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Credence of a Broken Heart

-by Winter Violet

We stayed up till 3 a.m. staring each other through video calls, the flirting, the stories, the laughing, did they mean nothing to you? It took me a week of silence to realize, we made better strangers than we made anything else, should have known that like charges only repel. Even though it was all a lie, I deserved a better goodbye, now everything is over and only the memories remain, 16:14 and we never talked again. You broke my trust so much, no amount of sorries could ever cure, then too I have no regrets, because I know my heart was pure. Now every time I hear our song, my silly little heart breaks, like in an avalanche, it's a delicate snowflake. I thought you were my mogra, simple sweet and mine to be kept, but then I realized, you were a rose, the tighter I held you, the more I bled. I just wish I was pretty enough, to keep your eyes all on me, if love was contagious, my affection for you would have been deadly. You ruined my heart, innocence being the cost, it lost its glow, all the love was tossed, now it's protected, safe and tight in a locker, who'd have ever thought that, what a shock.

I showed you my affection i guess that was my fault, why was i jealous? from the beginning you were never mine at all...

I miss what we never were... our almost will always haunt me, i wish you were still human to me... even when i don't want to, in you i always see poetry... i think its my fault, for loving the same rain that drowned me...

i think what hurts me most is the fact, that for the first time i thought love finally loved me back... now my insecurities scream at me and i ask myself "what did i ever lack?"

Now i close the window that hurt me, even though the view was magnificently true, I guess sunsets are proof, that endings can be beautiful too whatever we had between us , it had its own glory... maybe it was never about the happy ending, maybe it was about the story...

It took me longer that expected to recover, but now I'm ready to say this, goodbye almost lover...

[serfinasatyayan]

Brown Eyes

~ by Winter Violet

How could you ever hate your eyes,

so ravishing and so brown...

They are the same ones that gave my heart a meltdown;

They hold magic in them which you don't see but others crown...

Your eyes are like stars,

they illuminate my soul...

with every gaze,

my heart was made whole....

They are deep like the ocean,

I'd like to stare at them but I refrain

collapse in me once darling...

I'll never let you fall again❤️