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11.18.18

hello tumblr, its been a awhile i miss you!! more happenings na nangyare.. but ready n to face it either be good or bad... super mahal k na tong taong to.. oo may bagay kmeng hndi pinagkakaintindhn, we try to work it out.. kht na medyo (*snsbe na ktnghn) still i love him so much.. i couldnt not ask for you.. i just want na mahal mo lang aq.. at mapabuti ka love.

di ka na mamamobrlema.. and i know alm m minsan prang kakaiba aq s iba ata? please bare with me.. i dont want to lose you

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just a thought.. 💭💭

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busy lang nman sya s work hahahha tska i dont want to be the clingy gf stereotype ( grbe, sya!!!)

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5.21.18

feels.feels.feels...

~ grbe na tlga ung nararamdaman k kanya, ganto ba pag inlove (??) di mawala sa isip ko.. ung spending moments of him (*ano daw?? hahaah) i cant make demand nman to have a date with him some place kasi pagoda sya.. but i like spending time with him kahit na magkatabi lang.. haaaayyyyyyy...... if i come to his workplace (*lakas ng workplace) nman medyo akward, idk.. OA much? first boyfriend ganun n b un? hahahaha i love him n tlga.. its been a month but i looking forward how long we could last (bka sya na rin..)

love you, love 😘😘😍

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entry 4.16.18

HELLO AGAIN TUMBLR!!! isang buwan and a half na din pala nung naka pag entry ako hahahahaha..

so here is it ~ sinagot k na sya. hahahahahaa yes! i like him and his corny jokes but it really makes me said yes.. kaht knkbhn aq kasi sympre d alam nila mama ( oo, nila mudra in my age p tlga) ayaw ko nmn syang umalis.. tas seryoso dw sya.. ganun n b tlga pag may taong gusto gusto ka.. ung hndi m nmn sya gusto pero parang nahihila k n nya para lang mapalapit saiu.. (**overwhelmed) hndi nman sya pogi pero bakit ganun.. hayyy gusto ko tlga sya.. inlove na ba ako???

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Feb. 17, 2018

times flies hahaha already 2018 na at HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! ( pak ! ganern! ) its already february na hahahha so ito na nga.. it is confirmed na its just fling hahahah (shockers!!) just a fling.. a fling na na attach ako hahaha!! sya ba malay hahah .. its fun while its last hahhaha sabi nga nila may katapusan lahat ang pagiging masaya ( grbe sya!!) so after new years eve, naloka lola mo.. emote emote.. (* shuta!!)  finding answers to strangers, kung san, ano, bakit?? nasagot naman .. “hndi niya kasi nakuha ung gusto niyang makuha saiu.. kaya ka iniwan hahahhahah” he quote (SHUTA!!!!!)  “hanap ka na lang iba “ “hindi nman lahat ganyan”   ....... shookt ako bhe, ganun n pala labanan.. late bloomer inuna kasi mga oppa sa kdrama kaya si ate nyo nahuli na.. hahhahaha pero sabi nga ng pinsan ko “malungkot ka na nagsisi ka pa.. lavern lang ate hahahha”  As of now, may bagong naman akong k chat itong isa inlab dw sya?? ung isa nman mema balita lang pero may sense kausap.. keri lang.. ung isa kasi masyadong nakaka flustered ung words (*remember, words can be deceiving.. cheret!!!) tska isa pa d k bet unlike dun sa isa before hahahhaha (*kala mo kgandahn e) immature p nga tlga ako sa ganitong usapan... siguro nga wala tlgang sparks s amin o ako lang nag isip na meron (ky mr. fling...)  sabi nga ng ktrbaho ko.. nalibang ka (which is me) nalibang din sya (*mr fling)  ganun.. ako nman umaasa at umaasa pa din pero its to late na.. kasi waley na.. but its okay na kasi hndi nman nwala ung morals (* ang arte ng morals) hahhahahaha so totoo nga dun assume and consume to the feelings na walang magiging ganap hahaha sana itong ganitong ganap sa buhay start pa lang ng mas magulong hahahhaha (yan tau e..) but for now work work muna SHOCKS!!! sa tuesday na dadating ung evaluators wala p rin akong nagagawa letse!!! hahahahha pero tiwala ako sa mga teachers namin na mgagawa nila at makakaya nila lahat yun.. HWAITING!!! 

