation #c4dmotion #cinema4drender #cinema4danimation #loop #looping #loopinganimation #lovin3d #3d #3dmodeling #3dart #3danimation #3dartist #3dmodel #3dmodelling #3ddesign #3drendering https://www.instagram.com/p/B8p8lWtF4xn/?igshid=otvl4vdtnqr8

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Fancy a cuppa? ☕️ Throwback to the blender donut tutorial by @andrewpprice - - - - #blender #blender3d #blendercommunity #blendercycles #rendering3d #3dmodeling #blenderguru #tea #cupoftea #cuppa #3dmodelling #3dmodel #3d #3dart #3dartist #blendercentral #blenderrender #blenderartist #blender28 https://www.instagram.com/p/B8n4aN6nCsa/?igshid=fzo0cmd4evqu

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Happy belated Valentine’s Day ☺️❤️ - - - - #cinema4d #cinema4dart #c4d #c4dart #c4drender #heart #heartbeat #valentinesday2020 #valentines #love #animation #softbody #softbodydynamics https://www.instagram.com/p/B8k8bEgF7Wc/?igshid=hed2gysumtur

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🎶 If I could turn back time... 🎶 - #harrypotter #timeturner #blender3d #blender #blendercommunity #blendercentral #blenderrender #blendercycles #blenderart #blender28 #3d #3dmodeling #3dart #wizardingworldofharrypotter #wizardingworld #wizard #time https://www.instagram.com/p/B8j0SH7H8iO/?igshid=1fhqg44uwlo7b

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Do NOT Support ‘Adam’ When The Film Comes Out

I’ve talked about this before on this blog but this is the most disgustingly transphobic and lesbophobic narrative I’ve ever come across. 

CWs: transphobia, homophobia, lesbophobia, corrective rape, voyeurism

The book Adam by Ariel Schrag is being turned into a movie which has been named as one of the most exciting LGBTQ films of the year. You should know before watching that the book is about a cis boy who pretends to be a trans man in order to persuade lesbians to sleep with him.

Yeah… you read that right.

Book plot summary: 

boy spies on his lesbian sister having sex

boy decides to pretend to be a trans man (gross)

i.e. pretends to have a vagina because he thinks lesbians will want him then (he literally wants to fuck lesbians because he watched his lesbian sister have sex wtf)

he does get a lesbian to sleep with him, he straps his penis down using ace bandages and uses a strap on.

all the actual trans dudes we meet identify as lesbians this basically implies that trans men are not real men (lesbians i.e. women)  

another time they have sex again only he uses his actual penis but tells her its a strap on. that’s literally rape, she didn’t consent to an actual penis.

he confesses that he’s been lying to her this whole time but she doesn’t break up with him. she even says its okay cause she fantasised about him being “a real boy"

that’s a direct quote. massive transphobia. huge. not to mention this is now the “lesbian is cured by dick trope” which is disgusting and that trope leads to real lesbians and bi women being raped to “fix” them. 

he leaves new york, they’re long distance. they get in an argument and he calls her a slut and a whore among other things and then she dumps him

eventually they get back in touch and she has a new cis boyfriend so yep, she’s been “cured” woo she’s actually straight and he helped her realise that yay (massive sarcasm)

It is deeply deeply transphobic. To imply that our identities are just costumes for other people to put on erases who we are as people. More than that, to imply it is done to trick people into sex is a dangerous lie that literally gets us killed.

It is also deeply lesbophobic. To fuel this narrative that lesbians can be “fixed” by having sex with a man leads to real corrective rapes happening. 

Here is a review of the book by a trans man. I have yet to find one by a lesbian but will edit this if I do.

This book gives out incredibly harmful notions about trans men and lesbians that are used to hurt them in real life. It’s so entrenched in the narrative that I don’t see how the film can possibly be any better.

I do not say any of this lightly. it’s very very rare for me to call out a piece of fiction or for me to decide that a story is unfixable. But this… there’s no excuse for the bigotry in this. 

I’d like to tell people to boycott it but I can’t tell you what to do. So instead I’m going to ask that you share this because it being named as an exciting new LGBTQ film is going to make LGBTQ teens want to see it. And they should know beforehand how hurtful it could be. They should be able to arm themselves with that knowledge.

