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#kinda need a fan for fanfic

Let me just remind you guys that...

AI fanfiction is not fanfiction

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Yeah so I wrote this for class and thought it had potential. may or may not continue it.

Summary: Mika comes home really drunk from a work party, and the tension in her and Tohru’s relationship comes to the surface. Tohru’s father was an alcoholic, Mika has abandonment issues, making her work harder to impress Tohru than she needs.

Mika fumbled for the keys to her apartment in the darkness of night. Her head was fuzzy, a warmth running through her blood. Before she could turn the knob, the door gave way, flooding her eyes with fluorescent light. She recoiled in pain as the throbbing in her temples grew. Tohru had met her at the door, a silhouette framed in white light.

“Mika, you’re drunk again.”

“No, I’m not. I’m tipsy.”

“Then why can’t you stand straight?”

“It was a nomikai, I had to drink.” she reasoned

“Didn’t mean you had to get shit-faced.” 

“I know.” Mika admitted.

“Then why?” she asked, “You’ve never bothered with nomikai before.”

“Look, can I just come in? It’s cold out here.”

Tohru relented, taking Mika’s shoulder as she led her to rest on the couch inside. Mika stared up at the ceiling as the spots of water damage swirled and blended together in her vision. 

Tohru returned her sight, looming above her. Her long black hair spilled over her shoulder. Even in Mika’s inebriated mind, she couldn’t help but find her girlfriend absolutely gorgeous. Tohru snapped her fingers and pressed a large glass of water into her hand. 

“Sober up.” she ordered.

Mika gulped down the water as she was told, pressing the glass to her forehead to cool the unbearable warmness on her skin.

Guilt tangled in Mika’s chest. This is the third time this month Tohru had to take care of her like this. The third time that she’d gotten this drunk at a work party. The third strike for her relationship.

Tohru stood in front of Mika, arms crossed over her chest as she let out a deep sigh. “Explain.” she said, a resigned quality to her voice.

Mika’s shameful stare bore holes into her jeans, “I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean for-”

“Explain.” Tohru cut her off, firmer this time.

Mika pressed her lips together, finding the right words before she said, “I’m… trying to butter up the boss so she’ll consider me for a promotion.”

“Okay? Is getting so drunk you can’t even make it home on your own, part of that plan?”

Mika’s frustration with the situation boiled over, “Yes Tohru! God, obviously!” 

Mika stood, pacing around the room frantically as messy words spilled from her mouth, “‘Cause I’m worthless! Nobody likes me unless I’m this perfect, working machine. So I go to the meetings, and the parties, and play friendly, but it’s all a lie! I don’t even know why you’re with me! All I know is that I love you. I really really love you. So I work so, so fucking hard being this person. This lovable person. But I’m not that, and when we go out to drink, that’s all I can think about. So I drink and drink, and then I break your heart because I’m a mess. And you hate it when I’m a mess, because then you have to worry, and I never want to make you worry so I hate myself even more! God, I just…”

Out of breath, Mika finally looked up meeting Tohru’s hurt gaze. Tohru averted her eyes to the floor, holding her hand over her mouth as her eyes glimmered with unshed tears.

“Wait, Ruru. I’m sorry, I didn’t…” Mika reached out to Tohru, desperately trying to take back the hurt she inflicted.

Tohru accepted her touch, letting Mika hold her close, burying her nose into her shoulder as she sobbed. Mika pathetically gripped onto Tohru’s shirt, “I’m sorry.” she said, her words broken, “Please, don’t leave me.”

Tohru let out a sigh before wrapping her arms around her girlfriend’s torso. 

“...I should be the one who’s sorry.” she said, “I didn’t know that you were dealing with all those emotions.”

She took her girlfriend’s face in her hands, touching their foreheads together as she murmured, “I promise you, I won’t leave. Because I love you too. Not the employee of the month, not the perfect daughter, not even the attentive girlfriend. I love you, Mika Hayakawa.”

Tohru pulled away, looking Mika in her red, puffy eyes, “But I do need you to take care of yourself.” She squeezed Mika’s hands, “It’s okay to destress, but I don’t want you to turn to alcohol, okay?”

Mika let out a bitter laugh, wiping at her face, “That’s fine with me, I don’t even like beer.”

