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Adding spice in my life

Series 1

Chapter 1: Revenge is empowerment

Isn't it true guys?

So let's start from the beginning. It's 2025 and I just remembered what I had experienced in my college life. Yeah guys I was a noob person but I wasn't stupid I used to handle and fix my own things. I belonged from a good family so it's begins in 2017. July month monsoon season as usual you guys know that during rain it always be traffic and roads used to be blocked. I was in Bhavans college which is in Andheri. From that time idk why all school guys were trying on me. It's just like Jaan na pehchan tu Mera mehmaan type.

I wasn't ready for relationship anyways it was also frustrating at the some point. I used to see many girls kissing in public and doing things which should be done in private. But then tho also it won't made me feel like I needed a boyfriend to touch me and myself. But basically I wasn't bisexual or lesbo. I do get feeling while I used to touch myself even when I tried to touch for the first time I literally got hurt myself and which wasn't cool at all but thanks to Google. I have seen many blue films and got my educated what things and measures I have to take to please myself but I wasn't good at doing and applying on myself but later I discovered while sitting and sleeping position I can satisfy myself without inserting fingers. I also like one guy who was in my class named Varun. He was fine and tall, dark skin mostly he used to wear half T-shirt and shirts. He was in football team. I really thought that he will be very shy to talk but again I was in delusion. Later I got to know his reality what kind of person he is.

One day I was been so late for mathematical practical it was raining and there was a lot of traffic when I reached college outside of my practical class the professor didn't allowed me to enter it he said that I am 5 minutes late. I also saw varun he was late too. We were standing outside the classroom but they didn't let us sit and join the class. We saw science laboratory next to our classroom and as we were tired we went inside and we sat on the chairs. I was ignoring him because as you know I always ignore my crush. But he tried to talk with me I was saying yes and no no stuff but I didn't have anything to speak with him. After few minutes he grabbed my hands and took me over the labs we saw many things chemical test tubes and cockroaches some frogs and lizards. And I was just watching them. Varun came from behind he tried to hold and kiss me I didn't allowed him to do it because I don't want to make any scene in my college. I sat on the same place and I was writing my dairy. He felt so bad and he was in anger that how I said him no just for a kiss. While I was writing I dropped my eraser down I went to grab my eraser and Varun came near to me again and bell got ringed all of our classmates came over lab and they saw us together.

He literally said loudly "she's high as fuck and wanted to kiss me " All people were watching me and making fun of me. The problem is you know that people judge us without knowing the truth behind it I didn't responded them I took my bag and I left the laboratory.

After a week again we were having the practical I was on time sitting on 1st rows last bench so that no one will see me but than I received a small letter written "what's your bra size we heard that you use sponge to attract guys is that true? " I didn't expected that. When practical was ended I was going out of the class but Varun's friend come to me and he asked one doubt about one question. I thought to help him but than he asked me to solve it on the board I agreed but later all the college student were making fun of me that she have small boobs maybe. But later I called Varun over the board and I said to everyone that he have a small dick his friends asked how u can say it I told them that while professor was saying 6cm measurement his face was dropped all the time. All students were started to laugh on him but he was about to leave the classroom but I hold his hand and made him stop i pulled him over me n made him sit down on his knees I pulled his hairs from back his eyes met mine n I said him don't ever try to play with me. He was been silent for the whole time but one of his friend yelled from back bench saying that it's true that you use sponge to make your boobs look bigger. I'd literally hold my T-shirt up n shown everyone that it's not sponge that's my flesh and it's real I also yelled my boobies size n I left the classroom. All the students were amazed with my bold movie.

While I was going out from class one guy hold my hands to made me stop. I asked him why n what do you want from me. When I turned back I saw Dhruv Singh he's the main enemy of Varun. I asked him again what do he want from me. He just came close to my lips n whisper you vaish. I looked into his eyes he hold my back and came closer to kiss my lips. I moved back and asked him. Do you have any place where we can do it? He laughed and blushed and he took me to his room where he was staying in Mumbai. He used to live in hostel as he was from Ahmedabad. I just entered at his room and he locked the room he hold me and picked me up holding my both legs and he dropped me on his bed. Without losing a moment he came to kiss me harder in the first I hold his neck he grabbed my hairs and there's no space between us when we were kissing on the bed. He made me sit on him facing him he inserted his hands in my T-shirt and there he unplugged my bra and his fingers moved to touch my tits I never thought that it will be so amazing and sensual experience with Dhruv. But he was very good at this things. He asked permission before touching boobs I told him that I never did it it's my first time but yes you can do it. He smiled to me and he kissed me again he got inside of my T-shirt and there he started kissing my tits and well he sucked them too. I never felt this feeling before that how good it feels if someone does it for you. I started moaning at the time he did. He didn't stopped until I asked him too.

When he looks in to my eyes he used to smile because when I was enjoying the pleasure he have given me a lot of hickeys on my breast which I seen when I got back home I immediately texted him asking what's this now don't you think that u r hungry u better have your food before we do any sessions more he replied I was just hungry for you that food can't even make me fulfill which you did today your soft skin melts me a lot I m still remember the taste of your soft lips and the boobs you have it's so soft I would eat them both. I was in shock like what kind of this sick he has been now. The next day I was sitting in garden he was standing behind me he grabbed my neck and started kissing my lips I was in shock like what just happened and it was raining we were all wet I asked him to take me somewhere because I am hungry too. He smiled at me and than he took me in his hostel room. After getting into his room he removed my clothes one by one he made me sit on his bed I was just wearing my pants he removed his T-shirt and he lay down on me kissing me harder I was moaning in his mouth but than he pinned my hands up he was holding it. And he started sucking my tits his fingers were pleasing my wet pussy while he was doing this I was straching his back with pleasure. I grabbed his hairs n we kissed again but then he come over my neck n he started kissing my neck it was more sensual it made me moan louder than again he kisses my lip holding my hairs. I just stopped him n I started wearing my clothes in front of him he asked me are you leaving now. I said yes but then he asked removed your clothes or I'll ripe off your clothes in front of your eyes. I asked him so you will try to force me he said it's not force I'll just make you please to let you leave today. I said him you can't do anything while I was leaving his room he took me inside again he tied me to his bed n started to remove my clothes one by one he also folded my T-shirt up n kept it over my eyes so I'll can't see him n he kissed every inch of my body parts.

I was in all sweat as he was kissing every inch of my body he also inserted fingers in me and kissing me wildly I was been numbed I untie my hands n I scratch his back while he was kissing me I haven't felt good n pleasure ever in my life. I untie me n took me into bathroom he helped me clean myself he given me dry clothes and he cuddled me a little n slept with me for sometime when alarm started ring we woke up he came to leave me at station I sat in train n I came home safely.

To be continued......

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The Cruel World🌎♥

This is a man's world, this is a man's world. But it wouldn't be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl. You see, man made the cars to take us over the road. Man made the train to carry the heavy load. Man made electric light to take us out of the dark. Man made the boat for the water, like Noah made the ark. This is a man's, man's, man's world. But it wouldn't be nothing, nothing without a woman or a girl.

Hello guys I know it's a long time but we will start the story with no wasting any time "The Cruel World"

Season #1

Chapter #1 - JAN - RAY

It really feels alone at home when the main family member is not present. It's been 16 years now that I haven't seen my dad yet. When was the day I was born after 10 days my dad disappeared. I don't know where he was gone. It is also strange that I was born with my twin brother who disappeared too with my dad. I felt like it was because of me I was the one who was born as a curse in the family. The strange thing was in the town also there are very few men left. My mother also filled the missing report of my twin brother and dad but they didn't find anything. Sometimes it feels like nothing's gonna change. My mother went numb after losing my dad like this. But I used to try to make my mother happy with doing some small small things even I started a small businesses which was to sell the bracelets which I used to make at home and also my besties used to support me in this we used to take orders and work on our small business. In my small world I had my 3 besties Phillipa, June and Eve. We were best friends from 15 years at the same school and now college as well. Everything was fine but when we visited our church on Sunday we found something creepy inside the church the seats were coloured with blood and it was scary enough. We ran immediately from the church. We took our bus and there we saw 4 guys Ray, Louis, Markus and Adam.

We girls were sitting in the backseat of the bus and we found that the guys were friends with each other. We were so scared of what we saw in the church and the guy named Ray came to us and he asked us "is everything fine you guys looked sacred?" We were not ready to say anything but then Phillipa opened her big mouth and told him everything. But then all the guys came to us and asked us to take them to the church so that they can investigate whether it is real or not. We did not agree to go again. But after later on we said yes. We all went off from the bus and we took another bus that will drop to the church again. After reaching the church we all girls hold each other's hands. And we went inside and there was nothing which we had seen before 30 minutes the seats were not coloured with blood. Even the priest was there and we went to ask them what was happening here and told them the scene which we saw 30 minutes ago. But then the father told us he was here for 1 hour and he told us that we got just a delusion. Adam said "Are you sure girls that you have seen this here? June said "yeah and you guys are not trusting us." But later while leaving the church we saw an old lady whose hands were covered with blood we went to ask her if she saw the same thing before. But when we were going to ask her we saw that she couldn't speak because she doesn't have tongue in her mouth after watching all the guys who were behind our back she started running away from us. We were in shock like what was happening. We asked all the guys "do you know this lady why is she ran away from u guys?" But then they just replied "maybe she was scared through man's." We didn't notice that it was too late and it was 6:30 pm.

We all ran to take our bus and the bus dropped us to the station which was near our home. We went off and we reached back home. I told my mother everything about it and she was shocked too after informing her she replied that she had seen the same scene when she was 17 years old after that she met her dad on the bus. After knowing this I felt a little creepy like why this is happening again then. My mother told me to be aware of things. I told my mother that I will take care of everything. Later we were making our arrangements for my birthday party in the night my besties were invited while I was in the store room checking with the decorations I found one old album it was very old and it was filled with dust and webs after cleaning with the wet wipes my eye balls were pooped out I was in shock and in that I saw my great grandpa looked the same as Adam. I went into my kitchen and I asked my mother about it she said it was a very old photo but later revealed that my great grandpa also disappeared when her mother was born. I asked my mother if there was something wrong with our family or something that we have been through this case again and again. My mother said that she does not remember anything but as she said I kept the album in my room's desk drawer.

Eveeyone came and we went to my Hall and all my friends helped me with the decorations. We were talking about our school memories and what fun we have done in the school. Later on we heard someone knocking on my door after opening I saw all the guys were there with the gifts in their hands. I asked them how you knew my address but they smiled creepily and said we all are new here and Ray lives next to you he saw you doing all the decorations at home and your friends came so we decided to surprise you with the gifts. My mother heard and then she asked them to come inside. I didn't have any chance to say no to them at the moment. But all my friends were happy to see them.

All have gathered to cut my cake and after cutting my cake Ray had snapped and all of my friends and family had been frezed for a moment and Ray came to me and his eyes were turned into red. But after snapping another time all have been normal. Ray was next to me and he wished me happy birthday and he came close to my ears and said your life's gonna change now. I had no sense and clue like what he meant and why they all came to my home I didn't invite any. We ate our snacks and we were playing card games after that I asked all let's play truth and dare everyone agreed and we started playing the game. And the bottle I have twisted and it came on Adam I asked him truth or dare he replied truth. I asked him if he belonged to my family or something because he looked the same as my great grandpa. He replied no. I didn't say much to him but then the bottle came to Ray and Jasmine. Jasmine asked him truth or dare. Ray said dare. Jasmine asked him to kiss the birthday girl. Ray accepted the dare and he came close to me. I was not comfortable kissing him but Jasmine said to me it's just a kiss. But then when he came near to kiss me I felt his breath closer and there he kissed me smoothly his lips were soft and delicious but then I grabbed his head and I wanted him to kiss me more and more but after sometime I stopped all my friends were in shock like wow. We played a few rounds of truth and dare but then everyone left and went to their home.

I have enjoyed my evening but then I got a text from Ray that am I okay or not I replied to him that I am fine. But then he texted why I was sitting on the window and watching the weather. I replied to him that it was nothing just getting some air. After sometime he texted me back as are you missing your dad? I did reply to him how you know. He texted me that "I know where your dad and your brother are" I was in shock that I never spoke to him about this and how he knows this. I was feeling sick that something is not happening well. But then I collapsed and fell down on my floor but then I saw one dream in that my father was next to me saying that I have to push myself to birth babies Ray was with the Adam and he was operating me. I was covered with blood and k screamed as they had pulled out something from me.