Don’t make queer kids see this film believing it will represent them only to be exposed to this hatred of their identities. 

Please reblog.

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My little slice of paradise 🏔💧🏝 - - - - #lowpoly #lowpolyart #lowpoly3d #lowpolygon #3d #3dmodeling #3dmodelling #blender3d #blender #blendercommunity #blendereevee #blenderart #island #waterfall #clouds #sculpting #creative #cggeek #cggeektutorial https://www.instagram.com/p/B8KT1UTJE4A/?igshid=1qjo06wquwhk1

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Neon 💡💖 - - - - #neon #neonsign #blender3d #blender #andrewprice #blenderguru #pink #brick #blendercommunity #blendercycles #poliigontextures https://www.instagram.com/p/B8DPmQMJRea/?igshid=4lp7teusu535

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The obligatory blender donut has graced my feed! I’ve wanted to learn blender for a while and the @andrewpprice tutorial was super helpful - especially for transferring what I already knew from Maya! - - - - #blender #blender3d #blenderdonuts #blenderdonut #blenderdonutcomplete #blendercommunity #blendercycles #rendering3d #3dmodeling #donut #blenderguru https://www.instagram.com/p/B8BORaypUxe/?igshid=ycr857sxepih

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Bubbles! 🧼🛁💧 My take on a realistic soap bubble shader for my third year project. It’s so pretty 😍 Checkout the link for a demo with a real time soft body simulation: https://youtu.be/9lLlnfQWBGw - - - - #opengl #cplusplus #bubbles #soapbubbles #photorealism #photorealistic #rendering #shader #shading #glsl #softbody #computergraphics https://www.instagram.com/p/B75vUqMp5xN/?igshid=hll5j8ts2gy1

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do people actually read books while in the bathtub

how do you not get everything wet

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from season one to season six: rosa diaz

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I used the compiler to destroy the compiler

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Hogwarts House Aesthetics

Gryffindor ~ cherry cola / red lipstick / drive-in movies / freckles / loud laughs / driving too fast on an empty road / bouquets of sunflowers and roses / melting ice-cream / chipped nail polish / listens to Never Going Give You Up unironically / blurry selfies with friends / mismatched socks / classic rock / tongue stained from candy / witty comebacks / climbing tall trees / flyaway hairs / bestfriends with everyone / too much caffeine / bruised knees / cheek kisses / denim jackets / conspiracy theories / the sting after a good high-five / smiling at strangers / listening to the bass in songs / weird tan lines / laughing till you cry / nerf gun wars / dirty jokes

Slytherin ~ the cold of water with mint gum / heels on polished floors / black coffee / dark jokes / perfected death glare / sarcasm / star gazing / calligraphy / always cold / perfect eyeliner / beautiful handwriting / 'fight me' / proving people wrong / silver jewelry / raising one eyebrow / knows all the words to every Queen song / magic 8 balls / Audrey Hepburn movies / brutally honest / still listens to MCR / has a playlist for everything / still being tired after waking up / dancing in the rain / foggy windows / tired eyes / sucking on ice / smeared ink on paper / finding loopholes

Ravenclaw ~ messy hair / the sound of marbles on wood floors / used mugs / bags under eyes / rereading favorite book / quiet music / little to no makeup / reusable water bottles / head filled with random facts / too many unused notebooks / random dance parties at 2 am / dusty books / cold hands / cups of tea gone cold / radio buzz / missing the train / messy handwriting / raindrops on windows / nostalgia / handwritten notes / mist / dimples / random bursts of productivity / slow burn romance / old films / smudged glasses / chapped lips / overthinking / tired smiles / tucking hair behind ears / big yawns / puns and wordplay / record shops / ink stains on hands

Hufflepuff ~ birds singing / daisy chains / soft smiles / bare feet on warm grass / over-sized sunglasses / hot chocolate / fuzzy socks / playing with pets / humming / sparkling eyes / blanket forts / fairy lights / contagious laughter / small notes of encouragement / honey and cinnamon / friendship bracelets / too sweet coffee / bees / protective / kitchen raids / succulents / flowers in hair / false innocence / dad jokes / soft hair / tight hugs / intensely passionate / vintage cameras / whipped cream / over-sized sweaters / loves Taylor Swift