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It’s a special kind of terrible feeling when my art from 2016 gets reblogged and resurfaces so I have to look at it again

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It was a good run.

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gentle reminder in this cold-n-flu season to not take mucinex if you’re also taking an SSRI (antidepressant)

always google “drug interactions [insert drug names]” to make sure that combining meds won’t make you more sick

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I forgot to breathe multiple times

Mob Psycho 100 II PV2

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black and asian vikings 100% definitely existed (also, saami vikings)

you know how far you can get into eurasia and africa by sailing up rivers from the baltic and mediterranean seas? pretty fucking far, and that’s what vikings liked to do to trade

then, you know, people are people, so love happens, business happens, and so ppl get married and take spouses back home to the frozen hellscape that is scandinavia (upon which i’m guessing the horrorstruck new spouses went “WHAT THE FUCK??? FUCKING GIVE ME YOUR JACKET???????”)

and sometimes vikings bought thralls and brought them home as well, and i mean, when your indentured service is up after however many years and you’re a free person again, maaaaaaaaaaaaybe it’s a bit hard to get all the way home across the continent, so you make the best out of the situation and you probably get married and raise a gaggle kids

so yeah

viking kingdoms/communities were not uniformly pure white aryan fantasy paradises, so pls stop using my cultural history and ethnic background to excuse your racist discomfort with black ppl playing heimdall and valkyrie

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I wrote about my experiences living with a disability on Twitter. Link:https://twitter.com/thatjayjustice/status/1073258795994923008 Ways you can help: Talk about accessibility concerns and income limits for disabled people with your elected officials. Vote for legislature that helps people with disabilities. Signal boost disability activists & organizations. Speak out when you see ableism. Support disabled people. Fundraising links: paypal.me/ThatJayJustice , ko-fi.com/ThatJayJustice , venmo.com/ThatJayJustice, https://cash.me/$ThatJayJustice , https://www.gofundme.com/mobility-and-medical-fund Full text from images for the visually impaired & those using screen readers: The hardest thing about being disabled in my experience is not the pain or physical limitations,. No, the hardest thing is being dehumanized by able-bodied people & the government, in both individual & institutionally oppressive ways. It’s called ableism and it ruins lives. I became disabled as a child. Unexplainable symptoms, pain with no visible cause, fatigue, malaise, & others written off as ‘clumsiness’. When we discovered that an autoimmune disease was destroying my healthy cells I was relieved. It wasn’t my fault. I wasn’t lazy. I was sick. It was a sickness with no cure & no real treatment. I was prescribed painkillers that I was allergic to, that didn’t help the underlying cause. My doctor told me to apply for disability benefits bc eventually I wouldn’t be able to work. I couldn’t quite accept what that meant. There were no disability services at my school. I missed hundreds of days but managed to send in assignments with help from classmates. I was told I couldn’t graduate bc of poor attendance. I got a GED. I tried to ignore the pain & threw myself into work as soon as I could. Eventually, the damage worsened. I had to use a cane and limit my walking & standing, then a manual wheelchair. I still wanted to work, but the disease affected my whole body. My back, shoulders & hands deteriorated. Using my wheelchair was too painful. I filed for disability. I hoped that I would be able to work part-time and use my benefits to fill in the gap between my earnings and the poverty line. My goal was to get a wheelchair accessible apartment. To build a life. But disability benefits are designed to keep you below the poverty line. I forced myself to work through pain with people who told me I was a worthless cripple, just to earn money. But then the government told me I couldn’t earn ANY MONEY without losing benefits, which max out at $14,000. The required income for an accessible apartment is $22,000. I could push myself to the limit and still not qualify for housing I desperately need. I have to drag myself up 2 flights of stairs every day. It’s all I can afford. If disabled people have to live on $14k a year, where is the accessible housing for that income level? Being disabled feels like being trapped in poverty. I have increased expenses due to medical bills, ♿️repairs, & medication costs, yet the government determines that I must live below the poverty line which does not cover the basic cost of living, let alone medical expenses. Because of my illness, I’m unable to work full time, but part-time work won’t pay enough to live, and benefits will not allow for additional earnings to break the poverty ceiling. It feels like my goal can never be. I’ll never get out of the tiny rented room with too many stairs. So I have to set smaller goals. My ♿️allows me to work, to get out of my inaccessible home, to have a life. Because of poorly made streets & public transit, it sustains damage every day. My goal is to repair it so I’m not trapped at home. ♿️repair fund: paypal.me/ThatJayJustice The overall goal is always to change the way government limits disabled people–the income limits, savings limits & inaccessibility. These policies negatively impact our lives and influence the prejudices & stereotypes plaguing our community. Disability shouldn’t equal poverty.