I woke up in fear I was in relief that it's not true. Then I came close to my window and saw Ray was helping my mother in my garden. They were talking about me and Ray was asking and convincing my mother to let me go out with him for a party. I felt like my mother was hypnotized by him and he was creepy smiling at me. I just closed the door and went straight to my room and I started digging into the past life and history of my family. I have found many things and stuff in the old drawers I have found out who Markus was, he was a great great grandpa of Eve. I started searching for the main history and connecting all the points I also got to know that my father was June's father's uncle. My mind was blown out when I felt someone was back off me when I turned I saw a Ray with red eyes and he came into my room and kissed me after that I felt dizzy I was having no sense what was happening with me. Ray started removing his clothes and I saw the same mark which was on my father's chest as my mother told me. Ray pulled me over to me and removed my clothes and he tried to kiss me again he came near to my ears and said to me "this will hurt u a little but it is a pain of pleasure."

He touched my vagina and seduced me a lot and then he inserted his dick inside me and he had sex with me that night twice after getting into consciousness I saw him sleeping on my floor my bed sheets were covered in blood. I ran to my mother and I saw my dad feeding her food my dad was looking young and I was feeling like my mum was under his control I tried to run out of my house but Adam, Markus and Louis.

Louis came closer to me and asked me to sit down my father came out and they revealed their truth about what they wanted from me. My father said that they wanted the baby which is in my womb now. He threatened me not to run away and contact any station. I was not able to understand what is happening in my life. They asked me to stay at home and live like this for 9 months till my delivery. I grabbed Ray's hand and asked him who you are. He told me that he's my husband. I told him his friend's truth he said that they belong to another world where there is no woman. And then my father asked Ray to make me rest in my bedroom. Ray helped me to get into my room and there I slept on my bed. Ray slept next to me and he said that I am pretty as my grandma I asked him where my brother is and he said that he died in another world which is why they came here again to get babies. I said in shock but you guys just wanted my baby and he said then what's ur friends gonna do he again came near to me and he kissed me I was being unconscious and everything been blurred.

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The First Night 🥵♥️

You cast a spell on me, you hit me like the sky fell on me, And I decided you look well on me, So let's go somewhere no one else can see, you and me....

Here's me again it's not a good year for me cause I got fail in 3 subjects. I was so depressed with my scores that I tried hard to get just a pass and here I am failed always again, I always let down everyone it's just felt like I'm nothing right now. I broke everyone's heart and my parents didn't always voice it, but I saw the disappointment in their eyes every time they looked at me. And our college announced an annual event, I just hate the bullshit and everyone will come and ask me about my grades which I don't wanna tell but I have a best friend Pearl who always makes me feel good but she's busy in the event she's gonna sing a song "All of me" by John Legend, one of my favorite she knows how I am she saw me in good and bad times too, she's everything to me, she always encourages me in my worst I have also cried in front of her when I got fail she hugged me and just said to me that "it's okay at least you tried your best."

I know you guys might be thinking that maybe I like her but I don't wanna screw my friendship with her. And then our annual day event begins, Pearl texted me in the middle of the event and, I just wondered what happen, when I went backstage to see her I saw her crying and her performance was next. She told me that one of our classmates named Nate came backstage and he tries to touch her. I saw him just when I entered over backstage. Yeah, I will talk with him later and gonna teach him a good lesson. Until the anchor just called Pearl's name as her performance is right now. I just hugged her and told her to be confident there, I know she's not ready. But I convince her that you're gonna sing that song for me right? She replied yes. I took her to the stage before going to the middle of the stage I don't know what happen to her she hugged me and I grab her chin n just kissed her soft lips once. I said her to "believe in yourself and do it." and I wondered if she kissed me back once and but she went on the stage.

She saw me once and she sang the song my heart got melt with her beautiful voice I know that I can't be with her like that but at least not to screw her moment she's gonna have. So I just left when her performance was done. And there I saw Nate in the back seat I just grab her collar and took him out of the college stadium I called my gangs out and we bang him out so hard I told him "just stay away from my best friend or else I will cut off your cock and give it to your shit color dog you have" and we left him hanging on the ground.

And then I receive a text from Pearl " Can you meet me in the empty store room next to our stadium where no one's come, we need to talk." I was like why what happen in my mind but then when I over to the stadium and there was an empty room. I just texted her back " I am here, where are you?" and suddenly someone pulled me inside that empty storeroom and kissed me so harder when I opened my eyes it was Pearls I just told her to back off and I turned to get out of it. I was unusually nervous my mouth was dry, my palms sweating, when suddenly I felt the press of pearls body from behind. Pearls can sense the nervous tension running through my stiff body. I asked her "What are you doing?" She said, " To calm your nerves, your my best friend, and this is what best friends do for one another." I just said "But Pearl what if someone sees?" She just said "Let them", and she bends down on her knees and as she takes my cock into her mouth with surprising ease, as she begins to suck my cock with torturous finesse. I was so fucking hard my cock almost punched a hole through my pants and the images I had running through my mind. Fuck I was going to destroy her, but the remaining shred of conscience I possessed had disappeared the moment she'd uttered those words "Let them"

My blood roared at the memory, Baby you have no idea what you got yourself into, I thought shutting the door behind me. Pearl stood in the middle of the bench wearing her dress. With her eyes and innocent features, she resembled a sacrificial virgin awaiting defilement. My cock was harder. "Take off your clothes" I said, my soft voice in the silence, part of me wanted to bury myself deep inside her as soon as possible, the other part wanted to savor every moment. Despite a slight shake in her hands, but pearls didn't hesitate. She kept her eyes on mine as she unzipped her dress. And I saw a masterpiece of bare flesh unveiled itself. I devoured her with my eyes, taking every detail and imprinting it in my mind. Her skin glowed beneath the dress and her body oh god, round ass, long legs, the sweetest little pussy and firm perky tits not big, but enough for a handful and tipped with hard, black nipples that were perfect for sucking and nibbling, her chest rose and fell with every breath and she stared at me with nothing but trust in those big black eyes.

I circled her, so close I could smell the tang of her arousal, I stopped behind her and pressed my body against hers until she could feel my angry steel hard erection against the soft curve of her ass. She was naked as the day she was born while I was fully clothed, and somehow that made the scene even filthier. I pressed my lips to her neck, enjoying the rapid flutter of her pulse beneath my mouth. " So you want me to take you, pearls?" I murmured. She says "Yes!" I said, "So baby you say yes so easily." I licked the hollow between her neck and lower jaw. True but she tastes like honey and I wanted to devour her. Feed off her light, consume every inch of her until she was mine and mine alone. " But do you know what it means to be taken by me?"

Pearls shook her head, a quick, small movement that underscored her innocence and naivete. Not for much longer. Once I got my hands on her, she'd be filthy. Broken just like everything I touched. But she'd be mine. And I was selfish and cruel enough that I'd take her with me while I burned down the world. I said to her "It means you're mine, your mouth is mine " I rubbed my thumb over her bottom lip before trailing it down her chest and pinching her nipples. She moaned. "Your breasts are mine." I drifted lower adjusting my position so I could squeeze her ass hard. "Your ass is mine" I reached around and parted her thighs, sliding my fingers past her slippery folds. She was so wet they were drenched within seconds. " And your pussy was mine. Every inch of you belongs to me, and if you ever let another man touch you.." my other hand closed around her throat "he'll end up in pieces, and you'll end up tied to my bed and fucked in every hole until my name is the only one you remember, do you understand?" she said "yes!" "So say it. Who do you belong to?" , "You" she whispered "That's right, now get on your knees" She sank to the floor, so beautiful it made my chest hurt and my cock throb. I fisted her hair and tugged it back until she started straight up at me. "If it gets to be too much, tap my thigh." When she nodded, I tugged her hair harder and ordered, "Open your mouth."

I slipped the head of my cock into her waiting mouth, slowly pushing deeper until I was buried all the way down her throat. "Fuck." The sensation of her mouth of a natural force on me was so hot a shudder rippled through my entire body, and I almost shot my load right there. I hadn't done that since it was my first time.

Pearl blinked up at me, her eyes watering from my size and how deep I was, but she didn't tap out, so I stayed still while she adjusted. After what felt like an eternity but was in actuality a few seconds she started licking and sucking slowly at first, but quickly building up to a rhythm that had her head up and down with desire of thirst.

My other hand shot to the back of her head, and my abs shook from the effort not to come down her throat before I was ready. "That's it," I growled. "Sucked that cock like a little whore." The vibrations from her ensuring moan traveled all the way up my spine. I started thrusting into her, faster and faster until the only sounds were that of my ragged breaths, flesh slapping against flesh, and the gurgle's coming from her throat. I was so rough I half expected her to finally tap out, but she never did.

I pulled out at the last second and came all over her face and chest, the thick white streaks coating her skin in a was my cum. My orgasm burned through me, wild and got, razing any lingering doubts that stood in its way, and I watched my cum drip off Pearl's chin with possessive, lust filled eyes, and the arousal stained her face, her face remained locked to mine as her tongue make the move out to lick a drop of cum from the corner of her mouth.

As we're in the empty storeroom. And the annual event has been ended so I told her to get the dress quickly as I have tissue in my pockets so I cleaned her face and gave her some water she dressed up quickly but she ran into my arms and kissed me. It's not just a kiss, I pulled her hair down and kissed her harder I told her that I'll come to her home and we'll talk about everything. She given me a smile and we left.

As I promised her I was outside her home and I climb up to get into her room. It's the first time I did it but I think it's better we talked about it. And then she came from the bath into her room and there she saw me with surprise. I pulled her close and made her sit on my lap but she kissed me while I'm making a conversation and pulled me up. I was on her she asks me "Why can't we have sex, right now?" I never thought she would ask but I told her "Let's not just hurry I want to do something special for you." she nodded and slept in my arms I just felt peace in my heart and we spend "The First Night" with each other.

........to be continued ♥️

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It's not true ♥️

Hey, it's me here again after a long time. I would like to share with you something which I have experienced once in my life. Well, you guys know that I was born In a village. So let's begin with the story. I was 10yrs old when I lost my mother. She died due to a cobra bite. I was been so lonely at home I was missing my mother so much in every corner of my home there was her memory.

My father was a forest police officer. His office was near our home. Our home was big we have a housekeeper too. I was being so sad and lonely at home as well school too. I was not even talking with my friends after my mother's death. My father tries to make me laugh but I missed my mother.

2 months after the incident in our neighborhood one family came to live. In that family, one boy was my age. His name was Tejas. In Teja's family, his elder sister is named Jiya, his mother Tara, his father is named Karan and his granny was there. My father helped them to settle things at home. After some time my father came home and said me to meet them. I was not okay to meet them but my father insisted on me so yes I met them at their home. I saw his granny I went to her to talk with her, but his granny watching me weirdly she pulled my hands to her and she grabbed my hand so tightly I yelled so loud. Tejas's father came out and he helped me to get out of his granny. And he holds my hand and we enter their home. She made me sit on the chair. His mother bought me some milk and biscuits. His father was a woodcutter and makes fancy things from them. His father told me if I want some delicious food u can come to our home. My wife makes good food. And there Tejas came down from his room. His father said him to take me out to play. Tejas holds my hand and we went out to play.

On the backside of their home, there are some trees his father was making a swing for us. His father came to me. Took me up and made me sit on the swing and pushes me. I felt so happy that time. My father came and he saw me smiling after a long time. He was happy to see me smiling but he went to his office. Tejas's mother called his father to help her with the kitchen stuff. Tejas and I were playing and swinging together a lot. And in the evening I went back to my home. I pulled my dairy out which my mother gave to me. And for the first time, I drew one drawing which is about Tejas and me swinging on the swing. I was so happy. At 8.30 pm my father came back home from the office and he said me to get dressed cause our neighbor's family called us to have dinner with them. I was so happy we went to their home. Had dinner and talked a lot. I went to his mother she's such a sweet woman she gave me some chocolates too. But I like the food which she made tonight for dinner. After some time we went back to our home. My father came to my room and asked me about the day I spent with them. I told him everything I was so happy to have a new friend. After listening to all the things my father hugged me and said "I'm glad that you're happy my princess".

And I slept hugging my dad. But at midnight I saw 2 eyes watching us from the window. It was scary a lot it was red and shiny I woke up from my bed to see what it is but it was gone. And then I felt someone's hand on my shoulder I got so scared I screamed a loud. And there was my father. He asked me why I woke up but I said him nothing and slept hugging him.