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me in weekends 😂

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untitled : nov. 29, 2017

hello, tumblr!!

matagal na din ulit ako nkagawa ng entry, *akalain mo un.. let get back to the main reason kung bkt ako nag ttype ng panibagong entry :p so... this past days (*four days) nag try lang aq makipag chat sa isang dating app (*hahaha) tas this guy.. caught my attention (*ganern) haha chat lang hanggang sa late na masyado kasi nga may pasok p aq bukas.. sya dn daw.. tas sya bnigay nia contact.. (??) aq naman kakaload lang i tried to text him, hahahah. Nagrelpy nman sya (*kht matagal kasi nga nasa work) that day text text.. ganun batuhan ng punchline.. 😜😜 siguro iba lang feels k kasi bago ung feeling na same as pag kinikilig ka sa kdrama 😍😍😍 hahahaha pero ito storya ko na (Haahahah!!!) four days p lang nman e.. let see 😜😜😜

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Pulp Fiction (1994)

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in between 😶

hello tumblr! okay we go to straight na ha! hahaha ito na nga nagkagulo na.. oo may mali yung kasamahan ko at si kupal (*guard) at lalo na si madam (*sadly😢) unang una, mali ung gnwa ng joana paras ( *wink wink ) nag warla ba naman at kung maka bacstroke. hay!! takot akesh 😨😨😰😰 iba tlga ang epekto.. nakakatakot tlga.. nadagdag rather nababago ang kwento.. ako bilang kasamahan (*friend) nila, oo may mali silang gnwa lalo na ngayon.. nakakainis nman tlga si kupal e.. konti kebot log, pero sbi nga ni mudra "kasama un s trbaho nila di ba" masakit para sa akin nakikita kong nasasaktan ung kaibigan ko, naiiyak kaya ako.. na ttrigger kaya ako.. :( Sana maayos nila lahat ito, rather ma re assign sya na matigil na.. di ko kaya gantong enviroment.. 😭😭

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You don’t always need a plan. Sometimes you just need to breathe, trust, let go, and see what happens.

Anonymous (via wordsnquotes)

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fast talk?

💉 Tattoos................................no 💎 Piercings............................. yes 😷 Surgeries............................no 😫 Broke a bone....................... maybe.. 🔫 Shoot a gun..........................no ✌ Quit a job............................... idk, cause i need money😂 ✈️ Been on a plane.................... no 😨 Gone zip lining..................... kinda *in my nstp 😍 Fallen in love........................ i wished 😒 💔 Had your heart broken......... sorta 😔 🏃 Skipped school......................yes 🎳 Gone bowling....................no 🚬smoke...................................... never 🍷Drink Alcohol.........................yes 😎🍻 🎁received gift...........................yes 🚴🏻 Gone biking......................... i cant bike 🏇horse riding...........................yes 🏅received medals....................yes 👑Join a pageant...................... no 👀 Watched someone give birth... rather heared 😖 Watched someone die........... no 🚑 Ridden in an ambulance...no 🎤 Sang karaoke......................yes 🐶 Had a pet............................. no 🏥 Stayed in a hospital............ no 💉 Donated blood...................... no but wanted to.. 💩 had lbm ..................................yes 🗽Visited NYC ............................not yet 😁 🎢rode a rollercoaster................ kinda 🚁rode a chopper.......................no 🔐locked in a room..................... no

