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Aubade Paris | Vibes • black boho embroidery + golden charms | Fall Winter 2025-26 Part 1

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Checking the Lexile levels of my fanfiction just for fun

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if you're writing and find yourself thinking 'this is too weird/gross/offputting/esoteric/ambitious/catered to my specific interests + sure to push away a broader audience' that is the devil speaking and it is a lie. you are already firmly on the right path and you need to double down

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happy trail isnt enough. i need happy meadow. happy forest.

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If you are so inclined, I think it would also be interesting if you put your answer and age in the tags. My habits have definitely changed--but I would say I give kudos to any fic/chapter I finish; a.k.a if I see the kudos button, its getting kudos, and I am in my early 30s

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"insolent" is basically the hottest thing a person can call you

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save a cow ride a boy or what um save a uh ride a horse no its save a uhh guys who we saving

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Yes there's a typo in the first option but I am not redoing the whole thing

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Homecoming (LADS ♡ Caleb)

Series: Love and Deepspace

Characters: Caleb

Word Count: 1,493

Summary: Caleb x reader (gn), World War I/Interwar Years AU, angst/grief, minor injury/blood, canonical injury (limb amputation), literary depictions of sex, learning to live with a disability, PTSD, I promise it's softer than it seems ♡

Notes: Listen to a 1911 recording of "Let Me Call You Sweetheart" here. See here and here for period-specific slang and here for information about early crop dusting. In a way, this short, somewhat stream-of-consciousness story is more true to myself than anything I've ever written ⋅˚₊‧ ୨୧ ‧₊˚ ⋅

Disclaimer: Underage blogs will be blocked. For everyone else, FUB free ♡

You're imagining it.

That's what you think as you peel the apple over a bowl in the old farm sink. The knife slips beneath the fruit's ruddy, freckled skin without hesitation. The peel unfurls.

You've imagined it before—the melody from "Let Me Call You Sweetheart" in an earnest, reedy whistle—heard it in the house in the early morning and rushed down the stairs to search empty rooms, in the orchard where now bare branches reach toward an empty sky. Sometimes you find yourself humming along, as you do now. It's no longer pressing—your mind has cooled with the seasons.

Continue reading on AO3

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reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

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girl you would flourish under my dark tutelage

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i think that when posting fanfiction the amount of engagement you get shouldn’t matter and really engagement is not always indicative of quality what’s most important is that you’re proud of your work and enjoyed writing it but also if my fics flop i’m going to delete my blog

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it is so important that you are a little bit ugly. please get comfortable with having unplucked eyebrows and nonexistent jawlines and wrinkles. let your blue hair grow out into an uneven pale green and your clothes be old and mend them and modify them until they’re unique to you. wear lipstick which doesnt compliment your skintone and mismatched outfits which went out of fashion 5 years ago. be a little bit too loud and a little bit too passionate and as weird as you can be because oh my god there is nothing more disturbing to me than perfection. beauty is manufactured and sold to us and you need to realise that you are a fucking animal to live a joyful life I am so serious. you cant obsess over aesthetics forever please just live messily and make your body your home however you please.

if you dont do it for you, do it for all the teenagers who will see u in the street and know that they are not obligated to be attractive

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you would fuck that old man. i would fuck that old man. we are the same. hold my hand

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sorry i haven't read your fic yet it's been in my open tabs for 8 months

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Wifeplay where you have sex with your wife who loves you and you love her