The next morning our school time was there I'm glad that tejas was in my class. Our school auto-dropped us at the school, we went to our class. In the art period we all kids were making things from clay. Tejas made a wolf from it and I made a flower. But one mischievous boy came and broke my clay flower tejas got so angry with him that he pushed the mischievous boy to the wall. When I touched Tejas's hand he was so warm like a heater. He was burning like a fire. But I hugged him and make him calm. But then Tejas has been so quiet whole the time.

We came from school I don't know what happen to him. I was doing my homework and then Tejas came to my window and asked me to come out for play. I went out with him to play. We hang out the whole evening and played games. We came to his home and there I saw her granny she was behaving weirdly it was a full moon night. She was cracking herself on the floor I got so scared. And his mother came to the granny room and close all the windows from the curtains. And then I heard roaring from granny's room and a scratching noise coming too. I got so scared. And there we heard some wolf voice from the forest.

My father and his team went into the forest to hunt after some time we heard a gunshot so loud and a wolf voice too. I don't know what was happening I went to Tejas and asked him about it, but he's not speaking to me. His mother and sister closed all the windows from the curtains immediately. My father came home and called me too. After 30 minutes we saw Teja's father come home from his car. He got hurt due to a bullet. My father helped him out and rushed him to the hospital and told me to stay at Teja's home cause it's not safe to be alone. And then I came to his home I saw the granny's room was open I went inside and what I saw was horrible her room was destroyed with scratches from the wolf and there were some blood marks too on the wall. I went close to see his granny her eyes were red and brown I got so scared and ran to tejas mother she hugged me and there I saw one wolf over the door and he came close to us and than.................... N I think it's not true but it's just a dream.

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Stuck with you ❤

Disclaimer:- This blog is a continuation of the "HARD FOR ME blog" so must read it first

I be tryna wait, but, lately, I just wanna keep it real, No more playin' safe, let's take it all the way I'm just keep saying. Just wanna make time for you like this pussy designed for me. And I don't wanna wait cause tonight I'm gonna get nasty 🤤❤

At the time she texted me "Baho me chale aao abhi" I couldn't wait a single second at home. I took my scooty and I just went to her home. She texted me her room no and I went. There are some neighbors outside her room so I waited for her to text but she didn't respond to me. I got worried about what happened now. What to do? and there she texted me to wait. After that, they all went to their home. And she came little out n took me into her home. At the time I close the door and locked ourselves she pulled me closer to her and we kissed so hard but then I grabbed her legs and kept her on the dining table we were kissing so intensely and I kept my hands on her boobs. But I went inside of her bra and grabbed her boobs so hard then I remove her t-shirt and she removed mine at the same time and then I saw her face she was moaning I made her shut with my kiss and then I went to kiss her neck I just flicked my tongue on her neck and bite the skin of her neck. And at the same time, my hands were inside of her bra playing with her boobs and her soft nipples.

And there I pinched her nipples out, and she moaned I want her so badly. I removed her bra and hold her boobs pinching her nipples out. And fucking kissing her, she's moaning in my mouth. There I touch her wet sweet pussy. I said her your pussy is mine. I inserted fingers in her tight pussy. And asked her do u want to taste yourself. And I thrust them into her mouth. I hummed in approval when she sucked and licked her own juices. Do you taste that, Baby? That's the taste of you signing your life away. Because from now on, I own you. Body, mind and soul. Another moan I heard.

I said her to get on her knees. She sat down on the floor. I said to her "If it gets to be much, tap my thigh." She nodded and I tugged her hair harder and ordered, "Open your mouth." I slipped the head of my cock into her waiting mouth, slowly pushing deeper until I was buried all the way down her throat. Fuck her sensation of her mouth filled me completely, it was so hot and it suddenly shakes cause through my entire body, I almost shot my load right there. I hadn't done that since.

She blinked up at me, her eyes watering from my size and how deep I was. But she didn't tap out, so I stayed still while she adjusted. After what I felt like time has no end but was in actually a few seconds, she started licking and sucking slowly at first, but quickly building up a rhythm that had her to move quickly up and down her head up and down with her strong feeling of excitement.

My other hand shot to the back of her head, and my abs shook from the efforts not to come down her throat before I was ready. "That's it," I've given her warning. "Suck that cock like a good little whore."

The vibration from her often moan traveled all the way up my spine. I started pushing my dick into her mouth, faster and faster until the only sounds were that of my breaths, and she finally tap my thighs out, as she never did that so far. I pulled out at the last second and I cum all over her face and chest, the thick white layer coating her skin in a sparkle. My orgasm burned through me wild and hot razing no doubts that stood in it's way. And I watched my cum drip off her chin with and she licked a drop of my cum from the corner of her mouth. Fuck, I just witness it, but small movement might have been the hottest thing I'd ever seen. I want to freeze the time and want to STUCK WITH YOU right now.

I make her sleep on her bed. I spread her thighs with my hands. And she's so wet. I licked her juices off her skin. Taste were delight that every man crave for. I pushed a finger inside her tight pussy. And there she moan a loud. I asked her "Do you want me to eat out this juicy pussy u have?" She said yes

I went to eat her out and her mouth dropped her head. I started flicking my tongue against her clit, alternating between long, slow licks and fast flicks. I was so fucking hungry for her taste. I inserted my hand in her juicy pussy. And there I found her G-spot, I drag my face in her pussy. I eat her out so much. I gently tugged on her clit with my teeth, flicking over the sensitive nub with my tongue. And there she exploded her screams. I said her she's tasted good.

After that, she went to the bathroom had washed herself out first but then I entered when she was cleaning herself, and I just pulled her close to kiss me again. And she said to me that I have to leave soon. I want her more but I couldn't. I wore the clothes she helped me out to wear. I hugged her kiss her forehead and left.

But I know you care bring it over to my place you dont know what you did to me your body light weight speaks to me 💦

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Hard For Me!

I thought you into my life, looking at my mind, no better place or time how they align, Universe must have my back fell from the sky into my lap, And I know you know that you're my soulmate and all that and I'm like...

So it's me here again after a long time we should say. I am just facing some shits tho but that's life and day-to-day phrases. But then there's the rainy season. The best season but for couples. Not for single people and that's such a sed life. 😑

I wish I was with her right now. Making up with her. And in the afternoon she texted me up. "Hey, it's raining you wanna come?" I replied "Where?" She texted "At my home!" I texted, "Who's at your home right now?". She texted, " No one. And come as fast as you can cause I can't wait so long right now." And that's the thing that I'm waiting for. I replied "I'll try" She texted me "Waiting..."

While going so amazing rain was going on. I got wet and I reached her home. She opened her door, I went in and after closing the door she grabbed me and kissed me so hard. I was about to say let me remove my shoes first but she's on fire and she helped me out to remove my shoes. And pushed me down on her bed and she sat on me. I don't know what happens to her, but she's like I wanna talk with you right now. I was in my mind like can we start doing our things but she wanna so talk I didn't say her anything.

So I was on the bed sitting and she was on my lap facing me and there's she came little close and she touches my hair and she came a little close and I grabbed her n bring her to myself to kiss her and there she's like no. Talk with me. And there's she begin talking

She said what if I remove my top right now. I said I'll grab you. And she removed her top. She's wearing a black bra. When I came to grab her she said we were just talking. She again said what if I touched your dick. I said it will be hard. There's she touched my dick. And she said now your turn. I said to her what if I asked you to remove my shirt. She's said she'll do it. She removed my shirt. I said her to sit close to me and there she came. She said what if I put my hands in your pants right now. And she begins to touch me. I was about to kiss her but she was teasing me and then she said me to touch her boobs I was about to touch her but she stopped me. I was so frustrated I said to her it's HARD FOR ME. And will u please shut the fuck up now? I just grabbed her and kissed her so hard. She sat on me again and I removed her bra. We had fire eye contact and grabbed her face and kissed her so hard. I just started to kiss her neck and there she grabbed my back. I was licking her neck and there I started sucking her skin and she moaned a lot. I grabbed her boobs and starts playing with her nipples as she likes. I pinched her out while kissing her neck and then I went to kiss her boobs out. I was just playing with her with my wet tongue. I was circling her nipples with my tongue biting her too and she was moaning so loud. And there I sucked her nipples out. She asked me to do it slowly but when I slowed down she was moaning in my ears and I kept my hands on her boobs I squeezed her boobs and she moaned rolling her eyes up. And then she grabbed me up to kiss her she removed my pants and sucked my dick off. She's playing with my cock with her tongue and there she sucked and took me so in her mouth so deep I saw her eyes when she's sucking me out. I said her to do it slowly. And there she did slow and soft. She's so in the fire I could take my eyes off her and there she again started teasing my cock with her tongue and said her ill cum but she didn't stop sucking me. And there I cums in her mouth. She made a bad face which she actually does it every time. And then I went to the bathroom while she's cleaning her out. I cleaned myself. I wore my clothes and there I was about to go. She wore her clothes and she came to hug me.

She again kissed me so hard but this time was intense I was about to go but she didn't let me open the door. She went to touch my dick I grabbed her ass and I lifted her n put her on the dining table. She just made me back off and then she pulled me again close to her I kissed her cheeks and her neck. I grabbed her boobs. I removed her clothes again. I kissed her neck so intensely. I was on her when she was lying on the dining table. She made me sit on the chair. She bought the vibrator and some things to tie me off. She tied me to the chair and she sat on the dining table and removed her pants. There she switched on her vibrator and she was playing with herself putting in her wet pussy and she's making me mad while playing with the vibrator. She was moaning so loud n I was so mad at her. She rolled her eyes and moaned so hard. I was trying to open myself cause I can't see her like this that I'm not doing anything with her right now when she's teasing me badly. And there she cums and I was so angry at her. She unties me and said now surprise me. I just grabbed her and took her to the bedroom I was on her kissing her so hard. I grabbed her hands when I was kissing her neck then slow down I went to kiss her boobs I bite her so hard n there she pleased me. But I don't want to listen to her words now. I just keep going to touch her pussy. And kissed her again. I asked her for 69 and there she's ready to do it. I was on her and she's lying. She grabbed my bumsy and sucked my dick I opened her pussy and sucked her off. That moment was so intense and it was raining a lot. After some time she made me off from her. And she made me sit on the bed and there she went down to eat my meat. She licked the tip and throat of my dick and there she like to lick my dick a lot I just hold her head and she took my dick in her deep throat I was watching her doing the best she can do. And she keep on teasing my cock with her tongue rolling her tongue off as she sucked my cock. And then she went to suck my balls and then her tongue come up on the tip of cock and it was so warm in her mouth. She kept my dick in between in her boobs and sucked the tip of my cock so hard I was about to cum. And there I cums on her boobs. She made fire eye contact with me. I cummed all over her body. But she holds my hand and make me clean herself. I did what she said to me. After that, I cleaned myself and wore my clothes again. I kissed her lips biting it out. And I hugged her kissed her forehead and I left.

But then I saw I was still there sitting at home and imagining things about her. Basically, we fight before on such matter. Than we didn't talk ever again.

In the night I just went too frustrated and I texted her out. "Hey, you there." She replied "where are you?" I texted "home." She texted "it's raining na." I texted her "Yes." Then she texted me "Baho mein chale aao Abhi."

To Be Continued 😀

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VENOM 🐍🎭

You scared me to death, but I'm wasting my breath, cause you only listen to your fucking friends, I don't relate to you, no cause I'd never treat me this shitty, you made me hate this city, and I don't talk shit about you on the internet, never told anyone anything bad, cause that shits embarrassing you were my everything, And all that you did was make me fucking sad, So don't waste the time I don't have, Don't try to make me feel bad, I could talk about every time that you showed up on time, But I'd have an empty line, cause you never did, Never paid any mind to my mother or friends, so I, Shut them all out for you cause I was a kid, you just ruined everything good that's it.

So guys it's me here again, cause I know nobody has any right to make us feel bad, and in this world honey, there are many two faces people live between us. Who just think of them that's it. And make things like who cares. So I didn't know in childhood who is a good person or bad cause we can't see their real faces right. So I got to know about people when I turned 6 years it was my birthday and that day one of my best friends stole the barbie crown and she kept those in her hand but when my other friend was searching for the crown the girl who stole it she kept that crown in my cloth and later she pointed out on me that I stole it after that we fight a lot and my mom came for me she just grabbed my hand and she took me inside of my home. She told me before that my friends are not good people. I heard her words and later when I got to know from my eyes I was like she's saying the right things to me. Then after that day I never went out to play with them ever. Another thing happen I was in 6th grade. So the girl who's sitting next to me. I just told her what my sister told me about one professor. Like how he used to teach saying " if a woman she's married and gives babies " so I was a kid I was not knowing what the thing is about okay she just went to the ma'am n told the things which I told about one professor. And that ma'am came to me asking what you were saying all the rubbish words. Is this supposed to say in the school? I never got parents to call that time but yes. It hurt me a lot then I never talked with her ever.

