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[s1n1ster-scr1bbler]

You say you have a lover;

I guess I shouldve known.

cause theres no way that someone like you

is spending their time alone

I tricked myself into believing :

“maybe ill have a chance”

but your heart was never mine

I was simply in a trance

Over words ive fallen for you,

How bittersweet with you in my life

to like you from the sidelines

As just a friend to bring you light

I think that I may always have

these feelings deep inside

youre just too damn amazing

for my heart to push aside

So I tuck these feelings away

to collect dust in a box

Wishing one day you may open it

Because for you, there is no locks

I just dont understand why

the world can be so cruel

to put everything I wanted in front of me

in you

Our talks are filled with laughter,

we like so many similar things.

Youre loyal,

smart,

and funny,

and you motivate my dreams.

You know just when to be serious, and when to make me smile.

When things are just not going my way, you make the day worthwhile.

You share the same views on rights

and most of our values are alike.

Meeting someone like you was almost like a lightning strike

You make me a better person,

and motivate me,

even if inadvertently.

Hell, you made me love drawing again

cause you always asked to see

I feel silly crying over you

cause you were never mine

And things were always just texting

replies on our own time

but when I think of what we couldve been

Its hard to say im fine

Because even though someone else has your heart,

you accidentally took a piece of mine

And I know I have to let you go

even though inside im dying

So that box with all those feelings sits

in a dark, cold room for days

waiting to see if its opened

or if its left to wither away

But unless that day comes,

we will be friends, ill be wise

even if we are nothing more,

I just want to reprise

Like a foolish clown

ill like you in secret

With all of my heart size

[s1n1ster-scr1bbler]

The Vultures (Song written by S1n1ster-Scr1bbler on tumblr)

Would be done in a punk or metal kind of way.

(verse1)

You dont get to tell me

who I am and will be

when you hardly fuckin know yourself

And you dont get to decide

what I think in my wretched mind

When no one knows me like myself

You point the finger like its your job

while forgetting youre a slob

and kissing the shoes of every millionaire

As if they care about you, bob

While children are going through traumatic shootings

Youre worried about what pronouns im using

What sense does that even make?

Cause like a vulture you stalk your prey

looking for any way

to break us down piece by piece,

hiding your weakness from display

(pre-chorus)

So fuck off!

Lets trash the place and lift

our middle fingers to

the vultures who fly above our heads

Fuck off!

Lets trash the place and get

together and fight, cause in the end

love wins over hate

(chorus)

Like a vulture

they swoop in to tear you down

watch your every move

making you feel bound

So scream out louder,

dont let their talons pierce your soul

Like a vulture they try to swallow you whole

(Verse 2)

You dont get to say

that what I said is cruel

when you used words first to beat me down

into a anxious pool

And you cant change

the person that I am

just because it doesnt fit what you

define as a “man”

Because empathys dying

the world is crying,

and its ran by politicians

that make money off lying

So why are we focusing on things that dont effect us?

While our youth live in complete fear

their future is becoming more dire

but all you care about is being queer

(pre-chorus)

So fuck off!

Lets trash the place and lift

our middle fingers to

the vultures who fly above our heads

Fuck off!

Lets trash the place and get

together and fight, cause in the end

love wins over hate

(chorus)

Like a vulture

they swoop in to tear you down

watch your every move

making you feel bound

So scream out louder,

dont let their talons pierce your soul

Like a vulture they try to swallow you whole

(bridge)

Im exhausted

I cant breathe

But I will fight back

I wont leave {x2}

(chorus)

Like a vulture

they swoop in to tear you down

watch your every move

making you feel bound

So scream out louder,

dont let their talons pierce your soul

Like a vulture they try to swallow you whole

[s1n1ster-scr1bbler]

Empathy (Song written by S1n1ster-Scr1bbler on tumblr)

This song would definitely be done in a emo kind of way, or maybe rock

(Verse1)

The salty taste of tears

falls down my cheeks again

and you look at me with disdain

that pierces through my skin

Cause to you my tears are worthless,

a symbol of my weakness,

and a inconvenience to your life

sometimes it feels so ruthless.

You beat me down for being sad,

calling me dramatics your favorite line

well im tired of being treated

like im a fucking AI

(pre-chorus)

So what if I cry?

Im human, not a puppet

So what if I sob?

Look at the world and tell me you love it

Cause you live in your own comfort

dont care about anyone else

as long as it doesnt effect you

it doesnt need to be dealt.

(Chorus)

If im a bleeding heart, so be it

In this cruel world we sure need it

Theres so much hurt wheres all the empathy? Empathy

Children dying, mothers crying

politicians always lying

Fuck that, please we need some more empathy

empathy

(Verse 2)

Your generation was taught

that being silents the best thought

but that will never get shit done

Silence is compliance,

and compliance does no good

Injustice must be acted against

this should be understood

If things dont ever change their ways

and we keep counting down the days

I wouldnt blame the world for burning us all down

So if youre a ‘bleeding heart’ like me,

raise your fist and let them see

how powerful we can be

in the face of power and greed

(pre-chorus)

So what if I cry?

Im human, not a puppet.

So what if I sob?

Look at the world and tell me you love it

Cause you live in your own comfort

dont care about anyone else

as long as it doesnt effect you

it doesnt need to be dealt.

(Chorus)

If im a bleeding heart, so be it

In this cruel world we sure need it

Theres so much hurt

WHERES ALL THE EMPATHY?