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post-world premiere existential dread is a thing and if it wasn’t before it is now.

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thank you max, ziggy, and elliot for tagging me!!! :D

last song - consequences by damso

last movie - iron man 2 (my sister and i are introducing our little sister to marvel)

favorite color - purple!! and green

last show - i think how i met your mother but there’s a chance it was twd

sweet/savory/spicy - i think savory??

last google search - “104.3 degrees fahrenheit to celsius” idk don’t ask😭

okayyy and i think all my friends have been nominated already sooo if you see this consider yourself nominated (if you want)!!!!!

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Tagged by @bird-prince-art (THANK YOUUUUU SO SO MUCH <3)

💫 last song: Passerine by The Oh Hellos

💫 favorite color: Pastel yellow

💫 last film: Revenge of the Sith in theaters, The Breakfast Club at home (I say I watch it for the plot, the plot is Anakin and Allison respectively okay)

💫 last show: Better Call Saul!! I love my cunty lawyer show

💫 sweet/spicy/savory: Sweet with savory as a close second. But nothing. nothing beats sweet. give me the cavities

💫 last google search: "hurricane delta 2020" (research project purposes)

Tagging @cringekind @forceghostobikin @geospiral @billwasnot @spleenmuncher but no pressure as always of course <3 and anyone else who wasn't tagged but sees this and wants to join absolutely should!

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propaganda im not falling for:

“ive been thinking of doing this for ages before you started doing it.”

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i was up all night reading winterwidow on ao3 and now my eye is red i’m scared

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i was about to post ‘i don’t have a spam account because i already yap here’ then remembered i made one a few weeks (or months idk, i’m losing track of time) back and just abandoned it.

look at it, all pretty

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Do you know how fucked up your team has to be for Bucky Barnes to be the most stable member

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natasha seems to escape bucky’s grasp every single time. he didn’t lose her once, he lost her so many times.

he lost her when she was freed from the red room, then again multiple little times here and there from the moment he got out of his own brainwash. because she would never settle. maybe she was scared, maybe she had changed. he knew she loved him but it didn’t seem to be enough of a reason in her eyes.

then he lost her on vormir.

this time forever.

and paige seemed to hate him so much for that, he never knew why.

she just yelled and hit and then cried herself to sleep on his shoulder.

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do we miss rosie? because i do

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natasha romanoff has two different photo books.

it used to be only one. but after maria disappeared and she had to take care of rose, she decided to make it two. and yes, there is an explanation to that.

rose has no clue about either of her moms’ jobs. she just knows they do cool stuff and save the world, but she isn’t familiar about ‘agent hill, nick fury’s second’ or ‘the dangerous black widow’. she just knows her mom and her mama.

natasha absolutely refuses to let rose know about anything even remotely related to her past or the ugly reality that is the world. she never tells her about the dangerous missions she’s been in, downplays her injuries. as soon as she gets home, she immediately heads to the bathroom and locks herself in until she’s patched herself up. rose will only see the few little cuts her mama couldn’t really cover and if she asks her why she’s limping, she’ll make up a silly story.

so natasha made a second photo book. ‘rosie’s photo book’.

in there, no blood. no hint of missions or fights. just smiles, and friends. a few pictures of natasha laughing with the other avengers, nice outings. maria posing with coulson, a few pictures of her moms together, and even of natasha and her sister when they were young. some are of rose during her five years with natasha, or just baby pictures.

so, when natasha dies and rose asks clint what happened, she’s really confused. she looks at the pictures over and over, wondering how her sweet mama decided to jump off a cliff to save the universe.

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Do y'all ever read a fic so good that it makes you want to elevate your own craft and also befriend the writer? It's almost like, "Hi! You write so well that you've inspired me to embark on a creative training arc. Also, can I yell about the character in your dms because you get it?"

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Writers on a random Tuesday: Sits down, locks in, giggles, writes 10k, does not sleep

Also writers on a random Tuesday: writes one sentence and then stares into the abyss for five fours

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my favourite thing is when people create theories about my fanfics. my not-so-favourite thing is when people guess correctly, and i feel trapped in a corner with no way out.

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seeing people i don’t like meeting my favorite actress is another level of pain. i am not a hater or anything —okay maybe a little bit— but if you write love stories with inappropriate scenes —you know very well what i mean— about scarlett johansson and got or will get to see her in a near future, just know that i loathe you.

no, she is not your ‘comfort person’. no, she is not the woman who saved your life. no, you are not her fan. if you were, you wouldnt write nasty things about someone you claim to love. especially when you’re one of the first people to get mad about her sexualisation in movies.

call me bitter or a hater, idc. yes i am jealous.

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whenever i search up winterwidow on a social media, i do get why 99.9% of my friends and followers don’t ship it and were skeptical about me writing them.

it’s… interesting

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guyssss i love uni so much omggggg

that constant lump in my throat and feeling of loneliness is so fire you don’t get it

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and what if i said i stumbled across a song on tiktok and ended up making a crossover edit of straight escape and digital silence at 2am?

yes i would be confused too

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if only these crash outs gave me writing motivation, at least they’d be HELPFUL.