While those days trusting is not even an easy thing for me. I used to be quiet and do all my works properly. And while I was in 7th grade we were having our exams that day one girl who was my classmate bought some cheat papers she just hid them inside of her uniform. But when she's done she looked around and she threw it over me. Which I never wanted and ma'am saw some paper down where I was sitting and there she pulled my ears out and try to take me to the principal office I told her ma'am at least check the handwriting which is not mine. When she saw it was different right but the girl who bought the cheats stood up and said to ma'am that it was me who tear her books off took the cheats and I kept them in my pockets. But who were my best friends they also stood up said to ma'am that I was with them on the ground before the exam so it wasn't me? The girl who stood up said all the rubbish things about me. She went to her seat and she checked her answer sheet and there she caught. So this kind of people can do anything to save their own. I got to know that day.

So next up, in 10th grade, I have the habit to help my friends outright, I used to complete their graph books or diagram book as well but I was doing it because I want to be perfect on my own. It was for my benefit. And I had completed the books of my childhood best friend as well. We were in the same tutions also. Those times also we students have a book of last year papers reviews. Like what kind of questions boards ask us all the things. So in classes, it was a test and one day before I wasn't feeling well I took holiday also and my best friend having tho book of last year papers, I went at her home to just look in the book cause I wasn't prepared and it will be helpful for me also. But when I went to her she literally hides the book and told me that she gave that book to her classmate. I was like okay but when we went to the classes and our sir asked for the review book my best friend gave him the book. I was like bitch firstly I helped u with your assignment and when I need your help you said no. Which was very sad. I know that I won't score much but at least u can help me out at my worst right. But she didn't. So 3rd thing I got to know about them is like they are everywhere even your best friends. They are also a snake person for you. They won't come up for you at your worst. But when they're in need they just used you for their purpose. So fuck them all.

Time passes out, we gave boards exam and while we got our results. My own best friends didn't tell me about the admission in-house. Because I got one problem in my form. They all just went inside and they submit all the documents but they didn't tell me when and how to. And after the closing date of in-house, they told me about it. I was like man is I am alien to you all guys. Why you don't let me know before n when it's closing date you're saying me this. Which was humiliating for me. And in that, my own best friend was involved. And when I came to classes my best friend asked me about the admission I don't know what happened to me. I just yelled at her saying bitch you're done. U can't help me out in the starting and the end you're asking this why. Just shut the fuck up if you're done here. I know I use harsh words sometimes but she should let me know that how bad I felt and why I yelled at her. It shows that they can't tell you things on time when u needed them to speak up. U got to know later n the time wasn't in our hands. So I left everything here where I live and took admission to another college which was much better than the inhouse.

In college, I showed up many things about myself. In sports, studies and my favorite thing was drawing. In 11th grade one of my mathematics ma'am didn't let me in the classroom because I was late like 5 minutes okay. Later I got angry and I went to the washroom I took the marker and I draw vulgar art on the wall. It was like her boobs were coming out with nice titties and her vagina is wet as fuck. That I drew on the wall. And I ran off my one college frd got to know about this. But she didn't tell anyone. In 12th grade, I dated one of my classmates. But because of his bad behavior, I broke up with him. He's good at writing poems. But to take revenge on me he drew one drawing of my bestie and wrote one poem down there and he put that on the notice board. That bestie came on me she holds my collar and she's very angry with me I told her it wasn't me but we fight a lot that day I tear her Kurti up. And our PT Sir took us to the principal. I was scared also like what if my bestie told her about the drawing of my mathematics ma'am which I drew last year. But she didn't tell the last year nonsense I did. But later we got to know that it was my ex. So snake people can be your ex-partner as well like how can they see your happy faces right. They will try to destroy u off.

And after that, I got to know one of my group girls is hanging out with my ex. But she didn't tell me this. I saw his texts on her phone saying "meet me " and all. And see who's is the lair. I saw the things on your phone and you're saying to me that im saying or assuming wrong things. And so what I got to know is that they both were dating secretly before I came into his life. And all the group lied to me that it wasn't true. On his birthday I caught him with her. She's on him kissing in his arms and yes it screws me up like I know this thing about u guys and you're just being such a big lair to me like m a mad person who is tolerating this fucking things.

Next thing I got to know about my classes. I was in a different group for a month maybe. I think I don't tell them much about me but they all were fuckers they just imagine all the nonsense things about me and when I was in degrees those friends just literally made my besties to their sides saying all the things about me which were not true. So this kind of person is 2 faces. They just are good in front of you. And when u leave they all gossips about you and assume all the bad things. While in classes we're having a test so those friends haven't come and I was with my besties I just make them clear all the things which are wrong with me. They trusted me and us 3 girls promises that we'll say everything true just the truth is matter for us.

But we later got to know in our 3 there is one snake is present. She never tells about her just say the wrong thing which I already know wasn't right. Cause I know her better than other friends and I got to know a little bit of her personal life. She used us both for herself she stole books of us and while returning it she came with us okay. And later we got to know that it's her who steal books from us. 😆😆 we both were laughing at each other like is this true man. She stole our books just for money 😆😆😆 which is half already 😆. But we didn't let her know that we know this thing of her. But later she showed her real face to us even my best friend did the same. I had a kind of habit of eating. If I don't want I say no. If I wanted then I ate it all. So they started body shame on me. I never expected that they will do it. But they both did. They made me feel bad about myself and yes those 2 faces people are a snake for me they just are nice to you first and when it's something wrong and u take your voice up but they bully you off saying the worst of you. And make you cry which u weren't. This kind of thing snake people does that's it. They are the biggest liar that's all.

I used to help many people in colleges also but some are nice to me but some are the same as snake they just use you when they need you. Later they were like GOODBYE TATA BYEBYE KHATAM 😆😆😆😆

And why snake people im talking about some are nice. And yes they are. I just keep them. Who was at my worst who was every time with me when I needed them? And that's all I loved them the most which is not a snake for me. They are my true friends who don't even take a step back for helping me out. Just hold my hand and make me still. I can't explain about you guys, how you all mean to me. I love you so much. And I want you guys all the time. As you helped me out I'll make sure I'll help you out the same. So that's all for today 😆❤🥺

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You're A Dead Woman ❤🥺

Disclaimer: Must read the previous " ON THE EDGE" blog first because it is the continuation of it. And it's from the lead girl point of view 😌

So it's me here again, so I was in addiction and I went to the guy who had given me those pills I just kept my head on his shoulder he took me inside of my classmate's home. And we were on the sofa where I slept on the lap of a drug dealer and there he touched me! But basically, it wasn't the drug dealer it was Jacob! Who saw me high and took me on the sofa while he tries to touch me and I felt someone's finger inside of my pants and there I grabbed his hands and Jacob came near to my ears and said to me "Will do some fun right now with you." The moment I heard it I started shouting off like "Stay away from me mother fucker, what you think that I don't know what happened with you and Maddy. She was drunk and hooking up with another dick is that my problem? You freak don't know how to make your girl happy, and I know this thing also that you can't keep your dick hard for Maddy. And so she's pissed you off while making outright. Which you don't want to talk about it man? When did you see her kissing another guy in the pool so you came to me, to make fun right? You know what is your problem, Jacob you can't even keep your dick hard right now?

And there Jacob grabbed my neck pulled his dick out and tried to make me suck him. But there's my drug dealer came pulled his gun out and he made Jacob get off from me. I could realize that he will help me out but he did. And Jacob went away from there. The drug dealer came to me and put his hands on my head he said " YOU'RE A DEAD WOMEN" And I replied to him yes I am. Later the drug dealer said to me his name "Fezco!"

So Fezco saw my phone, there's my mom calling me out. He picked up my mom's call and said to her that I'm with him not to worry about it. As my mom won't even know that he's the drug dealer. So Fez grabbed me in his arm and took me to his home. I don't even know what he's helping me out. But later he gave me something so I can be normal. And there I woke up at midnight like 2 am and Fez was sleeping in front of me on the sofa. I went to find the washroom and there I saw one old lady on the elevator. I thought it was Fez's mom. And after coming back from the toilet I saw one kid which is the small brother of Fez. And there he asked me " Are you high?" And I replied to him maybe. After sleeping I saw the roof and cried so hard and I was remembering all the shit things I did with my family. I woke up at 5 am and woke up the Fez also. He took me to my home safely. When I went to my room I have some pills which are given my Fez so I took them in and drank water. After some time I don't even remember anything but, everything was blurred as fuck. And when I want to sleep on my bed I just fall on my floor. At 10 am my mom came to check me. There's she saw me sleeping she helped me to sleep on my bed after some sleep I woke up at 3 pm and went into my kitchen to have some food. There I got some snacks and apple juices which I wanted. And there my mom saw me, she came to check me up but I ran to my room and locked myself in. From the outside, she asked me if I took anything wrong but I said to her no.

After a few days, I went to my school again, and they're some of my besties called me out and asked me about Jacob and me. Which was rubbish. Jacob can do anything to prove himself as a superior cause we all know how boys are. But I told my best friends it was nothing he just try to finger me but I said him the rubbish things and about Maddy also so maybe he just got heartbroken. He thinks that people don't know about him. This is wrong he's just like his father who has an interest in both. And so on our classes started so we were sitting in our class and there the new girl came into our class, I don't know how I got attracted to her. She's beautiful skinny, wearing a short skirt, and tall she is. And don't even think that she's mean at all. She wasn't mean. But I took fucking pills again. And there I imagine some things about me and the new girl. As we were drunk sitting on my bed we were looking at each other and laughing just. And there I found myself happy. And again in our class, some friends throw one party and all were invited.

So in the night, I got ready and my friends were ready too. We went to his home where the party was. And there I saw Maddy and Jacobs, she gave me a very bad look but who gives a fuck! I just got inside of the house with my friends and there I saw the new girl again. And somehow Jacob again fights with Maddy and they both were psychopaths as you can say. Like they both are crazy for each other and do shit things to make themselves jealous as fuck. And usually, Jacob always goes back to Maddy and she always forgives him. And they get back together do shit things and fight again so that night happens the same. Maddy caught the other dick and Jacob saw her so he went into the kitchen and he started torturing the new girl but she is the bomb kind of thing u can say. She took the knife and threaten Jacob for abusing her and Jacob went back from her. And she cut herself to take Jacob away from her. I was just watching her for the bravery thing she did actually. And all the people were watching her like she's mad or something but she tries to defend herself. And that the good thing to save yourself first.

And I saw her leaving the party I went to her. And we talked a little about her name was Jules. I asked her can I come with u. And she has a bicycle, she rides me to her home. I hold her tight. When we were at her home I saw the scar which she got at the party which we were before. I asked her about the medicine kit. She brings it down I took some cotton and I clean her wound. And then I applied some cream and I packed the wound with a cotton bandage which we have. I show her the pills also which Fezco gave me. But she took the packet off from me and said to me. Have you ever been in rehab? I replied no. But then I was a little pissed off from her because she threw the thing of mine out. And I want it. But then she holds me near to her. She hugs me while I was next to her. She told me about herself and when I got to know I was in shock. She went to rehab when she's just 9 years old. And I felt bad for her. In the morning I left her house and I went to the Fez for more drugs. But he didn't open the door. But then tho I saw his kitchen door wasn't locked so I got inside. I was asking him for drugs and he was yelling at me to leave. I was sleeping on the sofa and just saying to him to give me drugs but his brother came up with a gun. And that made me scared Fez told me not to say any word if this mother fucker people ask you anything okay. And under the sofa, there was one more gun! And I went like fuck what the shit is happening here now. I was sitting silently on the sofa. And there I saw the 2 mother fucker.

To be continues ⏩ 🤨

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On The Edge 🥺❤

Hello, hello, anybody out there? Cause I don't hear a sound, alone, I don't really know where the world is, but I miss it now, I'm out ON THE EDGE and I'm screaming my name like a fool at the top of my lungs, sometimes when I close my eyes I pretend I'm alright, but its never enough, cause my echo, is the only voice coming back and shadow is the only friend that I have. Listen I would take a whisper if that is all you had to give, but it isn't, is it? You could come and save me, and try to chase the crazy right out of my head!