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gumi doodles!!!

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♡ Dictyophora Indusiata (The Mushroom Girls) - Reverse Studio

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Kaganine len real ❤️

he is so…… (squeezes him with one hand like a squeaky toy)

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i do adore

i like chandelure. i like miku. i like chandelure miku.

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Nicknames/ Obey Me

Some semi romantic nicknames/nicknaming process that the other Dateables would have for MC.

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Diavolo: Refers to you exclusively as "human" for the first month or so he knows you. He won't admit it's because he's forgotten your name. After a few rounds of tea at his place, (and writing your name on his palm a dozen times) he shortens it into something cute sounding. (Amy = Mimi) Lucifer gets caught off guard, hearing the ruler of the Devildom and his boss talk in such a cutesy way to you. But soon enough it becomes common place for the two of you to call out to each other.

Barbatos: Nicknames you much like he nicknames Luke. Unique and personalized, with a hidden message to tease you with that only he knows. I feel as though he'd lean into pet names or food themed names. Things like "Tarte (you're small)" or "Angel (you have a fearsome temperament)" He's not above calling you something more regular, but he likes seeing your confused face when he hits you with another nickname, with another hidden meaning.

Simeon: He'll have to test the waters first to know if you're into pet names or not. But if he finds out that you are, he'll go all in. Teasing you with affection, calling you pet names right out the gate. Casually calls you baby. He's definitely a romantic and calls you every positive adjective in the book. He defaults to "My light," "Love," and "Dearest."

Solomon: He's weird okay? He's a really charming and knowledgeable guy, but he's got some weird quirks. I feel like he'd call you "worm wood" as a compliment.

"It's an incredibly versatile ingredient that smells quite wonderfully." And he's not going to budge on this if you're going to have a relationship, because he really doesn't perceive it as weird. You just have to accept that he'll be calling you "my little mugwort." in public.

Luke: He may call you something along the lines of "Demon-sympathizer" and "Misguided" when he first meets you, even though he is excited to meet a human. Even once he gets to know you and the brothers better, I feel he'd be too shy to call you anything other than your name. Maybe with a familiar honorific if you get close enough.

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ahahaha. I'm not crying. no sir. ( T m T )

“My sons.” - Crepus Ragnvindr

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xiao in posca markers 💜

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Digital illustration of a brown fem with a purple bob. They are looking back, with the collar of their pink denim jacket lifted up. The jacket has two pins that depict a rainbow flag and trans flag and there’s stars and text that reads, ‘support abortion access.’

Art by Liberal Jane

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10. 十面相 / YM

10 faced / YM feat. GUMI

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This is literally so useful for future headcannons. thank you so much for your speculation.

What do you think are the boys Heights with numbers? Bc I read somewhere that Luke is the size of a regular human and I’m just wondering what you think lol

I’ve actually seen someone say that Luke seems to be around 5′2 or 5′1! But I’m also a fan of them being a more rational height. Yes, I know they’re demons so they have different attributes, but still!

Even before getting the height charts, I kind of figured out that Mammon was among the shortest. So, going off Luke possibly being 5′2, then we can say that 

Asmodeus seems to be the second shortest, possibly around 5′8 or 5′9

Mammon, who’s the third shortest in this chart, could be around 5′9 or 5′10. 

Belphegor seems to be around the same height as Mammon, so probably also around 5′10.

Leviathan falls under the sixth shortest, possibly being around maybe 5′11 or 6′.

After Leviathan appears to be Satan, who, based on everything else, comes to around 6′1 or so.

Following Satan would be Simeon. I can see Simeon falling around 6′2 or 6′3 in this chart.

Barbatos comes very close to Simeon’s height at around 6′3.

Solomon would come around 6′3 or 6′3.5, only being slightly taller than Barbatos.

After Solomon, there’s a big jump to Beelzebub’s height, which could be around 6′6 to 6′8.

Lucifer falls an inch or two taller than Beelzebub, possibly around 6′7 to 6′9.

Diavolo falls close to Lucifer’s height, being around one to two inches taller, possibly around 6′8 to 6′10.

I try to keep the heights under 7′, but I’ve had friends hc them as being 7′ or taller, lol.

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Happy Fathers Day to the best fake dad in the world!