I told him that when I die I want to be nothing but bones left
With just a thick enough blanket of dirt that flowers grow out of my eye sockets.
He told me that was fucking weird.
So I told him how the orchards we see out of the windows in our school bus
Don't look like straight lines unless you look at them from the right angle.
I told him I never thought the mountain was so beautiful
Until I climbed a tree
And tried to look through early June branches
Nothing broken
Nothing visible.
He said he never thought the river was art.
Not until he saw me fall into it.
An attempt at Grace leaping from one rock to another
On the waters edge
And I thought maybe he loves me.
But I just love way we looked in late January
Climbing a tree to look at the mountain
I found that
When I could see it
It wasn't quite as beautiful as I thought it would be