So it's me here, life looks easy but it wasn't bitch. From childhood, I had suffered a lot, always being sick. When I was 7years old my doctor said to my parents that I'm suffering from obsessive-compulsive disorder, attention deficit disorder, general anxiety disorder, and possibly bipolar disorder. My mom started crying when she got to know about my problems and I was looking at her saying in my mind, " Bitch tell me what does it mean?" But they didn't tell me what it is. At the age of learning basic things, I was eating medicines. I don't remember much between the ages of 8 to 12. Just that the world moves fast and my brain moves slow. And every now and then, if I focused too closely on the way I breathed, I'd die. Until every second of every day, you find yourself trying to outrun your anxiety, and quite frankly my mom asked me " What's wrong honey?" I just replied to her "I'm just fucking exhausted." And at some point, you have to make a choice about who you are and what you want.

And there I have more problems with everything I couldn't focus on anything. When I try to focus I just failed up. So on my grades felled down. My dad and even my mom lost hope. Sometimes I never knew which day it is. I lost my mind I lost everything I was feeling that way. And the habit of eating too heavy doses of medicine makes me feel like im just dreaming things. Not in the real world. I had good friends too but I wasn't even bothering that they even with me or fucking someone new. So as im saying the world is moving so fast and my brain wasn't. I was dumb enough. And the next thing we got knew about my dad. He was diagnosed with cancer. My family's main pillar was sick. But I was not in the real world.

Or to be honest, anyone capable of giving an iota of good fucking advice and I know it all seems sad but guess what? I didn't build this system, nor did I fuck it up. But because of my mom telling me all the time about my dad being diagnosed with things. I was coming to the real world like yes my dad, he's sick we have to help him out. I used to give him medicines all day on time. We used to laugh a lot, crack jokes and watch tv shows. Our favorite shows which we had. But when my dad slept once. I don't know what comes to my mind. I just took his pills from the bottle I put down in my mouth. I was not conscious so just I forget about him and did the fucking shit which I wanted. I don't know what kind of dose the pill has. But when I took I knew I was addicted to it. And so on I slept with my dad. The next day we got to know that my dad was no more in the world. We all got panicked. And we all don't know what happened just. What happens that night. People were saying shit about us. But we didn't care. So we move on. And so I am too. But when I try to remember that night what happened I got to know something weird. My dad was calling my name out but I took the pills so I didn't wake up. He wanted to drink water he try to wake me up. But I didn't. Then he tried to get up from the bed but he fell so hard and he lost it. This happens in front of my eyes but I was not in the real world.

When I remember it. I looked at my room and stayed there. I took the bottle of my mom's pills and start eating them when I wanted. It was not in my control to stop it. But I was addicted to it so I didn't stop. And remembering all the memory I had with my dad and crying out loud cause it's me who was drugged and faint that time and who let my dad die. I never wanted this pain in my heart to be so big and I didn't realize that what I have now. I just try to be alone away from the world. I was ready to run away from my house. But my mom woke up so I didn't. I took the pills and slept again in my other world. I was living in the real world but I wasn't feeling it anyway. So I let myself be in the other world which is so cool, blur as the memories I have. I felt like my soul is standing ON THE EDGE of the cliff where life and death intertwined waiting for its pain to rest. I can't feel the morning on my face ain't a pill that I didn't take, just alive trying. Cause it's been a long day, cause I'm in sleep when I RIP. I lost the hope that I have. I'm not able to stop taking pills. And there I was depressed in my thoughts being in the other world feels good to me.

After some weeks I went to school again, and the same shit happened. People were talking about me a lot and that thing I never bothered I bought some pills I went to the toilet and drop 2 pills on the flusher tank. I don't know what I was doing but that thing of wanting the dose. So I drop 2 pills on it took the ID card out tap on the pills and make them crush like a powder and took the shit in my nose. And there I felt peace. That peace which I wanted always. I don't know how it works but it felt so good when I took it. After a few days, one of my classmates throws a party at his home so all were invited even me. So at the night, I joined my besties to go to the party. When reach I just saw one guy selling something in the tiny little bags. So as usual I asked him what it is. He gave the shit to me as free. I don't know why he did but he gave. So I went to the toilet made it as ashes and took the shit in my nose. And then it happens, that moment when your breath starts slow, and every time you breathe, you breathe out all the oxygen that you have. And everything stops your heart, your lungs, then finally your brain. And everything you feel, and wish, and want to forget, it all just sinks and suddenly you give it air again, give it life again, I remembered the first time that happen to me, I got so scared want to call 101. Go to the hospital and be kept alive from the machines and apple juice. But I didn't want to look like an idiot and didn't want to fuck up everyone's night and then overtimes it's all I wanted those two seconds of nothingness. I was in addiction and I went to the guy who had given me those pills I just kept my head on his shoulder he took me inside of my classmate's home. And we were on the sofa where I slept on the lap of a drug dealer and there he touched my!

......to be continued 😶

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She Did Something Wrong 😔

Disclaimer: Must read the " She blew my mind off" blog first cause it's gonna be the continuation of the story, and it's from the guy's point of view 😌❤

Tell me why I get this feeling, that you really wanna turn me on, that you really wanna make me yours, cause I see you trying, subliminally trying, to see if I'm gonna be the one to stay with you along, I admit its exciting, parts of me kinda like it, but before I lead you on, just tell me what's your motive girl?

So my friends called me up for a party I reached the place I ordered some drinks from the waiter and there I saw something. One lady waitress came to me I was in shock it’s her she called my name I asked her who r you she said that lady who blew your mind off? And it's her I was like wtf is she doing here? She's looking so different but she recognizes me correctly. She made my mouth open she's in the waitress's dress and she has been so hot as I never expected. And there my friends come up where I was and they call her out in a different name. I was like do they know her already. She gave me her number on the tissue paper and it's a message written on that like " Call me after 10 pm" so it's 9.30 pm we are about to leave the club and she was staring at me the whole time. And when I was getting up from the seat she sat on me and looked in my eyes and kissed my lips. And all my friends saw us. And they were cheering us. I don't know why I just grab her waist and told her, I have to go now, but ill see you later. And she hold my head again and kissed me again harder and said " Okay I'll see you soon" and she bite my lips too. I was like wtf is happening why is she been so sexy.

In that night, I called her and I said to her your look beautiful today. She laughed and said for you. I just said her that you changed so much and she snaps to me " you wanna come out with me at 7 pm." I was about to say her no but I thought let it be she's been here I don't know when but at least we'll talk and I'll say sorry to her for what I did in past. Which I regret sometimes. So I said yes to the meeting. When I meet her the next day, she's been the same as I saw her in the village. While walking she hold my hands and yes I let her. We talked a lot that time and when I asked her about her husband she flipped the topic and said "see it the beautiful garden there can we go there?" I was like okay but I noticed that how she flipped the talks. I got the vibe that something happen there. And when we went inside the garden. And there is no public there so she sat on me. I told her to sit next to me, not on me. But she holds my face and said to me your still a kid. I snap to her again, that I was asking you about your husband and you just flipped our talk. She said to me her husband dies because of tuberculosis, so she left the village and came here to Mumbai to live her further life. I just hugged her and said to her "I'm glad to see you again, I was a little worried about you before and im sorry for what happened that time I was so confused and don't want to let you in trouble so I just left." She said to me okay it was a past. And it's about to be 9 pm. I have to reach home early so I said to her. But she holds my hand and kissed me harder there I grabbed her waist and pulled her closer to me. But I just stopped and said to her " I have to go now, I'll see you later." And I kissed her cheeks and left her. I took an auto and came back home.

She called me immediately and asked me about where I live. I was like why do you want to know where I live? She said to me " When I want to meet you I can come!" I said to her no need because of what my family will think if they see me with her at home. They will be in shock at what im doing with her. And why I bought her at home. So I said her this thing. But she's asking me more and more things so I told her not now later I will let you know everything. So we end the call. The next day I don't know why she called me up in the morning and asked me to spend a whole day with her. It was Sunday also so I was like fine let's do it. She texts me the address where she was living and I was in shock where she used to live like it's the kind of bar next door. And it's not her living there only, many other women are living there too. When she saw me coming she wave a hand and tell me to come up. It was ridiculous because I never went those places where the prostitutes work and live.

I never thought that she had been the same that's why she was so sexy and seductive to me in the club where I was. When I went with her to her home. She locked the room off and hugged me so tight. She kissed my neck and pulled me over her. We were on her bed and there she pulled me over her. And we kissed so hard. But I stopped her and ask that you live here with them kinda prostitute place it is. Are you the same, she said to me " I have to sometimes that's why I was working in the club as a waitress. But sometimes customer comes to me, so I take them here to my place." I was in shock that she does it but she said to me " Working as same as they do but I can't do anything now it's my work and it's kinda odd but yeah its a work I can't deny." I just feel sorry for her but I just hugged her. I slept on her bed and she was sleeping on me putting her head on my chest. She looked into my eyes. And there I see the spark in her eyes, we kissed her body on my body, it feels like im home, and I was losing control with her. And there she touches my dick slow, nobody had ever touched my dick as the way she does. And there I grab her neck pulled her closer to me. I kissed her so harder. And I find my ways to touch her too. My hands went inside of her blouse and I touch the soft boobies she has and she moans when I pinched her nipples and remove her blouse immediately while kissing her. And she removes the shirt off. I just want to feel her body on me, so she's on me I grabbed her boobs and we were kissing. And I grabbed her boobs so hard and there she moans a louder. I just played with her nipples pinching them, pulling them out and she was moaning harder louder so I grabbed her boobs off, kiss her neck so hard then to her cleavage, and there I went down a little to suck her boobs. And when I started her sucking, she was looking at me and I looked in her eyes and there I started teasing her nipples with my tongue, flickering and then I took her nipples in my mouth and sucked her harder and there she moans grabbing my hair she pulled me down more. And there she opened my jeans buttons and zip she removes my pants off. She looked at my dick and then at me. I was like its okay cause im a little shy. And she takes my dick in her mouth in that way. I was watching her she looks into my eyes and sucked my dick off. She was playing with my cock as licking it and then she took it again in her mouth. It was warm inside her mouth and there she gave a deep throat and sucked me off so crazily like she never had one ever and she hold my head and looked in my eyes n sucking me off like a lollipop. She pull off her tongue out and she scrolls her tongue on my cock and she started teasing me with her tongue and I was watching her licking my cock. She took my dick again inside of her mouth and she started sucking me so harder. I grabbed her head and make her suck me as I wanted slow and slow but she didn't leave to make intense eye contact with me. And there I lost my control and I cum so much in her mouth, on her boobs, and her bed as well. She removes her saree off and went to the bathroom she cleaned herself first then after her I went to the bathroom I cleaned myself and came out. We hugged and she wore her dress and I was about to leave. But she holds my hands and said to me " stay a little longer " she was about to cry but I stay with her more. We did lunch together and we slept too.

The time came where I have to leave and we kissed for the last and I went back to my home. I was about being curious that what happened in the village. So I made a call to my cousin and I asked her about the couple who were living in front of us. What happens there. He told me that they both died due to fire. I was in the shock-like if they died already then who is she now? How did she know me? So I told him about her that I saw her here in Mumbai. He told me it means SHE DID SOMETHING WRONG 😔. That's why she's alive but who died with her husband. I told my cousin brother to visit the police station and there they found that it's her small sister who died with her husband and the person who burned the house is none other than her.

So I made a plan to meet her. That night only, I called my friends with me I told them everything so we made a kinda plan to make her confront in front of us. Like what she did. I was a little shy also but it will be good for her anyway. When she came to the place I called her. My friends made her sit and they told her that im on the way to come to the place so wait. So she's waiting and I called my friend that I got into the accident and he told her the same she went so panicked and she said " I burn my whole house just for him, and I ran came here waited also for him. And what I got nothing." I came there with the police officers and there she ran off but the lady officer grabbed her off and took her to the prison. And they took her to her village also. There everyone was in shock that they thought she's died but she's alive. Everyone got to know her real face but I won't forget her ever.