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jan.30,2017

bilis lang ng panahon, february na sa wednesday. (*sahod na) daming nangyari itong buwan ngaun puro pasabog.. parang mukha k laging may pasabog.. kaiinis.. di na talga ako tinantanan nito akala k mawawala na sila 😭😭 itttry k n ulet si doc. alvin kaht masakit sa bulsa :( para nman sa ikagaganda ko naman e hahahaha Di tlga kaya ng midnight shift,😭😭 okay, back to pasabog ngaun taon.. nakakainis lang tlga tng kasamahn k kht sino na lang.. konti kebot,kwento.. may makita lang , th na.. hala grbe sya!! wala na tiwala sa tao.. ngaun lang tlga ako nakakita ng klase ng tao na nilamon ng buong buo ng sistema na mga tsimosa/mapag mata.. scary ryt? oo, totoo tlga ultimo boss namin th sya (*kht may iba.. 😜) nakakahiya lang n nakakatakot.. tibay ng mukha.. sabi nga nila kausapin ko.. kaht ako auko kausapin kasi maiinis lang ako.. ung aura nia kasi tipong gusto mo mangamusta sya parang.. waley lang para sa kabayo may harang ung gilid sa mata nila hahahahaha (oa, madam!! "swear!") sa totoo lang nman kaya k nmn bumili e, ng pagkain k e hahahaha sadyang galante lang ung mga ksamhn k. hahahaha ako sapilatan 😂😂😂😂 Sana itong darating na buwan, good vibes nman please... and lovelife na rin Char!!! hahahahaha 😘😂

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Grabe!! biglang naging hp avid fan ako, hahahaha after all this year di ba!! for now kailangan k p iresearch ung house ko *hufflepuff bes hahah 😘

The last trace of steam evaporated in the autumn air. The train rounded a corner. Harry’s hand was still raised in farewell. “He’ll be all right,” murmured Ginny. As Harry looked at her, he lowered his hand absentmindedly and touched the lightning scar on his forehead. “I know he will.” The scar had not pained Harry for nineteen years. All was well.

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entry: dec. eleven twentysixteen

ang tagal na bes, hahaha kararating lang from fieldtrip. kaloka umaga pa lang sympre ngaun k lang naranasan mag organize ng ganto noh! kaya medyo magulo sya. buti na lang understanding ung mga kasamahan ko *teary eye okay ! so ito na nga medyo mahulo tlga nman kasi tlga ung listahan ko pero ako lang nakakaintindi hahahaha para scholarship lang dati hahahaha nagtataka nga aq sakto lang o may kulang?? bahala na bukas *yan n nman ako . kahit ganun masaya nman ung trip kaht ang panget ng pwesto ko hahah nakakaiyak nga, pero sanayan lang nman e d b ? ito pa good news? hahaha nagrerenew ako akalain m yun kailangn k tlga ng trbaho hahaha sino b hnde hahaha yun nga lang ung tungkol sa mga issue issue sa amin medyo d ko tinitake, patay malisya na lang ako. ako p nman kasi gusto k lang nakikinig kasi pag nagsalita aq bka maintrept ng iba na nakaka offend ung sinasabi ko. smile smile nga lang e .. mema lang haist… grbe tlga ang public service

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entry. oct.four.twentysixteen

gosh! am a guidnce counselor nakakaiyak prblema n nga sa school p dn b nman sa bhay 😂😂😭😭😭 san na lang kaya ako lulugar (*kht sa school at bhay wala akong pwesto) stress overload hahah.. delay sahod, family problems, work problems, social life problems, inner self insecurities problems tas lovelife (* charot!) sana okay na kme lahat..

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entry. march 25

hello!! its me (*again!) ang tagal na din since ung last entry ko hahaha madaming nangyari, nagbago ung mga dating plano. mas masakit lang ngayon. soo hindi muna ako magpapa affect sa bad vibes.. so ngayon gv lang. i'll be posting my activities of my whereabouts 😂😂 kahit naka post na din sya sa fb 😂😂