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fenris, post ripping a man’s heart out of his chest: i apologize for that. i didn’t know there would be so many of them. you can call me fenris

hawke:

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BioWare: look it’s solas

Me: 

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honestly a big indicator of a good game for me is the ability to just chill in it. if you can enjoy yourself just stopping to take in the scenery and listen to the music and ambience, or hanging out on the title screen, or ignoring the main gameplay to go off and screw around picking flowers, or even just mousing over all the menu options for the tactile feedback, chances are it’s a good fucking game

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“The Law is a huge blunt weapon that does not and will not make distinctions between what you find acceptable and what you don't. This is how the Law is made.” -Neil Gaiman

time for this to go around again.

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r yall ever gonna stop pretending pornhub is woke

Pornhub makes money off stolen content, revenge porn, advertisers who use unsourced artwork to sell scam products and quite literally hosts malware. but sure, they cleaned snow out of streets once so they’re gods.

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Emergency: Food Money

(also getting new glasses would be nice. I learned i can go into Walmart or Costco and get them checked/get new ones. I’ve had the same glasses since high school. I was 18….. i’m 22.)

So my KOFI is under review for the time being. I did submit a ticket to ko-fi to get it checked but they haven’t gotten back to me yet.

Disclaimers/tldr: at bottom

I have several things to let you guys help me out! I eat every 2-4 day out of a 7 day week. So i’m luck if I have food at least 1 or 2 times a week. I’ve had to give up eating in order to pay for certain things, from cellphones bills (I do need that but my brother I think will be willing to help me with that now,) regular bills, sanitary items, and recently wrists/hand braces. I have to make a lot of decisions on what’s more important to me at the time. Is it having food in my stomach or basic necessities like having a cellphone, having monthly sanitary items. Ordering medicine I need (they’re not detrimental for me to have. It’s just iron pills, allergy pills, pain killers and sleeping medicines. I can go a few months without them.)

My weight spikes down drastically cause of an unstable diet and i get sick VERY often. I have no medicines for stomach stuff, or general colds.  AT ALL. I do live with my family. My brother and my grandma. The money goes ALL to the house and THEIR food. Which I’m not allowed to eat. I have my own fridge and I keep my food in my room. Yes I know it’s messed up but there’s not a lot i can do about it. I take their good I might overstep my boundaries and I might be homeless again. I do not want to be homeless again. I am staying with them virtually free of rent. All i do is pay for my internet and occasional meals for the family, and help with other bills they might ask me to pay for. That’s a good deal. All I need help with is getting FOOD. I’m still trying to get stuff sorted out so i can get on disability and possibly food stamps (which is a lot harder to apply for when you have no idea what you’re doing)

I also am looking into jobs, that I can work out without like getting fired. A lot of no stress jobs are impossible to get without certain x amount of experience. Which is stupid (I’ve had plenty of god damn experience with customer service let me work at your call centers jfc)

ALL the money I GET DOES HELP. If It’s not used for food I try to save it in my bank account

donation link: PAYPAL <<< I have this link instead! it’s straight to paypal. this is open and not under review

DOORDASH:  drd.sh/PgD9yp/ [It’s free to sign up! I get 5 dollars when you order something threw it and so do you! So this is EXTREMELY helpful. I can order food very cheaply if you do!]

Sketch Commissions: COMMISSIONS < These will be harder for me to do i.e but can be done rather quickly!

Commission DISCLAIMER: This is so i can EAT. I do not ask you donate/commission me out of sheer pity. If you commission me do not think I am desperate enough to decline your commission if you are harassing me because I need the money.

paypal email: morebloodbath@gmail.com

Donation DISCLAIMER: Not all the money will go to food, it will go to other things like getting new glasses, medicine, doctors appointments, and other things. I RARELY spend money on myself personally unless I HAVE THE MONEY. Like I won’t spend this on an 80 dollar video game unless it’s PURELY commission money I earned.

I’ve gotten bullied for having these open. I’ve explained that It’s hard for me to get places, I can’t seem to hold a job because I am not in therapy/have medicine for my mental illnesses. I’m also autistic and in relative poor health. This all helps in the long run.,

TL;DR: Help me get money so I can eat, and do other things so I can function as an adults. Ko-fi froze my account. Links above.

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We stan One (1) black gay furry gamer

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kathryn janeway + text posts

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I’m very tired and I have no idea what I am doing at this point.

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The difference between mimes and pantomimes is important, children.

Are they… you know.. *mimes cutting someone in half with a chainsaw* a virgo?

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Yo who wanna buy me some target chicken strips?