Cause some mistakes we make that's alright that's okay you can think that you're in love when you're really just in pain. And in the end, it's better for me that's the moral of the story babe.😪🥺🤞

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We Finally Kissed🥺🤤

Disclaimer: Must read the " He came to kiss me and he said" blog first. It's the continuing part and remembers it's from a guys point of view now 😌🤤

I've been searching for a reason to let you stay, distance built our walls, we don't feel the same. I want you to trust me now! Now that everything has changed. When I asked her “ Why are you looking at me so intensely and weirdly, I felt like I did something wrong or what?”  Her eyes popped out and she ran away from me from my home. I was like what happen to her just in a moment she was happy and smiling and now she got scared of me. That hurts me off like maybe she doesn't know that I like her but it doesn't mean she can leave me without saying anything. Does it feel like I did something wrong with her or what, or said something wrong? But the next day I went to her home. I knock on her door and she opened it. I asked her can we talk outside for a little? She nodded

We were outside of her home and I asked her about yesterday's scene. She just said to me that she got scared of something so she left. I asked her what she got scared off from me or what. She said no and she just messed things up and her mom called her inside so she left me there. I texted her and she didn't reply to me anything that what happens to her. And after a few weeks when we were sitting together in the computer lab. I saw some texts coming on her cell phone with heart emojis and with kisses. When I saw it, I asked her whose he was, but she hide it from me I don't know why. She's my best friend and now she's hiding things from me. But then tho I just ignored her but her texts were the irritating whole time. I just stood up and went to my friends. I was upset because of her behavior and yes I was getting jealous. After a few weeks, we were in the park with our friends and we all were studying and there I saw her with another guy. I don't know who the heck is he? But he's shorter than me, don't have a good look duh? And what's her choice but when I saw him. He was in the hurry to touch her skin. She's feeling kind of dirty and I was burning because of jealousy, and now I saw him grabbing her hips, pulling her in, kissing her cheeks, and whispering in her ears. He pulled her in his arms and I stood up made my friends aside and went there where they were. I pulled her in my arms and grabbed her in my arms and kissed her so badly. And there WE FINALLY KISSED. And she kissed me back, all the friends who were around with us in the park, they were kinda happy for us. And she looked in my eyes and said this is what I wanted from you. We all just pranking and the guy who was texting me it's my cousin. I was in shock that what just happened here.

So on the rain started everyone just went away and she's in my arms. I hugged her kissed her again on her lips and wished this moment I won't let it go away from us. She grabbed my hands and we went to her home. No one was there so we went to her room. I sat on her bed and she came up to me. She told me what happened that day she imagines me doing dirty things with her and it's puff what she's imagined and I said in her ears what if I did the same with you here right now. She just blushed. And there we kissed again.

I told her you should know where you belong and you don't know the thing which im gonna do with you. But she snaps at me like "just wait and watch where you belong to me!" I was like okay she sat on me. She's kinda pulling my wet t-shirt while kissing. And there she pulled my t-shirt up and she touches my skin. I kept my hands on her back. I asked her can I touch you and she nodded. And there I went inside of her wet t-shirt and I just touched her soft boobs and I pulled her t-shirt up. I kissed her neck so badly and she moan a little I went a little down to her cleavage I hold her boobs and kissed her in middle with bites. And she was watching me said me just go on don't stop and I remove her bra off and I touched her soft boobies she have I kissed her on nipples and tease her with my tongue and sucked her boobs pulling them out and pinching them a little I took it all in my mouth she's so soft. And that melt me so much and she went moaning a lot she rolled her eyes up too. And I kissed her lips. I asked her can I touch you down there. She nodded and there I touched her down. And I tease her on the chest with my tongue. And she stood up and sat next to me she kissed my forehead and said to me "Can I go down to you now?" That amazed me and I said to her yes you can. She made me sleep and she went down to me. She opened my pants zip and kissed me on my stomach. And she came up to me I sucked her boobs and her hands were inside of my pants and I got so hard when she touch me down there and I took her nipples inside of my mouth and sucked her so hard and she went so moaning badly, she went down immediately and pulled out my pants and my dick was hard she touched my dick and shaking I said her don't shake em you can suck it. If you want and there she smiled at me and she took my dick inside of her mouth and I was looking up but she holds my head with her hands and said me " Watch me how ill eat you up?" My mouth fell when she said tho words when she's taking my dick inside of her she made good eye contact with me and she said to me again " Your Dick so good, you just got and 1, em about to blow it just watch it, and watch me what I do with my tongue" and she took me in her mouth and sucked me so hard I was losing my mind off and her eyes with wild and being wider and watching me when she sucking my dick. It melts me so much and took her tongue on the tip of my cock and did flicker on it and took me again in her mouth she did with giving deep throat and I put my hands on her head she again looked in my eyes and pulled her tongue out she licked my dick so nasty and took me again in her mouth. And there she sucked me so harder and she made me so warm and hard tho. I was about to cum and I told her I'll cum now but she sucked me so harder I cum in her mouth and she swallows my cum. And I faint a little she went to her bathroom clean her mouth and she came back to me. I closed my eyes and kind of resting but she came close to my ears and said me " I want you to fuck my mouth right now" and there she bite her lips.

I pulled her closer to me pressed her boobs so hard and I was on her she removes my pants off and said me to fuck her mouth now. I was like what why baby you want this. She said to me " This is what you belong things from me that love which I want to give you always in my mind this is it, so do it cause I want it now." So she's sleeping and was on her over her mouth and she remove my dick off and she kept my hand on her head. She again said to me " this is what you belong from me, just look in my eyes and fuck my mouth" and I got melt on her so much she opened her mouth, I was on her, and she took my dick inside in her mouth and grabs my bumps with her hands, and slow I was fucking her mouth, I was not even hard but in her mouth, I went on growing and there I got so hard. And she holds my dick up and sucked my balls and I moaned a little and again she took me in her mouth and said me to fuck her mouth I was moving slow slow but she again holds my bumps and she gave my dick a deep throat and again she sucked me up and I was fucking her mouth slowly. I was so amazed at her and there she sucked me so hard and I cum in her mouth again and I saw her beautiful eyes been wider she swallowed my cum and smile at me. She went into her bathroom and I went with her I clean myself and there I saw her hair I just by mistaken cums at her hair also so I helped her clean her hair and her body as well. She holds my hand and hugged me. I looked into her eyes and kissed her again so badly and there she said to me to go home now. I took my clothes and went to my home and I text her saying "You're the amazing girl, I have ever seen!" She replied to me immediately "I wanted you always" I sent her some kisses emojis and she sent me kisses back. I hope all will be good but the night I got a call from my classmate saying that my girl got into the accident. I just lost my self-control and I went to the hospital to see her. There I saw her parents, I got to know that she was with her cousin and while going home this happen. She was in the operation theatre I was crying that maybe we have more time with each other. Maybe I would give all my love which I wanted to give her always. Wish I never left her at her home. Wish I hold her tighter in my arms and never let her go away from me. Wish I would have took more time to say her the truth that I wanted her always. And this what im thinking and I was crying a lot and then doctors came out from the operation theatre and they said!

..........to be continued 😪

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Table Turns 🤨

Disclaimer: Must read the " Lip lock in the elevator " blog first because it gonna be the continuing part. So read it out 🤗❤

You know really something, how'd we get here so damn fast, only you can tell me that, baby, you know that im coming back, you're making me forget what we did in the past, never thought I'd feel like that again, I never been this scared before, that feeling I just can't ignore.

So it's me here again, yeah Dia the great who never called Deepak and here I saw him at the muhh dikhayi at Tia's home. I wasn't believing that they are gonna get married now. The person who kissed me did some things with me. He's gonna marry my cousin sister, my best friend just like this. When I saw them I just went out on the balcony crying like hell. And there I saw Deepak's brother and Tia come up. They looked at me and Tia said go down for 15 minutes we want to talk here. And there I saw down Deepak looking at me. I don't know what happened just how the TABLE TURNS. What I just thought and what happened here? Deepak comes where I was. He knocked on the door and I opened it. I don't know what happened to us. We both hugged so tight. He said in my ears "I was waiting for you so long, I thought you will call me? But you didn't and why what happened?" I looked into his eyes and said I was scared and that's why I didn't. He just grabs me in his arms he's fragrance was so good, I just came a little up and I kissed him. And firstly he locked the door. We were in Tia's room. I just grabbed him in my arms so tightly and he did the same. He loses my dress a little and there I grabbed his neck and gave him neck kisses. He holds me still and grabs my back so hard. And there he kissed my neck, I don't know why I was crying after seeing him after a long time. But he wipes my tears out and kissed my lips again and he said to me "I just miss your lips and the soft boobs you have and when I touch you down there, I just miss every beautiful moment I did with you." And this made me feel so good. I sat on him I opened his shirt and remove my dress off. When he's trying to speak anything I was just making him shut his mouth with kisses and there he grabbed my neck when I was on him. I told him not to leave me anyways. He smiled at me. And said to me that I won't. I never left but you should call me or text me na. I told him that I thought you forgot about me or something. He looked at me and said "You are the precious thing that happens to me. And you think that ill forget about you." Before he gonna say something I grabbed his face and kissed him so harder. And I bite his lips a little and this time I lip locked him 🤭

But then when I was having a good moment with him someone knocks on the door so I just went down to make my dress okay and just stared outside of the window. Deepak open the door and went out. There's my mom she said that why is he doing in her room with you. I told her nothing just I was busy watching outside and he's on his phone outside it was warm and here Air conditioner is on so we were just sitting and nothing else. My mom said okay and she said to me that Tia agreed and Deepak's brother also agreed on the forward things. I was happy for her, but then I saw his brother watching me and there Deepak come behind me. He holds my hand and asked my parents "I want to take all of them out tonight maybe we can go out and have a good moment with each other." Our parents said no but they all allowed us to go out with them. I was so happy that day. That finally we will go out and spent time together.

So we got ready to go out with them. Deepak grabbed my hand and his brother was with my Tia. While going he spoke to his brother about me. That's why he didn't say anything to us. It's the function where we went with them. Someone's marriage it was. Deepak didn't let my hand he was holding it so tight. My heart was pumping so much that time. But then we met his friends and more people too. But then everyone was busy talking he took me inside of the washroom and there we kissed again. He pulled me up so hard. And slow down he touched my boobs and I was feeling his hands on me. He looked into my eyes and there we kissed again he slow down his tongue and kissed me on my neck and there I moaned into his ears he said to me "Not here Baby don't make any noise here okay" I just nodded him and there he pulled my dress up a little and kissed me on my boobs. I felt his lips and his tongue on my boobs he was teasing me a lot and there I moaned louder again he came up and said me if you moaned again then I'll bite your neck so hard. But when hes pressing my boobs cups I will moan and there he gave me a hickey so hard. I grabbed his neck and sucked his neck and it's been red a little 🤤 he tastes so good.

But his brother called him out and we left to have dinner. Tia watched us so surprised because I didn't tell her yet. That night we talked a lot I just told her a few things about us. And she was about to say me but she said to me Deepak is a good person I hope you both get married soon as me.

And there I heard something weird from his parents, that they are also trying to do Deepak marriage as well but. I wasn't know anything about it before. We were on the terrace and he came up to me. He grabbed me again we hugged and we kissed he kept his hands on my waist and he bite me on my chest a little and we kissed again. He grabbed my bumps and make me sit on him. He cuddles me a lot and there I saw my brother saw us.

He went down where our parents were sitting and told them everything we all came down, they all were yelling us so much. My mother took me into Tia's room and she yelled at me so much. And there I heard something out there!

