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how it feels when one of your hyperfixations comes back and stronger than ever

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Neil: i’m fine, i absolutely don’t have an anxiety disorder

Also Neil’s inner monologue every two pages: Neil’s stomach was knotted up. Neil felt his stomach in his shoes. The feeling in his gut. Neil felt sick to his stomach. Neil felt nauseous. Neil’s stomach bottomed out. It was too much to stomach. Neil felt his stomach drop. Neil couldn’t stomach it. The sinking feeling in his stomach-

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Me, sometimes, out of nowhere, at no specific time and for no specific reason.

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Jean Vicquemare An Alcohol

Jean Vicquemare was scolded by the leader of the 51st Bureau because of Harrier's holdback. Thus he went for a city walk and ended up in a pub, trying to further numb himself with alcohol.

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Re-reading bleach like “heh Ichigo would be bruce’s favourite kid”

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Happy Luke Lunes! Take the LINE stickers

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I've done so little traveling or socializing or "real jobs" that I'm the only middle aged guy I've ever met with no entertaining personal stories. Never been to a concert, broken a bone, gotten arrested, had an explosive or complex interpersonal drama, gotten drunk, I'm not entirely sure what I've been doing non-digitally other than scraping a lot of kinds of goo off of logs.

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and the final chapter of the fic is here ♡

I've had such a blast working on this story. It's been challenging at times, bc Seth is a challenging character. I wouldn't have had it any other way!

The first chapter of my fic for the aftg big bang 2025 is up on ao3!! This one is very personal. Writing Seth was challenging at times, but so much fun. I'm excited to share this story!

Different Nights, Same Nightmare

Summary:

"It's about second chances, Neil. Second, third, fourth, whatever, as long as you get at least one more than what anyone else wanted to give you." – Wymack, the Foxhole Court, p13. On Sunday, August 27, 2006, Seth Gordon died for the first time, collapsed on the floor by the smelly toilets of an overcrowded bar. It would not be the last time.

You can read it here.

Thanks to @aftgbigbang for organising this :) and many thanks to @average-background-character for beta-ing my work and to @thidwickdoodles for the amazing art (coming with chapter 4 next week ^^)!!!!

Also thanks to @festnne for encouraging me to participate in this big bang ♡

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Yes i Enjoy Your Problematic Content. Cant Wait to Follow Your 5th Account My Mutual

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Reblog if you're a writer who re-reads their own work for funsies.

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tgis is so fucking funny to me. they accidentally Rock Lee'd a retired racehorse

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This art piece is so poignant! I'm so glad we were paired together. It was my first big bang, and I had a blast ^^ Seth is such an interesting character, and you drew him (and his despair) beautifully ♡

Different Nights, Same Nightmare

"It's about second chances, Neil. Second, third, fourth, whatever, as long as you get at least one more than what anyone else wanted to give you." – Wymack, the Foxhole Court, p13.

On Sunday, August 27, 2006, Seth Gordon died for the first time, collapsed on the floor by the smelly toilets of an overcrowded bar. It would not be the last time.

My art piece to accompany @scurrile-histrion fic for the @aftgbigbang

This had been such a fun project to work on—Gilles is such a wonderful author to work with and I hope we can have future projects together as well!

This piece was a bit more of a color experiment then I’ve done before,and took many a trial and error to get to what it is, but I am very happy with it and had a great time messing around with all the pieces

Go check out this fic, it’ll pull at your heart strings and just deserves so much love!

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"live every day like it's your last": scary. weirdly foreboding. not a good thought process if you get anxious easily. stressful. so much pressure that it loops back around to making you do nothing. "live every day like it's your FIRST": everything becomes fascinating. renews the excitement of discovering things for the first time again. makes you feel like exploring stuff. #mywisdom