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Movies and books that make children seem so angelic and innocent and cute but I know better. I have a little brother and once I followed him to a school trip with other kids and they are — regardless girls or boys — absolute little shit. They're all between like 7-12 but all of them are just such a little shit 😭😭

The girls are to a lesser extent but they will still either instigate a fight or continue it with fury passion with the boys. But they're also really nice cause they're the ones that make me feel welcome and try to get me along into that trip so I don't stick out like sore thumb lmao (I was also amazed how these little girls have better communication skills than 18y/o me 😭).

There are some of the younger girls though that are so unbearably cute. They're cute okay and so small but they're so clingy. Literally they started holding my hands through the whole trip and wouldn't let go. Even when I surreptitiously try to let go by putting my hands in my pocket or something they will find a way to hold back my hand. It's cute at first but eventually it's just tiring. Maybe it's fine if it's ONE hand but it's as if they were taking shift holding hands with me. If one lets go the other will take over. I was fully occupied.

And the boys are all shitheels omg. My brother included, but I'm used to him. They will be so bluntly honest to me it's terrifying. Some of them were shy though so they didn't say much and mostly they ignored me lmao. But it's when I tried to talk to them (bc I was eating with my brother so I asked his friends to sit with us) that they unleashed that wicked tongue. I can't even remember what they said lmao but there will be a bolder one that will judge the hell out of me (I'm not angry or holding a grudge. Just surprised).

Now that I think back that might be my baby cousin lmao.

I'm just a little peeved that all the kids in media are so nice. Like they're not 😭😭 they're adorable yes but they're also have too much energy and too loose tongue.

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Okay I've moved on to eps 15-17 this morning. Literally. Legit I woke up and turn on the TV and start watching.

I hate y'all honestly.

IT'S STILL MORNING. I JUST WOKE UP. AND I WAS GREETED BY THE MOST GUT WRENCHING EPISODES SO FAR??? I haven't even got the sleeping dust out of my eyes yet before I started crying. GUYS I HATE THIS ARC SO MUCH.

The episodes didn't give me a break at all. One thing after another happened R U KIDDING ME? Rip lotus piers. Rip the parents. Rip the kids happiness. Rip Jiang Cheng's golden core. Rip my morning.

The only reason I didn't continue is because I know what will happen in eps18 okay. I know what Wei Wuxian will do and I simply chose to ignore it. You'd see me again probably never.

I NEED TO GIVE THE SIBLINGS A HUG OKAY. THEY'RE LITERALLY BABIES. ALL THREE OF THEM. THEY DESERVE BETTER. Watching all of them suffer is like having a knife twisting in my gut — I JUST CAN'T. I was scared before but I didn't expect this kind of heartbreak to happen so quickly all at the same time 😭😭

Wei Wuxian I love you so damn much but plz stop it with your self sacrificing attitude. I can't watch you suffer in silence 😭 Lan Zhan plz pick up your man. Jiang Cheng MY BABY. You're totally reminded he's the youngest here, I was crying the whole time bc of his reaction. YANLI MY SWEETHEART. When she started crying I did too.

THE PARENTS THO????? ARGHHHHHHH. THEY LOVED EACH OTHER BUT THEY NEVER APPRECIATE EACH OTHER BEFORE. THEY BOTH ARE SO COMPLEX AS CHARACTER AND AS A COUPLE. I WANT MORE OF THEM. I WAS SO SAD FOR THEM WHAT THE HELL??????

I spent 90% of the episodes crying and I hate every single second of it.

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Me when Madam Yu slapped and literally stepped on that one evil man gf:

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My most favourite thing in Wei Ling x Lan Zhan fanfic is when Jiang Cheng is basically threatening Lan Zhan but at the same time degrading the hell out of Wei Ying because he wanted to give Lan Zhan a shovel talk but dont want to seem like he actually care about his brother. It's so sweet but at the same time it came out so funny 😭

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Sulien Fey x Aysel Bell // Orpheus Sun x Haelyn Seward

Silver Clifford & Lenny Vlahos

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Okay I'm only at eps 14 but i will NEVER hate this guy. NEVER. Idc what will happen or what will not but they could never make me hate him. LOOK AT HIM. HE'S A BABY. HE'S A GRUMPY LITTLE GINGER CAT THAT WILL CLAW ME IF I DARE PET HIM BUT I LOVE HIM SO MUCH. Like HE'S SO ME. I TOO MANIFEST MY EMOTIONS INTO NONCHALANT AND ANGER AND THAT'S NOT HEALTHY BUT THAT'S OUR PROBLEM.