........to be continued😔

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Pleasure begins💦🤤

Disclaimer: Must read the previous blog "HIGH". Because it's the next story of that, so must read it first❤ and it's from the guy's point of you💦

I pull a spell on you because you're mine. You better stop the things you do. So you might know what I did with her. I never did but it's her and we were wet because of rain and it's a good moment so yeah I did it. So she asked me what im doing. I told her my parents went out for some work im alone at home. So she asked me "Can I come?" I texted her yes. But when she came to me she was in the fire mood. She hugged me I told her in her ears " Do you wanna know what can I do with my tongue?" But she hugged me so tightly and took her hands in my pants! I was like fuck. I asked her this is what you want baby? She nodded. I grabbed her in my arms and I took her to my dining table and we kissed so hard while kissing I was removing her clothes she wore a shirt so I was opening her buttons. And she took her hands inside of my pants again I said her not to shake, but you can suck it. She made eye contact with me. It was so intense. I grabbed her so tight and we kissed, I was teasing her just not touching or doing anything to her. She got so mad at me and made a so bad look but then she grabbed my neck and gave me neck kisses she bite me also and yes this make me turn on kind of she took my hands on her boobs and when I touched her boobs I remove her bra and took it in my mouth while sucking her I watched her reaction she was moaning a lot but then I gave her hickey on her boobs. She has very soft boobs like when I suck them. It feels good and I gave her a dark hickey and my other hand was playing with her boobs I was pinching her nipples out and there she gave me a nasty look, she rolled her eyes up and moaned. But I grabbed her again and kiss her harder, I just went down to touch her, and yeah she was wet. I said in her ears what if I went down to you and eat you like a hungry animal🤤

But she pulled my neck and said to me in my ears "What if I went down on you and suck you as you wanted?" Those words make me so horny I want to eat her up. But she came down from the dining table. And made me sit on my chair she sat on me she remove my t-shirt and kissed my chest, licked my abbs and there she went down slowly she remove my pants zip and pulled my dick out. I was a little shy went red a little bit. But she's on fire. She looked into my eyes and put her tongue on the tip of my cock she was teasing me so much with her tongue and there she started sucking my cock and the way she made eye contact with me and I was watching her eating me. She was doing fast I said her to do slow but when she was sucking my dick slow I was burning so much. It was so warm inside of her mouth. She again started teasing me with her tongue she grabs my dick and went to suck my balls and there I moaned watching her. She took my dick again in her mouth and giving a deep throat she sucked me off. I was losing my mind when she did it and I said to her I will cum but then tho, she won't stop. She was doing it n there I cum in her mouth 👅. But she moved a little so my cum splashed on her boobs. But she went into my bathroom to clean it. I went with her too I was cleaning my dick and she's done cleaning herself. But then she came in front of me and sat down there I just got a little scare that what now. But again she said im not done eating you still. I put my hands on her head and said to her this is what you want. She nodded. I don't know what happen to her how she has been so kinky just. She grabs my dick and took she took inside of her mouth. It wasn't hard but when she took me inside of her mouth I started growing inside her and her eyes been wider when she felt me being harder inside of her mouth. And again she started teasing me but then I stopped, make her stand and I grabbed her and took her on my bed. I grabbed her hands kissed her so harder she scratch my back with her nails pulled the skin of my back and I grabbed her boobs so hard and she moaned in my mouth. And I kissed her neck so hard and my hands were playing with her boobs she grabbed my back so hard I was between her legs. I kissed her chest then her navel and slow down I touched her pussy and my baby moan a lot when I touch her. But she said to me " Come up and make me shut, or ill be moaning louder, and I came up to kiss her my hand was playing with her boobs and another one was rubbing her pussy clits. She was so damn wet I wanted to eat her but she want to eat me first so she made me sleep first she hold me both hands but I sat and she's on me I grab her back tighter and kiss her neck and then to her cleavage and then her soft boobs. I hold her both boobs she's watching me when I was sucking her out. And she kissed my head when I saw her eyes but then she made me sleep again. And there my PLEASURE BEGINS! 💦🤤.

She went down on me took my dick in her mouth. She teased me with her tongue. She grabbed my dick and sucked my balls a little and she took me in her mouth again she was doing kind of thing with her tongue on my cock but it was pleasurable and I said her ill cum now but she didn't hear me and I cum on her face neck and her boobs.

She went to the bathroom again. I thought she was angry with me so when she sat down to clean her I came from the back and hugged her. I grabbed her boobs and bite her ears and said her let me show u what I can do now with you. You're a good girl. And she was wet her boobs were wet so I made her sit on my laps. I remove her underwear and she sat on me. I kissed her again but this time I won't give her a chance. So I kissed her neck and came down to her wet boobs I just rolled my tongue on her boobs. And she was watching me and I was playing with her pussy as well and rubbing her clits slow pulling her nipples out while sucking. And there she was moaning so badly. And she kissed me and I inserted a finger in her pussy and dipped it slow and slow and there she cums on me.

She was being shy but then I turn on the shower and I cleaned her off. I rubbed her back with their soap and make her clean I gave her my towel and she wiped herself out and I kept some clothes for her outside of the washroom. She wears it. And she sat with me on the sofa and we watched out one movie. I kissed her on the forehead. And she slept in my arms just. I felt good that she's sleeping in my arms 🌟. And there someone knocks on the door.

.......to be continued 💦😌

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High 💦

I feel good, I know that I would now, so good and I said I got you, I feel nice baby, like sugar and spice, so nice and I said I got you, when I hold you in my arms, I know I can do no wrong and I know that my love can't do me any harm

So it's me here again, and it's okay to get high, it feels like a great kind of pleasure, when someone is trying to do somethings on you, which you didn't expect that they will. And when you finally got the pleasure that was a bomb feeling and you can't even control moaning. I never knew that he would love me like the way I wanted. I never knew that he would touch me like the way I wanted. I don't know how he read my mind just and did the things which I wanted.

So it's about in the rainy season and somehow my best friend and I started being flirty, we just did in the flow. And yes I felt something for him and got to know that he had the same for me too. We were just hanging out with our friends as usual and while going home rain started. So we ran away because of the rain and near there was a bus stop so we went there. I was standing next to him. And all our friends were around us. I don't know somehow I hold his arm. He looked down at me and smiles at me. It was heavy rain and we're all stuck at the bus stop. After some time light rain was started so we took the auto immediately and all we're going home. I was with him in the auto because we live near. My mom called me out when I picked her to call she said that all are going out so the keys they kept to the neighbor. I said them okay. When we are reaching home the heavy rain started again and while paying the auto driver we both got so wet. And he asked me " Can I come to your home?" I was in shock why what happened to him. I just hesitate to say but then I said him okay. I told him when I call you to come to my home that time because my neighbor will be out to give me keys so when they will go inside you can come immediately. I took the keys from my neighbor and I called him up. And he came to my home. I took my towel and gave him another one but he hold my hands and pulled me closer to him in his arms. I just went heat up and be like what do you want. But he let me go just and I was like in the mind what happened to him. Once he pulled me close in his arms and the other moment he let me go.

But I hold his hand and put his hands over my back I told him to hug me as tightly as I can. He did what I said to him and he was close to my ears and he said to me what next to do. I looked at his eyes and said to him I'm not afraid anymore, standing in the eye of the storm, ready to face this, dying to taste you. And at the moment we kissed he holds my face and I was hugging him so tightly. I made him sit on my chair and I sat on him. He saw in my eyes and asked me, do you want this baby, I said yes. I said to him I'm not afraid anymore or ashamed, I want something so impure, you better impress now, watch my dress now fall to the floor. He kissed me so hard after that, I remove his wet t-shirt and touch his back skin, he removed my wet dress and hold my neck, and started giving me kisses on the neck, and there he kisses me so hard on the neck I was about to moan louder and louder but than he holds me so tight and kisses my lips so soft and bite me on lips and he's hands were on my bra and he asked me can I remove, but I kissed him harder and stood him up, I hold his hands and took him to my bed. And I push him on my bed and I sat on him. I kiss him softly, I took his hands on my boobs, and I started giving him neck kisses so hard, I bite him on the neck and he moaned a little, he was grabbing my boobs so hard when I was kissing him on the neck. I just want to be dominant on him but he took the power over me. He was on me, he kisses hard on my lips, then my cheeks, and slow down, he slightly run his tongue on my neck and kisses me hard, he holds my both boobs with his hands and slows down he came down kissing over my cleavage and there he bite me.

He came down over my stomach kissed me on my navel then run his tongue over my stomach to my abdomen, it was good to feel it, then he hold my boobs off, and again he licked me from navel to abdomen. I said him to touch me. And there he touches my boobs, I felt his hands over my boobs he grab them so hard and licked me from navel to my abdomen, he rolled up my bra on my eyes. He kept his both hands on my boobs and started pinching them slow and softly then he licked me again from navel to my chest. And there I felt his tongue on my boobs, it was good, he started teasing my nipples with his tongue rolling on the nipples, tickling them and there he took them in his mouth and sucked my boobs so hard and his other hand was playing with my another boob, ejaculating them, pinching, grabbing them so hard. I was moaning so hard. And there his tongue run over my other boob, he sucked it so hard, then he pulled out his tongue again teasing, biting on my nipples. And his hands went down over my pants, he was sucking my boobs so hard and there I moan harder. I wanted to remove the bra which is on my eyes he kept on me to blindfold me. But he came up and grabbed my hands and sucked my boobs again.

He came near to my ears and said to me "You have to pay attention now just stay still" he asked me "Can I touch you there?" I just nodded and there his hands slip from over my boobs to navel than inside of my pants. He touched my pussy, he runs his fingers over my clits ejaculating. I moaned louder and there he kissed me to shut me up. Then he again kisses my neck, then my chest, and come over my boobs, he sucked them again and his hand was inside of my pants playing with my clits. He runs his fingers to the fleshy outer lips of my pussy. And he started teasing me down there and he was teasing my nipples with his tongue. I was moaning harder and louder.

And here he made me free my hands and even my eyes and he came on me. We kissed so hard and his hand was rubbing my clits and I was moaning in his mouth while kissing him. It feels like skin to skin, breathes me in, feels with your kiss on me, our lips are made of ecstasy. It feels so good. I slipped my hands in his pants to touch his dick and there I touched his dick he was warm and so hard. I press his dick a little and he has grown and kissed me so harder. And here he asked me "can I taste you down to your wet pussy?" And he said to me if you like it I will do it again and again. I just nodded to him. And there he removed my pants off and said me to stay still and let him do things down there.

I did what he said to me. I have been in between my legs but he comes up to kiss me first then he licked my neck then to my cleavage and came down to my navel and then my pussy. He sucked it so hard, firstly he was teasing my clit with his tongue and he sucked the outer lips of my vulva so hard I was moaning so hard, the way he started eating my pussy was unbelievable it felt so good every kiss and teasing with a tongue he made me moan harder and harder. And there his hands came up to tease my nipples. And he sucked me harder down to my clits, when he's sucking the clits kind of sound is coming and it felt so good. It felt like my soul is gonna come out now I went so HIGH. He didn't stop licking my clits and there he again sucked the outer lips of the vulva and I moaned louder. He holds my legs up and again he runs his tongue on my clits and sucked my pussy harder and he made me shake my legs. And here I cums. He came up to kiss me softly.

And here we heard someone knock on my door. I got so scared. Took all his clothes off him and I said him to go into the washroom and wear them. I wear my homie clothes and open the door. It's my neighbor who came to give me food. I took the food from my neighbor kept in my kitchen and I closed the door. He got a call from home so he hugged me and went to his home. He texts me immediately saying sorry that he has been so dominant on me. I texted him back that it was good enough today. My parents came home. And all I was thinking of him what the things he did to me. It felt so good.

After some days I got a text from him. That his parents were gone out. When I went to his home he said to me in my ears you wanna see what can I can do with that tongue. I looked at him, hugged him so tightly and my hands went inside of his pants. And I said to him im addict im your patience your lips was a medication come here and let me show you what I want?

......to be continued 💦

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Dream comes true 😌

Trying to get hold of my emotions but all that I know is I need you close and I'm gonna scream and shout for what I love, passionate but I don't give a fuck, I admit that I'm a little messed up, but I can hide it when I'm all dressed up, I'm obsessive and I love to hard, good at overthinking with my heart, how you even think it got so far? And if I am a man I can't be needy? Way damn too needy? I can be needy, tell me how good it feels to be needed. Being a man is not easy women.

So where am I? being a man is not easy guys in childhood saw the same my dad used to say to me you're a man, son so don't ever cry I listen to him. In school days, when I was in 2nd-grade I was the mischievous kid and I was teasing my one frd who was sitting on the front bench of mine. While teasing my teacher caught me and she hit me so much from wooden scale and sent me outside of the classroom. I was crying because I got hurt on my hands, in the corridors, one class girl's group was going back to their classroom. One of them saw me crying, so she came to me she wipe out my tears from her handkerchief and kisses my cheeks, and said to me it's okay if you got hurt. She made me smile. I saw her going back to her classroom. She made my day. When our school last P.T. period was going on, I saw her again in her classroom monitoring. I wave my hand to her she smiled at me. I asked one of my friends who is she? What's her name? He replied "That's Naina Agrawal, the scholar of her class. She takes part in school events always." I was like okay scholar girl she is.

