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how do i become my own father? - Alexander Anthony Mar

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if u can find all the easter eggs in this ill give u a cookie or something

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Something about Rarry that I think is just so beautiful is the fact that Ron thinks he needs to be better than his sibling and friends, needs to be better than what he is to be worthy of love, but the very moment Harry Potter, The Chosen One, saw the lopsided smile of the scruffy redhead with dirt on his nose and worn clothes, he loved him like he had loved nothing else. And he never, throughout his whole life, loved anyone in the way he loved Ron.

Ron believed himself unlovable — Harry had never known love until he met Ron, and loving him was as easy as breathing.

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is this anything

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i will take any and every opportunity to put him in a croptop

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forever thinking about tim drake stumbling into one of the wayne manor unused nurseries through the window at 5 a.m., knowing damn well that he doesn't have much time before alfred or dick realize that there's been an intruder — so he does his best to move as quickly as possible, while simultaneously trying not to disturb the precious bundle against his chest, with the baby snoring away like tim's arms are the safest place on the planet to sleep in. something tugs painfully inside tim as he lowers his baby son mistake into the old wooden cradle, the emptiness of it — no blankets, no toys, just one of kon's t-shirts wrapped around baby's body as poor excuse of comfort — is a sudden sharp knife to his mind, which is still coming to terms with what happened in that sickly green underground lab; nothing felt quite real since then, not even the warm weight of another living breathing creature pressed against his own body. the moment tim's hands leave the baby, there's immediate sniffing and shuffling as if it knows that tim's leaving, and tim knows that he has to go, he has to find bruce because bruce would know how to fix everything, but something about this lonely dark room filled with shadows and the cold morning air outside open window reminds tim of something he's been trying to bury all of his life — and the baby crying so softly (tim used to cry softly; soundlessly, even, until it wasn't enough anymore and he had to start screaming against his own palm pressed to his mouth) somehow glues tim to the place where he's standing.

"shh, shh, i know, i'm so sorry", he's not even sure what he's saying sorry for at this point. it just feels like the only word that he knows, "they will take care of you, i promise, okay? no need to cry, please don't cry"

his hearts throbs to live at the pain, some new kind of pain that he doesn't know how to numb yet as he takes off his glove to touch baby's tears-wet cheek, and something blooms at the contact, first skin to skin contact since the moment tim pulled his experiment out of the test tube.

why can't he just leave?

the effort it takes to pull away once again almost leaves him gasping for air, and it takes a few seconds for baby to start crying in earnest this time, but tim can't afford himself slowing down; though he keeps talking desperately as he moves back to the window, tugging his glove back on.

"i'm so sorry, i'm sorry. i promise i will come back as soon as can"

we'll be back around christmas, tim, there's no need to cry. you're a big boy already, it's time to start acting like one

tim leaves with the first break of dawn, knowing damn well that this heartbroken wailing is going to haunt him to the other side of the world the same way kon's phantom touches still haunt him to this very day

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Something something tim drake who has never been put first by anyone he's ever loved in his life being told he is not only kon's first but also his only robin..... for the only thing that kon cared abt to be the fact that tim felt wanted and treasured and important to someone....., that he didn't give a damn about how other ppl might feel about what he just said....... esp knowing that he literally had his home and title and dad ripped from him in the last year......

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every skateboard gay needs a longboard gay

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they're absolutely nasty, i don't take criticism

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“TDR gets canceled and then gets good art” THE ART HAS ALWAYS BEEN GOOD YOU GUYS JUST HATE FUN.

okay on a serious note though, it’s totally fine to not like an art style. But to just call it ugly and blame it for the fact that the comic got canceled is such a freezing cold take. Art is so much more than “this is pretty” or “this looks realistic”. Rossmo’s art is SO stylized, full of shapes, so distinct and full of personality that I actually think it goes way over peoples heads. It’s GOOD art. you don’t have to like it, but do not discredit the work that he put in to bring this story to life.

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nobody told me that alvin draper has a nose ring!! and earrings!! does this mean tim has a nose piercing?? 

(related doodles under the cut, feat. dick:)

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Reading summaries of Jack Drake’s role in Tim’s life keeps making me grimace because they’re like… “Jack was neglectful & sometimes abusive. He would repeatedly regret how he treated Tim & would start to do better before reverting to old ways. Eventually he Finally Started To Become A Better Dad but was tragically murdered before that really went anywhere.”

And I’m sitting here like… no? He wasn’t becoming a better dad? He just died during an upcycle. Jack was neglectful and abusive and he had a cyclical pattern where he’d go “oh shit I should treat my kid better” but he always went back to being shitty.

The tragedy isn’t that Jack died after ~resolving to do better~ and that Tim was robbed of Finally Having A Good Dad. The tragedy is that he was a terrible fucking father in the first place. It’s the same tragedy Stephanie, Cassandra, Jason, and a bunch of other characters are suffering through.

It’s just that Tim’s dad died during the honeymoon phase of the cycle of abuse, and that colors how he’s remembered, how Tim is allowed to remember him by the narrative. Arthur Brown and Willis Todd died during the blatantly abusive phases. Jack didn’t have any better odds of becoming a better father than they did.

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timkon + "I love you" without "I love you"

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Since I’ve become known on here for making lists here’s a list of comic panels that make me so horrifically and inconsolably upset that I wanna rip my own face off

(fair warning a lot of these involve child death because this is dc we’re talking about)

1. Dick comes back from a mission in space and finds out that Jason died

The New Titans #55

2. Bruce promises a dying Steph that he will ensure the baby she gave up “will never want for anything”

Batman: War Games (2005) Act 3 #8

3. This specific artist’s version of Bruce holding Jason’s body

(I can’t find the source no matter how hard I look I’m so sorry)

4. Bruce hugs Damian’s torn Robin uniform to his chest shortly after Damian died

Batman and Robin (2011) #18

5. Roy wonders if Lian’s last words were “daddy help”

Justice League: The Rise of Arsenal #1

6. Also, Roy saying “love you, Lian” when he thinks he’s about to die

The Flash 2021 Annual vol 1 #1

7. Donna snaps her zombified baby’s neck

Blackest Night: Titans

8. Barbara gets frustrated with Cass’s inability to read and calls her stupid

Batgirl (2000) #54

9. Bruce beats the Joker while yelling Jason’s name

Batman: Knightfall vol 1

10. Alfred promises 8 year old Bruce that he’ll teach him how to use a rapier “like Zorro” if he agrees to go to his parents’ funeral

Batman: Curse of the White Knight #7

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HARLEY QUINN and POISON IVY in DC Love Is A Battlefield (2021)

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capitana marvel / carol danvers icons | captain marvel

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draco malfoy icons | chamber of secrets

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