That scene where his parents kinda argue in front of him do you see how heartbroken he was??????????? How unappreciated he was????????? "He don't like my mom so he don't like me too." JIANG CHENG BABY PLZ YOU ARE SO LOVED IF NOT BY YOUR PARENTS THEN BY YOUR AMAZING SIBLINGS AND IF NOT BY THE FANDOM THEN BY ME.

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Say what you want about Lancelot but the man is NOT a snitch 🤚🏻😤

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RA fic I'm trying to do something with

- God Rest My Soul (Aftermath of Macindaw)

- Without Ever Touching His Skin (Willys rivals to lovers AU)

- Can You Please Just Fade Away, Away? (Willy's break up AU)

- Jealousy, Jealousy (Alyss and Cassandra relationship study)

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Haven't gone in S&B tag for a long time but I just want to remind y'all that this could be (and is) our Dragon Queen

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Episode 8 y'all

- this is KimKenta episode and KimKenta episode only 😌

- THE KISS. THE STRUGGLE BEFORE THAT. THE "CAN YOU CARE ABOUT WHAT I FEEL? NOT JUST PETE?" BABE YOUR YEARNING IS SHOWING.

- the SMILE ON KIM'S FACE WHEN KENTA'S ARM AROUND HIM. YOU ARE SO FUCKING CUTE KIM I WANT TO SQUISH YOU LIKE A STESSBALL.

- Got a gun for Kenta and all of it will be over lmao.

- ARGDHDVRGRVRGRGRRVRGRG

- losing my god damn mind over them. HOW IS THIS THE PUREST MOST ADORABLE SHIP IN THIS SERIES???????

- I miss Charlie honestly, he's my special baby. And that scene where he kind of joke with Babe just made me realized how tensed he'd been these past episodes. Like damn when is the last time you genuinely smile????? Or be lighthearted????? The way he smiled reassuredly at Babe and then the smile fade when Babe couldn't see it?? Charlie honey please.

- CAN CHARLIE AND BABE GOT TOGETHER ALREADY? it's getting exhausting at this point because there is literally NO EXCUSE for them to be separating. if they want to suffer. Fine. AT LEAST SUFFER TOGETHER.

- I am so tired of North and Sonic. WHAT IS UO WITH Y'ALL.

- everyone be like "Sonic don't be a bitch, trust Dean" but like, it's a valid concern???? Bitch tried to kill your teammate once Idk about you but I'm not overlooking THAT.

- BUT AT THE SAME TIME SONIC WAS BEING ANNOYING THO. He just have this holier than thou attitude and eye rolling aggressively that grate on me a little.

- I relate to North so much actually. I too am Indecisive af. So Sonic's word went straight to my gut actually.

- Okay but that first scene where Babe and Alan didn't trust Jeff and Charlie alone together is low-key funny. They were like the last time you two were alone some shit happened. And Jeff was like "I can take care of Charlie 🥺" and Babe looked him up down and was like "you're just as freaking bad *bombastic side eyes* ". I'm not covering it right here BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS SO FUNNY.

- the girls are fighting!!! (Chris and Babe lmao). I love Chris' idgf attitude vs Babe's oh Juliet where are thou one.

- ALAN TAKE THAT FUCKING SURGERY ISTG

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Just some random thought I have

- I need more of the Charlie-Sonic-North trio. That one scene they have when Charlie was hanging out with them while he was looking for Babe was hilarious. I feel like they have the potential to be such a good trio (the ultimate gossipers).

- another underrated duo I might like is Dean and Jeff. Dean trying to hype Jeff up after he and Alan argued is actually so cute of him. Introverted mechanic bestie everyone.