From that day I try to be her friend and I did we used to go home together with my friends n her friends. I was very shy to even talk with her but she was cute and talkative. So because of her, I start to talk more and more. And we don't even know how 2 years flew away we used to play together, do homework together, and then I heard her parents that they are going to shift somewhere, firstly I didn't know what it means but then after 1 week they started to pack their bags and all stuff, her mother came to me and said to me, that "Naveen we're going to shift Pune this week so you guys must stay with my daughter and make her happy, she'll miss you all guys." And on the day when they are going, I hugged Naina and given her one letter which is wrote by me. I said her not to open it until she reach there. She said bye to everyone and even me. Wish I could hold her hands for the last time or hug her. But I didn't, I can't even stop her. And she left, we all guys waved her. She's my first love. And I know that I couldn't even tell her. I even saw the dream of our marriage also which was unbelievable.

So after few months of 4th grade, one new girl came into our classroom, all the boys had eyes on her, but when she need a pencil she directly came to me. And all the boys got jealous of me when they saw she came to me for help. I couldn't let the moment go I started talking to her more and yes I made it she had been my friend too. We used to help each other in the school work, we also take part in the school drama where I forget my lines in the middle of the show and she helped me out too. After a few years, I don't know why I got feelings for her I didn't even thought of anything and I directly asked her for a date, and Aishwarya said no to me because she's already dating one of my friend. I was like what I did just she said no to me. But then I remember some memory of Naina which made me happy the most. In those times some new trends came up on Facebook, all my friends have their accounts on Facebook, so I made one for myself, and then I thought what if Naina Agrawal has an account on Facebook maybe we can talk or have any contact too. I made one, I searched for her but I never find her. So some years flew away too. I completed my 10th grade with 74% and thank God my parents were happy for me. I took admission in the science stream and what I saw was my class teacher was so hot like God damn. So my focus was always on my studies. And I got to know some girls were from Pune. So I asked them their name but it wasn't her. Some years flew away and I graduated from engineering college, I got a job as well and I was kind of settle too.

After few months my school friends planned for a reunion, I was excited about that and the day came and I went for the reunion which was at the hotel near to our school. Many friends came to meet it was good to see them again after a long time we were chilling I heard one girl's group saying, "Naina Agrawal you're looking so damn today." I looked at their group and waited for Naina's reply I don't know who is she how she looks like now but one of them replied to them and I took one of my friends to their group and sat with them I started talking with the girl's group we played the game also and there I saw her she's beautiful now, long straight hair, perfectly dressed, I can't even take my eyes off away from her. While leaving the reunion I called her and took her cell number and she gave it to me I was so happy that I finally got her number we texted that night and I pulled one moment to her. That when you left for Pune do you remember that I gave you the letter. She was kind of late to reply to it but she said which letter you are talking about. I was like nothing maybe she doesn't remember or something. The next day she texted me about the party, I was like fine we'll go. And we went to the party it was very good at first but then some we're doing drugs and stuff and she called one of her friends for that too she took some drugs as well. I wasn't comfortable with it. So I went to the loo. And Naina came in there. In the boy's loo with me, I told her to go out but she didn't, she bent down pulled my pants off I was in shock what happened to her why is she doing it what she wants I pulled her up close to me and in that flow, she kissed me so hard I grabbed her bums off and lifted her she put her arms on me while kissing I asked her again you don't remember my letter? She's like I don't know about any letter but I know one thing which I want now! I was like what you wanted she put her hands inside of my pants and she touches my dick and yes I was hard that time I grabbed her neck and kissed her so hard. She bent down again and said me I want to eat your meat. I was like okay she started eating my dick I was nervous but then when I saw her sucking my dick it was kind of amazing she teased me with her tongue first on my cock scrolling his tongue on it she took it in her mouth Like slow and slow she looked in my eyes and she started eating my balls as well then she grabs my dick and again she started sucking it off. Then I saw her eating my cock like a lollipop then again she took my dick inside of her mouth and it was warm inside of her mouth she did well to give me bj and I came inside of her mouth and she ate my cum instantly. She stood up and kissed me off and she went out from the boy's loo. I cleaned myself and came out. While leaving the loo I saw her with another guy I was like what the fuck is she doing I pulled her over me and the other guy was like that's my girl I asked him are you guys dating he's like no I took her in my arms and we left the club. I drove to her home. Her mom said thanks to me. And I saw her mom it wasn't Naina's mom. I asked them that they lived near to my home before in those times and you guys left for Pune. Her mom said to me that they didn't ever leave to Pune. My heart stopped beating and I left her home. In the morning she texted me I asked her directly that who are you which std you were in that year she said to me clearly and that's not even her. I was like what the fuck it is. I texted one of my best friends he said to me that Naina is in Pune still. She never came here. I was singing like "Jisse dhoondta hu Mai har Latin Jo Mili Mujhe Abhi tak nahi, vo Naina Agrawal hai Kahan." Where the heck is she, man how much I try to find her but she wasn't her.

After few years flew away I was 24 years old so my parents decided to plan my marriage. I just said them choose the girl whichever you guys like I'll be okay with your decisions. So they were okay with it. And they had liked one girl who stayed at Pune. So we went to meet her I was kinda nervous at first but my mom hold my hand and said this girl you will like the same as we did. And when I saw her I been flat on her she's very beautiful, wearing a saree which melt me off. They allow us to be in private for a talk and she asked me. You're the Naveen na, I used to be with you when I was in 2nd grade. I was in shock at what does she mean, then she said to me it's me Naveen whom you were given the letter to when I was leaving for Pune. I couldn't take my eyes away from her. I hold her hands she smiled at me. Then I saw her photos I was in kind of relief like I finally found her at last. When we came out I saw her parents as well it's her My Naina Agrawal. While we were leaving she came to me with the letter in her hand and she said when you reach home then open it and read. I couldn't wait to go home that day. My parents were like you didn't like the girl or what? I was like dad let me drive first we'll talk when we'll reach home.

When I reach home it's the same letter which I gave to her when she left for Pune. And she gave me her number too. I texted her immediately but she didn't reply to me I waited for her reply and at night she replied and we texted the whole night. I gave my approval to my parents that yes I want to marry her I liked her a lot and I can't wait for my DREAM COMES TRUE.

In the next month, we decided to get engaged we texted too as well and the day came for our engagement I hold her hands so tight and couldn't take my eyes off her. I was so happy at that moment. After that, we met again her friends invited us to the party we chilled that night and had a good time with her. And the times flew away I fell for her so hard, one night she called me up for some work I picked called immediately and she said me I was scared to get married because we hardly got to know each other is it okay. I told her you were my first love, I searched for you so much, you don't even know that and when I found you I got so peace and relief but trust me I won't break your heart and I hope you do the same. She said yes I will not break your heart just making sure that you are sure about it or not. I said yes im sure we are getting married soon. And yes I will love you and protect you and we ended the call I was so happy.

And the day came for our marriage finally I was so happy that day that now she will be mine Naina just mine. While Haldi she was next to me and I asked her 'have you are anything yet or do you want something to eat' she said ' I don't want anything let's do this and be romantic today.' We both blushed after that we wear our clothes for the rasam and I just want to go for loo my all relatives friends and my parents were in so hurry. I went to the loo. And I heard Naina talking with someone on call She's saying " please take me with you, I don't want to be here." And when I came out of the loo I asked her what happened to you who you're talking with is any problems you have, tell me. She's like she just worried and talking to some close friends they were planning for a party and all stuff I was like okay I don't want to make any seen so I just left and I saw one guy went to the loo and she was talking with her outside of the washroom. I was like it's okay that will be her friend or something. Our pandit called us for the rasam I been on time but when they called my bride all were searching her. Her parents were freaked out that where's she went just. My parents were like what happened just what happened to her why she left. We waited for more than 2 hours and I got one text from her saying that she ran she don't want to marry me she was in love with the other guy that's why she was crying and talking to him. I called her immediately but she didn't pick up. I went to my room I packed my bags crying. All my friends and my parents came to me they were saying to me don't cry I was like why I will not cry why I don't have a heart? The girl whom I was searching for from childhood she left me she just left me in the middle of the wedding? I don't have a heart I can't even express myself or what mom and dad say now. Her parents came to me saying sorry I just forgive them it's not their mistake also. And we left I can't even take the breathe it felt like IM dead now. But after one week I got a call for the interview I gave my well in the interview and I got selected too. They were offering me a job in the United States of America. I told my parents about it they were like you're okay I said to them I have ways to forget whatever happened and I think we should move on now I don't care about her anyway. I went back to my room she gave me the letter I burn it off in my washroom. In the next month, it's the time that I have to leave India. I hugged my parents and I left for my flight. While on the flight I was being emotional and one air hoster came to me and she asked me do u need anything, sir she saw my tears and she said it's okay to cry you have the same heart as we all have it's okay to be hurt and cry she gave me tissues and I wiped out my tears. And so on I try to move on. It's okay if you didn't get your first love, it's okay to cry to be needy, it's okay to be sad or emotional sometimes, we have the same heart as you have. And im a libra I can move on easily because I have to. And I try on that air hoster I wrote one letter to her asking her for a date and she replied yes to me. And so on I felt better this time. When I reached I waited for the air hoster and she came for me and then...

To be continued🤭😇

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First Touch 🥰

You telling me that I am free to go but I'm addicted to you. It was like a million times. I thought that it was enough, but I don't want to say goodbye. Every minute that we spent together, doesn't matter for you. It is a lie or something for you. And I think you should know that I won't let it go. Because it's hard for me.

So it's me here again, this story is about me and a girl. I was in the 1st Std in the 2000s cell phones and the internet is wasn't there. So we used to play with friends and games were like home home, doctor doctor, etc. So coming back to the story, I was a dumb kid in the school as you can say to me. I have 2 best friends in the school and they were very close to me a lot. In school when we were having the unit tests. Our teachers make us sit beside the girl like on one bench 1 girl and 1 boy used to sit. You might be thinking that students must copy from another student which is next to them. But it's not like that, our question paper has series-wise so no one can copy from the student which is sitting next to them. That time I was a dumb kid and not good at studies as well, but the girl who's sitting next to me helped me with that test, and yeah I was happy at least she helped me out. And because of it, we become friends.

Once I went to the washroom, I just saw her coming out from the washroom. Those days in our school washroom were the same as next to the other door it was, but they had a sign like it's for girls and the other one for boys. So she came out from the washroom. She smiled at me and blinked as well. I had smiled at her and blinked her back. While she's going I saw her uniform from the back it was a little folded and her underwear was visible. When I saw that I called her immediately and told her that her uniform is folded from the back and her underwear is visible. Maybe she got a little embarrassed, she fixed her uniform and ran away from me.

After few days again we had our unit tests and we were sitting again next to each other. While the test is going on she came a little close to my ears and she whispered in my ears, " What you saw that day?" I got a little embarrassed and shocked that time. But she forced me asked me again " Tell me what you had seen that day?" And that time I got panicked and said your dark blue underwear. I don't even know what she felt like and she said to me " Do you want to see it again?" I was completely shocked and out of my mind like we are attempting our unit test and she want me to see her underwear. My brain got blocked that time and I said yes to her. So basically, girls' uniforms have a kinda hook on the side. So she opened that hook of her uniform and showed me her underwear from the side and she said to me, and guess what it's the same underwear which I saw last time of her that day outside of the washroom. I didn't get the feeling that time and my hands were cold but she asked me " Do you want to touch it? " I said yes to her. And I put my hands inside of her uniform from the hook space. After touching her underwear I felt her hot temperature over her waist. As I slowly moved my hands down to her vagina, her temperature raise off. That was my FIRST TOUCH, which I did with her. Then I touched her vagina fully. So I slightly pulled her underwear and put my hands inside of her vagina. I was a kid and I don't even know what to do with it. So I played with her vagina for 10 minutes. And later I moved my hand over her ass as well and so on I played with her ass too. After that, we moved on to write our unit test exam which is going on. So in that year, we both had explored in other exams and spent a really good time with each other.

In next year, our class changed she moved on from A division to B division. And we lost touch with each other also. So we moved on with each other. I maybe not have called it a relationship but it was not less as the relationship too. When we went to the 5th standard one news came up in our school that the girl died from blood cancer disease. I was in shock when I get to know the news about her. So I decided to go to her home and visit her single mother. When I reached her home I saw her mom crying so much. I got worried and I returned to my home I didn't go to her home once. After that, I stopped going there and so on I moved on.

But still, I think of her sometimes that if she's alive maybe we had a good time it's been maybe 16 years now. At that time we don't even have a phone maybe I had any picture of her. She's the best girl friend who helped me out those days. But she's still alive in my memories and my heart as well. But I still remember the FIRST TOUCH I did with her.