- I kinda miss Way and Babe friendship. Like yeah it was manipulative as hell but it's good to see Babe have a bestie he can rant on and just be close too. I don't think his friendship with Alan is nowhere the same as his friendship with Way. The way Babe act with Way in s1 is so wholesome (and the way he cared so much about him). I low-key kinda wish that he and Chris have this frenemies thing going on where they absolutely loathe each other's gut but defend each other when it matter kind of thing. (But I understand if its not happening bc he still have Way's face and Way still traumatized Babe)

- I am eating up domestic husband's KimKenta. I love them as characters and ship so much AGHHHH.

- I do not like Pete lmao. There's just something so fishy with him. And the fact that he jumped into fwb or whatever with Chris while being in love with Way is just — UGHHH. Chris's character is also fishy af but i like him better than Pete bc he's funny and is so generally done with everything. Like he does not give a flying fuck about all the drama that is happening. He just love his job and that's good for him. And if he turned out to be a traitor spy whatever i wouldn't be angry or disappointed tbh. I hope he screwed them over just so I can see the look of "I told you so" on Kenta's face.

- I honestly do not understand the plot at all from season 1 to 2. Like I do generally but if you look closer I don't understand anything that's going on and why it happened. BUT I LOVE THIS SERIES SO WHO CARES. I love the characters, the vibes, the ships, suspense and stake of it all. It's just a good vibe overall. It's a mess but it's MY mess yk.

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Okay but My School President EPs 6 is LITERALLY, legit, verbally edging me to a fucking cliff. Because Tinn is ALWAYS at the edge of confessing his stupid crush and there would be a high tension. AND THEN HE DIDNT SAY IT. ITS DRIVING ME INSANE WHY ARE THEY TEASING ME LIKE THIS?

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I don't think anyone mention it yet but Charlie S2 is a SAVAGE. I absolutely love him here more than season 1 😭😭

Like his spine is like a freaking steel this season and we always know that about Charlie but like — it just hit differently. His crash out is valid idc and the so done expression with Babe's shit just do it for me I don't know why 😭 The freaky thing on stairs, the way Babe is literally waking back when Charlie was speaking (jealously). His petty behavior during the race practice... I know a diva when I see one.

The way he's with Willy tho... Bro is so fed up it's not even a joke anymore. His one liner to Willy is absolutely savage.

"it'd be more embarrassing when you lose."

"sometimes all we have is dream."

"if I see you again I'd run you over." — My jaw dropped at this. I was like — OH? He ate with that.

And then he freaking BITCH SLAP Willy and LITERALLY TRIED TO STRANGLE THAT KID. Like his hands were AROUND his neck, the boy was READY.

I just love this season Charlie he's literally a little unhinged and a little bitch (affectionate) 😭💖💖

Also just additional note, I watch the cast reaction video on eps 6 on the KentaKim scene. And one fo.them literally said "He's a hitman you know. Why are you feeding him?" AND I SPAT OUT MY WATER. IT WAS SO FUNNY OMG. Like I genuinely forgot that Kenta is a whole ass hitman at that moment 😭😭

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If you ever wonder why Babe and Charlie are together or why they even last as a couple.... These 2 matched each other freak SO FUCKING MUCH. Like up until that episode when Babe asked Charlie to be his bf, I was wondering about their relationship and yk if they're right for each other or not.

But then Charlie IMMEDIATELY asked Babe if he wanted children after they officially became bf and Babe just laughed with the most loveable expression and heart eyes ever and INDULGE him. These two start to plan out a family there and then 😭😭. Babe just accepts the whole mama and papa thing NO QUESTION ASKED except for why he's the mama. But even then he relented. THEY ARE FREAKS.

AND THEN. They went to the place where they first met and basically reenacted the whole thing, role switched. WORD FOR WORD. THEY ARE SO FREAKISH OKAY.

I just couldn't tell you enough about how much of a WEIRDO these two are and they match each other's energy so freaking much that it made sense why they're together. Cause like — can you imagine anyone else with the same level of freakishness with them? I can't lmao.

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In S2 I just adore that scene where Charlie's car kind of swerved out of the lane and when Babe won the race he didn't even celebrate. The FIRST thing he did was rushed to Charlie's car and he was SO PANICKED and scared. It's a nod to what happened to Charlie in s1 and I'm so glad that they showed it. I don't think Babe would ever get over what happened completely

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Okay don't kill me but I'm thinking of sizzy hunger game AU where Isabelle is Finnick and Simon is Annie